1 00:00:06,422 --> 00:00:09,175 海耶斯医生用他的手，顺着我的身体往下移 Doctor Hayes used his hand to move down my body, 2 00:00:09,258 --> 00:00:11,010 把我抵在手术台上 pinning me against the table. 3 00:00:11,093 --> 00:00:14,722 因为这是第一件针对他提出的指控 Because this is the first accusation against him, 4 00:00:15,264 --> 00:00:17,432 他的特权不会被撤销 his privileges won't be revoked. 5 00:00:17,808 --> 00:00:19,143 我了解你的感受 I understand how you feel. 6 00:00:19,519 --> 00:00:20,603 我完全了解你的感受 Exactly how you feel. 7 00:00:21,896 --> 00:00:23,814 艾卓亚医生知道我们的家族病史 Doctor Archer is aware of our family history. 8 00:00:23,898 --> 00:00:26,359 就是我们有50%的机会 Oh, that we have a fifty-fifty chance of inheriting a cruel 9 00:00:26,442 --> 00:00:27,527 会遗传到残酷的猝死症？ and sudden death? 10 00:00:28,110 --> 00:00:29,862 如果我们无法一直隐瞒事实 Can't keep hiding from the truth. 11 00:00:29,946 --> 00:00:31,197 那就一起面对 Face it together. 12 00:00:32,240 --> 00:00:34,492 非常遗憾地，我们这次无法同意 I'm very sorry to say we cannot approve you 13 00:00:34,575 --> 00:00:36,160 你担任代理孕母 as a surrogate at this time. 14 00:00:36,410 --> 00:00:39,288 是我们在化验你的检体时，发现的问题 It's something we found when we ran your labs. 15 00:00:40,873 --> 00:00:42,457 手术被取消了 The surgery's been cancelled. 16 00:00:43,334 --> 00:00:44,877 他在系统动了手脚 You rigged the system somehow. 17 00:00:44,961 --> 00:00:47,004 他拦截了要给我那位，囊性纤维化患者的肺给了他女儿 He took the lungs from my patient and gave them to his own daughter. 18 00:00:47,088 --> 00:00:51,049 我做的是我该做的事，给我的女儿一个机会 I did what I had to do to give my daughter a chance. 19 00:00:51,133 --> 00:00:54,345 难道你要我眼睁睁看着她死吗？ Would you rather have me just sit and watch her die? 20 00:00:56,264 --> 00:00:57,305 谢谢你愿意来一趟 Thank you for coming. 21 00:01:00,810 --> 00:01:02,144 我本来以为你不会来 I didn't think you would. 22 00:01:03,938 --> 00:01:05,064 我也是 Neither did I. 23 00:01:05,898 --> 00:01:08,401 所以你到底想跟我说什么？ So, what is it you want to say to me? 24 00:01:15,116 --> 00:01:18,619 我花了很多时间，思考我对你做了什么 I've had a lot of time to think about what I did to you. 25 00:01:18,703 --> 00:01:21,956 温蒂死后，我的精神显然不太正常 I was obviously not of right mind after Wendy died. 26 00:01:22,582 --> 00:01:24,875 但我已经服用了抗精神病药物 But I've been put on an anti-psychotic 27 00:01:25,793 --> 00:01:28,337 我已经接受耶稣基督进入我的内心 and I've accepted Jesus Christ into my heart. 28 00:01:29,297 --> 00:01:30,923 我今天请你来这里 I asked you to come here today, 29 00:01:31,716 --> 00:01:34,844 是因为我想告诉你，我真的很抱歉 because I wanted to tell you how deeply sorry I am 30 00:01:35,803 --> 00:01:37,263 对你造成这么大的痛苦 for the pain that I caused you. 31 00:01:37,346 --> 00:01:43,102 我想问你是否愿意从心底原谅我 And I wanted to ask if you could find it in your heart to forgive me. 32 00:01:44,520 --> 00:01:45,478 住口 Stop. 33 00:01:50,151 --> 00:01:52,403 你没资格对我说教 You don't get to preach to me. 34 00:01:53,821 --> 00:01:54,697 永远都别想 Ever. 35 00:01:55,823 --> 00:01:59,160 不，我不会原谅你 And no, I don't forgive you. 36 00:02:00,119 --> 00:02:04,081 原谅你并不能抹去我肚子上的伤疤 Forgiving you won't erase the scar on my stomach. 37 00:02:04,665 --> 00:02:06,500 也无法消灭 It won't erase the fact 38 00:02:06,584 --> 00:02:10,087 我晚上闭上眼睛时就会浮现你的脸 that I see your face when I close my eyes at night. 39 00:02:10,755 --> 00:02:16,427 我必须承受发生在我身上的事，日复一日 I have to live with what happened to me every day. 40 00:02:18,179 --> 00:02:19,764 你也别想解脱 And so should you. 41 00:02:21,057 --> 00:02:22,474 我会为你祈祷 I'll pray for you. 42 00:02:25,019 --> 00:02:26,437 为你自己祈祷吧 Pray for yourself. 43 00:02:28,272 --> 00:02:29,314 我好得很 I'm good. 44 00:02:50,127 --> 00:02:51,295 你怀孕了？ You're pregnant? 45 00:02:52,046 --> 00:02:52,797 是的 Yeah. 46 00:02:54,340 --> 00:02:58,052 嗯…米治知道吗？ Um, does Mitch know? 47 00:02:58,719 --> 00:03:00,554 我第一个就告诉你 You're the first person that I've told. 48 00:03:01,263 --> 00:03:02,390 听着，我很抱歉 Look, I am so sorry. 49 00:03:02,473 --> 00:03:05,518 这…这不在我的计划内 This, um...this wasn't planned. 50 00:03:05,601 --> 00:03:07,478 你…你不相信我吗？ Do you...do you not believe me? 51 00:03:07,603 --> 00:03:08,938 我当然相信你 Of course I believe you. 52 00:03:09,939 --> 00:03:11,857 这不过是汉娜的正常发挥 But it's just typical Hannah. 53 00:03:12,191 --> 00:03:13,818 好吧，听着，莉莎，我可以生下这个孩子 Okay, look, Lizzy, I can have this baby, 54 00:03:13,901 --> 00:03:15,194 但仍然可以当你的代理孕母 and then I can still be your surrogate. 55 00:03:15,277 --> 00:03:17,530 哦，拜托，怎么可能行得通？ Oh, come on how is that gonna work? 56 00:03:17,822 --> 00:03:19,156 你将有一个孩子 You will have a baby. 57 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:20,658 这会是你的重心 That will be your focus. 58 00:03:20,741 --> 00:03:21,617 你的人生 Your life. 59 00:03:24,870 --> 00:03:26,956 我早该知道不该再相信你 I should've known better than to trust you again. 60 00:03:27,039 --> 00:03:28,374 别这样，这样说不公平 Oh, come on. That's not fair. 61 00:03:28,457 --> 00:03:30,084 公平？你在开玩笑吧？ Fair? Are you kidding? 62 00:03:30,167 --> 00:03:33,087 妈妈过世后，我花了很多年照顾你 I spent years watching out for you after Mom died, 63 00:03:33,462 --> 00:03:35,756 当你上医学院的时候，当你染上海洛因毒瘾的时候 when you went to med school, when you got hooked on heroin. 64 00:03:35,840 --> 00:03:37,967 我已尽我所能陪你度过 I have done everything that I can to help you on this journey 65 00:03:38,050 --> 00:03:38,926 生孩子这段历程 to have a baby. 66 00:03:39,009 --> 00:03:40,636 哦，需要给你额外的嘉奖吗？ Oh, do you want some extra credit? 67 00:03:41,846 --> 00:03:42,596 莉莎 Lizzy. 68 00:03:43,347 --> 00:03:45,266 我从一开始就陪着你 I have been in this with you since the start, 69 00:03:45,349 --> 00:03:47,810 我已经拼尽全力 and I have worked my a** off 70 00:03:47,893 --> 00:03:51,188 来弥补我以前那些可怕的行为 to make up for all of those horrible things that I did. 71 00:03:51,272 --> 00:03:52,523 这个宝宝？ This baby? 72 00:03:53,607 --> 00:03:55,025 这个宝宝不是那样的 This baby isn't that. 73 00:03:55,901 --> 00:04:00,531 难道没有…难道你没有…一小部分 Isn't there...isn't there some...some small part of you... 74 00:04:01,907 --> 00:04:04,243 觉得…替我感到高兴吗？ that's...that's actually happy for me? 75 00:04:06,162 --> 00:04:07,954 再说一遍，是我的错 Once again, it's my fault. 76 00:04:15,504 --> 00:04:16,255 别踢了 Stop. 77 00:04:19,341 --> 00:04:20,217 你真的很幼稚 You're a child. 78 00:04:20,593 --> 00:04:21,594 是啊，很棒吧 Yeah. Proudly. 79 00:04:24,180 --> 00:04:25,723 我不想让你悬着 I don't wanna keep you in suspense 80 00:04:25,806 --> 00:04:26,891 你的格斯特曼斯特劳斯勒申克，检查结果是阴性 you're negative for G.S.S. 81 00:04:26,974 --> 00:04:28,392 -恭喜 -哦，感谢上帝 -Congratulations. -Oh, thank God. 82 00:04:30,728 --> 00:04:33,105 等一下…，我看到你口袋里的蓝色信封 Wait, wait. I see the blue envelope in your pocket. 83 00:04:33,814 --> 00:04:34,982 上面说什么，凯蒂？ What does it say, Caty? 84 00:04:36,192 --> 00:04:37,359 同样是阴性 Also negative. 85 00:04:38,527 --> 00:04:39,236 感谢上帝 Thank God. 86 00:04:39,653 --> 00:04:40,654 哦，天啊 Oh, God. 87 00:04:40,738 --> 00:04:42,740 我只是以为我们是… I just assumed that we were... 88 00:04:42,823 --> 00:04:43,448 我也是 Me too. 89 00:04:46,702 --> 00:04:49,580 等一下，那么…，是什么导致他的无力？ Wait, so...what caused the weakness? 90 00:04:49,872 --> 00:04:52,208 同样的问题也导致你出现震颤 Same thing that, uh... caused your tremor. 91 00:04:52,291 --> 00:04:54,001 你弟弟患有严重的椎间盘突出… Your brother has a severely herniated disk... 92 00:04:54,084 --> 00:04:55,961 他服用类固醇有改善 he's responding to steroids. 93 00:04:56,045 --> 00:04:58,005 他应该继续，接受艾布斯医生的治疗，但是… He should follow up with Doctor Abrams, but, uh... 94 00:04:58,088 --> 00:04:59,465 他会完全康复的 he'll make a full recovery. 95 00:04:59,548 --> 00:05:03,052 而且我…我为你感到高兴，凯特琳 And I'm...I'm... I'm very happy for you, Caitlin. 96 00:05:04,053 --> 00:05:05,179 嘿，那我呢？ Hey, but what about me? 97 00:05:05,262 --> 00:05:07,014 你也一样，我只是对你没什么感情 Yeah, I'm just less invested. 98 00:05:07,681 --> 00:05:08,431 哦 Oh. 99 00:05:12,019 --> 00:05:13,395 维奥拉，去一号创伤治疗室 Violet, you're going to Trauma One. 100 00:05:14,313 --> 00:05:15,356 什么状况，诺瓦克？ What do we got, Novak? 101 00:05:15,439 --> 00:05:16,315 汽车撞树 Auto versus tree. 102 00:05:16,398 --> 00:05:18,984 19岁女性，驾驶也是唯一的乘客 Nineteen-year-old female, the driver and sole occupant. 103 00:05:19,068 --> 00:05:21,153 收缩压129，舒张压60 B.P. one-twenty-nine over sixty. 104 00:05:21,237 --> 00:05:22,154 心率75 Heart rate seventy-five. 105 00:05:22,238 --> 00:05:23,155 她以时速50哩撞上去 She hit it going fifty. 106 00:05:23,239 --> 00:05:24,990 得动用救生钳才能把她救出来 Had to use the jaws of life to pry her out. 107 00:05:25,074 --> 00:05:26,867 脸部和胸部多处擦伤 Multiple abrasions to the face and chest, 108 00:05:26,951 --> 00:05:28,661 感觉她好像有几根肋骨断了 feels like she could have a couple of broken ribs. 109 00:05:28,744 --> 00:05:30,954 昏迷指数在到院途中，处于13到14的状态 G.C.S. was thirteen to fourteen on the ride in. 110 00:05:35,835 --> 00:05:36,961 打电话给查理斯医生 Call Doctor Charles. 111 00:05:37,670 --> 00:05:38,379 为什么？ Why? 112 00:05:39,630 --> 00:05:41,506 这是他女儿，安娜 This is his daughter, Anna. 113 00:05:59,691 --> 00:06:01,526 有人打电话通知她妈妈了吗？ Has anyone called her mother to let her know? 114 00:06:01,609 --> 00:06:02,151 我打了 I did. 115 00:06:02,235 --> 00:06:03,611 苏珊会搭第一班航班过来 Susan's catching the first flight. 116 00:06:03,695 --> 00:06:04,487 莎伦，她怎么样了？ Sharon, how's she doing? 117 00:06:04,571 --> 00:06:05,446 她很坚强 She's holding her own. 118 00:06:05,530 --> 00:06:09,951 电脑断层扫描发现鼻骨骨折，但没有脑出血 C.T. scan found a nasal bone fracture but no brain bleed. 119 00:06:10,034 --> 00:06:10,785 好，她醒了吗？ Okay, is she awake? 120 00:06:10,869 --> 00:06:13,037 里普利医生仍然在为她注射镇静剂 Uh, Doctor Ripley still has her sedated. 121 00:06:13,121 --> 00:06:13,872 哦，我的天啊 Oh, my God. 122 00:06:13,955 --> 00:06:14,581 安娜！ Anna! 123 00:06:14,664 --> 00:06:15,415 查理斯医生 Doctor Charles. 124 00:06:15,498 --> 00:06:16,583 情况怎么样，兄弟？ What's the status, buddy? 125 00:06:16,666 --> 00:06:17,750 目前是…什么状况？ What...what...what...what are we looking at? 126 00:06:17,834 --> 00:06:19,252 我密切注意她的脑震荡 I'm watching her concussion closely, 127 00:06:19,335 --> 00:06:21,629 她…她的头撞得不轻 she, uh...she slammed her head pretty hard. 128 00:06:21,713 --> 00:06:23,464 她还断了三根肋骨 She also sustained three broken ribs 129 00:06:23,548 --> 00:06:26,008 和左侧桡骨远端骨折，我已复位 and a left distal radius fracture I reduced. 130 00:06:42,942 --> 00:06:44,485 发生什么事了？ What's going on? 131 00:06:44,569 --> 00:06:46,112 为什么我的手术被取消了？ Why was my surgery canceled? 132 00:06:47,280 --> 00:06:50,325 诺亚，不幸的是，器官捐赠机构改变他们的决定… Noah, unfortunately, the O.D.A. has changed course... 133 00:06:50,408 --> 00:06:52,994 他们要将肺移植给另一位受赠者 and they are giving the lungs to another recipient. 134 00:06:53,077 --> 00:06:54,078 等等，什么？ Wait, what? 135 00:06:54,162 --> 00:06:55,788 但他们怎么能这样？ But how can they just do that 136 00:06:55,872 --> 00:06:58,124 在他们已经说过，要把肺给诺亚之后？ after they already said they were giving the lungs to Noah? 137 00:06:58,207 --> 00:06:59,667 他们怎么可以这样做？ I mean, how can they just do that? 138 00:06:59,751 --> 00:07:00,335 不，他们不能 No, they can't. 139 00:07:00,418 --> 00:07:01,544 这…这样不对… This...this isn't right... 140 00:07:01,628 --> 00:07:03,087 只是…我需要你向我们解释一下 and just...I need you to explain to us 141 00:07:03,171 --> 00:07:04,756 发生了什么事…，我才能解决这个问题 what happened so...so I can fix this. 142 00:07:05,006 --> 00:07:07,675 马复制先生，我也希望我能做点什么，好吗？ Mister Macron, I wish there was something I could do, okay? 143 00:07:07,759 --> 00:07:11,012 我尽了最大的努力，强调我们的急迫性 And I tried my very best to argue our case as strongly as I could. 144 00:07:11,095 --> 00:07:12,221 再努力一点？ Try harder? 145 00:07:12,972 --> 00:07:13,806 对不起 I'm sorry. 146 00:07:14,098 --> 00:07:15,307 那么，我们现在该怎么办？ So, what do we do now? 147 00:07:17,310 --> 00:07:19,729 嗯，考虑到诺亚的肺功能状况 Well, given the circumstances of Noah's lung function, 148 00:07:19,812 --> 00:07:22,065 我们需要争取更多的时间 we need to buy some more time. 149 00:07:22,148 --> 00:07:25,151 而最好的方法就是帮你装上人工肺 And the best way to do that is to put you on ECMO. 150 00:07:25,944 --> 00:07:28,112 一台为我呼吸的机器 A machine that breathes for me. 151 00:07:28,196 --> 00:07:30,615 嘿，听着…，我知道这很吓人，好吗？ Hey, look... I know that's scary, okay? 152 00:07:30,698 --> 00:07:33,326 但你仍然位于移植名单的首位 But you are still at the top of the transplant list. 153 00:07:33,409 --> 00:07:34,577 说得好像有意义一样 Like that actually means something. 154 00:07:34,661 --> 00:07:35,828 华特，别说了 Walter. Stop. 155 00:07:38,539 --> 00:07:40,583 好，我们现在必须竭尽所能 Okay, we need to do what it takes right now 156 00:07:40,667 --> 00:07:42,001 把你的身体调养好 to give you the best shot 157 00:07:42,085 --> 00:07:44,087 下一对肺脏出现时你就能马上移植 to be ready when the next set of lungs come along. 158 00:07:44,170 --> 00:07:46,297 好，但你说人工肺可能有其他风险 Okay, but you said that ECMO could carry other risks 159 00:07:46,381 --> 00:07:48,299 可能会使移植更加困难 that might make transplant more difficult. 160 00:07:48,383 --> 00:07:49,342 是的，我说过 I did, yes. 161 00:07:49,425 --> 00:07:50,927 我们没有其他选择 We don't have any other choice. 162 00:07:51,427 --> 00:07:54,555 人工肺可以，让你的肺有更多时间复原 And ECMO could give your lungs more time to heal. 163 00:07:55,390 --> 00:07:58,267 如果没有新的肺，他靠人工肺能撑多久？ How long can he survive on ECMO without new lungs? 164 00:07:59,268 --> 00:08:01,688 几周，也许一个月 A few weeks, maybe a month. 165 00:08:03,106 --> 00:08:04,941 他什么时候必须接上机器？ How soon does he have to go on it? 166 00:08:05,525 --> 00:08:06,442 一小时内 Within the hour. 167 00:08:09,654 --> 00:08:10,863 我会没事的，爸 I'll be okay, Dad. 168 00:08:10,947 --> 00:08:11,864 是的 Yeah. 169 00:08:13,241 --> 00:08:14,157 你会没事的 You'll be good. 170 00:08:14,242 --> 00:08:17,494 你会表现得很好，好吗？亲爱的 You're gonna be good, okay? Sweetie. 171 00:08:27,046 --> 00:08:27,754 我… I... 172 00:08:30,967 --> 00:08:33,011 我听说格芬兰瑟把你踢掉 I heard Griffin Lancer removed you... 173 00:08:33,094 --> 00:08:34,929 不让你担任艾莉亚的主治医生 as Alea's primary physician. 174 00:08:35,346 --> 00:08:36,347 嗯，是的 Uh, yeah. 175 00:08:37,056 --> 00:08:38,141 是的，他确实这么做了 Yeah, he did. 176 00:08:38,224 --> 00:08:42,437 这家伙是个自大狂，但我一点也不怪他 The guy's an entitled egomaniac, but I don't really blame him one bit. 177 00:08:42,729 --> 00:08:45,356 为什么？，因为你会为你的孩子做一样的事？ Why? Because you'd do the same thing for your kids? 178 00:08:45,440 --> 00:08:46,065 对 Yeah. 179 00:08:46,566 --> 00:08:49,694 从某种扭曲的角度来说，他只是尽其所能做一个最好的父亲 in a twisted way, he's just being the best dad he knows how to be. 180 00:08:50,653 --> 00:08:54,239 当你深爱一个人时，你会承受很多痛苦 When you love someone that much, it opens you up to so much pain. 181 00:08:56,242 --> 00:08:59,120 他们说这就像让你的心在体外跳动 They say it's like having your heart run around outside your body. 182 00:08:59,746 --> 00:09:01,913 是啊，让你怀疑它是否真的值得 Yeah, makes you wonder if it's really worth it. 183 00:09:04,792 --> 00:09:06,294 安娜的氧饱和度 Anna's oxygen saturation 184 00:09:06,377 --> 00:09:09,630 用了诱发式肺量计后持续好转 continues to improve using her, uh, incentive spirometer. 185 00:09:09,714 --> 00:09:12,425 好，那…听起来确实是个好消息 Okay, well, that...that sounds like really good news. 186 00:09:12,508 --> 00:09:13,968 这是朝正确方向发展 It's a step in the right direction. 187 00:09:14,052 --> 00:09:17,263 肋骨骨折下的肺挫伤，应该不是很严重 The, uh, pulmonary contusion must not be so bad under her rib fracture. 188 00:09:17,722 --> 00:09:21,309 所以…是安全带压断她的肋骨吗？ So, seatbelt broke her ribs? 189 00:09:21,392 --> 00:09:24,312 呃…不是，安娜没有系安全带 Uh, no, Anna wasn't wearing a seatbelt. 190 00:09:24,937 --> 00:09:26,481 这听起来不像安娜 That's doesn't sound like Anna. 191 00:09:26,564 --> 00:09:29,275 事实上，她在撞击过程中，肋骨被方向盘压断了 She actually broke her ribs on the steering wheel upon impact. 192 00:09:29,358 --> 00:09:31,944 好，嗯，也合理 Okay, well, makes sense. 193 00:09:32,028 --> 00:09:33,696 好，那什么时候…，我们什么时候可以见到她？ Okay, uh, when...when can we see her? 194 00:09:34,781 --> 00:09:36,490 等她准备好接受探视时，我会联络你们 I'll call when she's ready for visitors. 195 00:09:37,825 --> 00:09:38,534 -谢谢 -谢谢，米治 -Thank you. -Thanks, Mitch. 196 00:09:38,618 --> 00:09:39,243 不客气 Yeah. 197 00:09:42,330 --> 00:09:43,498 一切都会好起来的，爸 It's gonna be okay, Dad. 198 00:09:43,581 --> 00:09:44,915 哦，我知道… Oh, I know, I know. 199 00:09:46,042 --> 00:09:49,670 等我们能和她说上话，我会更安心，你知道吗？ I'll feel a whole lot better when we can talk to her, you know? 200 00:09:49,754 --> 00:09:50,588 我知道 I know. 201 00:09:52,006 --> 00:09:53,548 你找我吗？ You wanted to see me? 202 00:09:54,258 --> 00:09:58,096 董事会正在讨论，下一财政季度的一些裁员措施 The, uh, Board's been discussing some cuts for the upcoming fiscal quarter. 203 00:09:58,179 --> 00:10:00,473 抱歉，这是为什么？ I'm sorry, where's this coming from? 204 00:10:00,556 --> 00:10:04,352 失去海耶斯医生的，预期未来收益损失 The expected future loss of revenue from losing Doctor Hayes. 205 00:10:04,435 --> 00:10:06,187 嗯，你的语气暗示 Well, your tone suggests 206 00:10:06,270 --> 00:10:09,857 海耶斯医生的离开，不知何故是我的错 that Doctor Hayes's departure was somehow my fault. 207 00:10:09,941 --> 00:10:12,401 显然，这是海耶斯医生的错 Obviously, it was Doctor Hayes's fault. 208 00:10:12,485 --> 00:10:15,863 尽管他离职的过程如此公开 though the very public nature of his departure 209 00:10:15,947 --> 00:10:17,740 确实让加夫尼有点措手不及 did leave Gaffney a little flat-footed. 210 00:10:17,824 --> 00:10:21,536 海耶斯的爆炸性消息不是我走漏的，米兰达 I didn't leak the Hayes bombshell, Miranda. 211 00:10:21,619 --> 00:10:23,788 我不是说是你，莎伦 I'm not saying you did, Sharon, 212 00:10:24,539 --> 00:10:26,541 但也无法改变财务现况 but doesn't change the financial reality. 213 00:10:27,083 --> 00:10:30,461 这是一份已批准，并预计尽快执行的裁员名单 This is a list of approved cuts you're expected to execute ASAP. 214 00:10:35,258 --> 00:10:38,344 我还看到华盛顿医生也名列其中 I see Doctor Washington's name is on here, too. 215 00:10:38,427 --> 00:10:40,179 艰难的时刻意味着艰难的决定 Hard times mean hard decisions. 216 00:10:40,263 --> 00:10:44,642 所以，你要开除我们备受尊敬 So, you're gonna fire our highly respected Chief of Oncology 217 00:10:44,725 --> 00:10:47,395 已经在这里，服务近20年的肿瘤科主任？ who's been here nearly two decades? 218 00:10:47,478 --> 00:10:50,148 我知道你和华盛顿医生的关系 I know that your ongoing relationship with Doctor Washington 219 00:10:50,231 --> 00:10:52,441 可能会使情况变得更加复杂 might make this more complicated. 220 00:10:52,525 --> 00:10:54,944 复杂？怎么说？ Complicated? How? 221 00:10:55,987 --> 00:10:57,488 如果你希望由别人来处理这件事… If you'd like someone else to handle this. 222 00:10:57,572 --> 00:10:58,781 我会处理的 I'll handle it. 223 00:10:58,865 --> 00:11:00,867 谢谢你的敬业，莎伦 Thank you for your professionalism, Sharon. 224 00:11:00,950 --> 00:11:01,742 是啊 Uh-huh. 225 00:11:10,208 --> 00:11:10,959 再见 Bye. 226 00:11:13,753 --> 00:11:16,298 我只希望这对基普来说，会是当头棒喝 I just hope this is a kick in the a** for Kip. 227 00:11:16,381 --> 00:11:19,926 他需要继续前进，不再以朊病毒为借口 He needs to move forward and no longer has Prion as an excuse. 228 00:11:20,010 --> 00:11:21,469 是的，他会想通的，对吧？ Yeah, he'll figure it out, right? 229 00:11:21,553 --> 00:11:24,347 基普通常不愿意想通什么 Well, Kip generally resists figuring things out. 230 00:11:24,431 --> 00:11:25,640 他更喜欢随波逐流 He prefers to drift. 231 00:11:25,724 --> 00:11:26,391 是啊 Hm. 232 00:11:26,474 --> 00:11:27,517 你呢？ What about you? 233 00:11:28,268 --> 00:11:29,019 我怎么了？ What about me? 234 00:11:29,895 --> 00:11:32,022 嗯，这对你来说也是个改变 Well, this changes things for you, too. 235 00:11:32,647 --> 00:11:33,440 但这并没有改变什么 This changes nothing. 236 00:11:33,523 --> 00:11:34,691 我可以回去工作了 I simply go back to work. 237 00:11:34,774 --> 00:11:38,445 不要低估阴性结果的重要性 Uh, don't underestimate the significance of a negative result. 238 00:11:38,987 --> 00:11:41,573 你…你的未来现在更加确定了 You...your future's more certain now. 239 00:11:41,656 --> 00:11:42,407 当然 Sure. 240 00:11:42,741 --> 00:11:46,661 如果我没有淹死在湖里，或突然心脏病发而死亡 If I don't drown in a lake or have a sudden fatal heart attack. 241 00:11:46,745 --> 00:11:48,538 是啊，你知道你该做什么吗？ Yeah, you know what you should do, though? 242 00:11:48,622 --> 00:11:49,581 你应该去旅行 You should travel. 243 00:11:49,664 --> 00:11:50,707 是的，离开这里 Yeah, get out of here. 244 00:11:50,790 --> 00:11:51,790 请假吧 Just take a leave. 245 00:11:52,334 --> 00:11:54,419 一到两个月，你知道吗？ One to two months, you know? 246 00:11:54,502 --> 00:11:56,922 坐在罗马的西班牙台阶上 Just sit on the Spanish Steps in Rome, 247 00:11:57,005 --> 00:12:01,218 或从圣家堂的高处眺望巴塞罗那 or just look out at Barcelona from the top of the Sagrada Familia. 248 00:12:01,301 --> 00:12:03,637 你做过这些事吗？ Are these things that you've done? 249 00:12:05,805 --> 00:12:10,644 重点是急诊室，就像拉斯维加斯的赌场 So, the point is that an emergency department is like a Vegas casino. 250 00:12:10,727 --> 00:12:13,772 它会让你以为时间没有流逝 It tricks you into believing that time isn't passing. 251 00:12:14,773 --> 00:12:15,690 但其实有 It is. 252 00:12:16,316 --> 00:12:17,943 但假期让我焦虑 Well, vacations make me anxious, 253 00:12:18,026 --> 00:12:20,111 我总是太热或太冷 I'm always too hot or too cold, 254 00:12:20,195 --> 00:12:21,446 我不会说当地语言 I don't speak the language, 255 00:12:21,529 --> 00:12:23,156 我的信用卡账单爆炸了 my credit card bill explodes, 256 00:12:23,240 --> 00:12:25,283 我总是数着日子 and I always end up just counting down the days 257 00:12:25,367 --> 00:12:27,494 直到我能重返工作 until I can get back to work. 258 00:12:27,577 --> 00:12:30,580 听起来真是哀伤，但又很符合你的风格 Well, that is deeply sad but very on brand. 259 00:12:30,664 --> 00:12:32,456 铁石心肠，还记得吗？ Cold, dead hearts, remember? 260 00:12:36,461 --> 00:12:37,629 好了 There you go. 261 00:12:38,296 --> 00:12:41,258 我听说益川医生和她的手术团队 I hear that Doctor Masukawa and her surgical team 262 00:12:41,341 --> 00:12:44,261 很快就会来帮你做准备，并带你去手术室 will be by soon to get you prepped and transferred to the O.R. 263 00:12:44,678 --> 00:12:45,762 是真的吗？ Is it true? 264 00:12:46,054 --> 00:12:47,055 什么事是真的吗？ Is what true? 265 00:12:47,681 --> 00:12:51,017 我爸爸从别人那里偷来我的肺吗？ Did my dad steal my lungs from somebody else? 266 00:12:52,102 --> 00:12:54,104 我无意中听到走廊上有人在说 I overheard someone in the hallway. 267 00:12:55,146 --> 00:12:57,773 器官捐赠是不完美的过程，艾莉亚 Organ donation is an imperfect process, Alea. 268 00:12:58,942 --> 00:13:02,904 有各种相互冲突的因素，会影响谁能获得器官 There's all kinds of conflicting factors can affect who gets them. 269 00:13:02,988 --> 00:13:04,990 但永远没有足够的器官可用 But there's never enough organs to go around. 270 00:13:05,073 --> 00:13:06,448 所以对你来说是奇迹的事 So, what's a miracle for you 271 00:13:07,242 --> 00:13:09,619 永远都会让别人心碎 will always be a heartbreak for someone else. 272 00:13:10,495 --> 00:13:12,080 这听起来是承认了 That sounds like a yes. 273 00:13:14,082 --> 00:13:15,249 你爸爸爱你 Your father loves you. 274 00:13:16,835 --> 00:13:17,752 我知道 I know. 275 00:13:18,670 --> 00:13:22,882 保留体力，然后休息一下，把心力放在手术上 Save your strength, then get some rest, focus on your surgery. 276 00:13:23,133 --> 00:13:25,176 这真是个好建议，亲爱的 That's excellent advice, sweetheart. 277 00:13:26,761 --> 00:13:29,639 我以为你不再照顾我女儿了 I thought you weren't going to be caring for my daughter anymore. 278 00:13:30,223 --> 00:13:32,475 你只要求里普利医生退出 You only asked for Doctor Ripley to step aside, 279 00:13:33,184 --> 00:13:34,811 而且护士人数众多 and there are just so many nurses. 280 00:13:36,146 --> 00:13:37,314 我喜欢玛姬 I like Maggie. 281 00:13:38,106 --> 00:13:39,314 我希望她留下来 I want her to stay. 282 00:13:42,027 --> 00:13:48,033 除了下一步需要做的事之外，不要担心任何事 Don't worry about anything except what needs to be done next. 283 00:13:48,700 --> 00:13:53,246 你只需专注于克服，眼前的每一个障碍 You just focus on conquering each obstacle in front of you, 284 00:13:53,330 --> 00:13:56,832 直到最终你赢得比赛 until eventually you'll win the race. 285 00:13:58,918 --> 00:14:00,794 那如果是无法获胜的比赛怎么办？ And what if the race is unwinnable? 286 00:14:08,636 --> 00:14:09,762 没有这种事 No such thing. 287 00:14:17,687 --> 00:14:19,064 是时候注射镇静剂了吗？ Is it time to sedate me? 288 00:14:19,481 --> 00:14:20,690 等你准备好 When you're ready. 289 00:14:21,691 --> 00:14:22,817 你还好吗？ You doing okay? 290 00:14:23,777 --> 00:14:24,611 我很好 I'm fine. 291 00:14:28,198 --> 00:14:31,034 你知道吗？你不一定要很好，诺亚 You know, you don't have to be fine, Noah. 292 00:14:32,160 --> 00:14:34,329 你可以感到害怕，你知道的，对吧？ It's okay to be scared, you know that, right? 293 00:14:35,914 --> 00:14:37,916 重点就在这里，菲洛医生 That's the thing, Doctor Frost. 294 00:14:37,999 --> 00:14:39,334 我不害怕 I'm not scared. 295 00:14:40,877 --> 00:14:41,836 我累了 I'm tired. 296 00:14:42,587 --> 00:14:44,714 真的好累… So, so tired. 297 00:14:45,965 --> 00:14:47,550 我不想死 I don't want to die 298 00:14:49,886 --> 00:14:54,099 但想到睡着了就再也醒不来 but the thought of going to sleep and not waking up, 299 00:14:54,182 --> 00:14:58,019 好像也没…那么糟 it's not...not so bad. 300 00:14:58,353 --> 00:15:02,190 我不能告诉我爸妈，这会让他们心碎 I can't tell my parents that, it would break their heart. 301 00:15:02,982 --> 00:15:04,818 为了他们我必须坚强 I have to be strong for them, 302 00:15:07,570 --> 00:15:08,780 尤其是我爸 especially Dad. 303 00:15:11,241 --> 00:15:12,157 嘿 Hey. 304 00:15:12,826 --> 00:15:15,120 这一切我都能理解 I can understand all of that. 305 00:15:16,496 --> 00:15:17,831 好，但重点在于 Okay, but here's the thing, 306 00:15:19,124 --> 00:15:21,167 我认为你仍有斗志 I think you still got some fight left in you. 307 00:15:22,585 --> 00:15:25,088 我需要你帮我做一件事，菲洛医生 I need you to do something for me, Doctor Frost. 308 00:15:26,714 --> 00:15:27,673 尽管开口 Anything. 309 00:15:29,384 --> 00:15:33,971 如果我死了，你可以告诉我爸妈，这不是他们的错吗？ If I die, will you tell my parents it's not their fault? 310 00:15:37,725 --> 00:15:40,186 嘿…你好吗，小子？ Hey. Hey, how are you, buddy? 311 00:15:40,562 --> 00:15:43,731 嘿，爷爷和奶奶，送上他们的爱与力量 Hey, Grandma and Grandpa send love and strength. 312 00:15:45,275 --> 00:15:46,734 可以了，菲洛医生 Okay, Doctor Frost. 313 00:15:47,360 --> 00:15:48,778 不，请等一下 No, please wait. 314 00:15:49,779 --> 00:15:50,572 等等 Wait. 315 00:15:51,406 --> 00:15:52,657 诺亚，下次我们见到你时 Noah, the next time we see you, 316 00:15:52,740 --> 00:15:54,409 你将会拥有一对新的肺 you're gonna have a new pair of lungs. 317 00:15:54,492 --> 00:15:55,243 是的 Yeah. 318 00:15:56,995 --> 00:16:01,832 嘿，世界上我最自豪的事，就是成为你的父亲 Hey, the thing I'm proudest of in all the world is being your dad. 319 00:16:02,792 --> 00:16:04,127 我很害怕 I'm scared. 320 00:16:05,295 --> 00:16:06,254 我也是，小子 Me, too, buddy. 321 00:16:07,505 --> 00:16:10,175 但是你…嘿，你会没事的 But you're...hey, you're gonna be fine. 322 00:16:10,258 --> 00:16:12,010 我真的很爱你们 I love you both so much. 323 00:16:12,969 --> 00:16:15,722 我们爱你，我们的宝贝儿子 We love you, our precious boy. 324 00:16:15,805 --> 00:16:17,890 超出你的想象 More than you can possibly imagine. 325 00:16:20,435 --> 00:16:21,311 好了 Okay. 326 00:16:23,229 --> 00:16:24,147 我准备好了 I'm ready. 327 00:16:26,483 --> 00:16:27,232 嘿 Hey. 328 00:16:28,568 --> 00:16:30,193 很快再见，好吗，诺亚？ See you soon, okay, Noah? 329 00:16:48,879 --> 00:16:49,671 真会选时间 Good timing. 330 00:16:49,755 --> 00:16:50,422 爸 Dad. 331 00:16:50,506 --> 00:16:52,174 哦，我…我就在这里，亲爱的 Oh, I'm...I'm right here, sweetie. 332 00:16:52,257 --> 00:16:53,341 你好吗？ How you doing? 333 00:16:53,425 --> 00:16:54,676 你还好吗？我的宝贝怎么样了？ Are you all right? How's my girl? 334 00:16:54,760 --> 00:16:55,802 好多了 Much better. 335 00:16:55,886 --> 00:16:57,930 我正密切关注她的氧饱和度 I'm keeping a close eye on her O-two sats, 336 00:16:58,013 --> 00:17:01,058 肋骨骨折，还有脑震荡的神经检查 uh for the rib fractures and her neuro checks for the concussion, 337 00:17:01,141 --> 00:17:04,686 但是…总体而言，她很幸运 but, um, all things considered, she's very lucky. 338 00:17:05,812 --> 00:17:07,981 嗯，我感觉有点恍惚 Um, I feel kind of out of it. 339 00:17:08,065 --> 00:17:09,107 是止痛药，亲爱的 Pain meds, honey. 340 00:17:09,191 --> 00:17:10,442 它们…会让你昏昏沉沉的 They're just...they're gonna make you groggy. 341 00:17:10,526 --> 00:17:11,360 就是这样 That's all it is. 342 00:17:11,985 --> 00:17:13,529 我等一下再回来看她 I'll check back in a little later. 343 00:17:14,863 --> 00:17:16,949 你还记得事发经过吗？ Do you even remember what happened? 344 00:17:17,616 --> 00:17:20,160 不，我不知道，我…我想我撞到了一块碎石 No, I don't know, I...I think I hit a patch of gravel 345 00:17:20,244 --> 00:17:22,412 然后车子就失控了 and the car just kind of got away from me. 346 00:17:23,705 --> 00:17:25,749 我只是好奇你为什么不系安全带？ I'm just curious as to why you didn't have your seatbelt on? 347 00:17:26,375 --> 00:17:27,960 这很不像你 I mean, it's so unlike you. 348 00:17:28,043 --> 00:17:29,169 你还小的时候 When you were a little kid, 349 00:17:29,253 --> 00:17:31,255 你都…除非所有人都系好安全带 you wouldn't...you wouldn't even let me start the car 350 00:17:31,338 --> 00:17:32,714 不然你连我发动汽车都不准 unless everybody was buckled up. 351 00:17:33,757 --> 00:17:34,716 我不记得了 I don't remember. 352 00:17:34,800 --> 00:17:35,676 我想我忘了 I guess I forgot. 353 00:17:36,885 --> 00:17:38,011 我很担心你，说真的 I'm worried about you. 354 00:17:38,095 --> 00:17:39,763 自从你…你回家以后，我就很担心 I have, ever since you...you came home 355 00:17:39,846 --> 00:17:41,473 你告诉我你辍学了 and you told me you dropped out of school. 356 00:17:41,557 --> 00:17:42,182 我甚至… I don't even... 357 00:17:42,266 --> 00:17:43,559 -爸 -我不明白…不 -Dad. -I do not under...no, no, 358 00:17:43,642 --> 00:17:44,268 我想不通 I just don't understand 359 00:17:44,351 --> 00:17:45,102 为什么你觉得不能告诉我 why you didn't feel like you could talk to me. 360 00:17:45,185 --> 00:17:47,563 爸，不管什么事，我最不想倾诉的人就是你 Dad, you are the last person I would want to talk to about anything. 361 00:17:47,646 --> 00:17:48,397 什么？ What? 362 00:17:49,314 --> 00:17:53,277 但我们…我们总是常常聊这些啊 Uh, we...we were always pretty good at having those conversations, 363 00:17:53,360 --> 00:17:55,195 那是很久以前的事了，爸 -I thought. -That was a long time ago, Dad. 364 00:17:55,529 --> 00:17:56,405 是吗？ It was? 365 00:17:56,697 --> 00:17:58,574 我不需要你剖析我 I don't need you analyzing me and giving me advice 366 00:17:58,657 --> 00:18:00,409 或根据你刚刚治疗过的某个病人 based on some patient you just had 367 00:18:00,492 --> 00:18:02,452 突然就拿我与他相比，给我建议 who you've just suddenly decided to compare me to. 368 00:18:02,536 --> 00:18:04,246 我不是你要解决的难题 I am not your puzzle to solve. 369 00:18:04,621 --> 00:18:05,789 我是你的女儿 I'm your daughter. 370 00:18:06,498 --> 00:18:07,291 爸 Dad. 371 00:18:07,874 --> 00:18:09,792 我可以跟你谈一下吗？ Can I talk to you for a moment? 372 00:18:17,926 --> 00:18:19,177 -哦，天啊，亲爱的 -爸 -Oh my God, honey. -Dad. 373 00:18:19,553 --> 00:18:21,597 我…我想你的…我想你的妹妹… I...I think that your...I...I think your sister... 374 00:18:21,680 --> 00:18:22,556 我…我知道 I...I know. 375 00:18:22,639 --> 00:18:25,225 安娜故意开车去撞那棵树 Anna drove into that tree on purpose. 376 00:18:25,309 --> 00:18:28,061 她搬回去跟你一起住，多久了…一个月？ She's been home with you for, what...what, a month? 377 00:18:28,145 --> 00:18:30,897 我的意思是，你知道她很抑郁吗？ I mean, did you know she was depressed? 378 00:18:31,648 --> 00:18:32,857 我怀疑过 I suspected. 379 00:18:34,067 --> 00:18:36,486 萝苹，你没想过跟我说一声吗？ And you didn't think to clue me in, Robin? 380 00:18:36,570 --> 00:18:38,739 你了解我们所有的家族病史 You know all about our family history. 381 00:18:38,822 --> 00:18:40,949 我从来没想过有这么严重 I never imagined that it was this bad. 382 00:18:41,033 --> 00:18:43,327 结果我得到的却是编造的戏码 Uh, instead I get this dog and pony show 383 00:18:43,410 --> 00:18:45,787 还扯说机场的行李延迟 with luggage about being late from the airport 384 00:18:45,871 --> 00:18:48,040 因为堵车所以没赶上奶奶的葬礼？ for Granny's funeral because of all the traffic? 385 00:18:48,123 --> 00:18:51,501 我没有告诉你，因为安娜不想让你知道 I didn't tell you because Anna didn't want you to know. 386 00:18:51,585 --> 00:18:52,294 她是我妹妹 She's my sister. 387 00:18:52,377 --> 00:18:53,754 我尊重她的隐私 I was respecting her privacy. 388 00:18:53,837 --> 00:18:55,339 -我是她父亲 -这就是问题所在！ -I'm her father! -That is the problem! 389 00:18:55,422 --> 00:18:57,132 亲爱的，她刚刚想自杀！ Honey, she just tried to kill herself! 390 00:18:57,215 --> 00:18:59,009 爸，对不起 Dad, I'm sorry, 391 00:18:59,092 --> 00:19:01,345 但和你谈这些事 but it is not as easy to talk to you 392 00:19:01,428 --> 00:19:02,304 并不如你所想的那么容易 about this stuff as you like to think. 393 00:19:02,387 --> 00:19:03,180 哦，老天爷啊，连你也这样？ Oh, Jesus Christ, you too? 394 00:19:03,263 --> 00:19:04,014 -对 -你也这样想？ -Yes. -You, too? 395 00:19:04,097 --> 00:19:04,765 我也这样想，爸 Me too, Dad. 396 00:19:04,848 --> 00:19:08,268 你是我们的父亲也是精神科医生，但这两者之间是有界线的 There is a line between being our dad and you being a shrink, 397 00:19:08,352 --> 00:19:12,480 不过有时，你无法阻止自己跨越这条线 and sometimes you can't stop yourself from crossing it. 398 00:19:16,526 --> 00:19:17,152 嘿 Hey there. 399 00:19:17,235 --> 00:19:17,903 嘿 Hey. 400 00:19:21,531 --> 00:19:22,490 一切都还好吗？ Everything okay? 401 00:19:23,617 --> 00:19:26,828 丹尼斯，我想告诉你 Uh, Dennis, I wanted to let you know 402 00:19:26,912 --> 00:19:29,289 在海耶斯医生被解雇之后 that the Board is concerned about the budget 403 00:19:29,373 --> 00:19:31,917 董事会对预算感到担忧 in the wake of Doctor Hayes's dismissal. 404 00:19:32,584 --> 00:19:34,127 现在轮到我岌岌可危了 And I'm on the chopping block. 405 00:19:34,711 --> 00:19:36,504 是的，没错 You were, yes. 406 00:19:42,803 --> 00:19:44,930 我要失去头衔还要减薪吗？ I'd lose my title and take a salary cut? 407 00:19:45,013 --> 00:19:47,974 嗯，这只是一个相当小的减薪 Well, it's a fairly minor salary cut 408 00:19:48,058 --> 00:19:51,144 如果把更高的年终奖金，考虑进去的话 if you factor in a higher annual bonus. 409 00:19:51,228 --> 00:19:52,979 我知道这并不理想 I know it's not ideal. 410 00:19:53,063 --> 00:19:54,523 这是轻描淡写的说法 That's an understatement. 411 00:19:55,482 --> 00:19:57,901 这能让你留在医院，丹尼斯 It'll keep you at the hospital, Dennis. 412 00:20:03,615 --> 00:20:05,534 我的头衔就是一切，莎伦 My title is everything, Sharon. 413 00:20:05,992 --> 00:20:08,787 这是我漫长而杰出的职涯中，一直努力追求的目标 It's what I've worked for over a long and distinguished career. 414 00:20:08,870 --> 00:20:09,663 你知道这一点 And you know that. 415 00:20:09,746 --> 00:20:12,624 这是我能谈到最好的条件，丹尼斯 It's the best deal I could get, Dennis. 416 00:20:12,708 --> 00:20:15,460 真的吗？你威胁要离职吗？ Oh, really? Did you threaten to walk? 417 00:20:16,002 --> 00:20:17,838 自己主动提出减薪吗？ Offer to take a pay cut yourself? 418 00:20:18,338 --> 00:20:19,423 或是自请较低的头衔？ A lesser title? 419 00:20:21,049 --> 00:20:22,050 我不这么认为 I didn't think so. 420 00:20:23,260 --> 00:20:25,595 唯一承受风险的人只有我 The only one out here on a limb is me. 421 00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:29,141 我被夹在你和董事会之间 And I'm caught between you and the Board 422 00:20:29,224 --> 00:20:31,810 我付出相当高的代价 and I'm paying a pretty steep price. 423 00:20:32,185 --> 00:20:33,270 你说得对 You're right. 424 00:20:35,605 --> 00:20:38,190 今天结束前，我会把辞呈送到你办公室 You'll have my resignation on your desk by the end of the day. 425 00:20:42,446 --> 00:20:49,536 我确信安娜今天早上自杀未遂 I'm pretty sure that Anna tried to kill herself this morning. 426 00:20:50,412 --> 00:20:53,165 她…不愿意跟我谈 She, um, won't talk to me. 427 00:20:54,291 --> 00:20:56,710 有史以来第一次… For the first time ever, and, um, 428 00:20:57,627 --> 00:20:59,212 我不知道该怎么办 I don't know what to do. 429 00:21:00,672 --> 00:21:02,132 我很遗憾，丹尼尔 I'm so sorry, Daniel. 430 00:21:03,300 --> 00:21:05,050 但我真的很庆幸你来找我 But I'm really glad you reached out. 431 00:21:13,225 --> 00:21:15,436 安娜和萝苹 Both Anna and Robin, 432 00:21:17,480 --> 00:21:19,690 今天稍早，都以她们自己的方式 earlier today, in their own way 433 00:21:19,774 --> 00:21:26,030 告诉我也许我并没有如我所想的 told me maybe I'm not so easy to talk to. 434 00:21:26,697 --> 00:21:29,574 那么容易沟通和容易向我倾诉 Confide in, as perhaps I thought I was. 435 00:21:31,494 --> 00:21:32,536 听起来很耳熟吗？ Sound familiar? 436 00:21:33,871 --> 00:21:34,955 对自己宽容一点吧 Take it easy on yourself. 437 00:21:35,039 --> 00:21:38,125 我一直很清楚我不是称职的丈夫 I mean, I always knew I left a lot to be desired in the husband department, 438 00:21:38,209 --> 00:21:42,713 但我想我是一个还不错的父亲 but I mean, I thought I was a pretty good dad. 439 00:21:43,589 --> 00:21:46,675 显然我让精神科医生的那一面，妨碍了我 Apparently I've let the shrink part get in the way. 440 00:21:47,092 --> 00:21:48,219 尽管我尽了最大努力 Despite my best efforts. 441 00:21:48,719 --> 00:21:51,055 你有想过正因为你是精神科医生 Would you consider the possibility you're a good dad 442 00:21:51,138 --> 00:21:52,473 所以才是个好爸爸的可能性吗？ because you are a shrink? 443 00:21:52,556 --> 00:21:53,682 不，我没有 No, I wouldn't. 444 00:21:53,766 --> 00:21:55,059 尤其是今天 Especially not today. 445 00:21:55,142 --> 00:21:58,813 莎拉，我不是来这里，要你放我一马的，好吗？ Sarah, I didn't come here so you'll let me off the hook, okay? 446 00:21:58,896 --> 00:22:01,106 嗯，很显然你根本不想 Well, it's clear to me you are not interested in 447 00:22:01,190 --> 00:22:03,275 被任何人放你一马 being let off the hook by anyone, 448 00:22:03,359 --> 00:22:04,485 尤其是你自己 least of all, yourself. 449 00:22:04,819 --> 00:22:06,612 我只是想知道为什么？ I'm just wondering why that is? 450 00:22:10,324 --> 00:22:11,450 因为这是我的错 Because it's my fault. 451 00:22:12,660 --> 00:22:13,494 为什么？ Why? 452 00:22:13,577 --> 00:22:16,956 当我和妈妈陷入30年的冷战时 When I was locked in my thirty-year cold war with my mom, 453 00:22:17,039 --> 00:22:19,708 我对自己发誓，我和孩子们的关系会有所不同 I swore to myself my relationship with my kids would be different. 454 00:22:20,084 --> 00:22:23,087 她们会很清楚有我支持她们 That they would always know that I was there for them. 455 00:22:23,170 --> 00:22:25,005 知道…我是她们的朋友 That...that I was their friend. 456 00:22:25,256 --> 00:22:27,007 她们会愿意向我倾诉 And that they would talk to me. 457 00:22:27,633 --> 00:22:31,512 但我认为可悲的事实是 But I think that the sad truth is, 458 00:22:31,595 --> 00:22:34,306 我就是无法忍受看她们痛苦 I just have no tolerance for their pain, 459 00:22:34,390 --> 00:22:37,351 我会迫切地想要修复 and it's my desperation to fix it. 460 00:22:38,894 --> 00:22:40,104 或许反而把她们逼走了 Maybe drives them away. 461 00:22:40,479 --> 00:22:42,565 丹尼尔，我们只能尽己所能 Daniel, all we can ever be is our best. 462 00:22:42,982 --> 00:22:44,316 至于安娜的事 As far as Anna, 463 00:22:44,650 --> 00:22:47,987 我听到的是她需要你完全 what I'm hearing is that she needs you to completely 464 00:22:48,571 --> 00:22:49,864 把精神科医生的那一面收起来 put the shrink away. 465 00:22:51,991 --> 00:22:53,617 她现在需要的是她的爸爸 What she needs right now is her dad. 466 00:22:57,872 --> 00:22:58,664 嘿 Hey. 467 00:22:59,290 --> 00:23:01,709 移植团队有什么最新消息吗？ Uh, any update on the transplant team? 468 00:23:01,792 --> 00:23:04,378 益川医生说他们一小时内就会到了 Doctor Masukawa said they'd be down here within the hour. 469 00:23:04,461 --> 00:23:07,839 不，其实是有人告诉我艾莉亚找我 No, actually I was told that Alea wanted to see me. 470 00:23:10,384 --> 00:23:12,344 我对我的状况有一些疑问 I have some questions about my condition. 471 00:23:12,428 --> 00:23:16,140 那你应该问益川医生，而不是护士 Then you should ask Doctor Masukawa, not a nurse. 472 00:23:16,223 --> 00:23:19,935 益川医生会回避我的问题，因为她怕惹怒你 Doctor Masukawa avoids my questions because she's afraid to piss you off. 473 00:23:23,522 --> 00:23:24,690 玛姬，进来吧 Maggie, come in. 474 00:23:25,858 --> 00:23:28,861 我想多了解那个，被我爸爸抢了新肺的孩子 I want to know more about the kid my dad took the new lungs from. 475 00:23:31,155 --> 00:23:33,240 爸，她什么都没说 She didn't say a word, Dad. 476 00:23:34,116 --> 00:23:35,367 我有眼睛 I have eyes. 477 00:23:35,910 --> 00:23:37,077 还有耳朵 And ears. 478 00:23:38,037 --> 00:23:41,665 我的医生们评估了你目前的情况后 Well, after my doctors assessed your current condition, 479 00:23:41,749 --> 00:23:43,792 是的，器官捐赠机构判定 yes, the O.D.A. determined that 480 00:23:43,876 --> 00:23:46,629 你是更适合新肺的受赠者 you were a better candidate for the donated lungs 481 00:23:46,712 --> 00:23:49,673 并将那对肺脏重新分配给你 and they were reassigned to you. 482 00:23:50,799 --> 00:23:52,760 意思是你让他们屈服于你的意愿 Meaning you bent them to your will. 483 00:23:53,177 --> 00:23:55,471 你比那个男孩更需要那对肺 You need those lungs more than that boy. 484 00:23:56,764 --> 00:23:58,097 是真的吗，玛姬？ Is that true, Maggie? 485 00:24:01,226 --> 00:24:03,520 这对肺可以让他再活30年 Those lungs could buy him another thirty years. 486 00:24:03,604 --> 00:24:06,231 你就这样放弃了你的工作，是吗？ Well, you just threw your career away, didn't you? 487 00:24:06,315 --> 00:24:09,985 爸，别再因为任何人告诉我真相，而欺压他们了 Stop bullying everyone for telling me the truth, Dad! 488 00:24:10,402 --> 00:24:12,236 我讨厌你这样 I hate that part of you! 489 00:24:20,704 --> 00:24:22,622 移植肺能给我多少时间？ How much time would the lungs give me? 490 00:24:25,459 --> 00:24:26,293 好 Okay. 491 00:24:26,835 --> 00:24:28,671 艾莉亚，我不是医生，但是… Alea, I'm not a doctor, but, 492 00:24:29,546 --> 00:24:30,965 或许几个月吧 maybe a few months. 493 00:24:33,050 --> 00:24:35,552 但我并不想阻止你接受手术 But I'm not trying to stop you from having the surgery. 494 00:24:37,221 --> 00:24:38,472 肺是你的 The lungs are yours. 495 00:24:39,223 --> 00:24:42,893 你像那个男孩一样，值得拥有活下去的机会 And you deserve a chance to live as much as that boy does. 496 00:24:43,185 --> 00:24:44,645 但这些都是事实 But those are the facts. 497 00:24:47,648 --> 00:24:48,691 谢谢你，玛姬 Thank you, Maggie. 498 00:24:49,733 --> 00:24:50,567 好 Okay. 499 00:24:54,488 --> 00:24:55,739 这是简单的数学 It's simple math. 500 00:24:56,281 --> 00:24:57,573 不，艾莉亚 No, Alea. 501 00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:01,620 人们总是爱用统计数据和主流观点 People always use statistics and opinions 502 00:25:01,704 --> 00:25:03,580 告诉你某件事是不可能的 to tell you something's impossible. 503 00:25:03,664 --> 00:25:08,377 这个世界不乏泼冷水 The world has no lack of cold water to throw on fresh ideas 504 00:25:08,460 --> 00:25:11,547 来浇熄有可能打破常规的新想法 that have the possibility of beating the odds. 505 00:25:11,630 --> 00:25:16,343 我之所以能有今天，完全是因为我只相信自己的判断 I got to where I am by only trusting my own counsel. 506 00:25:16,427 --> 00:25:17,928 而我也一直教你这么做 I've taught you to do the same. 507 00:25:18,012 --> 00:25:19,805 我确实相信我自己的判断 I do trust my own counsel. 508 00:25:22,349 --> 00:25:24,435 这就是我不接受肺移植的原因 Which is why I'm not taking the lungs. 509 00:25:24,727 --> 00:25:25,602 你会 You will. 510 00:25:25,686 --> 00:25:26,687 你会接受它们的 You will take them. 511 00:25:26,770 --> 00:25:27,688 是的，你会的 Yes, you will. 512 00:25:27,771 --> 00:25:30,149 看看他！看看诺亚 Look at him! Look at Noah. 513 00:25:30,232 --> 00:25:32,651 不，没有…没有其他选择 No, there are...there are...there are no other options. 514 00:25:33,569 --> 00:25:35,195 看看你夺走的生命 Look at the life you're taking! 515 00:25:35,487 --> 00:25:38,073 我不会让你死的，你听到了吗？ I will not allow you to die, do you hear me? 516 00:25:38,157 --> 00:25:40,075 你是我的一切 You are everything to me. 517 00:25:41,285 --> 00:25:43,412 你是这世上唯一的美好 You are the only good thing in this world. 518 00:25:43,495 --> 00:25:46,915 你拥有值得拥有的人生 You have a life that you deserve to live 519 00:25:46,999 --> 00:25:49,626 我一定会确保你拥有它 and I sure as hell am gonna make sure you have it. 520 00:25:50,461 --> 00:25:51,962 我知道你爱我 I know you love me. 521 00:25:55,466 --> 00:25:57,885 你不常说出口，但我总是感觉得到 You don't say it much but I always feel it. 522 00:25:59,553 --> 00:26:00,679 我也爱你 I love you, too. 523 00:26:02,765 --> 00:26:06,684 但是请你，拜托你看看他 But please, please look at him. 524 00:26:22,910 --> 00:26:28,457 我…我救不了你的母亲 I...I couldn't save your mother. 525 00:26:29,833 --> 00:26:33,378 我…艾莉亚… I...Alea, Alea. 526 00:26:33,462 --> 00:26:35,964 我…我不能连你都失去 I...I can't lose you, too. 527 00:26:37,257 --> 00:26:38,967 我们别无选择 We don't have a choice. 528 00:26:40,385 --> 00:26:41,344 我爱你 I love you. 529 00:26:47,643 --> 00:26:48,435 没关系 It's okay. 530 00:26:53,190 --> 00:26:54,023 一切都会好起来的 It's gonna be okay. 531 00:26:58,904 --> 00:27:00,322 我的辞职信 My resignation letter. 532 00:27:02,449 --> 00:27:04,576 我希望你能改变主意 I was hoping you'd change your mind. 533 00:27:05,244 --> 00:27:06,912 我考虑了很久 I gave it a lot of thought, 534 00:27:07,412 --> 00:27:09,498 但最终，对我来说什么都没有改变 but in the end, nothing changed for me. 535 00:27:09,957 --> 00:27:12,793 但我确实想为之前，跟你说话的态度道歉 But I do want to apologize for the way I spoke to you earlier. 536 00:27:14,169 --> 00:27:15,254 我带入个人情感了 I got personal. 537 00:27:16,130 --> 00:27:17,464 我说话有失公允 I wasn't playing fair. 538 00:27:18,048 --> 00:27:22,386 好吧，丹尼斯，我理解你的愤怒 Well, I understand your anger, Dennis, I do. 539 00:27:22,469 --> 00:27:25,430 你是附带损害 You are collateral damage. 540 00:27:26,890 --> 00:27:30,060 但我告诉你，我意识到我自己也有些愤怒 But you know, I realized I've got some anger of my own, 541 00:27:30,144 --> 00:27:32,104 我必须诚实地承认 and I need to be honest about that. 542 00:27:32,187 --> 00:27:33,522 因为亚莉丝的关系 This is about Alex. 543 00:27:33,605 --> 00:27:35,357 嗯，这就是我搬出去的原因 Well, that's why I moved out. 544 00:27:35,440 --> 00:27:37,651 你知道，我们已经交往一年多了 You know, we had been together over a year 545 00:27:37,734 --> 00:27:39,611 而你女儿不知道我的存在 and your daughter didn't know I existed. 546 00:27:40,237 --> 00:27:41,738 我解释过我没有告诉她的原因 I explained why I kept it from her. 547 00:27:41,822 --> 00:27:46,535 丹尼斯，你找的借口，对我来说还是站不住脚 You made excuses, Dennis, that still don't hold water for me. 548 00:27:46,618 --> 00:27:47,119 莎伦 Sharon. 549 00:27:47,202 --> 00:27:53,917 听我说，你要求我让你进入我的生活 You know, you asked me to let you into my life 550 00:27:55,085 --> 00:27:56,211 我照做了 and I did, 551 00:27:57,045 --> 00:27:58,881 因为我相信我们的感情 because I believed in us. 552 00:28:00,090 --> 00:28:04,386 但你却没有给我同等的尊重 But you didn't give me the same respect. 553 00:28:07,556 --> 00:28:09,640 这深深地伤害了我 And that hurt me deeply. 554 00:28:11,977 --> 00:28:14,980 我犯了一个错，我为此道歉 I made a mistake, which I apologized for. 555 00:28:15,856 --> 00:28:18,065 你却选择紧抓这个错误 You are choosing to hold onto this. 556 00:28:18,734 --> 00:28:23,947 但如果我就这样不追究，代表我是什么样的人呢？ But what would that say about me if I did let it stand? 557 00:28:24,031 --> 00:28:27,743 这…对我们的感情又代表什么？ What...what'd that say about our relationship? 558 00:28:29,077 --> 00:28:33,956 现在，我想我们该分道扬镳了 Now, I think it's time we went our separate ways. 559 00:28:35,542 --> 00:28:38,629 莎伦，我可以跟你说实话吗？ Sharon, can I be honest with you? 560 00:28:38,712 --> 00:28:39,588 请说吧 Please. 561 00:28:40,881 --> 00:28:43,842 几个月前你才走过鬼门关 You went through a traumatic experience a few months ago. 562 00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:46,470 我们差点就失去你了 We almost lost you. 563 00:28:47,679 --> 00:28:50,306 我想你从未完全接受这件事 And I don't think you ever fully dealt with that. 564 00:28:56,980 --> 00:28:59,815 这与情感无关，丹尼斯 It's not about emotions, Dennis. 565 00:29:02,194 --> 00:29:04,071 而是关于尊重 It's about respect. 566 00:29:07,532 --> 00:29:10,326 我收下你的辞职信 And I accept your letter of resignation. 567 00:29:33,683 --> 00:29:34,642 好的 Okay. 568 00:29:41,023 --> 00:29:42,525 嘿，你看到我丈夫时 Hey, when you see my husband, 569 00:29:42,608 --> 00:29:44,026 你能告诉他，我在哪里以及发生了什么事吗？ can you tell him where I am and what's happening? 570 00:29:44,110 --> 00:29:45,653 因为他完全不知道诺亚得到肺了 Because he has no clue Noah's getting the lungs. 571 00:29:45,736 --> 00:29:46,737 你还没联络上他吗？ You still haven't gotten ahold of him? 572 00:29:46,821 --> 00:29:48,406 我试着打电话给他，但他忘了带手机 I tried calling him, but he forgot his phone. 573 00:29:48,489 --> 00:29:49,906 好，去吧，我会通知他的 Yeah, go. I'll let him know. 574 00:29:53,995 --> 00:29:55,079 亲爱的，你感觉怎么样？ How are you feeling, honey? 575 00:29:56,914 --> 00:30:01,252 呼吸时很痛，但除此之外，感觉好多了 I mean, it hurts when I breathe, but other than that, better. 576 00:30:01,335 --> 00:30:02,420 哦，那很好… Oh, good. 577 00:30:02,712 --> 00:30:03,504 很好 Good. 578 00:30:04,714 --> 00:30:09,927 亲爱的，我一直在思考你说的话 Um, sweetie, I've been thinking about what you said, 579 00:30:10,386 --> 00:30:14,765 是这样…我是精神科医生 and, um...I'm a shrink. 580 00:30:15,391 --> 00:30:19,729 尽管我一直很努力 You know, it seems that as hard as I try 581 00:30:19,854 --> 00:30:23,399 不让这个身份影响我的育儿技能 to not let that bleed into my parenting skills, 582 00:30:24,108 --> 00:30:27,611 或我根本没什么技巧可言，但看来我还是失败了 or lack thereof, I have, uh, failed. 583 00:30:27,695 --> 00:30:29,071 爸，你不需要这样… Dad, you don't have to try to... 584 00:30:29,155 --> 00:30:30,697 你知道吗？亲爱的，我确实需要 You know, honey, I actually do. 585 00:30:34,702 --> 00:30:39,457 我之前的反应的确非常不恰当 I overreacted in a really inappropriate way earlier. 586 00:30:40,207 --> 00:30:41,208 我很抱歉 And I'm sorry. 587 00:30:42,168 --> 00:30:43,836 我诚挚向你道歉，亲爱的，我…我很抱歉 Sincerely, honey, I...I apologize. 588 00:30:43,919 --> 00:30:45,296 只是，是这样的… It's just that, you know... 589 00:30:46,213 --> 00:30:48,591 我们家族有抑郁症病史 got this history of depression in our family, 590 00:30:48,674 --> 00:30:52,303 而你似乎，处在一个黑暗的地方，而且… and you seem to be in a dark place, and... 591 00:30:52,386 --> 00:30:53,471 爸，我没有抑郁 Dad, I'm not depressed. 592 00:30:53,554 --> 00:30:54,263 -可以请你…-好吗？ -Do you mind... -Okay? 593 00:30:54,347 --> 00:30:55,890 可以请你先听我说吗？ Do you mind just hearing me out for a bit? 594 00:30:56,891 --> 00:30:58,184 所以，你知道 So, you know, 595 00:30:59,185 --> 00:31:04,315 我还小的时候，我的父亲，似乎总是处在一个黑暗的地方 when I was a kid, my dad seemed to be in a dark place a lot. 596 00:31:04,398 --> 00:31:07,234 懂吗？在我的家庭中，我们不会使用抑郁症这个词 Right? We didn't use the word depression, in my family. 597 00:31:07,318 --> 00:31:11,405 总是这样说，“哦，爸爸有点低潮”，你懂吗？ It was always like, Oh, Dad's a little blue, you know? 598 00:31:11,489 --> 00:31:13,407 “爸爸真的非常非常累” Dad's just really, really tired. 599 00:31:13,491 --> 00:31:15,201 我已经听过这个故事了 I know the story already. 600 00:31:15,284 --> 00:31:17,036 对，但你并不知道全部 Yeah. But you don't know all of it. 601 00:31:17,119 --> 00:31:20,164 我答应自己等你长大一点就告诉你 And I promised myself I'd tell you as soon as you got a little older, 602 00:31:20,247 --> 00:31:26,170 而我只是…不管怎样，总之，我爱我爸爸，好吗？ and I just, well, anyway, look, I love my Dad, right? 603 00:31:26,253 --> 00:31:30,800 我很肯定他很抑郁，好吗？ And I was pretty sure that he was depressed, right? 604 00:31:30,883 --> 00:31:34,470 所以我读遍所有的书 So I just read any book I could get my hands 605 00:31:34,553 --> 00:31:37,390 或许能教我如何帮助他 on that might teach me how to, I don't know, help him. 606 00:31:37,473 --> 00:31:40,059 是，这是你成为，精神科医生的第一步 Yeah, and that was your first step toward becoming a shrink. 607 00:31:40,142 --> 00:31:43,729 然后，有个周末… And then, one weekend, uh, 608 00:31:43,813 --> 00:31:45,981 我从大学回家 I came home from college, 609 00:31:46,065 --> 00:31:50,319 那是一个星期六的早上，我睡得很晚 and it was a Saturday morning and I slept late 610 00:31:51,195 --> 00:31:55,282 我想…妈妈已经出门了 and I guess, you know, Mom had already left the house, 611 00:31:55,366 --> 00:31:58,786 于是我就下楼为自己做了早餐 and so I went down and I...I made myself some breakfast. 612 00:31:59,161 --> 00:32:00,913 就在这时… And that's when... 613 00:32:03,124 --> 00:32:05,376 就在这时，我闻到了…烟味 that's when I smelled the, uh, fumes. 614 00:32:05,918 --> 00:32:08,129 我家的车库就在厨房旁边 The, uh, garage was right off the kitchen, 615 00:32:08,212 --> 00:32:10,548 我打开门 and I open up the door 616 00:32:10,631 --> 00:32:17,012 然后所有的…，所有的烟都开始滚滚而出 and all the...all the smoke just started to billow out, 617 00:32:17,888 --> 00:32:23,310 就是那样，我爸把所有的车窗都摇起来 and, um, you know, Dad had rolled up all the windows, 618 00:32:23,394 --> 00:32:25,980 他用了花园水管和一些胶带 and he used a garden hose and some duct tape, 619 00:32:26,063 --> 00:32:28,524 将排气管从驾驶侧的车窗接入 pipe the exhaust in through the driver's side window, 620 00:32:28,607 --> 00:32:32,027 他已经死了好几个小时，亲爱的 and been dead for hours, honey. 621 00:32:32,653 --> 00:32:35,406 我…我这辈子 And my...my entire life, 622 00:32:35,489 --> 00:32:38,993 都在后悔没有更积极地伸出援手 I just have regretted not being more proactive about reaching out. 623 00:32:39,910 --> 00:32:42,705 问他“爸，你怎么了？” Say, Dad, you know, what's going on? 624 00:32:42,997 --> 00:32:43,873 你懂吗？ You know? 625 00:32:43,956 --> 00:32:48,752 我非常后悔，自己屈服于这种荒谬的… I regret so much that I succumbed to this ridiculous, you know, 626 00:32:49,211 --> 00:32:52,423 “我们不谈那种禁忌话题”的鬼话 we don't talk about that kind of thing taboo B.S. 627 00:32:52,923 --> 00:32:54,800 这种现象在我家十分普遍 that was rampant in my household. 628 00:32:55,301 --> 00:32:59,930 要是我知道他有多痛苦就好了 You know, if only I'd have known how much pain he was in. 629 00:33:00,806 --> 00:33:02,057 他是多么孤独 How alone he was. 630 00:33:02,558 --> 00:33:07,438 为那些并非他过错的事，他感到多么羞愧 How much shame he was made to feel for something that wasn't his fault. 631 00:33:08,689 --> 00:33:10,148 爸，我很抱歉 Dad, I'm so sorry. 632 00:33:12,067 --> 00:33:13,944 我不知道自己怎么了 I didn't know what was happening to me. 633 00:33:14,028 --> 00:33:18,324 而且，我…我想我只要再撑一下 And, I...I thought I could just hold on a little longer 634 00:33:18,407 --> 00:33:20,367 也许这一切都会消失 and maybe it would all go away. 635 00:33:22,786 --> 00:33:23,662 但事实并非如此 And it didn't. 636 00:33:23,746 --> 00:33:26,623 我感觉自己就像一个怪胎 And I felt like such a freak. 637 00:33:29,043 --> 00:33:30,920 我有想过打电话给你 And I thought about calling you. 638 00:33:32,254 --> 00:33:35,382 我真的想过，但我觉得很羞愧 I did. But I was so embarrassed 639 00:33:36,258 --> 00:33:39,512 我知道斯坦福大学并不便宜，我不想让你失望 and I know that Stanford isn't cheap and I didn't want to disappoint you. 640 00:33:39,595 --> 00:33:43,516 在奶奶的葬礼上，我看得出我已经让你失望了 And at Granny's funeral, I could see that I had. 641 00:33:43,599 --> 00:33:45,226 亲爱的… Honey, honey, honey. 642 00:33:45,309 --> 00:33:46,435 看着我… Look at me. Look at me. 643 00:33:47,478 --> 00:33:51,023 你不可能令我失望 You are incapable of disappointing me. 644 00:33:51,649 --> 00:33:54,068 爸，我不知道还能怎么办 I didn't know what else to do, Dad. 645 00:33:55,110 --> 00:33:59,322 我今天早上上车时，这似乎是我唯一的选择 When I got in my car this morning, it just seemed like the only option. 646 00:34:01,492 --> 00:34:03,619 这种状况已经持续一段时间了 It has for a while now. 647 00:34:06,038 --> 00:34:11,001 你知道你大声说出这件事，令我感到多自豪吗？ Do you have any idea how proud I am of you for saying that out loud? 648 00:34:11,085 --> 00:34:12,419 对不起 I'm sorry. 649 00:34:12,503 --> 00:34:14,088 你没有什么好抱歉的，亲爱的 You have nothing to be sorry about, honey. 650 00:34:15,005 --> 00:34:17,465 听好，我们会解决这个问题的 Look, we're gonna figure this out. 651 00:34:18,801 --> 00:34:20,094 我确实需要你，爸 I do need you, Dad. 652 00:34:20,177 --> 00:34:22,388 我会一直在这里 And I will always be here 653 00:34:22,471 --> 00:34:25,474 和你谈任何你想谈的话题 to talk to you about whatever you want to talk about. 654 00:34:25,558 --> 00:34:28,227 但是，不如这样吧？ But, how about this? 655 00:34:28,310 --> 00:34:29,311 假设 Let's say, 656 00:34:29,395 --> 00:34:33,816 如果之后我们真的谈到这些事 if ever we start to stray into this area, 657 00:34:34,692 --> 00:34:35,901 我向你保证 I promise you, 658 00:34:36,777 --> 00:34:38,320 发自内心保证 from the bottom of my heart, 659 00:34:39,154 --> 00:34:40,739 我唯一会做的只有听你说 all I'm gonna do is listen. 660 00:34:42,908 --> 00:34:43,701 好吗？ Okay? 661 00:34:44,451 --> 00:34:45,243 好 Okay. 662 00:34:51,458 --> 00:34:52,583 一切都会没事的 Gonna be okay. 663 00:35:01,135 --> 00:35:02,428 他在哪里？我的儿子在哪里？ Where is he? Where's my son? 664 00:35:05,431 --> 00:35:06,348 不 No. 665 00:35:07,975 --> 00:35:08,726 不 No. 666 00:35:09,685 --> 00:35:10,644 谢谢 Thank you. 667 00:35:11,270 --> 00:35:13,063 六、七个小时后 In six or seven hours. 668 00:35:13,314 --> 00:35:14,398 兰瑟 Lancer! 669 00:35:15,107 --> 00:35:16,233 你这个自私的混蛋 You selfish son of a bitch! 670 00:35:16,317 --> 00:35:17,526 退后 Take a step back. 671 00:35:17,943 --> 00:35:18,652 嘿！ Hey! 672 00:35:18,736 --> 00:35:19,987 我想你需要离开 I think you need to walk away. 673 00:35:20,070 --> 00:35:23,490 看着我，承认你的所作所为，承认你杀了我儿子 Look at me! Admit what you did! Admit that you killed my son! 674 00:35:23,824 --> 00:35:24,491 等一下，等一下！ Wait, wait! 675 00:35:24,575 --> 00:35:25,743 -枪！-他有枪！ -Gun! -He's got the gun! 676 00:35:25,826 --> 00:35:26,493 放下 Drop it. 677 00:35:26,702 --> 00:35:27,953 -不要靠近 -你这是在威胁我 -Get the hell away from me! -You're threatening! 678 00:35:28,370 --> 00:35:29,163 爸？ Dad? 679 00:35:29,288 --> 00:35:29,872 发生什么事了？ What's happening? 680 00:35:29,955 --> 00:35:31,749 一切都会没事的，亲爱的 Everything's gonna be fine, sweetie. 681 00:35:32,207 --> 00:35:33,500 你需要冷静 You need to calm down. 682 00:35:34,668 --> 00:35:36,295 我…我也不想这样 I...I...I didn't want this. 683 00:35:36,378 --> 00:35:37,546 我不想发生这些事 Any of this. 684 00:35:37,630 --> 00:35:39,590 你显然还不知道最新进展 You're clearly not up to speed. 685 00:35:39,673 --> 00:35:41,717 你…你在说什么？ What...what are you talking about? 686 00:35:42,092 --> 00:35:45,888 我女儿把肺给你儿子了 My daughter gave those lungs to your son. 687 00:35:45,971 --> 00:35:47,806 他现在正在楼上接受手术 He's up in surgery right now. 688 00:35:47,973 --> 00:35:49,266 不，你只是随便说说… No, you're just saying 689 00:35:49,350 --> 00:35:51,894 只要能让我把枪放下就好 whatever you need to to get me to put the gun down. 690 00:35:52,311 --> 00:35:54,104 他说的是实话，华特 He's telling the truth, Walter. 691 00:35:54,521 --> 00:35:59,652 诺亚还活着，手术进行得很顺利 All right, Noah's alive and the surgery is going really well. 692 00:36:00,861 --> 00:36:01,862 把枪放下 Put the gun down, 693 00:36:02,529 --> 00:36:04,823 让我带你上楼去找你太太 all right, let me take you upstairs to join your wife. 694 00:36:05,157 --> 00:36:06,365 别再骗我了 Stop lying to me. 695 00:36:07,409 --> 00:36:13,916 我儿子走了，没有他我不知道该怎么活 My son is gone and I don't know how I'm gonna live without him. 696 00:36:13,999 --> 00:36:16,543 华特，我绝对不会骗你 Walter, I would never lie to you. 697 00:36:18,879 --> 00:36:19,797 哇…嘿 Whoa, whoa, hey. 698 00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:20,631 哇哦… Whoa, whoa. 699 00:36:21,048 --> 00:36:22,383 别激动，好的，华特，别这样 Easy, okay, Walter, come on. 700 00:36:22,758 --> 00:36:23,842 你不明白 You don't understand 701 00:36:24,635 --> 00:36:26,512 诺亚需要肺，我们被告知要排队 Noah needed lungs and we were told to get in line. 702 00:36:26,595 --> 00:36:27,221 所以，我们就这么做了 So, we did. 703 00:36:27,304 --> 00:36:30,224 因为体制就是这样，它应该要是公平的，对吧？ Because that's the system and it's supposed to be fair, right? 704 00:36:30,307 --> 00:36:34,853 因此，我们等了好几年，同时诺亚却日渐衰弱 So, we waited years while Noah wasted away. 705 00:36:35,646 --> 00:36:38,023 祈祷奇迹发生 Praying for a miracle. 706 00:36:38,107 --> 00:36:40,734 然后有一天，我们接到了电话 And then one day, we got the call. 707 00:36:41,402 --> 00:36:42,569 我们等到了奇迹 We got the miracle. 708 00:36:44,863 --> 00:36:46,490 直到你插队 Until you cut the line. 709 00:36:48,075 --> 00:36:49,827 我是在保护我的孩子 I was protecting my child. 710 00:36:50,327 --> 00:36:51,203 和你一样 Same as you. 711 00:36:51,286 --> 00:36:52,454 我们不一样 We're not the same. 712 00:36:53,497 --> 00:36:55,124 我试图保护我的儿子 I tried to protect my son, 713 00:36:55,207 --> 00:36:59,086 但我不像你那样有权有势 but I don't have the money and the power like you do. 714 00:36:59,670 --> 00:37:00,504 华特 Walter. 715 00:37:01,296 --> 00:37:05,718 听我说，好吗？诺亚还活着 Listen to me, okay? Noah is alive. 716 00:37:08,721 --> 00:37:13,308 这就是他不在这里，而我女儿还在这里的原因 That's why he's gone and my daughter is still here. 717 00:37:13,392 --> 00:37:16,520 华特，诺亚仍然需要你为他而战 Walter, Noah still needs you to fight for him. 718 00:37:17,396 --> 00:37:19,523 这正是我钦佩你的地方 And that's what I admire about you. 719 00:37:20,607 --> 00:37:24,486 并不是每个父母，都会像你一样为自己的孩子而战 Not every parent would fight for their child the way that you do. 720 00:37:25,112 --> 00:37:27,573 至于这次移植？ And this transplant, all right? 721 00:37:27,656 --> 00:37:30,784 意味着诺亚往后的人生，比他迄今为止的生命还长 It means that Noah has more years ahead of him than he's already lived. 722 00:37:32,619 --> 00:37:34,163 我不希望你错过任何一瞬间 I don't want you to miss any of that. 723 00:37:35,831 --> 00:37:38,709 所以，别这样，好吗？拜托 So, come on, all right? Please. 724 00:37:38,792 --> 00:37:41,335 把枪放下 Just put the gun down. 725 00:38:02,399 --> 00:38:03,567 嘿，先生 Hey Mister, 726 00:38:05,819 --> 00:38:07,196 如果我没有机会 if I don't get the chance, 727 00:38:08,197 --> 00:38:11,199 告诉诺亚尽可能多使用这对肺 tell Noah to use those lungs as much as he can. 728 00:38:12,117 --> 00:38:13,994 我会转告他的，亲爱的，我保证 I'll tell him, sweetie. I promise. 729 00:38:16,205 --> 00:38:16,996 谢谢 Thank you. 730 00:38:36,308 --> 00:38:41,646 格斯特曼斯特劳斯勒申克朊病毒，阳性 731 00:39:13,428 --> 00:39:14,221 你好 Hi. 732 00:39:15,097 --> 00:39:15,848 你好 Hi. 733 00:39:16,515 --> 00:39:18,307 你可能不记得我了 You might not remember me, 734 00:39:18,392 --> 00:39:23,605 但是我被困在井里时有见过，你把我的腿砍断了？ but we met when I got stuck in a well and you cut off my leg? 735 00:39:26,066 --> 00:39:26,984 不，抱歉 Nope, sorry. 736 00:39:27,067 --> 00:39:29,736 完全…没有任何印象 Not a...not ringing any bells. 737 00:39:29,820 --> 00:39:33,614 呃，想象我的脸更脏的样子 Uh, picture me with more dirt on my face. 738 00:39:36,702 --> 00:39:38,745 哦，莎迪！ Oh, Sadie! 739 00:39:41,081 --> 00:39:41,957 你好 Hi. 740 00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:43,709 你好 Hi. 741 00:39:48,046 --> 00:39:48,879 嘿 Hey. 742 00:39:52,718 --> 00:39:53,760 我们需要谈谈 We need to talk. 743 00:39:58,140 --> 00:39:59,766 玛雅安杰卢 You know there 's something 744 00:39:59,850 --> 00:40:03,854 曾经说过一段话，一直盘旋在我耳边 Maya Angelou once said that kept ringing in my ear 745 00:40:04,605 --> 00:40:07,524 “当一个人第一次露出真面目时 When someone shows you who they are, 746 00:40:07,983 --> 00:40:10,652 请相信那就是他的本性” believe it the first time. 747 00:40:11,528 --> 00:40:13,614 我不愿意相信自己的感受 I didn't want to believe what I felt. 748 00:40:14,239 --> 00:40:18,994 但我又有什么资格质疑玛雅呢？ But who am I to question Maya? 749 00:40:20,621 --> 00:40:27,794 所以，今天我选择相信，我已经知道的事实 So, today I chose to believe what I already knew to be true. 750 00:40:30,130 --> 00:40:36,428 随着年龄的增长，我发现宽恕变得越来越难 I'm finding forgiveness harder as I get older. 751 00:40:37,095 --> 00:40:38,680 说原谅实在是太容易了 It's just too easy. 752 00:40:41,642 --> 00:40:45,312 但我却感觉…我感到充满希望 And yet I feel...I feel hopeful. 753 00:40:48,815 --> 00:40:50,859 我确实差点死了 I did almost die, 754 00:40:54,279 --> 00:40:55,906 但我还在这里 yet here I am. 755 00:40:57,491 --> 00:40:58,575 活着 Alive. 756 00:41:06,458 --> 00:41:08,877 别…别哭 Don't...don't cry. 757 00:41:12,673 --> 00:41:13,631 你真漂亮 You're so pretty. 758 00:41:18,553 --> 00:41:19,680 你叫什么名字？ What's your name? 759 00:41:21,431 --> 00:41:22,390 莎伦 Sharon. 760 00:41:26,687 --> 00:41:28,397 你累了吧？ You're tired, aren't you? 761 00:41:29,648 --> 00:41:34,820 我…我可以…不 I...I could...no. 762 00:41:36,822 --> 00:41:37,656 是的 Yeah. 763 00:41:37,990 --> 00:41:39,449 -没关系，伯特 -对 -It's okay, Bert. -Yeah. 764 00:41:39,533 --> 00:41:41,827 嗯？没关系 Hm? It's okay. 765 00:41:44,287 --> 00:41:45,538 我们可以一起坐着就好 We can just sit.