1 00:00:04,880 --> 00:00:06,840 我不是那种典型的青少年 I was not a typical teenager. 2 00:00:06,924 --> 00:00:09,426 就算是这样，成年女性依然不能 That doesn't make it okay for a grown woman 3 00:00:09,510 --> 00:00:10,928 与未成年人建立关系 to start a relationship with a minor. 4 00:00:11,011 --> 00:00:12,179 我不是受害者 I'm not a victim here. 5 00:00:12,638 --> 00:00:14,723 如果不是我，你现在就不会在这里 You wouldn't even be here now if it wasn't for me. 6 00:00:14,806 --> 00:00:16,058 如果没有我们所拥有的一切 For what we had. 7 00:00:16,433 --> 00:00:17,351 你爱过我 You loved me. 8 00:00:17,434 --> 00:00:19,394 我确实爱过你 I did love you. 9 00:00:20,062 --> 00:00:21,980 今天特别辛苦… Today was a particularly stressful day. 10 00:00:22,064 --> 00:00:22,856 不只是今天 It's not just today. 11 00:00:22,940 --> 00:00:25,024 我的护士经常错过休息时间 My nurses are regularly missing breaks 12 00:00:25,108 --> 00:00:26,818 并被要求执行 and being asked to perform duties 13 00:00:26,902 --> 00:00:29,154 超出我们职责范围的任务 that are outside of our job description. 14 00:00:29,780 --> 00:00:32,824 我戒酒后，我家人花了一段时间，才重新信任我 After I got sober it took my family a while to trust me again, 15 00:00:32,908 --> 00:00:33,534 但他们终究信了 but they did. 16 00:00:33,617 --> 00:00:35,285 除了我姐姐莉莎 Except my sister, Lizzy. 17 00:00:35,702 --> 00:00:39,163 我收到你的短信了，希望我们能谈谈 I got your message. And I was hoping we could talk. 18 00:00:41,583 --> 00:00:44,794 艾卓亚之书 19 00:01:36,597 --> 00:01:37,306 辛艾卓亚 20 00:01:37,389 --> 00:01:38,348 你还真早起 You're up early. 21 00:01:38,432 --> 00:01:39,766 嘿，爸 Hey, Dad. 22 00:01:39,850 --> 00:01:42,603 佛罗里达州还好吗？我想应该不太好 So, how's Florida treating you? No...not good, I'd expect. 23 00:01:43,186 --> 00:01:44,938 嗯，发生了一些事 Um, something's happened. 24 00:01:46,690 --> 00:01:47,649 你还好吗？ Are you okay? 25 00:01:48,025 --> 00:01:50,861 我没事，但我在医院 I'm fine. But I'm at the hospital. 26 00:01:51,737 --> 00:01:53,071 你为什么在医院？ Why are you at the hospital? 27 00:01:53,155 --> 00:01:55,197 救护车把妈送来这里 The ambulance brought Mom here. 28 00:01:57,534 --> 00:02:03,373 她酗酒闹事，跌倒了，头撞到台面 She went on a bender, tripped, and hit her head on the kitchen counter. 29 00:02:04,958 --> 00:02:06,126 导致脑出血 It caused a brain bleed. 30 00:02:06,209 --> 00:02:08,462 硬膜下还是硬膜外？ Subdural or...or epidural? 31 00:02:08,545 --> 00:02:09,713 嗯…当我没说 Uh...never mind. 32 00:02:09,796 --> 00:02:11,715 就…让我和她的医生通电话 Just...just, uh, put me on the phone with her doctor. 33 00:02:12,049 --> 00:02:13,424 她走了，爸 She's gone, Dad. 34 00:02:31,443 --> 00:02:32,569 我很遗憾，儿子 I'm so sorry, son. 35 00:02:34,821 --> 00:02:39,034 我会搭下一班飞机去找你 I will catch the next flight down. 36 00:02:39,117 --> 00:02:42,412 到时候…我…会帮你处理一切 And, uh... I'll...I'll help you figure everything out. 37 00:02:42,496 --> 00:02:44,081 你没什么能做的 There's nothing you can do. 38 00:02:44,956 --> 00:02:48,669 妈不想举行葬礼，她希望火化 Mom didn't want a funeral. And she wanted to be cremated. 39 00:02:50,128 --> 00:02:51,963 爸，抱歉，我得挂电话了 Uh, Dad, I'm sorry. I gotta go. 40 00:02:52,047 --> 00:02:53,256 他们要我去处理一些事 They need me for something. 41 00:02:53,340 --> 00:02:55,091 是，当然，好的 Yeah, of course. All right. 42 00:03:11,566 --> 00:03:13,067 珍柯士甸 43 00:03:33,004 --> 00:03:35,799 哦，那位英俊的小帅哥是谁？ Ooh. Who's that handsome devil? 44 00:03:35,882 --> 00:03:40,303 我猜这是个反问句，因为我显然一点都没老 I assume that's a rhetorical question since I obviously haven't aged a day. 45 00:03:41,221 --> 00:03:42,764 那是莉安吗？ Is that Leanne? 46 00:03:42,848 --> 00:03:44,599 在那段幸福的时光，对 In happier times, yeah. 47 00:03:44,683 --> 00:03:47,728 你说她一直过得很辛苦，她现在好点了吗？ You said she'd been struggling. Is she doing better now? 48 00:03:48,437 --> 00:03:50,981 嗯…据我所知好多了 Uh, far as I know. 49 00:03:51,732 --> 00:03:52,983 真是好消息 Well, that's good to hear. 50 00:03:53,066 --> 00:03:55,152 听着，我…我有件事，想请你帮忙，迪恩 Look, I...I have a favor to ask, Dean. 51 00:03:55,235 --> 00:03:57,696 我需要你今天，以主任的身份管理急诊室 I need you to run the E.D. today as Chief. 52 00:03:57,779 --> 00:04:00,449 哦，你终于想通，把莱诺克斯降职了吗？ Oh, you finally came to your senses and demoted Lenox, huh? 53 00:04:00,532 --> 00:04:02,909 不是…她在休假 No, no, she's taking a personal day. 54 00:04:02,993 --> 00:04:04,536 莱诺克斯和休假 Lenox and personal are two words... 55 00:04:04,619 --> 00:04:05,787 我从来没想过会出现在同一句话里 I never thought I'd hear in the same sentence. 56 00:04:05,871 --> 00:04:06,705 态度友善一点 Be nice. 57 00:04:06,788 --> 00:04:08,457 我很乐意代班 I'd be happy to fill in. 58 00:04:08,540 --> 00:04:09,624 谢谢，先提醒你 Thank you. Warning. 59 00:04:09,708 --> 00:04:12,627 少了莱诺克斯和里普利，你们会有人手短缺的问题 You're gonna be short-staffed without Lenox and Ripley. 60 00:04:12,711 --> 00:04:14,421 这正是乐趣所在，莎伦 That's what makes it fun, Sharon. 61 00:04:17,466 --> 00:04:20,260 嘿，我听说你今天回来掌权了 Hey, I hear you're back in charge today. 62 00:04:20,343 --> 00:04:22,345 我已经感受到王冠之重 My head's already heavy with the crown. 63 00:04:22,429 --> 00:04:24,055 少来了，你喜欢王冠 Stop, you love the crown. 64 00:04:24,139 --> 00:04:25,265 即使是暂时的 Even a temporary one. 65 00:04:25,348 --> 00:04:28,018 哦，有人今天很开心哦 Hm, oh, boy. Someone's chipper today. 66 00:04:28,101 --> 00:04:31,229 你和里普利想再试一次，是吗？ You and Ripley giving it another go, are you? 67 00:04:31,313 --> 00:04:32,856 看起来答案是没有 Hm, guess that's a no. 68 00:04:32,939 --> 00:04:35,274 我今天心情很好 I am chipper today. 69 00:04:35,358 --> 00:04:37,152 是因为莉莎昨晚过来找我 Lizzy came over last night. 70 00:04:37,235 --> 00:04:39,070 我们仔细检查了她的婴儿用品清单 We went hard at her baby registry, 71 00:04:39,154 --> 00:04:42,365 可能也烤了一些东西 and there might have been some baking. 72 00:04:42,908 --> 00:04:43,909 真的很棒 It was really nice. 73 00:04:44,534 --> 00:04:46,286 听起来你找回你姐姐了 Sounds like you get your sister back. 74 00:04:46,369 --> 00:04:49,372 是啊，我想是的 Yeah, I think so. 75 00:04:50,081 --> 00:04:52,167 最好不要让过去的事继续恶化 Best not let the past fester. 76 00:04:52,793 --> 00:04:53,668 怎么了？ What's wrong? 77 00:04:55,170 --> 00:04:58,465 什么？只是…只是我脾气暴躁的本性而已 What? Just...just being my curmudgeonly self. 78 00:04:58,548 --> 00:04:59,299 不要那样 Don't do that. 79 00:04:59,382 --> 00:05:00,091 不要怎样？ Don't do what? 80 00:05:00,175 --> 00:05:02,010 假装一切都没事，但事实显然并非如此 Just pretend that everything's okay when clearly it's not. 81 00:05:02,093 --> 00:05:03,136 我今天没有时间玩这个把戏 I don't have time for this today. 82 00:05:03,220 --> 00:05:04,387 只是…我… Uh, I...I...I... 83 00:05:04,763 --> 00:05:05,764 算了 Fine. 84 00:05:06,181 --> 00:05:06,890 怎么样？ What? 85 00:05:08,433 --> 00:05:09,643 很会选时间，主任 Good timing, Chief. 86 00:05:09,935 --> 00:05:13,522 有一名有心脏病的孩子在救护车区 We got a kid with cardiac issues pulling into the ambo bay. 87 00:05:13,605 --> 00:05:16,191 好，为什么…这么多新面孔是怎么回事？ Right. What's, uh...what's with all the new faces? 88 00:05:16,274 --> 00:05:18,026 哦，旅行护士 Oh, traveling nurses. 89 00:05:18,360 --> 00:05:20,737 莱诺克斯满足了我的增援请求 Lenox came through with my request for reinforcements. 90 00:05:20,821 --> 00:05:21,404 好极了 Excellent. 91 00:05:21,488 --> 00:05:22,948 这不是真正的解决方案 It's not a real solution. 92 00:05:23,031 --> 00:05:24,157 他们不了解我们做事的方式 They don't know our system. 93 00:05:24,241 --> 00:05:26,159 浪费大把时间在熟悉环境 A lot of time is wasted just playing catch-up. 94 00:05:26,618 --> 00:05:28,912 他们可以负责抽血并清便盆吗？ Can they draw blood and empty bed pans? 95 00:05:29,496 --> 00:05:30,455 天啊 Wow. 96 00:05:31,206 --> 00:05:33,499 我们做的远不只这些，艾卓亚医生 We do a lot more than that, Doctor Archer. 97 00:05:37,587 --> 00:05:38,797 去一号创伤治疗室 You're going to Trauma One. 98 00:05:38,880 --> 00:05:43,426 米洛普拉德拉，12岁男性，收缩压190，舒张压110 Milo Pradera. twelve-year-old male. B.P.'s one-ninety over one, ten. 99 00:05:43,510 --> 00:05:45,387 心率144 Heart rate one-forty-four. 100 00:05:45,470 --> 00:05:47,889 去基督教青年会游泳时，出现严重胸痛 Developed severe chest pains while swimming at the Y. 101 00:05:47,973 --> 00:05:49,515 我的心跳好快 My heart's beating so fast! 102 00:05:51,268 --> 00:05:52,894 先换床，把他移过来 Get off him. Get transfer. 103 00:05:52,978 --> 00:05:54,729 一切会没事的，米洛，保持冷静就对了 It'll be okay, Milo. You just gotta stay calm. 104 00:05:54,813 --> 00:05:56,523 一、二、三 One, two, three. 105 00:05:56,773 --> 00:05:59,818 好的，我要把衣服掀起来，好吗？ All right. Gonna lift this up, okay? 106 00:06:01,528 --> 00:06:02,487 他做过心脏手术吗？ He's had heart surgery? 107 00:06:02,779 --> 00:06:05,656 移植，六个月前，这是他的心电图 A transplant. Six months ago. His E.K.G. 108 00:06:07,158 --> 00:06:09,077 我知道出了什么问题，告诉他，爸爸 I know what's wrong. Tell him, Dad. 109 00:06:09,160 --> 00:06:11,913 先专注于你的呼吸，米洛，让医生做他们的工作 Just focus on your breathing, Milo. Let the doctors do their work. 110 00:06:11,997 --> 00:06:15,625 肺部呼吸音清晰，但呼吸困难且心搏过速 Uh, lungs are clear, but with labored breathing and tachycardia. 111 00:06:15,709 --> 00:06:16,918 以前发生过这种情况吗？ Has this ever happened before? 112 00:06:17,002 --> 00:06:19,921 没有，这是米洛手术后，第一次进游泳池 No. This was Milo's first time in a pool since the surgery. 113 00:06:20,005 --> 00:06:21,131 你打电话给妈了吗？ Did you call Mom? 114 00:06:21,214 --> 00:06:22,883 她刚刚回我短信，小子 She just texted me back, bud. 115 00:06:22,966 --> 00:06:24,092 她现在正在路上 She's on her way now. 116 00:06:24,175 --> 00:06:25,844 我们最近分居了 We recently separated. 117 00:06:26,720 --> 00:06:29,389 收缩压202，舒张压120 B.P.'s two-oh-two over one-twenty. 118 00:06:29,472 --> 00:06:31,473 慢慢地深呼吸几次，好吗？ Take some slow, deep breaths, okay? 119 00:06:34,019 --> 00:06:36,438 这种血压可能会使这颗新心脏衰竭 This blood pressure could put his new heart into failure. 120 00:06:36,521 --> 00:06:39,274 我们会治疗这个问题，但我也需要帮他注射镇静剂 We'll treat that, but I'm also gonna need to sedate him. 121 00:06:39,357 --> 00:06:40,817 他的身体在排斥他的心脏吗？ Is his body rejecting his heart? 122 00:06:40,901 --> 00:06:41,568 爸 Dad. 123 00:06:41,651 --> 00:06:43,945 他现在仍在，可能产生排斥的时间范围内 He's still within the timeframe where that's a possibility, 124 00:06:44,029 --> 00:06:46,031 但高血压不是排斥的症状 hypertension isn't a symptom of rejection. 125 00:06:46,114 --> 00:06:48,199 但我们不要妄下结论 But let's not jump to any conclusions. 126 00:06:48,283 --> 00:06:49,159 我会安排一些检查 I'm gonna run some tests. 127 00:06:49,242 --> 00:06:52,621 先注射艾司洛尔，然后进行胸腔超声波检查 Let's start an esmolol drip, let's get a transthoracic echo, 128 00:06:52,704 --> 00:06:54,497 再给他一些安定文纾解他的焦虑 and give him some Ativan for his anxiety. 129 00:06:54,581 --> 00:06:55,957 为什么不听我说话？ Why won't you listen to me? 130 00:06:56,458 --> 00:06:57,876 我知道怎么回事 I know what's wrong! 131 00:06:58,293 --> 00:06:59,461 它不要我 It doesn't want me! 132 00:06:59,544 --> 00:07:01,171 什么？什么不想要你？ What? What doesn't want you? 133 00:07:01,838 --> 00:07:02,797 心脏 The heart. 134 00:07:03,506 --> 00:07:05,257 它告诉我它想离开我的身体 It told me it wants out of my body! 135 00:07:15,669 --> 00:07:18,464 米洛说他的新心脏不想要他？ So, Milo says his new heart doesn't want him? 136 00:07:18,547 --> 00:07:19,715 据他所说，是的 So he says, yeah. 137 00:07:20,049 --> 00:07:24,762 我在想，他是不是以这种方式，透过情绪处理他的身体不适 I wonder if it's how he's emotionally processing his physical distress. 138 00:07:24,845 --> 00:07:26,847 我的意思是，有没有可能他真的排斥这颗心脏？ I mean, could he actually be rejecting the heart? 139 00:07:26,930 --> 00:07:29,016 不太可能，他的心脏超声波结果显示正常 Not likely, his echo came back normal. 140 00:07:29,099 --> 00:07:32,811 但他的确有高血压的问题，并且会对他的心脏造成长期风险 But his hypertension is very real and a threat to his heart long term. 141 00:07:32,895 --> 00:07:35,230 他现在服用什么抗排斥药？ What anti-rejection meds is he taking? 142 00:07:35,314 --> 00:07:36,315 强体松 Prednisone. 143 00:07:36,398 --> 00:07:37,232 这样啊 Oh. 144 00:07:37,941 --> 00:07:40,361 众所周知，这种药物有心理副作用 Well known psychological side-effects there. 145 00:07:41,528 --> 00:07:43,322 我…我很乐意和他聊聊 I...I'm happy to have a chat with him. 146 00:07:43,405 --> 00:07:44,114 太好了 Great. 147 00:07:46,200 --> 00:07:48,035 嗯，怎么… Uh, what's, uh... 148 00:07:52,331 --> 00:07:53,415 为什么屏幕卡住了？ Why are the screens frozen? 149 00:07:53,499 --> 00:07:55,292 电子病历系统的软件当掉了 The E.M.R. software's down. 150 00:07:55,376 --> 00:07:56,335 你联络资讯科技部了吗？ Did you call I.T.? 151 00:07:56,418 --> 00:07:57,753 有，我现在正在等，亲爱的 Yeah, I'm on hold, honey. 152 00:07:57,836 --> 00:07:59,546 昨晚服务器进行更新 There was a server update last night... 153 00:07:59,630 --> 00:08:00,923 现在整个系统都大乱了 ...and now the whole system's gone haywire. 154 00:08:01,006 --> 00:08:02,216 是，我还在 Yeah, I'm still here. 155 00:08:03,175 --> 00:08:04,510 三小时？好吧 Three hours? Okay. 156 00:08:04,593 --> 00:08:06,762 不行…给我 No, no, no. Yeah. 157 00:08:06,845 --> 00:08:08,472 听好，我们没有三小时，雷纳德 Yeah, we don't have three hours, Leonard. 158 00:08:08,555 --> 00:08:10,516 我们需要在十分钟内解决这些问题 We need these fixed in ten minutes flat. 159 00:08:10,599 --> 00:08:11,600 不能接受 Unacceptable. 160 00:08:11,683 --> 00:08:13,685 急诊室优先 The emergency department takes precedence. 161 00:08:13,769 --> 00:08:15,437 急诊室这三个字就说明了急迫性 It's...it's literally in the name. 162 00:08:16,146 --> 00:08:16,897 说定了 Deal. 163 00:08:16,980 --> 00:08:18,649 如果你成功的话 If you come through. 164 00:08:19,400 --> 00:08:21,610 资讯科技部就像保险公司 I.T. is like an insurance company. 165 00:08:21,693 --> 00:08:23,987 永远不要接受第一个拒绝 You never accept the first no. 166 00:08:24,071 --> 00:08:26,073 你答应他什么了，艾莎医生？ What'd you promise him, Doctor Asher? 167 00:08:26,156 --> 00:08:27,241 艾卓亚 Archer. 168 00:08:27,699 --> 00:08:31,161 所以同一个部门有艾莎医生，和艾卓亚医生吗？ But, you have a Doctor Asher and Archer in the same department? 169 00:08:31,245 --> 00:08:32,788 这一定非常令人困惑 It must be terribly confusing. 170 00:08:34,415 --> 00:08:35,249 我爸爸在哪里？ Where's my dad? 171 00:08:35,999 --> 00:08:37,668 在外面等你妈妈 Outside waiting for your mom. 172 00:08:38,377 --> 00:08:40,045 米洛，我是查理斯医生 Milo. I'm Doctor Charles. 173 00:08:40,129 --> 00:08:44,007 是这样的，艾卓亚医生希望我们能聊聊 Um, Doctor Archer was hoping that we could have a little chat. 174 00:08:44,091 --> 00:08:45,217 你可以接受吗？ Would that be okay with you? 175 00:08:45,592 --> 00:08:46,468 大概可以吧 I guess. 176 00:08:46,552 --> 00:08:50,931 我很好奇，他告诉我你的… Um, so, he was telling me that your... 177 00:08:51,348 --> 00:08:53,224 你新的心脏一直在跟你说话？ Your new heart has been talking to you? 178 00:08:53,934 --> 00:08:56,728 是她透过心脏跟我说话 Well, she talks to me through her heart. 179 00:08:57,229 --> 00:08:59,898 她的心？你的意思是你的捐赠者？ Her heart? Your donor's, you mean? 180 00:09:00,149 --> 00:09:00,773 是的 Yeah. 181 00:09:02,109 --> 00:09:05,696 那么，你知道她曾经…现在是谁？ So, you know who she was. Who she is? 182 00:09:06,947 --> 00:09:10,075 不，我…不知道她的名字 No. I...I don't know her name. 183 00:09:10,701 --> 00:09:12,494 好吧，我只是好奇 Okay, like, I guess I'm just curious, 184 00:09:12,578 --> 00:09:14,663 你怎么知道你的捐赠者是女的？ how did you know that your donor was a she? 185 00:09:15,789 --> 00:09:19,251 我不晓得，我就是知道 I don't know, I just know. 186 00:09:20,419 --> 00:09:22,880 她不想让我再占据她的心 She doesn't want me to have her heart anymore. 187 00:09:23,505 --> 00:09:26,007 她什么时候开始跟你说话的？ And when did she start talking to you? 188 00:09:26,842 --> 00:09:28,051 今天 Today. 189 00:09:28,135 --> 00:09:29,720 我在游泳的时候 When I was swimming. 190 00:09:29,970 --> 00:09:32,431 从那时起，我的心就开始狂跳不已 That's when my heart started racing. 191 00:09:32,514 --> 00:09:33,474 我无法呼吸 I...I couldn't breathe. 192 00:09:34,433 --> 00:09:38,270 但是，我…能感受到她的愤怒 But, I...I could feel her anger. 193 00:09:40,272 --> 00:09:41,981 我很好奇她为什么会对你生气？ I wonder why she'd be angry at you? 194 00:09:43,567 --> 00:09:46,361 因为我还活着，而她已经不在了 Because I'm still alive and she isn't. 195 00:09:47,237 --> 00:09:47,987 了解 Okay. 196 00:09:52,868 --> 00:09:58,040 如今大多数人死于一种，缓慢侵蚀的常识 Nowadays most people die of a sort of creeping common sense, 197 00:09:58,123 --> 00:10:00,209 发现时为时已晚 and discover when it is too late 198 00:10:00,292 --> 00:10:04,379 因为人唯一不会后悔的事，就是自己曾经犯的错 that the only things one never regrets are one's mistakes. 199 00:10:05,047 --> 00:10:06,965 你同意奥斯卡王尔德的观点吗？ Do you agree with Oscar Wilde? 200 00:10:07,049 --> 00:10:09,092 我认为这是一个有趣的观点 I think it's an interesting point. 201 00:10:09,176 --> 00:10:13,931 莱诺克斯医生，认识五号治疗室的病人吗？ Uh, does Doctor Lenox personally know the patient in Treatment Five? 202 00:10:14,014 --> 00:10:16,767 不认识，但她昨晚收她入院 No, but she did her intake last night, 203 00:10:16,850 --> 00:10:20,145 病人吃河豚吃到河豚毒素 the patient ingested tetrodotoxin from a pufferfish. 204 00:10:20,229 --> 00:10:23,440 她在救护车上心跳停止，到院时低血压 She arrested in the ambulance, arrived hypotensive. 205 00:10:23,524 --> 00:10:24,900 现在她正处于爆发性肝衰竭 And now she's in fulminant liver failure. 206 00:10:24,983 --> 00:10:28,195 她试过新斯的明或单株抗体吗？ Did she try neostigmine or monoclonal antibody? 207 00:10:28,278 --> 00:10:29,488 他们试了一切方法 They tried everything. 208 00:10:29,571 --> 00:10:32,616 是场悲剧，但莱诺克斯视悲剧为常态 That's tragic but Lenox sees tragic on the regular. 209 00:10:32,699 --> 00:10:35,827 她为什么决定，念书给这位病人听呢？ Why'd she decide to read to this particular patient? 210 00:10:35,911 --> 00:10:38,830 我只知道莱诺克斯，昨晚下班后就待在里面 All I know is that Lenox went in there after her shift ended 211 00:10:38,914 --> 00:10:39,873 到现在都没出来 and she hasn't come out. 212 00:10:39,957 --> 00:10:40,623 了解 Hm. 213 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:44,878 嘿，你需要我帮你处理，米洛普拉德拉的案子吗？ Hey, you want me to take the Milo Pradera case off your hands? 214 00:10:44,962 --> 00:10:46,713 不用，我会负责到最后 No, I'm gonna see it through. 215 00:10:48,298 --> 00:10:49,048 好的 All right. 216 00:10:50,717 --> 00:10:52,219 太棒了 Boomshakalaka! 217 00:10:52,302 --> 00:10:54,805 再两分钟即可恢复上线 Back online with two minutes to spare! 218 00:10:54,888 --> 00:10:56,390 是时候领取我的奖励了 Time to collect my reward. 219 00:10:56,473 --> 00:10:58,307 事实上，你迟了两分钟，雷纳德 Actually, you're two minutes late, Leonard. 220 00:10:58,392 --> 00:10:59,977 但是你努力过了 But, uh, nice try. 221 00:11:00,727 --> 00:11:02,062 别担心，我还是会履行约定 Don't worry, I'm still good for it. 222 00:11:02,145 --> 00:11:03,689 下班后再过来 Just come back at the end of your shift. 223 00:11:03,772 --> 00:11:06,441 谢谢，艾医生，你并不像大家说的那么糟 Thanks, Doctor A, you're not as bad as everyone says. 224 00:11:06,525 --> 00:11:07,776 真的吗？他们怎么说？ Really? What do they say? 225 00:11:07,859 --> 00:11:10,404 “脾气暴躁”、“爱发牢骚”，“小气鬼”之类的评语常常听到 Grump, Grouch, pissy little bitch gets tossed around. 226 00:11:10,487 --> 00:11:11,446 谢谢你，雷纳德 Thank you, Leonard. 227 00:11:11,530 --> 00:11:14,116 我只是想把话说清楚 I just want to clear the air. 228 00:11:14,199 --> 00:11:17,953 我已经忘了，但重点不是我 It's already forgotten, it's not about me. 229 00:11:18,036 --> 00:11:19,037 这是关于工作的事 It's about work. 230 00:11:19,121 --> 00:11:20,247 试着告诉过你了 Trying to tell you. 231 00:11:20,539 --> 00:11:22,291 -拜托，我们可以忘了这件事吗？-尊尼芬？ Please, can we just leave it in the past? Johnathan? 232 00:11:22,374 --> 00:11:24,751 不，我们很好，我们没事 No, um, we're good. We're good. 233 00:11:28,422 --> 00:11:29,339 别问 Don't ask. 234 00:11:29,965 --> 00:11:30,757 不用担心 Don't worry. 235 00:11:31,008 --> 00:11:32,968 救命，有人能帮帮我太太吗？ Please! Can somebody help my wife? 236 00:11:33,594 --> 00:11:35,596 等一下，这个我来处理，在那里等着 Whoa, whoa, I got this one. Hold it right there. 237 00:11:35,721 --> 00:11:36,763 你去三号治疗室 You're going to Treatment Three. 238 00:11:36,847 --> 00:11:37,723 好的，发生什么事？ All right, what happened? 239 00:11:37,806 --> 00:11:38,849 -她电到她自己 -我没事 -She shocked herself! -I'm fine. 240 00:11:38,932 --> 00:11:41,893 我们把断路器搞到跳掉了，我在车库重新设定时，被轻微电到 We threw a breaker and I got a tiny jolt when I reset it in the garage. 241 00:11:41,977 --> 00:11:42,853 都是我的错 This is all my fault. 242 00:11:42,936 --> 00:11:44,271 我先生反应过度了 My husband, he's overreacting. 243 00:11:44,354 --> 00:11:45,564 听着，这是我们的第一胎 Look, this is our first. 244 00:11:45,647 --> 00:11:48,692 我应该在我们搬进去之前，请一位电工重新帮房子布线 I should've had an electrician rewire the house before we moved in. 245 00:11:48,775 --> 00:11:49,484 你现在怀孕几周了？ How far along are you? 246 00:11:49,568 --> 00:11:50,569 -我18…-18周了 -I'm... -...eighteen weeks. 247 00:11:50,736 --> 00:11:52,571 好吧，你先生带你来医院是对的 All right, well, your husband was right to bring you in. 248 00:11:53,322 --> 00:11:54,573 真不想说我告诉过你了 Hate to say I told you so. 249 00:11:54,656 --> 00:11:55,657 我永远抬不起头了 I'll never live this down. 250 00:11:56,658 --> 00:11:57,409 哪里痛？ Where does it hurt? 251 00:11:57,492 --> 00:11:58,535 我的胃 My stomach! 252 00:11:58,619 --> 00:11:59,703 以前发生过这种情况吗？ Has this happened before? 253 00:11:59,786 --> 00:12:00,704 -第一次 -没有 -First time! -No! 254 00:12:00,787 --> 00:12:03,665 玛姬，可以去请汉娜来找我吗？ Maggie! Will you page Hannah, have her meet me? 255 00:12:03,749 --> 00:12:05,751 来吧，我们进去吧，快点 Come on, let's go in here. Come on. 256 00:12:09,613 --> 00:12:11,282 罗蕊儿，你现在的疼痛程度如何？ Laural, what's your pain level now? 257 00:12:11,657 --> 00:12:13,451 我想也许是五吧？ Um, maybe a five? 258 00:12:13,534 --> 00:12:14,952 好，很好，但我们还有改善空间 Okay, that's good, but we can do better. 259 00:12:15,036 --> 00:12:16,120 再来四毫克吗啡？ Another four of morphine? 260 00:12:16,203 --> 00:12:17,329 是的，这样应该可行 Yeah, that should work. 261 00:12:18,330 --> 00:12:20,082 是电击引起的疼痛吗？ Was the pain from being shocked? 262 00:12:20,541 --> 00:12:21,375 有可能 Possibly. 263 00:12:21,876 --> 00:12:23,919 子宫是绝佳的导体 The uterus is an excellent conductor, 264 00:12:24,003 --> 00:12:28,382 所以即使是轻微的电击，也可能对婴儿造成很大的压力 so even a small electric shock could put significant stress on the baby. 265 00:12:28,466 --> 00:12:29,425 所以真的伤害到宝宝了吗？ So, it did hurt the baby? 266 00:12:29,508 --> 00:12:33,303 你的宝宝看起来很好，虽然可能有点躁动 Your baby looks just fine, maybe a little agitated, though. 267 00:12:39,268 --> 00:12:42,938 你有去妇产科，接受12周检查了吗？ Did you have a twelve-week check-up with your O.B.G.Y.N.? 268 00:12:43,022 --> 00:12:45,274 有，费沙医生，做了全面的超声波检查 Yeah. Doctor Fischer did a full ultrasound. 269 00:12:45,733 --> 00:12:46,901 好的，我会打电话给他 Okay, I will give him a call, 270 00:12:46,984 --> 00:12:50,321 通知他你在这里，并请他看那些影像 let him know that you're here, and ask to see those images. 271 00:12:50,404 --> 00:12:51,280 太感谢了 Thank you so much. 272 00:12:51,363 --> 00:12:52,071 谢谢 Thank you. 273 00:12:55,284 --> 00:12:59,663 不知道她的妇产科医生，为何没发现她卵巢上那么大的肿块 I don't know how her O.B.G.Y.N. missed a mass that big on her ovary. 274 00:12:59,747 --> 00:13:04,376 就是啊，我会去调，12周的超声波检查结果 I know. I'll, uh, get the twelve-week ultrasound images 275 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:07,505 同时检查癌胚抗原 and a C.E.A. and C.A. one-twenty-five tumor 276 00:13:07,588 --> 00:13:08,631 癌抗原125肿瘤标记 markers in the meantime. 277 00:13:08,714 --> 00:13:11,842 啊，道林，你多么幸福啊 Ah, Dorian, how happy you are! 278 00:13:11,926 --> 00:13:14,637 你的生活多么优雅啊 What an exquisite life you have had! 279 00:13:14,720 --> 00:13:17,264 你彻底饮下杯中物 You have drunk deeply of everything. 280 00:13:17,348 --> 00:13:20,309 你细腻地品尝葡萄的滋味 You have crushed the grapes against your palate. 281 00:13:20,392 --> 00:13:22,228 没有什么能瞒得了你 Nothing has been hidden from you. 282 00:13:22,812 --> 00:13:23,354 而且… And... 283 00:13:23,437 --> 00:13:24,438 莱诺克斯医生？ Doctor Lenox? 284 00:13:26,273 --> 00:13:27,315 怎么了，艾丝翠德？ Yes, Astrid? 285 00:13:29,151 --> 00:13:30,653 你为什么在这里陪我？ Why are you here with me? 286 00:13:32,571 --> 00:13:34,906 你不该出去救人吗？ Shouldn't you be out there saving lives? 287 00:13:37,201 --> 00:13:38,744 我觉得你不应该孤单一人 I don't think you should be alone. 288 00:13:40,579 --> 00:13:41,413 但我肯定不是 But certainly 289 00:13:41,497 --> 00:13:44,290 你们第一个没有家属的末期病人 I'm not your first terminal patient with no family. 290 00:13:47,753 --> 00:13:48,671 为什么是我？ Why me? 291 00:13:52,049 --> 00:13:52,966 我不知道 I don't know. 292 00:13:55,594 --> 00:13:57,680 你对现在的生活满意吗？ Are you happy with the life you lived? 293 00:13:58,430 --> 00:14:02,268 哦，别浪费时间聊我的事了 Oh, let's not waste time talking about me. 294 00:14:04,979 --> 00:14:06,272 我快要死了 I'm about to die. 295 00:14:08,899 --> 00:14:10,693 我们还能聊什么？ What else are we gonna talk about? 296 00:14:16,657 --> 00:14:18,701 你没有先跟我商量，就带他去游泳池？ You took him to the pool without checking with me first? 297 00:14:18,784 --> 00:14:19,702 我为什么要？ Why would I? 298 00:14:19,785 --> 00:14:21,620 他的心脏科医生说这对他有好处 His cardiologist said it would be good for him. 299 00:14:21,704 --> 00:14:22,621 你为什么要？ Why would I? 300 00:14:22,705 --> 00:14:23,789 因为我是他的妈妈 Because I'm his mother! 301 00:14:23,873 --> 00:14:24,665 勉强算是 Barely! 302 00:14:24,748 --> 00:14:28,085 你上次和我们的儿子，坐下来吃饭是什么时候？ When's the last time you sat down and ate a meal with our son? 303 00:14:28,169 --> 00:14:28,919 请别吵了 Please stop fighting. 304 00:14:29,003 --> 00:14:30,296 是的，请两位冷静 Yeah, please, calm down. 305 00:14:31,505 --> 00:14:34,800 好的，他又心搏过速和高血压了 All right, he's tachycardic, hypertensive again. 306 00:14:35,426 --> 00:14:36,302 这代表什么？ What does that mean? 307 00:14:36,510 --> 00:14:38,220 这代表他的心跳太快 It means his heart's beating too fast 308 00:14:38,304 --> 00:14:41,015 他的血压也失控了 and his blood pressure is out of control. 309 00:14:41,891 --> 00:14:45,019 先增加他的艾司洛尔滴注量，并注入硝普钠 Let's increase his esmolol drip and throw in nitroprusside. 310 00:14:45,102 --> 00:14:45,644 没问题 You got it. 311 00:14:46,061 --> 00:14:49,148 我需要你慢慢深呼吸，你能做到吗？ I need you to take some slow, deep breaths. Can you do that for me? 312 00:14:49,231 --> 00:14:51,775 她的心脏不要我，她要杀了我 Her heart doesn't want me! She's gonna kill me! 313 00:14:51,859 --> 00:14:53,736 好的，朵莉丝，推注40毫克氯胺酮 All right, Doris, let's push forty milligrams of ketamine. 314 00:14:53,819 --> 00:14:55,571 我们会给你一些药物，让你平静下来，好吗？ We're gonna give you something to calm your heart down, all right? 315 00:14:55,654 --> 00:14:56,906 -好…-好吗？ -Okay. Okay. -Okay? 316 00:14:57,740 --> 00:14:59,450 好的，从100开始倒数 Okay, count backward from a hundred. 317 00:14:59,533 --> 00:15:00,576 氯胺酮已注入 Ketamine's on board. 318 00:15:00,659 --> 00:15:04,288 100、99…98 A hundred, ninety-nine. Nine...ninety-eight. 319 00:15:04,371 --> 00:15:06,332 好的，他昏迷了 All right, he's out. 320 00:15:06,540 --> 00:15:09,543 我儿子到底发生什么事了？ What the hell is going on with my son? 321 00:15:09,627 --> 00:15:13,047 我认为米洛的问题可能是心理因素 I think Milo's issues might be psychological. 322 00:15:13,547 --> 00:15:14,089 为什么？ Why? 323 00:15:14,173 --> 00:15:15,674 他认为心脏不想要他 He thinks the heart doesn't want him. 324 00:15:15,758 --> 00:15:18,385 捐赠者正透过心脏与他对话 That the donor is speaking to him through the heart. 325 00:15:18,469 --> 00:15:21,680 你怎么能不告诉我这件事？ How could you not tell me that? 326 00:15:21,764 --> 00:15:24,099 这个嘛，洁茜，当你每周工作70个小时 Well, Jessie, when you work seventy hours a week, 327 00:15:24,183 --> 00:15:25,434 你肯定会漏掉一些事 you're bound to miss some things. 328 00:15:25,517 --> 00:15:26,518 够了… Enough, enough. 329 00:15:26,602 --> 00:15:28,854 我知道你们两个的婚姻有问题 I get that you two are having marital issues, 330 00:15:28,938 --> 00:15:30,105 但你们的儿子生病了 but your son is sick. 331 00:15:30,189 --> 00:15:31,815 你们现在只有一个责任 You've got one responsibility right now 332 00:15:31,899 --> 00:15:33,651 就是让这个孩子感到安全 and that's to make this kid feel safe. 333 00:15:33,734 --> 00:15:34,526 你没有权利… You have no right. 334 00:15:34,610 --> 00:15:35,819 哦，拜托，忍忍吧 Oh, please, just suck it up. 335 00:15:35,903 --> 00:15:38,112 艾卓亚医生，可以和你说几句话吗？ Doctor Archer, could I get a quick word, please? 336 00:15:41,659 --> 00:15:43,202 他们正在杀死那个孩子 They are killing that kid. 337 00:15:43,285 --> 00:15:45,412 很有可能，但根据我的经验 Very possibly, but you know, in my experience, 338 00:15:45,496 --> 00:15:47,790 当你试图让他们听进去时 inside voice tends to be a little more effective 339 00:15:47,873 --> 00:15:49,792 音量小一点往往更有效 when you're trying to impart that kind of information. 340 00:15:49,875 --> 00:15:50,793 当然… Sure, sure, sure. 341 00:15:50,876 --> 00:15:52,211 但我告诉你，我很清楚 But I tell you, it's very clear to me 342 00:15:52,294 --> 00:15:55,923 米洛的恐慌症，是他父母的离婚引起的 that Milo's panic attacks are being caused by his parents' separation. 343 00:15:56,006 --> 00:15:57,174 听着，我不反对 Look, I don't disagree. 344 00:15:57,258 --> 00:15:58,676 但我认为 But I think 345 00:15:58,759 --> 00:16:02,221 情况也可能更复杂 situation also might've gotten a little more complicated than that. 346 00:16:02,304 --> 00:16:03,889 是吗？哪里复杂？ Yeah? Complicated how? 347 00:16:03,973 --> 00:16:08,143 你听过器官移植，术后的细胞记忆吗？ You ever heard of cellular memory in post-surgical organ transplants? 348 00:16:08,227 --> 00:16:11,855 据称，移植的器官，保留了捐赠者的记忆 Supposedly transplanted organs retain the memory of the donors, 349 00:16:11,939 --> 00:16:13,857 手术后受赠者，就会经历这些记忆，我听过 which the recipients then experience, yeah. 350 00:16:13,941 --> 00:16:14,525 没错 Right. 351 00:16:14,608 --> 00:16:17,152 证据大多是传闻，但你知道 Evidence mostly anecdotal, but there are, you know, 352 00:16:17,236 --> 00:16:18,862 有几起已纪录的案件 couple documented cases. 353 00:16:18,946 --> 00:16:19,738 是啊… Yeah. Yeah. 354 00:16:19,822 --> 00:16:21,198 我觉得这听起来有点神奇 It sounds a little magical to me. 355 00:16:21,282 --> 00:16:23,450 你真的相信米洛，体验到的就是这样吗？ Do you actually believe that's what's happening to Milo? 356 00:16:23,534 --> 00:16:25,035 我不知道，但重点在于他相信这一点 I don't know, the point is, he believes it. 357 00:16:25,119 --> 00:16:27,705 所以，我们需要，理解他的心情，你懂吗？ So, kinda meet him where he lives, you know? 358 00:16:27,913 --> 00:16:28,539 我懂 Yeah. 359 00:16:29,540 --> 00:16:31,332 所以呢？难道我们，只能顺着他的妄想走吗？ So, what? We should just go along with his delusion? 360 00:16:31,667 --> 00:16:32,293 我不知道 I don't know. 361 00:16:32,376 --> 00:16:36,213 我忍不住想，如果他得知关于捐赠者的一些事 I can't help thinking that if he were to learn something about his donor, 362 00:16:36,297 --> 00:16:39,174 也许能让他消除神秘性，懂吗？ it would just demystify the situation for him, you know? 363 00:16:39,258 --> 00:16:40,175 消除他的恐惧？ Dissipate his fear? 364 00:16:40,259 --> 00:16:41,010 所以呢？ So, what? 365 00:16:41,093 --> 00:16:44,555 你建议我们联络捐赠者家属 You're suggesting that we reach out to the donor family 366 00:16:44,638 --> 00:16:45,973 并请他们来见米洛？ and have them meet Milo? 367 00:16:46,056 --> 00:16:47,641 如果双方都愿意接受的话，是的 If both sides are open to it, yeah. 368 00:16:47,725 --> 00:16:48,726 毕竟… I mean, 369 00:16:48,809 --> 00:16:51,312 捐赠者家属和受赠者绝对可以见面 donor families and recipients are absolutely allowed to meet 370 00:16:51,395 --> 00:16:53,063 只要大家意见一致的话 if everyone's on the same page. 371 00:16:53,147 --> 00:16:55,774 你的妇产科医生，拍了这张超声波影像 Your O.B.G.Y.N. took this ultrasound image 372 00:16:55,858 --> 00:16:57,484 在你怀孕12周时 when you were twelve weeks pregnant. 373 00:16:57,568 --> 00:17:01,447 这里你可以看到，你的右侧卵巢上有一个小肿块 Here you can see a small mass growing on your right ovary. 374 00:17:01,530 --> 00:17:05,075 我知道，那是个囊肿，费沙医生说没什么好担心的 I know. It's a cyst. Doctor Fischer said it was nothing to worry about. 375 00:17:05,159 --> 00:17:06,410 那不是一个囊肿 It's not a cyst. 376 00:17:06,869 --> 00:17:09,788 不幸的是，今天的超声波影像 Unfortunately, on today's ultrasound image 377 00:17:09,872 --> 00:17:11,415 肿块增大了一倍 the mass has doubled in size 378 00:17:11,498 --> 00:17:13,917 且血管分布明显增加 and increased significantly in vascularity. 379 00:17:14,001 --> 00:17:15,627 好的，这意味着什么？ Okay. So what does that mean? 380 00:17:17,588 --> 00:17:18,672 我得了癌症 I have cancer. 381 00:17:20,090 --> 00:17:22,551 是的，你的肿瘤标记也证实了 Your tumor markers would signify that, yes. 382 00:17:26,013 --> 00:17:26,805 好 Okay. 383 00:17:27,389 --> 00:17:29,892 我该怎么做才能确保安全分娩？ What do I do to ensure I deliver my baby safely? 384 00:17:30,893 --> 00:17:35,731 你最好和第一选择，是透过手术切除肿块 Your best and first option would be removing the cyst surgically. 385 00:17:36,023 --> 00:17:37,691 但这对我们的宝宝来说，不是有风险吗？ But isn't that a risk for our baby? 386 00:17:37,941 --> 00:17:38,942 与任何手术一样 As with any surgery, 387 00:17:39,026 --> 00:17:40,486 总是存在一定的风险 there's always a certain degree of risk, 388 00:17:40,569 --> 00:17:43,947 但怀孕中期执行这个处置 but the second trimester is actually the safest time 389 00:17:44,031 --> 00:17:45,157 其实是最安全的时期 to perform this procedure. 390 00:17:45,240 --> 00:17:46,532 我想我们能动手术，罗蕊儿 I think we do it, Laural. 391 00:17:47,117 --> 00:17:49,244 如果我不做手术会怎样？ And if I don't do the surgery? 392 00:17:49,703 --> 00:17:50,871 我还能怀孕到足月吗？ Can I still carry to term? 393 00:17:53,540 --> 00:17:54,958 是的，你可以 You could, yes. 394 00:17:55,042 --> 00:17:58,587 但到那时癌症可能已经转移 But by then the cancer will likely have metastasized 395 00:17:58,670 --> 00:18:01,590 你生存的概率就会下降 and your chances of survival would diminish. 396 00:18:01,673 --> 00:18:03,926 对，但是这样一来，我的宝宝的风险就小多了？ Yeah, but there would be less risk to my baby? 397 00:18:04,218 --> 00:18:06,303 嗯，严格说来，是的，这样说没错，但是… Well, technically, yes, that's correct, but... 398 00:18:06,387 --> 00:18:07,304 好，那我就要这么做 Yeah, that's what I want to do. 399 00:18:07,388 --> 00:18:08,263 罗蕊儿… Laural, uh... 400 00:18:08,347 --> 00:18:10,599 我强烈建议重新考虑 I would strongly suggest reconsidering. 401 00:18:10,682 --> 00:18:11,850 不，我已经下定决心了 No. My mind is made up. 402 00:18:12,101 --> 00:18:13,852 好吧，这是一个极愚蠢的决定 Yeah, that's an incredibly stupid decision. 403 00:18:13,936 --> 00:18:14,728 艾卓亚医生 Doctor Archer. 404 00:18:14,812 --> 00:18:16,230 你以为你在保护你的宝宝 You think you're protecting your baby, 405 00:18:16,313 --> 00:18:20,150 但手术伤害到她的风险明显低于 but the risk of the surgery harming her are significantly lower 406 00:18:20,234 --> 00:18:22,736 不治疗癌症而导致你死亡的风险 than the cancer killing you if left untreated. 407 00:18:22,820 --> 00:18:23,737 所以，总而言之 So, bottom line, 408 00:18:23,821 --> 00:18:24,863 你不动手术 you skip the surgery, 409 00:18:24,947 --> 00:18:26,782 那个宝宝就会在，没有母亲的情况下长大 that baby grows up without a mother. 410 00:18:27,157 --> 00:18:28,115 由你决定 It's up to you. 411 00:18:29,952 --> 00:18:30,911 我马上回来 I'll be right back. 412 00:18:33,747 --> 00:18:34,540 嘿 Hey. 413 00:18:35,290 --> 00:18:36,667 刚才到底是怎么回事？ What the hell was that? 414 00:18:36,875 --> 00:18:39,878 只是一针见血直接切入重点而已 Um, just cutting through the mental gymnastics, that's all. 415 00:18:39,962 --> 00:18:42,714 她不需要严厉的爱，迪恩，她需要同理和指导 She doesn't need tough love, Dean. She needs empathy and direction. 416 00:18:42,798 --> 00:18:45,926 不，她需要再活18年 No, what she needs is to live another eighteen years. 417 00:18:46,009 --> 00:18:48,470 我想所有人当中你最明白这一点 I think that you of all people would get that. 418 00:18:50,305 --> 00:18:52,349 哦，很好 Oh. Cool. 419 00:18:52,850 --> 00:18:54,935 你要对我打出妈妈过世牌吗？ You're gonna play my dead mom card on me? 420 00:18:55,978 --> 00:18:57,229 我当然明白 Of course I get it. 421 00:18:57,521 --> 00:19:00,607 但无论他们做出什么选择，我们都必须尊重他们的决定 But whatever choice they make, we have to respect their decision. 422 00:19:00,691 --> 00:19:02,359 但那是一个糟糕的决定 And it's a bad decision. 423 00:19:02,443 --> 00:19:04,153 人们总是会为任何借口辩解 I mean, people will justify any excuse 424 00:19:04,236 --> 00:19:06,613 只为了避免那些…困难和可怕的事 to avoid what's...what's hard and scary. 425 00:19:06,697 --> 00:19:09,241 但必须有人介入，拯救他们 But somebody's gotta step in and save them from themselves. 426 00:19:09,324 --> 00:19:10,826 哦，好哦，感谢上帝，派你来拯救我们大家 Oh, well, thank God you're here to save us all. 427 00:19:10,909 --> 00:19:14,245 抱歉打扰了，但是…罗蕊儿决定接受手术了 Sorry to interrupt, but, uh, Laural decided to do the surgery. 428 00:19:29,386 --> 00:19:30,304 你确定不需要我飞过去吗？如果你需要聊聊我都在 429 00:19:30,387 --> 00:19:31,180 只是想确认你的情况，我很担心 430 00:19:31,263 --> 00:19:31,930 有空就打电话给我 431 00:19:32,014 --> 00:19:32,722 儿子，你还好吗？ 432 00:19:37,561 --> 00:19:38,436 可恶 Damn it. 433 00:19:44,218 --> 00:19:46,971 很遗憾，我有一些坏消息 Unfortunately, I have some bad news. 434 00:19:47,054 --> 00:19:49,390 米洛捐赠者的母亲 The mother of Milo's donor 435 00:19:49,473 --> 00:19:53,519 在移植手术前，选择不与他有任何联系 opted out of any contact with him before the transplant. 436 00:19:53,603 --> 00:19:56,898 所以，我们对捐赠者一无所知？没有名字？没有地址？ So, we know nothing about the donor? No name? No address? 437 00:19:56,981 --> 00:19:58,441 他们的纪录被封存了 Their records are sealed. 438 00:19:58,524 --> 00:20:01,819 我从美国器官捐赠网，那里得到的唯一资讯 The only information I got from Organ Donors of America 439 00:20:01,903 --> 00:20:04,822 是这颗心脏来自一名14岁女孩 is that the heart came from a fourteen-year-old girl. 440 00:20:04,906 --> 00:20:07,699 女孩啊，还真被米洛猜中了 A girl. Lucky guess for Milo. 441 00:20:07,783 --> 00:20:09,827 好吧，值得一试 All right, so, worth a shot. 442 00:20:09,911 --> 00:20:12,914 接下来，我们要转向传统疗法 Um, we're gonna pivot to traditional therapy, 443 00:20:12,997 --> 00:20:16,417 跟父母聊聊在他们孩子面前 and, uh, have a chat with mom and dad about toning it down 444 00:20:16,500 --> 00:20:17,168 如何降低音量 in front of their kid. 445 00:20:17,251 --> 00:20:18,961 天啊，饶了我吧 I mean, give me a break. 446 00:20:19,045 --> 00:20:20,087 是啊，我一点也不相信 Yeah, I have zero faith 447 00:20:20,171 --> 00:20:22,590 这两个人有办法察觉到自己的愤怒 that those two will ever see clearly through their own anger, 448 00:20:22,673 --> 00:20:24,926 更别说对他们的儿子做对的事了 let alone do right by their own son. 449 00:20:25,009 --> 00:20:27,386 是啊，但我们还有什么选择呢？ Yeah, but, what other choice do we have? 450 00:20:30,973 --> 00:20:31,933 谢谢你，雷纳德 Thank you, Leonard. 451 00:20:32,016 --> 00:20:32,724 你人真好 You're a peach. 452 00:20:32,808 --> 00:20:34,769 我们绝口别提这件事 And we will never speak of this again. 453 00:20:35,770 --> 00:20:38,105 有创伤病人正要送过来，人与得来速的对决 We got a trauma en route. Man versus drive-thru. 454 00:20:38,189 --> 00:20:40,940 听起来真吸引人，我的外卖速递到了吗？ Uh, that sounds compelling. My DoorDash arrive? 455 00:20:41,817 --> 00:20:44,695 这个嘛…问朵莉丝吧 Uh, ask Doris. 456 00:20:46,781 --> 00:20:48,324 哦，好极了 Oh. Awesome. 457 00:20:48,407 --> 00:20:49,032 怎么了？ What? 458 00:20:49,617 --> 00:20:51,452 食物就被丢在这里，都冷掉了 It was just sitting here getting cold. 459 00:20:51,535 --> 00:20:54,580 这是雷纳德，修好电子病历系统的交换条件 That was Leonard's reward for getting the E.M.R. up and running. 460 00:20:54,664 --> 00:20:55,706 我答应他的 I promised him. 461 00:20:55,790 --> 00:20:57,333 这是波蒂洛的热狗堡 It's a Portillo's hot dog, 462 00:20:57,416 --> 00:20:59,669 我…我无法理智以对 I...I can't be held responsible for my actions. 463 00:20:59,752 --> 00:21:00,836 这倒是满合理的 That's a fair point. 464 00:21:00,920 --> 00:21:02,588 你…在热狗堡加了番茄酱吗？ Did you...you put ketchup on that dog? 465 00:21:03,881 --> 00:21:04,674 或许吧 Maybe. 466 00:21:05,508 --> 00:21:07,259 还敢自称是芝加哥人 Call yourself a Chicagoan. 467 00:21:07,718 --> 00:21:10,304 这也是合理的论点，朵莉丝，我不能接受番茄酱 Another fair point. I can't get behind no ketchup, Doris. 468 00:21:12,056 --> 00:21:12,890 急诊室 469 00:21:12,974 --> 00:21:14,934 哦，天啊，这个面罩是怎么回事？ Oh, boy. What's with the mask? 470 00:21:15,017 --> 00:21:17,395 防吐罩？他不停地向警察吐痰 The spit hood? He kept spitting at the cops. 471 00:21:17,561 --> 00:21:18,604 所以他们就给他戴上了嘴套 So they muzzled him. 472 00:21:18,688 --> 00:21:19,939 魔鬼得到了甜点 The Devil gets dessert, 473 00:21:20,022 --> 00:21:22,233 但是蜜蜂螫了我的舌头 but the bees are stinging my tongue! 474 00:21:22,316 --> 00:21:23,776 我想要我的麦旋风 I want my McFlurry! 475 00:21:23,859 --> 00:21:26,112 麦旋风，疑似服用天使尘 McFlurry. Suspected P.C.P. user. 476 00:21:26,195 --> 00:21:28,948 走到得来速的窗口，大喊要一杯麦旋风 Approached a drive-thru window screaming for a McFlurry. 477 00:21:29,156 --> 00:21:30,908 员工拒绝为他服务时 When the employees refused to serve him, 478 00:21:30,992 --> 00:21:32,952 他把玻璃打穿一个洞并试图爬进去 he punched a hole through the glass and tried to climb in. 479 00:21:33,035 --> 00:21:34,787 他的右手指关节被割伤 Lacerated knuckles of his right hand. 480 00:21:34,870 --> 00:21:37,164 收缩压150，舒张压91，心率130 B.P.'s one-fifty over ninety-one, heart rate's one-thirty. 481 00:21:37,248 --> 00:21:38,958 也许他们可以给这个人，一客免费的麦旋风 Maybe they just could've given the man a free McFlurry 482 00:21:39,041 --> 00:21:40,126 就能避免这一切 and avoided all this. 483 00:21:40,209 --> 00:21:41,335 他当时人在塔可钟 He was at Taco Bell. 484 00:21:41,752 --> 00:21:42,461 好吧 Oh. 485 00:21:42,545 --> 00:21:44,213 我要点燃你的眼球 I'm gonna light your eyeballs on fire. 486 00:21:44,296 --> 00:21:48,009 天啊，他的行为，比被喷药的蟑螂还疯 Goodness gracious, he's acting crazier than a sprayed roach. 487 00:21:48,092 --> 00:21:49,885 这就是天使尘，给他打一针，五毫克氟哌啶醇加二毫克安定文 That's the P.C.P. Give him a five and two. 488 00:21:49,969 --> 00:21:51,137 肌肉注射还是静脉注射？ I.V. or I.M.? 489 00:21:51,220 --> 00:21:53,180 你觉得你有办法对这个人，进行静脉注射吗？肌肉注射 You think you can give this guy an I.V.? I.M. 490 00:21:53,264 --> 00:21:54,306 我不觉得痛 I feel no pain! 491 00:21:55,016 --> 00:21:56,767 你会的…朋友，你会的 You will, you will my friend. You will. 492 00:21:56,851 --> 00:21:58,978 玻璃没有割破任何要害 Glass hasn't lacerated anything vital. 493 00:21:59,061 --> 00:22:02,148 我会找一名医学生清除玻璃，并缝合较深的伤口 I'll have a med student remove these and suture the deeper wounds. 494 00:22:02,231 --> 00:22:03,899 安排毒物检验和生化检验 Get me a tox panel and chemistry. 495 00:22:03,983 --> 00:22:06,944 好的，五毫克氟哌啶醇 Okay, five milligrams of Haldol... 496 00:22:07,028 --> 00:22:09,864 和二毫克安定文 ...and two of Ativan. 497 00:22:10,281 --> 00:22:12,199 该睡觉罗 It's nappy time. 498 00:22:12,491 --> 00:22:13,284 就是这样 There we go. 499 00:22:13,367 --> 00:22:14,410 我想要一份薯条和… I would like fries with... 500 00:22:15,745 --> 00:22:18,539 先松开约束，准备帮他移床 Let's loosen the restraints, get him ready for transfer. 501 00:22:18,622 --> 00:22:20,999 听我数，一、二、三 On my count one, two, three. 502 00:22:22,293 --> 00:22:25,129 对他进行四肢约束，尽快进行X光检查 Get him in four-part restraints and then get x-ray in here A.S.A.P. 503 00:22:25,212 --> 00:22:26,172 交给我吧 I'll make it happen. 504 00:22:26,255 --> 00:22:27,506 艾卓亚医生？ Doctor Archer? 505 00:22:27,590 --> 00:22:30,092 莱诺克斯医生需要你，在五号治疗室，紧急状况 Doctor Lenox needs you in Treatment Five. It can't wait. 506 00:22:37,308 --> 00:22:39,476 因为我不是当班医生，我无法宣布死亡时间 I can't call time of death because I'm not on shift. 507 00:22:55,659 --> 00:22:58,036 死亡时间，15点29分 Time of death, fifteen-twenty-nine. 508 00:23:07,463 --> 00:23:08,379 谢谢 Thank you. 509 00:23:18,766 --> 00:23:21,017 《道林格雷的画像》 510 00:23:30,903 --> 00:23:31,695 需要帮忙吗？ Can I help you? 511 00:23:31,779 --> 00:23:34,657 是，你好，我是迪恩艾卓亚医生 Yes. Hi. Uh, I'm Doctor Dean Archer. 512 00:23:34,740 --> 00:23:37,368 我在加夫尼芝加哥医疗中心工作 And I work at Gaffney Chicago Medical Center. 513 00:23:37,451 --> 00:23:38,494 请问你是希瑟威廉斯吗？ Are you Heather Williams? 514 00:23:38,577 --> 00:23:39,328 我是 I am. 515 00:23:39,537 --> 00:23:43,624 我是为了我的一位12岁病人而来，他叫米洛普拉德拉 I'm here because of a twelve-year-old patient of mine named Milo Pradera. 516 00:23:44,542 --> 00:23:46,210 他移植了你女儿的心脏 He received your daughter's heart. 517 00:23:49,004 --> 00:23:50,339 你是怎么找到我的？ How did you find me? 518 00:23:50,422 --> 00:23:53,008 由于父母离异，米洛出现一些… Milo's experiencing some psychiatric challenges 519 00:23:53,092 --> 00:23:54,009 精神方面的问题 due to his parents' breakup, 520 00:23:54,093 --> 00:23:55,886 他的焦虑使他 and his anxiety is causing him 521 00:23:55,970 --> 00:23:58,097 出现一些潜在的严重心脏问题 to have some potentially serious heart issues. 522 00:23:59,890 --> 00:24:02,351 我很遗憾，但这与我无关 I'm sorry to hear that. But that has nothing to do with me. 523 00:24:02,434 --> 00:24:06,438 好吧，米洛相信，你女儿正在跟他说话 Okay, Milo believes that your daughter is speaking to him 524 00:24:06,522 --> 00:24:07,564 透过她的心脏 through her heart. 525 00:24:09,650 --> 00:24:10,776 你在说什么？ What are you talking about? 526 00:24:10,860 --> 00:24:13,988 他认为你女儿，不想让他拥有这颗心脏了 He thinks your daughter doesn't want him to have the heart anymore. 527 00:24:17,533 --> 00:24:19,577 我不确定你要我做什么 I'm not sure what you want from me. 528 00:24:19,743 --> 00:24:21,620 你可以说服他，让他知道他错了 You could convince him that he's wrong. 529 00:24:22,246 --> 00:24:26,083 对不起，我…我实在无法回去那里 I'm sorry, I...I just can't go back there. 530 00:24:26,167 --> 00:24:29,962 我明白，我没有权利要求你这样做 I understand. And I have no right to ask this of you, 531 00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:34,299 但米洛是个可爱的孩子，他现在非常害怕 but Milo's a sweet kid, and he's very scared right now. 532 00:24:34,717 --> 00:24:36,468 我不想让你后悔 And I wouldn't want you to regret 533 00:24:36,552 --> 00:24:39,637 袖手旁观，让女儿的馈赠白白浪费 standing by and letting your daughter's gift go to waste. 534 00:24:48,381 --> 00:24:52,802 你好，米洛，我…我是希瑟 Hi, Milo. I'm...I'm Heather. 535 00:24:53,886 --> 00:24:58,306 我女儿麦肯齐把她的心脏捐给你 My daughter MacKenzie donated her heart to you. 536 00:25:01,227 --> 00:25:02,812 我很遗憾她去世了 I'm sorry she died. 537 00:25:05,648 --> 00:25:09,110 艾卓亚医生告诉我，麦肯齐一直在跟你说话 Doctor Archer told me MacKenzie's been talking to you. 538 00:25:10,737 --> 00:25:11,404 对 Yeah. 539 00:25:11,863 --> 00:25:13,071 她说了什么？ What'd she say? 540 00:25:21,247 --> 00:25:23,457 她不想再让我拥有她的心脏 She doesn't want me to have her heart anymore. 541 00:25:25,209 --> 00:25:27,378 但她是对的 But she's right. 542 00:25:29,130 --> 00:25:30,380 我不值得 I don't deserve it. 543 00:25:33,301 --> 00:25:35,762 这听起来不像麦肯锡 Well, that doesn't sound like MacKenzie. 544 00:25:36,262 --> 00:25:38,598 她知道我害父母吵架 She knows I make my parents argue. 545 00:25:39,432 --> 00:25:40,558 他们要离婚了 They're getting a divorce 546 00:25:40,642 --> 00:25:42,852 如果不是我生病需要动手术 and if I hadn't gotten sick and needed surgery, 547 00:25:44,270 --> 00:25:46,731 我想他们还会在一起 I think they'd still be together. 548 00:25:47,106 --> 00:25:47,856 这样啊… Hm. 549 00:25:49,317 --> 00:25:51,277 好吧，我有个坏消息告诉你 Well, I've got bad news for you. 550 00:25:52,362 --> 00:25:56,990 只要是人就会吵架，我和麦肯齐就经常吵架 People argue. MacKenzie and I used to argue all the time. 551 00:25:57,867 --> 00:25:59,911 你们都吵什么？ What did you guys argue about? 552 00:26:01,663 --> 00:26:03,665 应该说我们没吵什么？ What didn't we argue about? 553 00:26:03,748 --> 00:26:06,501 我想想，打扫她的房间 Um, cleaning her room. 554 00:26:07,335 --> 00:26:09,671 她直到13岁才有自己的手机 Not getting a phone until she was thirteen. 555 00:26:11,506 --> 00:26:13,424 还有我和她爸爸离婚的事 About the fact her dad and I got divorced 556 00:26:13,508 --> 00:26:14,717 在她11岁的时候 when she was eleven. 557 00:26:16,302 --> 00:26:18,388 她因此对我们非常生气 She was very angry at us about that. 558 00:26:19,597 --> 00:26:20,889 我不怪她 I don't blame her. 559 00:26:22,934 --> 00:26:25,269 但麦肯齐是很优秀的女儿 But MacKenzie was an amazing daughter. 560 00:26:29,357 --> 00:26:30,857 她是怎么过世的？ How did she die? 561 00:26:37,532 --> 00:26:39,450 她和表亲一起去滑水 She was water skiing with her cousins 562 00:26:39,534 --> 00:26:41,661 她被绳子缠住 and she got tangled in the rope 563 00:26:41,744 --> 00:26:44,831 把她拖下水，她吸不到气 and it pulled her underwater and she couldn't get any air. 564 00:26:47,500 --> 00:26:49,085 我的宝贝溺毙了 My baby drowned. 565 00:26:52,588 --> 00:26:54,464 也许这就是她不开心的原因 Maybe that's what upset her. 566 00:26:58,302 --> 00:26:59,178 什么意思？ What do you mean? 567 00:27:00,471 --> 00:27:03,141 这是我第一次在游泳池里游泳 I was in the pool swimming for the first time. 568 00:27:03,850 --> 00:27:07,311 就在那时，我的心脏，开始不受控制地跳动 That's when my heart started pounding out of control. 569 00:27:08,312 --> 00:27:09,647 我无法呼吸 I couldn't breathe. 570 00:27:11,607 --> 00:27:13,441 也许她怕水 Maybe she was scared of the water. 571 00:27:30,334 --> 00:27:31,085 米洛 Milo, 572 00:27:32,670 --> 00:27:36,299 我很高兴我的麦肯齐，有一小部分还活在你身上 I'm so glad a little piece of my MacKenzie lives on in you. 573 00:27:37,467 --> 00:27:40,052 但我向你保证，她没有生气 But I promise you, she's not angry. 574 00:27:41,012 --> 00:27:42,889 我知道她想分享她的心脏 I know she wants to share her heart. 575 00:27:42,972 --> 00:27:47,769 我就是…能感觉到 I just, I can feel it. 576 00:27:49,353 --> 00:27:50,020 你可以吗？ Can you? 577 00:27:56,235 --> 00:27:57,195 我现在可以 I can now. 578 00:27:58,780 --> 00:27:59,572 这个嘛… Hm. 579 00:28:00,406 --> 00:28:02,073 你想和她说话吗？ Do you want to talk with her? 580 00:28:10,833 --> 00:28:12,460 你在这里啊，我的麦肯齐 There you are, my MacKenzie. 581 00:28:15,463 --> 00:28:16,589 我真的很爱你 I love you so much. 582 00:28:16,672 --> 00:28:19,049 我对你的思念远远超乎你的想象 And I miss you more than you can imagine. 583 00:28:21,969 --> 00:28:25,805 但我很高兴你现在陪着米洛 But I am so glad that you're with Milo now. 584 00:28:28,643 --> 00:28:30,728 我知道你会好好照顾他 And I know you're gonna take good care of him 585 00:28:30,812 --> 00:28:32,395 很长一段时间 for a very, very long time. 586 00:28:37,151 --> 00:28:40,863 所以，我猜米洛，在游泳池里心脏病发作 So, I guess it's just a coincidence that Milo's cardiac episode occurred 587 00:28:40,947 --> 00:28:42,782 而他的捐赠者是溺毙身亡，只是巧合？ in a pool and his donor drowned? 588 00:28:42,865 --> 00:28:47,370 也许吧，谁真的知道呢？ Uh, probably. Who really knows? 589 00:28:47,537 --> 00:28:49,080 因为我觉得我刚刚目睹了 'Cause I feel like I just witnessed 590 00:28:49,163 --> 00:28:52,208 一些无法完全解释的事 something that can't totally be explained. 591 00:28:52,291 --> 00:28:53,584 欢迎来到我的世界 Welcome to my world. 592 00:28:54,502 --> 00:28:56,170 我不认为这是巧合 I don't think it was a coincidence. 593 00:28:57,255 --> 00:29:00,258 你真是…思想很开放，你知道吗？ Very, um, open minded of you, Dean-o. 594 00:29:00,341 --> 00:29:01,926 他背负着庞大的愧疚感 He was carrying a lot of guilt, 595 00:29:02,009 --> 00:29:05,263 不过，愧疚感可以是，一种强烈的情绪 though, and guilt can be a powerful emotion. 596 00:29:05,888 --> 00:29:08,765 而宽恕可以是非常有效的补救 And absolution can be a very powerful remedy. 597 00:29:09,559 --> 00:29:10,184 对吧？ Right? 598 00:29:13,104 --> 00:29:13,813 对 Right. 599 00:29:16,482 --> 00:29:18,234 没有笼子可以关住我！ No cage can hold me! 600 00:29:18,484 --> 00:29:20,695 我现在就要我的麦旋风！ I want my McFlurry now! 601 00:29:20,778 --> 00:29:23,698 我们这里有一位男性病人，他服用了天使尘 We have a situation with a male patient high on P.C.P. 602 00:29:23,781 --> 00:29:26,450 加奥利奥！有听到吗？ With Oreos! Do you understand? 603 00:29:26,534 --> 00:29:28,911 嘿…老兄…何不把那块玻璃放下 Hey, hey, hey, buddy, buddy, buddy. Why don't you put that glass down, 604 00:29:28,995 --> 00:29:30,746 我们可以聊聊，别生气 we can have a little chat. Come on. 605 00:29:30,830 --> 00:29:31,789 加奥利奥！ With Oreos! 606 00:29:31,873 --> 00:29:32,957 当然，双倍夹心 Absolutely. Double-stuffed, 607 00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:34,584 但是我…我现在需要你看着我！ but I...I need you to look at me right now! 608 00:29:34,667 --> 00:29:35,626 老兄，看我这里 Just look at me right here, man. 609 00:29:35,710 --> 00:29:36,669 看我这里… Right here, right up here. 610 00:29:36,752 --> 00:29:37,753 你不可能打败我 You cannot defeat me. 611 00:29:37,837 --> 00:29:40,338 绝对不会，老兄，你对我来说太聪明了 Absolutely not, you're way too smart for me, man. 612 00:29:43,926 --> 00:29:44,801 以为我来了！ Thought I was coming! 613 00:29:56,230 --> 00:29:57,523 谢谢你的协助 Thanks for the assist. 614 00:29:57,857 --> 00:30:00,483 协助？我救了你 The assist? I saved your a**. 615 00:30:07,183 --> 00:30:09,853 确保病人有好好地约束 It's your responsibility to make sure that the patient 616 00:30:09,936 --> 00:30:11,021 是你的责任 was properly restrained. 617 00:30:11,104 --> 00:30:12,188 我确实约束他了 I did restrain him. 618 00:30:12,272 --> 00:30:13,148 有好好约束吗？ Properly! 619 00:30:13,231 --> 00:30:16,401 但他却用一块玻璃碎片，划伤了莱诺克斯医生的手臂 Instead he sliced Doctor Lenox's arm with a shard of glass 620 00:30:16,484 --> 00:30:17,527 而你早该丢弃这块玻璃的！ that you should've discarded! 621 00:30:17,610 --> 00:30:19,279 那是她自己的错，不是我的错 That was her own fault, not mine. 622 00:30:19,487 --> 00:30:20,363 天啊 Wow. 623 00:30:20,780 --> 00:30:22,365 够了，回家吧 Okay. Go home. 624 00:30:22,449 --> 00:30:23,158 哦，天啊 Oh, boy. 625 00:30:23,241 --> 00:30:24,659 你不能开除我 You're not allowed to fire me! 626 00:30:24,743 --> 00:30:26,036 我也不打算这么做 I'm not trying to. 627 00:30:26,119 --> 00:30:28,121 遗憾的是，我需要你 Sadly, I need you. 628 00:30:28,204 --> 00:30:34,002 所以，明天再来，拿出更好的表现 So just, come back tomorrow and just, do better. 629 00:30:38,965 --> 00:30:41,760 我想你真的让她听进去了 Yeah, I think you really got through to her. 630 00:30:41,843 --> 00:30:43,345 这种情况不能再继续下去 This situation is unsustainable. 631 00:30:43,928 --> 00:30:46,639 我们需要更多的全职护士 We need more full-time nurses. 632 00:30:46,723 --> 00:30:48,600 那你应该赶快动身了 Well, you should take that on the road. 633 00:30:48,683 --> 00:30:49,976 我是认真的 I'm being serious. 634 00:30:50,060 --> 00:30:51,061 我也是 So am I. 635 00:30:51,144 --> 00:30:54,022 护士工会不是，刚开了一个主席职缺吗？ Didn't a leadership position just open up in the nurses' union? 636 00:30:54,105 --> 00:30:57,317 对，贺莉斯波茨即将退休，我们的合约即将到期 Yeah. Holly Spotts is retiring and our contracts are about to expire. 637 00:30:57,400 --> 00:30:58,610 那你还在等什么？ So, then, what are you waiting for? 638 00:30:59,069 --> 00:31:00,569 不是吗？赶快宣布参选吧 All right? Toss your name in the ring. 639 00:32:08,721 --> 00:32:10,140 关于你的病人，我深感遗憾 I'm sorry about your patient. 640 00:32:11,766 --> 00:32:13,393 艾丝翠德没有家人 Astrid didn't have a family. 641 00:32:13,476 --> 00:32:15,019 所以，我不想让她孤单一人 So, I didn't want her to be alone. 642 00:32:16,020 --> 00:32:19,773 我从没想过会是个随机的病人 I never thought it would be a random patient 643 00:32:20,608 --> 00:32:24,362 融化你冰冷的铁石心肠 that would, uh, melt your cold, dead heart. 644 00:32:26,156 --> 00:32:28,574 我钦佩艾丝翠德的坚强 I admired Astrid's strength. 645 00:32:29,534 --> 00:32:32,245 一周前她还不知道自己死期将至 You know, a week ago she had no clue that she was about to die. 646 00:32:32,745 --> 00:32:35,206 但这并没有击垮她 And it didn't break her. 647 00:32:35,874 --> 00:32:39,627 她对自己的人生，感到非常自豪，不后悔 She was really proud of the life that she'd lived. No regrets. 648 00:32:40,879 --> 00:32:43,923 她“对你来说代表了 She represents to you all the sins 649 00:32:44,007 --> 00:32:46,384 你从没有勇气犯下的所有罪行” you have never had the courage to commit. 650 00:32:47,510 --> 00:32:50,013 抱歉，你读过《道林格雷》吗？ Excuse me, you've read Dorian Gray? 651 00:32:50,096 --> 00:32:51,723 我会阅读，莱诺克斯医生 I read books, Doctor Lenox. 652 00:32:52,765 --> 00:32:55,643 海军舰艇上没什么事可做 Not a lot else to do on a naval ship. 653 00:32:58,438 --> 00:33:00,773 我希望到时候，我能像艾丝翠德一样坚强 I hope I have Astrid's strength when the time comes. 654 00:33:01,608 --> 00:33:04,359 你还很年轻，别担心 You're a baby. Don't worry about it. 655 00:33:11,284 --> 00:33:14,454 我母亲45岁时因朊病毒病去世 My mother died of prion disease when she was forty-five years old. 656 00:33:17,499 --> 00:33:18,290 我很遗憾 Sorry. 657 00:33:20,210 --> 00:33:24,172 从她被确诊到去世，一共只过了11个月 From the day she was diagnosed to the day she died was eleven months. 658 00:33:24,255 --> 00:33:25,589 速度非常快 It was very fast. 659 00:33:27,967 --> 00:33:32,222 三小时后，我的父亲自杀了 My father took his own life three hours later. 660 00:33:33,139 --> 00:33:34,723 不知道没有她该怎么活下去 Didn't know how to live without her. 661 00:33:36,392 --> 00:33:42,941 这像一场无声的核爆摧毁了我们家 It was like this silent nuclear explosion that decimated our family. 662 00:33:43,024 --> 00:33:45,818 我当时19岁，所以我收养了我的弟弟基普 I was nineteen, so I adopted my brother Kip. 663 00:33:46,819 --> 00:33:48,321 哪种朊病毒病？ Which prion disease? 664 00:33:49,697 --> 00:33:51,615 格斯特曼斯特劳斯勒申克 Gerstmann-Straussler-Scheinker. 665 00:33:52,825 --> 00:33:53,868 GSS G.S.S. 666 00:33:55,328 --> 00:33:56,329 你有这种病吗？ Do you have it? 667 00:33:57,914 --> 00:33:58,665 我不知道 I don't know. 668 00:34:00,041 --> 00:34:03,461 我和弟弟发誓，我们永远不会接受检查 My brother and I took an oath that we would never get tested. 669 00:34:04,837 --> 00:34:10,635 所以，如果我的大脑有到期日，我…不想知道 So, if my brain has an expiration date, no, I...I don't want to know. 670 00:34:12,971 --> 00:34:15,056 即使胜算有五成？ Even with fifty-fifty odds? 671 00:34:15,431 --> 00:34:16,723 你觉得我很傻 You think I'm foolish. 672 00:34:18,184 --> 00:34:19,185 不 No. 673 00:34:20,144 --> 00:34:24,523 要接受这种不确定性，需要很大的勇气 It takes a lot of courage to live with that uncertainty. 674 00:34:27,026 --> 00:34:32,574 它只是促使我过着，尽可能多做好事的生活 It just drives me to live a life that does as much good as possible. 675 00:34:32,991 --> 00:34:33,949 以防万一 Just in case. 676 00:34:34,993 --> 00:34:36,576 你会没事的，士兵 You'll be okay, soldier. 677 00:34:46,713 --> 00:34:49,631 有这么多人，为什么偏偏跟我分享这件事？ Why'd you share this with me, of all people? 678 00:34:52,343 --> 00:34:53,928 因为我知道你不会同情我 I knew you wouldn't pity me. 679 00:34:54,971 --> 00:34:57,139 我们这些冰冷的铁石心肠必须团结 Us cold, dead hearts have to stick together. 680 00:35:09,694 --> 00:35:10,987 该履行承诺了，艾卓亚医生 Time to pay up, Doctor Archer. 681 00:35:11,070 --> 00:35:12,780 确实，雷纳德，玛姬？ Indeed it is, Leonard. Maggie? 682 00:35:13,197 --> 00:35:17,493 是的，刚送到，还热的 Yes. Just arrived and still warm. 683 00:35:17,577 --> 00:35:19,579 太棒了，你每天都会这样做，维持一个月吗？ Awesomesauce. And you'll do this every day for a month? 684 00:35:19,912 --> 00:35:20,538 一个月？ A month? 685 00:35:20,622 --> 00:35:21,331 他答应我的 He promised. 686 00:35:21,414 --> 00:35:24,208 只是打通关节，玛姬，雷纳德今天帮了大忙 Just greasing the wheels, Maggie. Leonard was hugely helpful today. 687 00:35:24,292 --> 00:35:26,085 他使我们的电子病历系统，恢复正常运作了 He got our E.M.R. back in working order. 688 00:35:26,169 --> 00:35:28,212 以及其他网络罪行 Among other internet crimes. 689 00:35:28,671 --> 00:35:29,880 再见，雷纳德 Goodbye, Leonard. 690 00:35:34,344 --> 00:35:35,386 嘿，艾卓亚医生 Hey, Doctor Archer. 691 00:35:35,637 --> 00:35:36,137 是 Yeah. 692 00:35:36,220 --> 00:35:37,805 我刚刚按照你的要求检查了米洛 I just examined Milo per your request 693 00:35:38,765 --> 00:35:40,892 他的高血压已经纾解了 and his hypertension has been resolved. 694 00:35:40,975 --> 00:35:43,603 好的，很好，谢谢 Okay. Great. Thank you. 695 00:35:45,730 --> 00:35:47,899 嗯，明天见 Um, see you tomorrow. 696 00:35:47,982 --> 00:35:48,732 当然 Sure. 697 00:35:52,820 --> 00:35:53,946 到底是怎么回事？ What was that all about? 698 00:35:54,030 --> 00:35:57,157 你们两个感情不是很好吗？ You guys are usually so tight. 699 00:35:58,868 --> 00:36:01,162 有些事我说得太直接了 I gave him a little too much truth. 700 00:36:03,206 --> 00:36:04,498 看起来他很受伤 Looks like it hurt. 701 00:36:12,382 --> 00:36:13,340 你在这里啊 There you are. 702 00:36:14,425 --> 00:36:15,259 是你啊 Hey. 703 00:36:16,219 --> 00:36:18,012 真是漫长的手术，结果怎么样？ That was a long surgery. How'd it go? 704 00:36:18,096 --> 00:36:19,597 很好，很顺利 Yeah. Good. Good. 705 00:36:20,014 --> 00:36:21,724 妈妈和未出生的宝宝都很好 Mom and unborn baby are doing great 706 00:36:21,808 --> 00:36:23,685 我十分确信 and I have no reason to think 707 00:36:23,768 --> 00:36:26,437 罗蕊儿可以让她的女儿足月出生 that Laural won't be able to carry her baby girl to full term. 708 00:36:26,521 --> 00:36:28,815 太好了，爸爸还好吗？ Excellent. How's dad holding up? 709 00:36:30,692 --> 00:36:32,193 他又开始自责了 He's beating himself up again. 710 00:36:34,028 --> 00:36:39,534 那是他的课题，不像我，拿其他人出气 That's his thing, as opposed to mine, who beats up on others. 711 00:36:40,910 --> 00:36:42,203 这是道歉吗？ Is that an apology? 712 00:36:43,329 --> 00:36:48,876 是啊，我当时…我态度很差 Yeah, I was, uh...I was awful. 713 00:36:49,460 --> 00:36:50,211 你是啊 You were. 714 00:36:50,294 --> 00:36:51,295 是啊 Yeah. 715 00:36:51,379 --> 00:36:52,588 我接受 And I accept. 716 00:36:55,007 --> 00:36:56,175 所以到底怎么回事？ What's going on? 717 00:37:00,471 --> 00:37:02,265 辛今天早上发现他妈妈过世了 Sean found his mother dead this morning. 718 00:37:03,266 --> 00:37:04,015 什么？ What? 719 00:37:06,227 --> 00:37:07,645 我的天啊，迪恩，我… Oh, my God. Dean. I'm... 720 00:37:07,770 --> 00:37:09,355 -是啊 -我很遗憾 -Yeah. -I'm so sorry. 721 00:37:09,439 --> 00:37:10,606 是啊，很糟的消息 Yeah, bad. 722 00:37:11,149 --> 00:37:12,859 硬脑膜下血肿 Subdural hematoma. 723 00:37:13,401 --> 00:37:15,611 莉安摔倒，撞到头，她喝醉了 Leanne fell, hit her head. She was drunk. 724 00:37:17,488 --> 00:37:18,656 辛还好吗？ How's Sean? 725 00:37:20,450 --> 00:37:21,492 就那样吧，吓坏了 You know, shaken up. 726 00:37:22,201 --> 00:37:22,952 那你好吗？ How are you? 727 00:37:26,330 --> 00:37:28,623 我一和辛通完电话 You know, right after I got off the phone with Sean, 728 00:37:29,959 --> 00:37:36,299 就找出一张，我和莉安订婚前的旧照片 I went an fished out a old picture of Leanne and me before we were engaged, 729 00:37:36,382 --> 00:37:39,886 能看出我们有多爱彼此 and you could just tell how crazy about each other we were. 730 00:37:39,969 --> 00:37:41,053 你知道吗？ You know? 731 00:37:41,721 --> 00:37:46,058 我们结婚了，我们办了…舞会 We got married. We had a...we had a ball. 732 00:37:49,896 --> 00:37:52,273 辛出生后她就开始酗酒 She started drinking just after Sean was born. 733 00:37:53,316 --> 00:37:55,526 我会一次派驻外地好几个月 And I would ship out for months at a time 734 00:37:55,610 --> 00:37:58,154 留她独自抚养孩子 and leave her to parent alone 735 00:37:58,237 --> 00:38:03,618 她开始感到不满，我也开始感到愤恨 and she became resentful and I got resentful. 736 00:38:04,410 --> 00:38:05,620 我受伤了 I got wounded. 737 00:38:06,871 --> 00:38:07,747 一片混乱 It was a mess. 738 00:38:09,624 --> 00:38:12,710 不知怎么的，我说服我自己 And somehow, I convinced myself 739 00:38:12,794 --> 00:38:16,421 对每个人来说最好的决定就是离开 that the best thing for everybody would be to leave. 740 00:38:19,467 --> 00:38:20,760 我是说，谁会做这种事？ I mean, who does that? 741 00:38:22,762 --> 00:38:26,808 如果我当时没有离开，辛也许就不会染上毒瘾 If I'd stuck around, maybe Sean wouldn't have been a drug addict. 742 00:38:26,891 --> 00:38:28,935 -也许莉安今天还活着 -不，停止 -Maybe Leanne would be alive today. -No, stop. 743 00:38:29,018 --> 00:38:30,186 -什么？停止什么？-停止 -What? Stop what? -Stop. 744 00:38:30,269 --> 00:38:31,270 停止折磨自己了 Stop torturing yourself. 745 00:38:31,354 --> 00:38:32,355 哦，少来了 Oh, come on. 746 00:38:32,438 --> 00:38:35,107 我无力改变过去 I mean, my inability to change the past 747 00:38:35,191 --> 00:38:36,818 让我别无选择 leaves me with no other option. 748 00:38:38,069 --> 00:38:42,114 好吧，我想是你选择了那个选项 Okay, well, I think you're choosing that option. 749 00:38:42,448 --> 00:38:45,284 如果你继续选择折磨自己 And if you're gonna keep choosing to torture yourself, 750 00:38:45,535 --> 00:38:46,993 那我就不想管你了 then you're gonna do it alone. 751 00:38:55,127 --> 00:38:57,463 反正我很擅长独处 Hey, alone is something I'm pretty good at. 752 00:38:58,548 --> 00:39:01,133 那你觉得独处有用吗，迪恩？ And how is that working out for you, Dean? 753 00:39:01,884 --> 00:39:04,220 你不能一直活在，“早知道就…”的悔恨里 You can't woulda', coulda', shoulda' your life. 754 00:39:04,303 --> 00:39:06,388 相信我，我试过了，那是一条死路 Trust me I've tried, it's a dead end. 755 00:39:09,433 --> 00:39:11,811 你还有时间过你的人生 You still have time to live your life. 756 00:39:11,894 --> 00:39:16,148 但你必须把过去的经验当做教训 But you have to take the past, treat it as a lesson. 757 00:39:17,191 --> 00:39:19,819 这是让你到达目的地的必要步骤 A necessary step to get you where you want to be. 758 00:39:22,321 --> 00:39:23,405 我的目的地在哪里？ Where do I want to be? 759 00:39:26,534 --> 00:39:27,659 这取决于你 That's up to you. 760 00:39:41,048 --> 00:39:42,716 我预计明天下午会到欧海尔 I fly in to O'Hare tomorrow afternoon. 761 00:39:42,842 --> 00:39:43,718 我会去那里接你 I'll be there. 762 00:39:45,553 --> 00:39:47,471 嘿，很抱歉我今天让你找不到人 Hey, I'm sorry I was M.I.A. today. 763 00:39:48,639 --> 00:39:50,348 嘿，没关系 Hey. It's okay. 764 00:39:51,684 --> 00:39:52,602 好吧 Yeah. 765 00:39:54,812 --> 00:40:00,318 我本来想给你发短信，但我的大脑快崩溃了，所以我… Well, I meant to text you, but my brain was screaming and I just... 766 00:40:00,401 --> 00:40:01,944 我懂，不想说话 Yeah, didn't feel like talking. 767 00:40:03,654 --> 00:40:04,697 真不知道是从哪里遗传的 Wonder where I get that. 768 00:40:04,780 --> 00:40:06,406 我想是个谜吧 Yeah, it's just a mystery, I guess. 769 00:40:11,746 --> 00:40:17,126 听着，你妈妈并不完美 Look, your mother wasn't perfect. 770 00:40:17,209 --> 00:40:22,006 但她始终真心爱着你 But she always really loved you. 771 00:40:23,007 --> 00:40:26,010 事实上，这是我们，一直以来的共通点 In fact, that was the one thing we always had in common. 772 00:40:26,802 --> 00:40:27,887 我们都爱你 Loving you. 773 00:40:32,725 --> 00:40:34,185 我也爱你，爸 I love you, too, Dad. 774 00:40:35,353 --> 00:40:38,021 我知道你爱我，毕竟你给了我一个肾，所以… Well, I know you do. You gave me a kidney, so... 775 00:41:02,296 --> 00:41:02,964 是我 Hey. 776 00:41:05,925 --> 00:41:12,014 我…带了晚餐和甜点 I, uh, brought dinner and dessert. 777 00:41:12,890 --> 00:41:15,184 我…我不吃莓果口味 Oh, I...I don't do berries. 778 00:41:15,267 --> 00:41:16,686 你不吃莓果口味吗？ You don't do berries? 779 00:41:16,769 --> 00:41:21,147 是啊，我…总觉得这口味太奢华了 Yeah, I've...I've always found them indulgent. 780 00:41:24,360 --> 00:41:26,195 好哦，但也许是时候来点改变？ Well, maybe it's time for a change? 781 00:41:30,533 --> 00:41:31,659 也许吧 Maybe it is. 782 00:41:38,749 --> 00:41:39,416 进来吧 Come in.