1 00:00:02,586 --> 00:00:03,838 應對機制 Coping mechanisms. 2 00:00:03,838 --> 00:00:05,673 我們都有 We all have them. 3 00:00:05,673 --> 00:00:07,341 只要問任何紐約客就知道了 Just ask any New Yorker. 4 00:00:07,341 --> 00:00:10,428 我們需要它們來撐過每一天 We need them to get through the day... 5 00:00:13,222 --> 00:00:15,141 讓我們保持清醒的頭腦 ...to keep our heads up... 6 00:00:15,141 --> 00:00:17,518 來處理我們的創傷 to deal with our traumas... 7 00:00:17,518 --> 00:00:19,770 無論是身理上 both physical... 8 00:00:19,770 --> 00:00:21,605 和情感上 and emotional. 9 00:00:24,358 --> 00:00:27,570 有時候，我們的創傷會讓我們尋求孤獨 Sometimes our trauma causes us to seek solitude. 10 00:00:30,448 --> 00:00:33,617 而其他時候，它會讓我們檢視自己 While, other times, it causes us to examine ourselves... 11 00:00:36,495 --> 00:00:39,248 開啟我們與他人的連結 ...opening us up to connecting with others, 12 00:00:39,248 --> 00:00:42,960 即使 -- 特別是 -- 我們也害怕它 even if-- especially if--we also fear it. 13 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:44,670 老實說，這太混亂了 It's honestly so chaotic. 14 00:00:44,670 --> 00:00:47,590 他們重新啟動第三部續集，但卻稱之為前傳？ They're rebooting the third sequel but calling it a prequel? 15 00:00:47,590 --> 00:00:49,008 嗯嗯 Mm-hmm. 16 00:00:49,008 --> 00:00:50,801 太瘋狂了，哇 That is so wild. Wow. 17 00:00:50,801 --> 00:00:53,053 所以...那是我的早晨 So... that was my morning. 18 00:00:53,053 --> 00:00:54,472 30 分鐘的末日狂刷* 30 minutes of doom-scrolling 18 00:00:53,053 --> 00:00:54,472 {\an8}*doom-scrolling: 花大量時間在網上閱讀負面新聞故事訊息 19 00:00:54,472 --> 00:00:57,683 配上一杯濃縮咖啡...和一個苯二氮* with a side of espresso...and a Benzo. 19 00:00:54,472 --> 00:00:57,683 {\an8}*Benzo: 一種精神藥物，鎮靜催眠、抗癲癇、抗焦慮 20 00:00:57,683 --> 00:01:00,519 等待，女孩，你有在聽嗎？ Wait. Girl. Are you not here? 21 00:01:00,519 --> 00:01:02,938 唔？ Hmm? 22 00:01:02,938 --> 00:01:07,234 有時候，纏繞著我們的鬼魂也會被其他人看到 Sometimes the ghosts that haunt us can be seen by others. 23 00:01:08,569 --> 00:01:12,323 其他時候，我們的鬼魂只有我們自己看得到 And other times, our ghosts are visible only to ourselves. 24 00:01:20,331 --> 00:01:22,082 Hill 先生？ Mr. Hill? 25 00:01:23,876 --> 00:01:25,503 你準備好了嗎？ You ready? 26 00:01:30,299 --> 00:01:34,178 我是 Pierce 醫生，歡迎來到布朗克斯綜合醫院 I'm Dr. Pierce. Welcome to Bronx General. 27 00:01:35,805 --> 00:01:38,682 垂直方向的眼球運動仍然完好無損 Vertical eye movements are still intact, consistent 28 00:01:38,682 --> 00:01:41,060 這與中腦延髓未受損傷相符 with an injury that spared the mid-brain tectum. 29 00:01:41,060 --> 00:01:42,645 早安，先生 Good morning, sir. 30 00:01:42,645 --> 00:01:45,189 睡過頭了嗎？ Slept through your alarm? 31 00:01:45,189 --> 00:01:47,024 我忙著做研究 I got caught up doing research. 32 00:01:47,024 --> 00:01:49,109 我忘記了時間，我很抱歉 I lost track of time. I'm so sorry. 33 00:01:49,109 --> 00:01:52,029 根據我們的檢查和他上次的腦電圖 Based on our exam and his last EEG, 34 00:01:52,029 --> 00:01:53,781 看來我們的無名氏似乎患有 it appears that our John Doe is suffering 35 00:01:53,781 --> 00:01:55,908 鎖定症候群 from Locked-In Syndrome. 36 00:01:55,908 --> 00:01:57,576 這是一種罕見的情況 It's a rare condition that happens 37 00:01:57,576 --> 00:02:00,162 當部分腦幹受到永久性損害時 when part of the brain stem is permanently damaged. 38 00:02:00,162 --> 00:02:02,915 通常是因為中風，我們知道無名氏就中過風 Often due to a stroke, which we know John Doe had. 39 00:02:02,915 --> 00:02:05,042 沒錯，閉鎖症候群會使患者 Correct. LIS leaves patients 40 00:02:05,042 --> 00:02:06,794 四肢完全癱瘓 completely paralyzed in all their limbs. 41 00:02:06,794 --> 00:02:08,128 他無法說話或交流 He can't talk or communicate 42 00:02:08,128 --> 00:02:09,588 除非透過垂直眼球運動 except through vertical eye movements. 43 00:02:09,588 --> 00:02:11,590 這表示小無的認知能力 Which suggests that JD's cognitive abilities 44 00:02:11,590 --> 00:02:13,050 仍然完好無損 are still intact. 45 00:02:13,050 --> 00:02:14,844 就像 Martin Pistorius 的案例 It's just like the Martin Pistorius case. 46 00:02:14,844 --> 00:02:17,054 他明白家人對他說的每一句話 He understood everything that his family was saying to him. 47 00:02:17,054 --> 00:02:19,181 他只是沒有辦法回應 He just didn't have a way to respond. 48 00:02:19,181 --> 00:02:20,683 如果我們是對的，無名氏已經 If we're right, John Doe has been 49 00:02:20,683 --> 00:02:23,727 在一個非常孤獨的地方，待了很長一段時間 in a very lonely place for a very long time. 50 00:02:23,727 --> 00:02:26,313 根據我們的檢查和他上次的腦電圖 Based on our exam and his last EEG, 51 00:02:26,313 --> 00:02:28,399 看來我們的無名氏似乎患有 it appears that our John Doe is suffering 52 00:02:28,399 --> 00:02:30,192 鎖定症候群 from Locked-In Syndrome... 53 00:02:34,488 --> 00:02:35,990 Markus 醫生，你呢？ What about you, Dr. Markus? 54 00:02:35,990 --> 00:02:38,576 您有任何觀點要補充嗎？ Any observations you'd care to add? 55 00:02:38,576 --> 00:02:41,704 呃...不，沒有 Um... no. Nothing. 56 00:02:41,704 --> 00:02:44,415 但如果我有任何直覺，我會告訴你 But I'll let you know if I have any gut feelings. 57 00:02:44,415 --> 00:02:46,375 請 Please do. 58 00:02:46,375 --> 00:02:48,127 Wolf? 59 00:02:48,127 --> 00:02:50,838 借用一點時間？我需要幫忙 Mind if I steal you? I could use an assist. 60 00:02:53,382 --> 00:02:55,843 無名氏的眼睛，現在是他的聲音 John Doe's eyes are his voice now. 61 00:02:55,843 --> 00:02:57,177 他們背後有人 There's somebody behind them. 62 00:02:57,177 --> 00:02:59,805 我們的工作是找出誰 Our job is to find out who. 63 00:03:01,056 --> 00:03:02,600 那麼，你的病人是誰？ So, who's your patient? 64 00:03:02,600 --> 00:03:05,978 他的名字叫 Steve Hill，是一名退伍的海軍陸戰隊軍人 His name is Steve Hill. He's a veteran. Marine Corps. 65 00:03:05,978 --> 00:03:10,065 患有嚴重的焦慮症、抑鬱和侵入性想法 Suffers from severe anxiety, depression, intrusive thoughts. 66 00:03:10,065 --> 00:03:11,650 在你的部門並不少見 Not uncommon in your department. 67 00:03:11,650 --> 00:03:13,235 但在諮詢快結束時 Except near the end of our session, 68 00:03:13,235 --> 00:03:15,696 他告訴我他見到鬼了 he told me he's been seeing ghosts-- 69 00:03:15,696 --> 00:03:16,864 是他一起服役的人 of people he served with. 70 00:03:16,864 --> 00:03:18,282 一個「鬧鬼的海軍陸戰隊員」 A "Haunted Marine." 71 00:03:18,282 --> 00:03:20,284 感覺就是這樣，是的，他的妻子正在趕來的路上 It feels that way, yes. His wife is on her way. 72 00:03:20,284 --> 00:03:22,453 也許她能給我們一些背景和歷史 Maybe she can give us some background and history, 73 00:03:22,453 --> 00:03:25,873 幫助我們找出這些「鬼」是從哪裡來的 help us figure out where these "ghosts" are coming from. 74 00:03:27,041 --> 00:03:30,544 來，寶貝，我幫你 Here, babe. I got you. 75 00:03:32,087 --> 00:03:33,839 我告訴她不需要來 I told her she didn't need to come. 76 00:03:33,839 --> 00:03:36,800 我最不需要的就是我太太在六號公車上臨盆 Last thing I need is for my wife to go into labor on the Six. 77 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:38,719 放心，更糟糕的事情在地鐵上也發生過 Well, worse things have happened on the subway. 78 00:03:38,719 --> 00:03:41,639 我想來這裡 I wanted to be here. 79 00:03:41,639 --> 00:03:44,808 Steve 從調派回來後就一直在掙扎 Steve's been struggling since he got home from his deployment. 80 00:03:44,808 --> 00:03:47,144 很多天了，我很好，但有些日子 A lot of days, I'm fine, but then there are days 81 00:03:47,144 --> 00:03:50,522 當我綁鞋帶時，就只是... when I go to lace my shoes and I just... 82 00:03:50,522 --> 00:03:52,775 我崩潰了，這並不光彩 I break down. It's not pretty. 83 00:03:52,775 --> 00:03:54,234 Anna 要處理很多事情 Anna's got enough to deal with. 84 00:03:54,234 --> 00:03:56,487 我想幫忙，而不是成為負擔 I want to be a help to her, not a burden. 85 00:03:56,487 --> 00:03:58,614 好吧，你在這裡尋找答案的作為 Well, the fact that you're here seeking answers 86 00:03:58,614 --> 00:04:00,407 告訴我你不是一個負擔 tells me that you are not a burden. 87 00:04:00,407 --> 00:04:02,201 呃，裡面有什麼？ Uh, what's in there? 88 00:04:02,201 --> 00:04:03,953 我的病歷 My medical records. 89 00:04:03,953 --> 00:04:05,371 我把一切都記錄下來了 I've got everything documented. 90 00:04:05,371 --> 00:04:07,331 哦，好的，我看你去過退伍軍人事務部 Yeah, well, I see you've been to the VA. 91 00:04:07,331 --> 00:04:08,832 有幫到什麼嗎？ Were there any help at all? 92 00:04:08,832 --> 00:04:10,167 呃，他們給了他一些治療 Um, they gave him some meds 93 00:04:10,167 --> 00:04:11,919 焦慮和憂鬱症的藥物 for anxiety and depression, 94 00:04:11,919 --> 00:04:15,506 但他不喜歡這些藥物給他的感覺，所以就停了 but he didn't like how they made him feel, so he stopped. 95 00:04:15,506 --> 00:04:17,800 我不想回到那裡 I don't want to go back there. 96 00:04:18,968 --> 00:04:21,261 呃 Um... 97 00:04:21,261 --> 00:04:24,473 當你崩潰時，身體上有任何症狀嗎？ When you break down, are there any physical symptoms? 98 00:04:24,473 --> 00:04:27,559 頭痛、心悸、視力模糊？ Headache, heart palpitations, blurry vision? 99 00:04:27,559 --> 00:04:30,062 有時候，最近多了一點 Sometimes. A bit more lately. 100 00:04:30,062 --> 00:04:33,399 告訴我你最近所經歷的這些幻覺 Tell me about these visions you've been experiencing lately. 101 00:04:33,399 --> 00:04:34,775 等待，什麼「幻覺」？ Wait. What "visions"? 102 00:04:34,775 --> 00:04:37,361 沒什麼好擔心的，寶貝，呃... Nothing to worry about, babe. Uh... 103 00:04:37,361 --> 00:04:39,947 你知道我剛剛參加 Aiden 告別式 You know I just said bye to Aiden. 104 00:04:39,947 --> 00:04:42,032 我-我們一起服役 W-We served together. 105 00:04:42,032 --> 00:04:44,326 他的葬禮於上週舉行 His funeral was last week. 106 00:04:44,326 --> 00:04:47,997 這很...痛苦，就這樣 It's been... painful. That's all. 107 00:04:47,997 --> 00:04:50,874 你懷孕多久了，Hill 夫人？ How far along are you, Mrs. Hill? 108 00:04:50,874 --> 00:04:52,710 嗯，34週 Um, 34 weeks. 109 00:04:52,710 --> 00:04:55,379 - 我已經準備好了. - 我們都是 - I am so ready. - We both are. 110 00:04:55,379 --> 00:04:56,964 - 頭一胎？ - 是的 - Your first? - Yeah. 111 00:04:56,964 --> 00:04:58,757 Steve 在我們第一次約會時，就跟我說他想要孩子 Steve told me he wanted kids on our first date. 112 00:04:58,757 --> 00:05:01,260 而且她沒有把我晾在一邊，信不信由你 And she didn't ghost me, believe it or not. 113 00:05:01,260 --> 00:05:04,388 我一直想當爸爸 I've always wanted to be a dad. 114 00:05:04,388 --> 00:05:06,056 而我腦子裡的這些東西 And this stuff on my mind, 115 00:05:06,056 --> 00:05:10,477 我想在我們兒子出生前控制住病情 I want to get it under control before our son is born. 116 00:05:10,477 --> 00:05:12,646 好吧，我們是來幫忙的，第一步 Well, we're here to help, and the first step 117 00:05:12,646 --> 00:05:16,442 就是確定正確的診斷 is determining a correct diagnosis. 118 00:05:16,442 --> 00:05:19,028 很明顯他隱瞞了一些事情，來保護他的妻子 He's clearly withholding something to protect his wife, 119 00:05:19,028 --> 00:05:22,740 但根據他的症狀，我首先想到的是創傷後壓力症候群 but based off his symptoms, my first thought was PTSD. 120 00:05:22,740 --> 00:05:25,409 這就能解釋他的過度警惕、失眠 That would explain his hypervigilance, his insomnia, 121 00:05:25,409 --> 00:05:27,202 和侵入性想法 his intrusive thoughts, 122 00:05:27,202 --> 00:05:29,496 他因失去朋友 Aiden 而感到悲痛 his grief over losing his friend Aiden. 123 00:05:29,496 --> 00:05:32,583 創傷後壓力症候群患者，重溫創傷是很常見的現象 It's very common for people with PTSD to relive trauma 124 00:05:32,583 --> 00:05:34,376 會讓您覺得自己同時 Can make you feel like you're living in the past 125 00:05:34,376 --> 00:05:36,253 活在過去和現在 and the present all at the same time. 126 00:05:36,253 --> 00:05:37,880 有點像我認識的一個人 Kind of like someone I know. 127 00:05:37,880 --> 00:05:40,507 好的，退伍軍人事務部已經治療創傷後壓力症候群—— Okay, the VA already treated him for PTSD-- 128 00:05:40,507 --> 00:05:43,302 基於創傷的認知行為治療，眼動身心重建法、暴露療法、 trauma-based CBT, EMDR, exposure therapy, 129 00:05:43,302 --> 00:05:45,721 多種血清素藥物，甚至哌唑嗪* multiple SSRIs, even prazosin. 129 00:05:43,302 --> 00:05:45,721 {\an8}*prazosin: 抗高血壓藥物 130 00:05:45,721 --> 00:05:48,682 如果創傷後壓力症候群只是故事的一部分？ What if PTSD is only part of the story? 131 00:05:48,682 --> 00:05:51,351 這並不能解釋他所有的症狀，也就是妄想症 It doesn't account for all of his symptoms, namely his delusions. 132 00:05:51,351 --> 00:05:53,103 記住 -他一直看到鬼 Remember-- he's been seeing ghosts. 133 00:05:53,103 --> 00:05:55,773 創傷後壓力症候群可能存在於潛在的神經問題中 PTSD could be present in an underlying neurological issue, 134 00:05:55,773 --> 00:05:58,150 像腫瘤或——或腦積水 like a tumor or-- or hydrocephalus. 135 00:05:58,150 --> 00:06:00,861 他最近還沒有做磁力共振掃描，但至少電腦斷層掃描 He hasn't had a recent MRI, but at least his CT scans 136 00:06:00,861 --> 00:06:02,446 並沒有顯示任何令人擔心的問題 didn't show anything too concerning. 137 00:06:02,446 --> 00:06:04,281 它可能是精神分裂症 It can be an episode from psychosis 138 00:06:04,281 --> 00:06:06,033 或躁鬱症引起的精神病發作 due to schizophrenia or bipolar disorder. 139 00:06:06,033 --> 00:06:08,911 他的年齡對於精神分裂的初犯來說，有些不尋常 His age is a little unusual for a schizophrenic first break. 140 00:06:08,911 --> 00:06:10,913 沒有狂躁症病史 No history of mania. 141 00:06:10,913 --> 00:06:13,248 呃，那額顳葉失智症呢？ Uh, what about frontotemporal dementia? 142 00:06:13,248 --> 00:06:16,293 也許還很早，他還沒有表現出任何蛛絲馬跡 It could be early enough that he's not showing any of the telltale signs. 143 00:06:16,293 --> 00:06:18,045 嗯，這麼多可能性，我們需要更多數據 Well, all possibilities. We need more data. 144 00:06:18,045 --> 00:06:19,671 Ericka 和 Jacob，去追蹤 Ericka and Jacob, track down 145 00:06:19,671 --> 00:06:21,965 他的軍隊歷史，任何與 Steve 一起服役的人 his military history, anyone who served with Steve. 146 00:06:21,965 --> 00:06:25,010 調查一下叫 Aiden 的傢伙，看看否曾因類似症狀而接受治療 Look into this Aiden fellow, see if he was treated for similar symptoms. 147 00:06:25,010 --> 00:06:27,346 為了瞭解 Steve 目前的狀況 In order to understand Steve's present condition, 148 00:06:27,346 --> 00:06:28,847 我們需要知道他的過去，去吧 we need to know his past. Go. 149 00:06:28,847 --> 00:06:32,643 我會和 Josh 談談，看看他有沒有什麼想法 And I'll talk to Josh, see if he has any ideas. 150 00:06:34,061 --> 00:06:35,604 你要和 Josh 討論？ You talk to Josh? 151 00:06:37,314 --> 00:06:40,651 是的，我會，他是我的朋友 Yes. I do. He's my friend. 152 00:06:40,651 --> 00:06:42,194 哦，你說的 「朋友 」是指同事 Oh, but by "friend," you mean colleague, 153 00:06:42,194 --> 00:06:44,113 就像你和他有冷漠、嚴謹的 like you share a cold, exacting, 154 00:06:44,113 --> 00:06:46,323 專業聯繫？ professional connection with him? 155 00:06:46,323 --> 00:06:47,825 與你不同的是 Unlike you, 156 00:06:47,825 --> 00:06:50,828 我其實很享受其他人的陪伴 I actually enjoy the company of other people. 157 00:06:50,828 --> 00:06:54,915 而且...我剛好知道他曾待過軍隊 And... I happen to know that he was in the military. 158 00:06:56,125 --> 00:06:57,167 嗯 Well... 159 00:07:07,261 --> 00:07:10,514 為什麼你從不打電話，我的 Paulina？ Why you never call my Paulina? 160 00:07:10,514 --> 00:07:13,851 每次我來洗腎的時候，我告訴你—— Every time I come for dialysis, I tell you-- 161 00:07:13,851 --> 00:07:17,771 我的孫女單身又聰明 my granddaughter is single, smart. 162 00:07:18,397 --> 00:07:21,817 看起來像是俄羅斯版的 Megan Fox Looks like a Russian Megan Fox. 163 00:07:21,817 --> 00:07:23,902 基因好 Good genes. 164 00:07:23,902 --> 00:07:25,362 就像她的頭巾一樣 Like her Babushka. 165 00:07:25,362 --> 00:07:27,364 我——我確定 Paulina 很可愛 I'm-- I'm sure Pauline is lovely. 166 00:07:27,364 --> 00:07:29,074 這是我-我真的沒有時間去約會 It's just I-I really don't have time to date. 167 00:07:29,074 --> 00:07:31,368 你們這一代 Your generation 168 00:07:31,368 --> 00:07:34,705 都不知道怎麼玩樂了！ doesn't know how to have fun anymore! 169 00:07:34,705 --> 00:07:36,540 Petrov 夫人，多少次了？ How many times, Mrs. Petrov? 170 00:07:36,540 --> 00:07:38,959 醫院裡不能抽菸！ You cannot smoke in a hospital! 171 00:07:38,959 --> 00:07:40,711 Warner 醫生 Dr. Warner... 172 00:07:43,881 --> 00:07:46,967 那麼...你和 Wolf 剛剛是怎麼回事？ So... what was up with you and Wolf earlier? 173 00:07:46,967 --> 00:07:49,011 我-我不知道你指的是什麼 I-I don't know what you're referring to. 174 00:07:49,011 --> 00:07:51,054 別對我打迷糊仗，Ven，他特地去找你 Don't gaslight me, Ven. He went out of his way 175 00:07:51,054 --> 00:07:52,389 了解無名氏的情況 to get your take on John Doe. 176 00:07:52,389 --> 00:07:54,391 你怎麼突然變成他的最愛了？ Why are you suddenly his favorite? 177 00:07:54,391 --> 00:07:56,185 我的天啊！你和 Wolf 上床了！ Oh, my God! You're sleeping with Wolf! 178 00:07:56,185 --> 00:07:58,145 什麼？不不不我—— What?! No. No. No. I-- 179 00:07:58,145 --> 00:08:00,063 他——他徵求我的意見 He-- He asked for my opinion 180 00:08:00,063 --> 00:08:03,066 因為他最近診斷出 because he recently diagnosed me 181 00:08:03,066 --> 00:08:05,569 我具有鏡像觸覺聯覺症狀 with Mirror-Touch Synesthesia. 182 00:08:05,569 --> 00:08:07,738 哇、哇、哇、哇、哇！ Wow. Wow, wow, wow, wow! 183 00:08:07,738 --> 00:08:10,532 你有鏡像觸覺？哈！ You have Mirror-Touch? Hah! 184 00:08:10,532 --> 00:08:12,117 所以當你在病人面前 So all those times when you were freaking out 185 00:08:12,117 --> 00:08:13,577 嚇壞的時候 in front of patients... 186 00:08:13,577 --> 00:08:15,412 你只是感受到了他們的感受 you were just feeling what they were feeling. 187 00:08:15,412 --> 00:08:17,247 一切都說得通了！ This makes so much sense! 188 00:08:17,247 --> 00:08:20,751 你知道鏡像觸覺聯覺症狀，只有 1.6% 的人有嗎？ Did you know that MTS only impacts 1.6% of the population? 189 00:08:20,751 --> 00:08:22,920 Van，你基本上有超能力！ Van, you basically have a superpower! 190 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:25,589 是啊，最好啦，感覺比較是超級詛咒，好嗎？ Yeah, well, it feels more like a super curse, okay? 191 00:08:25,589 --> 00:08:27,591 老實說 And if I'm being honest, 192 00:08:27,591 --> 00:08:30,260 我還在處理這一切意味著什麼 I'm still processing what it all means. 193 00:08:30,260 --> 00:08:32,179 嗯 Hmm. 194 00:08:32,179 --> 00:08:34,348 你有沒有注意到，拼寫 “Dana” Have you ever noticed that you can't spell "Dana" 195 00:08:34,348 --> 00:08:37,059 不能沒有字母 N-D-A*？ without the letters N-D-A? 195 00:08:34,348 --> 00:08:37,059 {\an8}*NDA: 保密協議 196 00:08:38,852 --> 00:08:40,771 我到死都不會說出去 I will take this to my grave. 197 00:08:43,398 --> 00:08:44,775 謝謝你？ Thank you? 198 00:09:29,778 --> 00:09:33,282 Wolf 醫生？你在這裡做什麼？ Dr. Wolf? What are you doing here? 199 00:09:33,282 --> 00:09:37,160 Steve，你好嗎？我是來看看你的情況 Steve. How are you? I came to check in on you. 200 00:09:37,160 --> 00:09:39,788 醫生不會平白無故出現在病人的工作場所 Doctors don't just show up at people's places of work. 201 00:09:39,788 --> 00:09:43,667 我會，呃，我知道我的方法有點非正統 I do. Um, I realize my methods are a little unorthodox, 202 00:09:43,667 --> 00:09:46,503 但是太多醫生都是治標不治本 but too many doctors treat symptoms, not people. 203 00:09:46,503 --> 00:09:48,130 所以 So... 204 00:09:48,130 --> 00:09:49,548 呃，你把這個留給我了 Um, you left this with me. 205 00:09:49,548 --> 00:09:51,925 我想要把它帶回來給你 I wanted to bring it back to you. 206 00:09:51,925 --> 00:09:54,094 我希望你不介意，我看了一下 I hope you don't mind. I took a look inside. 207 00:09:54,094 --> 00:09:56,638 非常令人印象深刻 And what I found was very impressive. 208 00:09:56,638 --> 00:09:58,098 - 真的嗎？ - 絕對地 - Really? - Absolutely. 209 00:09:58,098 --> 00:10:00,350 我希望我所有的病人都能像你一樣準備就緒 I wish all my patients were as prepared as you. 210 00:10:03,228 --> 00:10:05,897 有人跟蹤你來這裡嗎？ Did anyone follow you here? 211 00:10:05,897 --> 00:10:09,359 呃，不，不，我不這麼認為，為什麼？ Uh, no, no. I don't think so. Why? 212 00:10:10,152 --> 00:10:12,946 你覺得有人在跟蹤你嗎？ Do you think someone's following you? 213 00:10:12,946 --> 00:10:16,867 他們已經找過 Aiden，現在輪到我了 They already came for Aiden. Now they're coming for me next. 214 00:10:16,867 --> 00:10:18,618 呃 Um... 215 00:10:20,954 --> 00:10:23,957 Steve，有什麼事沒有早點告訴我們？ Steve, is there anything you didn't tell us earlier? 216 00:10:23,957 --> 00:10:27,294 一些你不想在你老婆面前說的話？ Something you didn't want to say in front of your wife? 217 00:10:28,795 --> 00:10:30,422 對不起，Wolf 醫生 I'm sorry, Dr. Wolf. 218 00:10:30,422 --> 00:10:31,965 你該走了，我們要關門了 You should go. We're about to close. 219 00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:34,009 你和我分享的任何事情，只有我們兩個知道 Anything that you share with me stays between us. 220 00:10:34,009 --> 00:10:38,221 醫師保密義務，你很安全，你可以相信我 Doctor-patient confidentiality. You're safe. You can trust me. 221 00:10:46,605 --> 00:10:48,648 看到這個了嗎？ See this? 222 00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:51,526 奈米晶片，由 DARTA 開發 Nano chips. Developed by DARTA. 223 00:10:51,526 --> 00:10:53,278 看看這裡 And look here. 224 00:10:55,989 --> 00:10:58,116 他們說是為了追蹤我們的健康狀況 They say it's to track our health, 225 00:10:58,116 --> 00:11:01,078 但這些都是謊言 but it's all a lie. 226 00:11:01,078 --> 00:11:05,290 軍方在我的腦海裡放了微晶片來控制我 The military put a microchip in my head to control me. 227 00:11:05,290 --> 00:11:08,752 它故障了，讓我看到東西 It's malfunctioning, making me see things. 228 00:11:08,752 --> 00:11:11,713 退伍軍人事務部不會付責任，沒有人會 The VA won't take responsibility. No one will. 229 00:11:11,713 --> 00:11:13,757 這就是我來找你的原因 That's why I came to you. 230 00:11:13,757 --> 00:11:17,677 我需要你幫助我，我需要你把它拿出來 I need you to help me. I need you to take it out. 231 00:11:26,103 --> 00:11:28,939 - 這很正常，沒有晶片 - 當然 - It's normal. There's no chip. - Obviously. 232 00:11:28,939 --> 00:11:30,941 沒有任何顱內病變的跡象 There are no signs of intracranial lesion 233 00:11:30,941 --> 00:11:33,610 也沒有任何過程可以解釋他的幻覺 or a process that could explain his hallucinations. 234 00:11:33,610 --> 00:11:35,946 所以我們配合他多久？ So how much longer do we go along with him? 235 00:11:35,946 --> 00:11:37,656 他有權知道真相，對吧？ He deserves to know the truth, right? 236 00:11:37,656 --> 00:11:40,158 不，不一定 No, not necessarily. 237 00:11:40,158 --> 00:11:41,993 把 Steve 想像成一個 Think of Steve as a man 238 00:11:41,993 --> 00:11:45,580 在海上漂流了好幾個星期、飢餓難耐的人 who's been adrift at sea for weeks, starving. 239 00:11:45,580 --> 00:11:47,624 人們可能會認為他需要的是一頓大餐 One might think what he needs is a feast... 240 00:11:47,624 --> 00:11:49,751 但那會讓他的系統休克 But that'd put his system in shock. 241 00:11:49,751 --> 00:11:52,295 - 太多太快了. - 是的，完全正確 - It's too much too fast. - Yeah, exactly. 242 00:11:52,295 --> 00:11:54,297 如果我們不小心的話，病人可能會從 If we're not careful, our patient could go 243 00:11:54,297 --> 00:11:56,967 偏執妄想變成完全的精神病 from paranoid delusions to full psychosis. 244 00:11:56,967 --> 00:11:58,927 所以我們要讓他回到現實中來？ So we ease him back to reality? 245 00:11:58,927 --> 00:12:02,431 是的，讓我們告訴他，你們的任務是讓他冷靜 Yeah. Let's admit him. And your job is to keep him calm. 246 00:12:02,431 --> 00:12:05,183 確保我們不會失去他的信任 Be sure we don't lose his trust. 247 00:12:06,518 --> 00:12:10,063 相信我，我見過妄想症對人們的影響 Believe me, I've seen what paranoia can do to people. 248 00:12:11,731 --> 00:12:15,026 你知道森林裡含有 60,000 種不同的樹種 Did you know forests contain 60,000 different tree species, 249 00:12:15,026 --> 00:12:19,531 80% 的兩棲類物種，75% 的鳥類 80% of amphibian species, 75% of bird species, 250 00:12:19,531 --> 00:12:21,992 以及世界上 68% 的哺乳動物？ and 68% of the world's mammals? 251 00:12:21,992 --> 00:12:24,828 我們可以在這裡用你爺爺的來福槍獵殺牠們 We can hunt some of them with your grandpa's rifle here. 252 00:12:24,828 --> 00:12:26,830 你知道，當我在你這個年紀的時候，他教我 You know, when I was your age, he taught me 253 00:12:26,830 --> 00:12:28,623 如何使用這個東西 how to use this thing. 254 00:12:28,623 --> 00:12:30,417 今天我要教你 Today I'm gonna teach you. 255 00:12:30,417 --> 00:12:32,669 有這種罕見的方解石 There's this rare calcite 256 00:12:32,669 --> 00:12:35,213 生長在凹形河床上 that grows by concave riverbeds. 257 00:12:35,213 --> 00:12:37,507 你覺得我們可以用狩獵來代替嗎？ Think we can hunt for that instead? 258 00:12:37,507 --> 00:12:38,925 當然 Of course. 259 00:12:38,925 --> 00:12:40,677 我們為你搜羅水晶收藏 We'll scout crystals for your collection. 260 00:12:40,677 --> 00:12:42,095 不用擔心 Don't worry. 261 00:12:45,182 --> 00:12:46,725 - 蹲下、蹲下 - 怎麼了？ - Get down. Get down. - What's wrong? 262 00:12:46,725 --> 00:12:49,686 - 是什麼？ - 那些-- 那些徒步旅行者 - What is it? - Those-- Those hikers. 263 00:12:51,229 --> 00:12:54,024 他們在跟蹤我們 They're following us. 264 00:12:54,024 --> 00:12:56,526 好的，趴下，保持安靜 Okay. Stay down. Keep quiet. 265 00:13:03,283 --> 00:13:06,203 嗨，Jacob 和我聯絡了退伍軍人事務部關於 Steve 的情況 Hi. Jacob and I reached out to the VA about Steve's unit, 266 00:13:06,203 --> 00:13:09,372 他們的人想和你談談 and one of their people wants to talk to you. 267 00:13:09,372 --> 00:13:10,916 她的名字叫 Jordana Moore 醫生 Her name's Dr. Jordana Moore. 268 00:13:10,916 --> 00:13:12,876 我-我不知道如何使用這個 I-I don't know how to use this. 269 00:13:12,876 --> 00:13:15,754 不—不，她是——她實際上在這裡 N-No. She's--She's actually here. 270 00:13:15,754 --> 00:13:16,922 哦，呃... Oh. Uh... 271 00:13:18,507 --> 00:13:20,091 我個人認識 Steve I knew Steve personally. 272 00:13:20,091 --> 00:13:22,219 他在我還是營地醫務人員的時候接受了基本訓練 He went through basic training when I was a camp medic. 273 00:13:22,219 --> 00:13:24,804 雖然沒有再聯絡，但我一直很喜歡他 Didn't stay in touch, but I always liked him. 274 00:13:24,804 --> 00:13:26,806 那時的他是什麼樣子呢？ What was he like back then? 275 00:13:26,806 --> 00:13:28,934 這麼說吧，有些人是以階級領導 Let's just say some lead by rank, 276 00:13:28,934 --> 00:13:30,519 有些人則是以身作則 others le ad by example. 277 00:13:30,519 --> 00:13:32,395 Steve 堪稱典範 Steve was exemplary. 278 00:13:32,395 --> 00:13:34,481 “曾是”？是什麼改變了？ "Was." So what changed? 279 00:13:34,481 --> 00:13:35,941 我希望我知道 I wish I knew. 280 00:13:35,941 --> 00:13:37,651 當他部署完後來找我們時 When he came to us after his deployment, 281 00:13:37,651 --> 00:13:39,361 我們盡力提供協助 we did everything we could to help. 282 00:13:39,361 --> 00:13:41,196 有一天，他只是拒絕繼續治療 And one day, he just refused further treatment 283 00:13:41,196 --> 00:13:44,741 他的妄想症，說不再相信我們了 for his delusions, said he didn't trust us anymore. 284 00:13:44,741 --> 00:13:46,326 此後他就不再來了 He stopped coming after that. 285 00:13:46,326 --> 00:13:48,328 原來他把我們看作是敵人 Turns out he sees us as the enemy. 286 00:13:48,328 --> 00:13:50,997 嗯，我可以理解身為黑人的 Steve Well, I can understand Steve as a Black man 287 00:13:50,997 --> 00:13:53,124 對自己的照顧感到擔心 being concerned about his care. 288 00:13:53,124 --> 00:13:55,752 - 現在誰在給他治療？ - 沒有人 - Who's treating him now? - Nobody. 289 00:13:55,752 --> 00:13:57,546 他在不榮譽退伍後 He lost his benefits after he was 290 00:13:57,546 --> 00:14:00,340 失去了福利 other-than-honorably discharged. 291 00:14:02,008 --> 00:14:05,095 他威脅要在網路上洩露軍事機密 He was threatening to disclose military secrets online. 292 00:14:05,095 --> 00:14:07,264 國防部不能容忍這種情況 The DoD cannot tolerate that. 293 00:14:07,264 --> 00:14:10,308 嗯，說 Steve 在某方面受到了創傷也不為過 Well, it's no stretch to say that Steve was traumatized in some way. 294 00:14:10,308 --> 00:14:13,311 誰說得準他在前線看到了什麼？ Who's to say what he saw on the front lines? 295 00:14:13,311 --> 00:14:15,438 Steve 從未在前線過 Steve was never on the front lines. 296 00:14:15,438 --> 00:14:18,233 他根本連戰場方圓十英里內都沒接近過，就這麼簡單 He never got within 10 miles of a battle, period. 297 00:14:18,233 --> 00:14:20,860 他參與了哪種軍事行動？ What kind of military action did he participate in? 298 00:14:20,860 --> 00:14:22,779 我不能透露相關訊息 I can't disclose that information. 299 00:14:22,779 --> 00:14:24,489 軍事協議 Military protocol. 300 00:14:24,489 --> 00:14:26,032 正如 Steve 慘痛地發現 As Steve found out the hard way, 301 00:14:26,032 --> 00:14:29,327 我們非常重視保密性 we take our confidentiality very seriously. 302 00:14:29,327 --> 00:14:31,746 我祝 Steve 一切順利，真心希望 I wish the best for Steve. I really do. 303 00:14:31,746 --> 00:14:33,623 但我被綁住了手腳 But my hands are tied. 304 00:14:37,043 --> 00:14:39,963 好的，讓我們簡單化 Okay. Let's keep this simple. 305 00:14:39,963 --> 00:14:43,091 往上看是“是”，往下看是“不” Look up for "yes" and look down for "no." 306 00:14:44,092 --> 00:14:46,303 你能感受到他明白嗎？你能感覺到 Can you feel if you understands? And can you feel 307 00:14:46,303 --> 00:14:48,013 我要求你體會他的感受有多奇怪嗎？ how weird I feel asking you to feel his feelings? 308 00:14:48,013 --> 00:14:51,641 不，我很後悔告訴你任何事情 No. And I regret telling you anything. 309 00:14:51,641 --> 00:14:54,519 告訴我們，你聽得到我嗎？ Tell us. Can you hear me? 310 00:14:58,607 --> 00:15:01,484 你能告訴我們——你很痛苦嗎？ Can you tell us--are you in pain? 311 00:15:03,862 --> 00:15:06,197 你知道你在哪裡嗎？ Do you know where you are? 312 00:15:07,407 --> 00:15:09,326 - 哦 - 好的，我們再問他 - Oh. - Okay. Let's ask him again 313 00:15:09,326 --> 00:15:11,328 以確保他回答正確 to make sure he's answering correctly. 314 00:15:11,328 --> 00:15:14,914 嗯，再告訴我一次，你聽得到我嗎？ Um, tell me again. Can you hear me? 315 00:15:19,961 --> 00:15:22,422 先生，你痛苦嗎？ Are you in pain, sir? 316 00:15:24,007 --> 00:15:26,593 小無，你能往上看一下嗎？ JD, can you look up? 317 00:15:27,886 --> 00:15:29,304 我認為他感到焦慮 I think he's feeling anxious. 318 00:15:29,304 --> 00:15:31,640 你一直感受到的——是我 What you're feeling is me--all the time. 319 00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:33,892 歡迎來到我的杏仁核 Welcome to my amygdala. 320 00:15:35,268 --> 00:15:36,853 我得到了一些資訊 I got some intel. 321 00:15:36,853 --> 00:15:38,438 我的海軍夥伴不能告訴我太多 My Navy buddy couldn't give me much. 322 00:15:38,438 --> 00:15:40,023 不出所料，軍方相當謹慎 As expected, the military is pretty buttoned-up, 323 00:15:40,023 --> 00:15:41,399 但我還是發現了一點端倪 but I was able to find out a little, 324 00:15:41,399 --> 00:15:43,526 事實證明，Moore 醫生是對的 and it turns out that Dr. Moore was right. 325 00:15:43,526 --> 00:15:47,113 Steve 和他的部隊從未參與任何戰鬥？ Steve and his unit never saw any combat? 326 00:15:47,113 --> 00:15:48,657 這是一個相對較新的戰略 It's a relatively new strategy-- 327 00:15:48,657 --> 00:15:50,617 在 Steve 的部隊用炮火轟擊敵人時 minimize the number of soldiers on the ground 328 00:15:50,617 --> 00:15:53,036 盡量減少地面上的士兵數量 while units like Steve's pound the enemy with artillery fire. 329 00:15:53,036 --> 00:15:55,205 所以他離前線很遠 So he was miles away from the front lines. 330 00:15:55,205 --> 00:15:56,873 這就是為什麼他和他的單位 Which is why he and his unit 331 00:15:56,873 --> 00:15:58,500 從未受過任何與戰爭有關的傷害 never suffered any combat-related injuries. 332 00:15:58,500 --> 00:16:02,087 在他們的部署期間，無一人傷亡 Not one single casualty during their deployment. 333 00:16:02,087 --> 00:16:05,173 而且，然而自從回國 And, yet, since returning home... 334 00:16:05,173 --> 00:16:07,300 什麼？ What? 335 00:16:07,300 --> 00:16:09,219 不僅僅是 Aiden Miller It wasn't just Aiden Miller. 336 00:16:09,219 --> 00:16:11,971 超過一半的部隊已經死亡 More than half the unit is dead. 337 00:16:13,515 --> 00:16:15,684 有些是無意中造成的藥物過量 Some from unintended drug overdose, 338 00:16:15,684 --> 00:16:17,644 但也有人自殺 but others by suicide. 339 00:16:17,644 --> 00:16:18,937 - 嗨，寶貝 - 你好嗎？ - Hi, babe. - How you doing? 340 00:16:18,937 --> 00:16:21,231 怎麼樣了？ How'd it go? 341 00:16:21,231 --> 00:16:22,899 他出事了 Something happened to him. 342 00:16:22,899 --> 00:16:25,485 他們都出事了 Something happened to all of them. 343 00:16:31,533 --> 00:16:32,951 - 我們有正常的核磁共振檢查 - 有著嚴重的妄想 - We have a normal MRI. - With severe delusions. 344 00:16:32,951 --> 00:16:35,578 但他們的部隊被什麼東西摧毀了 But their unit was decimated by something. 345 00:16:35,578 --> 00:16:37,539 我的意思是，下降的速度 - 它就像 I mean, the rate of descent--it's like it's 346 00:16:37,539 --> 00:16:39,833 路易氏體相關失智症、早發性老年癡呆症 Lewy Body Dementia, early-onset Alzheimer's. 347 00:16:39,833 --> 00:16:42,711 這幾乎讓我想起我見過的一些前足球運動員 It almost reminds me of some former football players I've seen. 348 00:16:42,711 --> 00:16:46,506 如果我不知道的話，我會說 Steve 患有 CTE If I didn't know better, I'd say Steve was suffering from CTE. 349 00:16:47,674 --> 00:16:48,883 你說什麼？ What'd you say? 350 00:16:48,883 --> 00:16:50,260 慢性創傷性腦病變 Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy. 351 00:16:50,260 --> 00:16:52,387 當然，我知道慢性創傷性腦病變是什麼，Wolf Yeah, no, I know what CTE is, Wolf. 352 00:16:52,387 --> 00:16:54,139 這只是一個合理的理論，可以解釋很多事情 It's just that that's a sound theory. That would explain a lot. 353 00:16:54,139 --> 00:16:56,015 情緒波動、認知障礙、偏執 Mood swings, cognitive impairment, paranoia. 354 00:16:56,015 --> 00:16:57,350 但他不是運動員 But he wasn't an athlete. 355 00:16:57,350 --> 00:16:59,102 他從未發生過嚴重事故 He was never in a serious accident. 356 00:16:59,102 --> 00:17:02,063 如果他從未參加過戰鬥，慢性創傷性腦病變又怎麼可能發生？ If he was never in combat, how is CTE possible? 357 00:17:02,772 --> 00:17:05,400 我給你看一些東西 I want to show you something. 358 00:17:11,322 --> 00:17:13,199 我假設你以前從未操作過這個？ I'm gonna assume you've never handled one of these before? 359 00:17:13,199 --> 00:17:15,577 - 呃，沒有 - 好的，安全守則 - Uh, no. - Okay. Safety 101. 360 00:17:15,577 --> 00:17:17,328 請務必將槍當作已上膛 Always treat the gun as if it's loaded. 361 00:17:17,328 --> 00:17:19,205 永遠讓槍指向一個安全的方向 Always keep the gun pointed in a safe direction. 362 00:17:19,205 --> 00:17:20,999 始終保持手指扣下板機 And always keep your finger off the trigger 363 00:17:20,999 --> 00:17:22,625 直到你準備好射擊，好嗎？ till you're ready to shoot, okay? 364 00:17:22,625 --> 00:17:25,503 我現在真的看到了你身上的軍事氣息 I'm really seeing the military in you now. 365 00:17:26,755 --> 00:17:28,715 那時候感覺怎麼樣？ What was that like? 366 00:17:28,715 --> 00:17:30,133 對我來說挺好的 It was good for me. 367 00:17:30,133 --> 00:17:31,760 當我需要的時候，軍隊讓我變得更有規律 Whipped me into shape when I needed it. 368 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:33,511 逼著我走出家門，離開我父母 Forced me out of the house, away from my parents. 369 00:17:33,511 --> 00:17:36,097 而且，我和很多夥伴變得很親近 And, um, I got really close with a lot of the guys. 370 00:17:36,097 --> 00:17:37,974 特別是其中一位 One in particular. 371 00:17:37,974 --> 00:17:40,518 那「不問，不說」政策*呢？ What about "Don't Ask, Don't Tell"? 371 00:17:37,974 --> 00:17:40,518 {\an8}*Don't Ask, Don't Tell: 美國軍隊的政策，要求同性戀士兵不公開性傾向，軍方也不主動詢問 372 00:17:42,687 --> 00:17:43,897 不太理想 Not ideal. 373 00:17:43,897 --> 00:17:47,567 但是，我們還是找到方法讓它行得通 But, um, we found a way to make it work. 374 00:17:49,402 --> 00:17:51,070 好的 Okay. 375 00:17:52,238 --> 00:17:54,991 沒錯，只要把你的大拇指 That's right. Just gonna put your thumb... 376 00:17:54,991 --> 00:17:57,911 就這樣吧，好，現在將前瞄準鏡對準目標 There you go. Okay. Now put the front sight on the target. 377 00:17:57,911 --> 00:18:00,413 將其固定在後瞄準鏡旁 Bracket it by the rear sight. 378 00:18:03,124 --> 00:18:05,418 好的，扣下板機 Okay. Squeeze the trigger. 379 00:18:09,839 --> 00:18:11,090 那撞擊力、衝擊力 The impact. The shock. 380 00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:13,176 就像衝擊波通過我的手臂一樣 It's like a blast wave through my arms. 381 00:18:13,176 --> 00:18:16,346 現在想像一下，這是一把大一千倍的槍 Now imagine that from a gun a thousand times bigger, 382 00:18:16,346 --> 00:18:19,265 每天 100 次，持續幾個月 100 times a day, every day for months. 383 00:18:19,265 --> 00:18:20,892 所以 Steve 的腦損傷，不是由於 So Steve's brain injury wasn't caused 384 00:18:20,892 --> 00:18:25,021 敵人的爆炸，而是他自己開槍所造成的 by enemy blast exposure, but by firing his own weapon. 385 00:18:25,021 --> 00:18:27,273 這是一個理論，我們只能通過 It's a theory... that we can only confirm 386 00:18:27,273 --> 00:18:29,108 分析 Steve 死後的腦部來確認 by analyzing Steve's brain postmortem. 387 00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:31,069 值得慶幸的是，我們的病人還活著 Thankfully, our patient is still alive. 388 00:18:31,069 --> 00:18:34,155 但有些人就沒那麼幸運了 But there were others who weren't so lucky. 389 00:18:34,155 --> 00:18:36,074 我們打電話給 Carol 吧 Let's call Carol. 390 00:18:36,074 --> 00:18:37,742 謝謝你，Miller 夫人，感謝你邀請我們 Thank you, Mrs. Miller, for having us. 391 00:18:37,742 --> 00:18:41,579 我們非常感謝兩位抽出寶貴時間 We're grateful to the two of you for taking the time. 392 00:18:41,579 --> 00:18:43,206 那一定是 Aiden That must be Aiden. 393 00:18:43,206 --> 00:18:45,416 據我了解，他和我們的病人 Steve Hill From what I understand, he was very good friends 394 00:18:45,416 --> 00:18:47,043 是很好的朋友？ with our patient, Steve Hill? 395 00:18:47,043 --> 00:18:48,837 嗯，他提起過 Steve 幾次 Well, he mentioned Steve a few times. 396 00:18:48,837 --> 00:18:50,380 交朋友對 Aiden 來說很容易 Making friends came easy to Aiden. 397 00:18:50,380 --> 00:18:52,715 在海外，與他一起服役的人就像兄弟一樣 Overseas, the men he served with were like brothers. 398 00:18:52,715 --> 00:18:56,386 直到他回家，我們注意到了變化 It wasn't until he came home we noticed a change. 399 00:18:57,554 --> 00:19:00,515 他變得偏執起來，他確信他正在被監視 He grew paranoid. He was convinced he was being watched. 400 00:19:00,515 --> 00:19:04,394 退伍軍人事務部讓他接受治療，但他變得好鬥 VA got him into therapy, but he became combative. 401 00:19:04,394 --> 00:19:06,229 他在襲擊他的治療師後 He was other-than-honorably discharged 402 00:19:06,229 --> 00:19:07,897 被解除職務 after assaulting his therapist. 403 00:19:07,897 --> 00:19:12,735 我們以為學校會幫忙，但在迎新那天 We thought school would help, but on orientation day... 404 00:19:12,735 --> 00:19:14,404 Aiden 從未下樓 Aiden never came downstairs. 405 00:19:14,404 --> 00:19:15,697 嗯 Hm. 406 00:19:17,115 --> 00:19:20,535 你對 Aiden 的愛是可以感受得到的 The love you had-- still have for Aiden is palpable. 407 00:19:20,535 --> 00:19:22,579 我知道療傷需要更多的時間 I know healing will take a lot more time, 408 00:19:22,579 --> 00:19:25,832 但我們希望幫助你得到答案 but we want to help you get answers. 409 00:19:25,832 --> 00:19:28,376 你聽過 CTE 嗎？ Have you heard of CTE? 410 00:19:28,376 --> 00:19:30,044 那和我兒子有什麼關係？ What's that have to do with my son? 411 00:19:30,044 --> 00:19:31,713 好吧，我相信 Aden 身為士兵的日常職務中 Well, I believe that there was an element 412 00:19:31,713 --> 00:19:35,550 有一個因素讓他的大腦受到重複微小的創傷 to Aden's daily duties as a soldier that exposed his brain 413 00:19:35,550 --> 00:19:39,178 而這些創傷是形成 CTE 的必要因素 to the repeated micro-traumas necessary to develop CTE. 414 00:19:39,178 --> 00:19:41,180 想在你的允許下，我們想 And with your permission, we would like 415 00:19:41,180 --> 00:19:43,600 挖掘 Aiden 的屍體，研究他的大腦 to exhume Aiden's body to study his brain 416 00:19:43,600 --> 00:19:46,519 並確定到底發生了什麼事 and to find out for sure what really happened. 417 00:19:46,519 --> 00:19:48,646 我們剛剛埋葬了我們的兒子，而你想把他挖出來 We just buried our son, and you want to dig him up. 418 00:19:48,646 --> 00:19:52,358 Steve 就像 Aiden 一樣痛苦——偏執、妄想 Steve is suffering the way Aiden was-- paranoia, delusions. 419 00:19:52,358 --> 00:19:54,611 我們想幫助他，但我們需要更多資訊 We want to help him, but we need more information. 420 00:19:54,611 --> 00:19:56,863 CTE 只能在死亡後才能正確診斷 CTE can only be properly diagnosed after death, 421 00:19:56,863 --> 00:19:58,907 而 Aiden 的大腦是我們唯一能使用的 and Aiden's is the only brain we have access to. 422 00:19:58,907 --> 00:20:00,283 他是他的部隊中唯一 He's the only member of his unit 423 00:20:00,283 --> 00:20:02,619 沒有得到軍葬的成員 that was not given a military burial. 424 00:20:02,619 --> 00:20:04,412 所以，從某種意義上來說 So, in a sense, 425 00:20:04,412 --> 00:20:07,373 他的不名譽退伍是一份禮物 his dishonorable discharge was a gift. 426 00:20:07,373 --> 00:20:10,585 禮物？Aiden 是第三代海軍陸戰隊 A gift? Aiden was a third-generation Marine. 427 00:20:10,585 --> 00:20:13,379 如果他的祖父—答案是否定的 If his grandfather-- The answer is no. 428 00:20:13,379 --> 00:20:15,882 你——我的——我的同事無意冒犯 You-- My-- My colleague meant no offense. 429 00:20:15,882 --> 00:20:18,635 我知道你會付出一切讓他回來 I know you would give anything to have him back. 430 00:20:18,635 --> 00:20:20,637 我們所要做的就是給另一個家庭 All we're trying to do is give another family 431 00:20:20,637 --> 00:20:23,306 一個奮鬥的機會，讓他們有不同的命運 a fighting chance at a different fate. 432 00:20:23,306 --> 00:20:27,477 我向你保證，這是——是——我們最後的手段 I promise you. This was-- is-- our last resort. 433 00:20:27,477 --> 00:20:29,312 Aiden 的大腦掌握著答案 Aiden's brain holds the answers 434 00:20:29,312 --> 00:20:31,898 為了我們的病人和你們 for our patient and for you. 435 00:20:31,898 --> 00:20:34,984 我想 Aiden 也會想要結束這一切 I imagine closure is something Aiden would want. 436 00:20:40,615 --> 00:20:42,408 到鄰近地區以外的地方旅行 Traveling outside of your neighborhood, 437 00:20:42,408 --> 00:20:44,160 搭乘大眾運輸工具、自己開車嗎？ taking public transportation, driving yourself? 438 00:20:44,160 --> 00:20:45,662 我可以做，沒問題 I can do all that. No problem. 439 00:20:45,662 --> 00:20:47,497 好的，嗯...我需要你的答案 Okay. Um...I need your answers 440 00:20:47,497 --> 00:20:49,666 以數字的形式，從 0 到 3 —— in the form of a number-- zero to three-- 441 00:20:49,666 --> 00:20:52,001 3 的意思是這些事情如果沒有人幫忙，您是不可能做到的 three meaning these things are impossible for you to do without help. 442 00:20:52,001 --> 00:20:54,587 0，我想是吧，我不需要別人幫我 Zero, I guess. I-I don't need help getting around. 443 00:20:54,587 --> 00:20:56,422 好的，那管理財務？ Okay, well, what about managing finances? 444 00:20:56,422 --> 00:20:58,466 支付帳單、追蹤費用等等那些事？ Paying bills, tracking expenses, that sort of thing? 445 00:20:58,466 --> 00:21:02,011 0，有時候，也許 1 Zero. Some days, maybe one. 446 00:21:02,011 --> 00:21:03,554 這是怎麼回事，醫生？ What's all this about, Doc? 447 00:21:03,554 --> 00:21:05,473 調查的目的是為了更好地理解 The purpose of this survey is to better understand 448 00:21:05,473 --> 00:21:07,976 你在家過得怎麼樣，什麼進展順利，什麼進展不順利 how you're doing at home, what's going well, what's not. 449 00:21:07,976 --> 00:21:10,478 然後將你的答案與腦部受傷的患者進行比較 And then by comparing your answers with patients who have had brain injuries 450 00:21:10,478 --> 00:21:12,522 像是慢性創傷腦病變 like chronic traumatic encephalopathy... 451 00:21:12,522 --> 00:21:14,107 - 嗯... - 你可能會比較知道 CTE—— - Um... - ...which you might know as CTE-- 452 00:21:14,107 --> 00:21:15,608 等，等等，慢性創傷腦病變？ Hold on. Hold on. CTE? 453 00:21:15,608 --> 00:21:17,360 你是指足球運動員得到的那種？ You mean what football players get? 454 00:21:17,360 --> 00:21:19,779 我讓你從我腦子裡取出一個微型晶片 I asked you to take a microchip out of my brain. 455 00:21:19,779 --> 00:21:21,656 事情就是這樣！ That was the deal! 456 00:21:21,656 --> 00:21:25,702 我們調查了你的朋友，Aiden Miller 准下士 We looked into your friend, Lance Corporal Aiden Miller. 457 00:21:29,622 --> 00:21:31,708 Steve... 458 00:21:31,708 --> 00:21:33,918 在他去世之前，他在抱怨的 Before he died, he was complaining 459 00:21:33,918 --> 00:21:35,503 症狀和你的類似 of symptoms similar to yours. 460 00:21:35,503 --> 00:21:37,547 由於他家人的配合 And with his family's cooperation, 461 00:21:37,547 --> 00:21:39,757 我們能夠檢查他的大腦 we're able to examine his brain. 462 00:21:39,757 --> 00:21:42,885 如果他患有慢性創傷腦病變 If he had CTE... 463 00:21:42,885 --> 00:21:45,722 你可能也有機會得到 there's a chance you might, too. 464 00:21:45,722 --> 00:21:48,474 我-我知道這聽起來非常可怕 I-I realize that sounds incredibly scary, 465 00:21:48,474 --> 00:21:51,561 但我保證，了解的越多，我們能幫助你的就越多 but I promise, the more we know, the more we can help you. 466 00:21:57,025 --> 00:22:00,361 這就是所謂的升火三要素，熱、燃料和氧氣 It's called the fire triangle. Heat, fuel, and oxygen. 467 00:22:00,361 --> 00:22:02,155 為了獲得最好的火力，你必須平衡 And to get the best fire, you have to balance 468 00:22:02,155 --> 00:22:04,490 所有三個要素 all three elements. 469 00:22:04,490 --> 00:22:06,909 我再去弄點燃料來 I'm gonna get us some more fuel. 470 00:22:13,833 --> 00:22:15,918 爸爸！你在幹什麼？ Dad! What are you doing?! 471 00:22:15,918 --> 00:22:17,879 保護我們免受他們的侵害，那些徒步旅行者 Protecting us from them. The hikers. 472 00:22:17,879 --> 00:22:19,839 他們可以看到煙霧 They can see the smoke. 473 00:22:20,757 --> 00:22:24,594 哦，這個，這就是為什麼我停止服藥 Oh, this. This is why I stopped taking my meds. 474 00:22:24,594 --> 00:22:28,473 這樣我就能更警覺，就可以保護你了 So I could feel more alert. So I could protect you. 475 00:22:30,475 --> 00:22:33,519 你還沒告訴你媽關於這些事？ You haven't told your mom about any of this? 476 00:22:33,519 --> 00:22:34,937 關於我的藥物？ About my medication? 477 00:22:34,937 --> 00:22:37,190 不，我保證 No. I promise. 478 00:22:37,190 --> 00:22:38,816 好的 Okay. 479 00:22:39,525 --> 00:22:41,944 我知道我永遠可以信賴 你 I know I can always count on you. 480 00:22:44,489 --> 00:22:48,117 注意，應急事件發生 Attention. Code Green. 481 00:22:48,117 --> 00:22:50,578 - 應急事件？ - 你該不會認為... - Code Green? - You don't think it's... 482 00:22:50,578 --> 00:22:52,288 Wolf 醫生！Wolf 醫生！是 Steve！ Dr. Wolf! Dr. Wolf, It's Steve! 483 00:22:52,288 --> 00:22:54,624 - 他把自己反鎖在房間裡了 - 他拒絕出來 - He's locked himself in the room. - And he's refusing to come out. 484 00:22:54,624 --> 00:22:56,459 Wolf 醫生，他手裡拿著手術刀！ Dr. Wolf, he has a scalpel in his hand! 485 00:22:56,459 --> 00:22:58,211 - 我進不去 - 他把門堵住了 - I can't get in. - He's barricaded the door. 486 00:22:58,211 --> 00:22:59,962 Steve，我是 Wolf 醫生 Steve, it's Dr. Wolf. 487 00:22:59,962 --> 00:23:02,298 呃，我想幫忙，但我不能在外面幫忙，我能進來嗎？ Uh, I want to help, but I can't from out here. Can I come in? 488 00:23:02,298 --> 00:23:04,467 你說過你會幫助我，Wolf 醫生！ You said you would help me, Dr. Wolf! 489 00:23:04,467 --> 00:23:05,802 他們也來找你了！ They've gotten to you, too! 490 00:23:05,802 --> 00:23:07,428 不，不，沒人來找我，Steve No, no. Nobody's gotten to me, Steve. 491 00:23:07,428 --> 00:23:09,430 如果你讓我進去，只會有我一個人 If you let me in, you're getting just me. 492 00:23:09,430 --> 00:23:11,057 我保證，你可以相信我 I promise. You can trust me. 493 00:23:11,057 --> 00:23:13,184 我不能相信你們中的任何一個人 I can't trust any of you. 494 00:23:13,184 --> 00:23:15,269 這是我唯一的選擇 This is my only option. 495 00:23:15,269 --> 00:23:16,813 我得自己把晶片拿出來 I have to take the chip out myself. 496 00:23:16,813 --> 00:23:19,690 Steve，不，不，不，不，不，不，請讓我幫你 Steve, no, no, no, no, no, no. Please let me help you. 497 00:23:19,690 --> 00:23:22,735 你想幫忙嗎？告訴我該從哪裡開始！ You wanna help? Start by telling me where to cut! 498 00:23:27,949 --> 00:23:29,158 拜託請開門 Open the door, please. 499 00:23:29,158 --> 00:23:30,368 你腦袋裡的晶片跟我無關 I have nothing to do with the chip in your head. 500 00:23:30,368 --> 00:23:31,828 那你為什麼不把它拿出來呢？ Then why won't you take it out? 501 00:23:31,828 --> 00:23:33,663 因為它不是我的專業領域 Because it's not my area of expertise. 502 00:23:34,872 --> 00:23:36,666 但我確實知道很多關於你的大腦 But I do know a lot about your brain, 503 00:23:36,666 --> 00:23:38,417 現在你的杏仁核超時工作—— and right now your amygdala is working overtime-- 504 00:23:38,417 --> 00:23:40,419 如果你想把它當成晶片的話 if you want to think of that as the chip. 505 00:23:40,419 --> 00:23:42,672 它控制著恐懼和憤怒的反應 It controls the fear and the anger response. 506 00:23:42,672 --> 00:23:45,299 但我想幫助你開發你的前額皮層 But I want to help you tap into your prefrontal cortex, 507 00:23:45,299 --> 00:23:47,927 也就是你大腦的邏輯面 t-the logic side of your brain. 508 00:23:48,845 --> 00:23:50,721 其中一個方法就是使用簡單的數學 One way we can do that is by using simple math. 509 00:23:50,721 --> 00:23:53,057 你老婆懷孕多久了？ How far along is your wife? 510 00:23:55,101 --> 00:23:57,562 你老婆懷孕多久了？ How far along is your wife? 511 00:23:59,313 --> 00:24:01,524 呃，34 週 Uh, 34 weeks. 512 00:24:01,524 --> 00:24:04,318 34 除以 4，是什麼？ 34 divided by 4. What is that? 513 00:24:04,318 --> 00:24:05,820 8.5 Eight and a half. 514 00:24:05,820 --> 00:24:07,363 所以，這意味著六個星期後，或多或少 So that means in six weeks, give or take, 515 00:24:07,363 --> 00:24:09,323 你就要當爸爸了！ you're gonna be a dad! 516 00:24:09,323 --> 00:24:10,992 Steve，這太棒了！ Steve, that's spectacular! 517 00:24:10,992 --> 00:24:13,452 你-你們是要生什麼來著？ W-What are you having again? 518 00:24:14,954 --> 00:24:16,372 - 一個男孩 - 一個男孩 - A boy. - A boy. 519 00:24:16,372 --> 00:24:18,374 Steve，聽我說，六週內 Steve, listen to me. In six weeks, 520 00:24:18,374 --> 00:24:19,876 我希望你能在醫院的病房裡 I want you to be in that hospital room 521 00:24:19,876 --> 00:24:23,421 握著你太太的手，經歷每一次的宮縮 holding your wife's hand through every contraction. 522 00:24:23,421 --> 00:24:27,216 我希望當你第一次看到你的小男孩時 I want your whole heart to break open 523 00:24:27,216 --> 00:24:29,302 整顆心都會為他而敞開 when you lay eyes on your little boy for the first time. 524 00:24:29,302 --> 00:24:32,054 當你看到他完美的小臉時 And when you see his tiny, perfect face, 525 00:24:32,054 --> 00:24:34,640 我要你保證你會用你的餘生 I want you to promise that you're gonna take care of him 526 00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:37,768 照顧他一輩子 for the rest of your life. 527 00:24:37,768 --> 00:24:41,772 這就是我想要給你的，Steve，為了你的家人 That's what I want for you, Steve, for your family. 528 00:24:41,772 --> 00:24:43,566 但這一切都不會發生 But none of that is gonna happen 529 00:24:43,566 --> 00:24:45,067 如果你不放那把手術刀放下 if you don't put that scalpel down 530 00:24:45,067 --> 00:24:47,236 現在就打開這扇門 and open this door right now. 531 00:25:06,130 --> 00:25:08,507 退下，退下 Stand down. Stand down. 532 00:25:08,507 --> 00:25:10,676 我們會幫助你 We're going to take care of you. 533 00:25:10,676 --> 00:25:12,720 確認了解，退下 Copy that. Confirm. Stand down. 534 00:25:20,603 --> 00:25:24,315 小兒科 Beck 醫生 Dr. Beck to Pediatrics. 535 00:25:25,775 --> 00:25:29,445 嘿，對 Allen 先生的肌電圖感到興奮？ Hey. Excited for the EMG on Mr. Allen? 536 00:25:29,445 --> 00:25:32,114 Wolf 說我們可以帶頭 Wolf said we could take the lead. 537 00:25:32,114 --> 00:25:34,450 那個，我真的覺得偏頭痛要發作了 You know, I'm actually feeling a migraine coming on. 538 00:25:34,450 --> 00:25:36,452 不介意我退出吧？ Mind if I tap out? 539 00:25:36,452 --> 00:25:38,704 當然 Sure. 540 00:25:38,704 --> 00:25:41,874 你知道我很高興能獨享這些針頭 You know I'm happy to have those needles to myself. 541 00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:48,089 你知道的，如果你想要談論任何事情 You know, if you ever want to talk about anything... 542 00:25:48,089 --> 00:25:52,218 聽著，我很好，Ericka Look. I'm fine, Ericka. 543 00:25:52,218 --> 00:25:54,387 只是頭痛而已 It's just a headache. 544 00:25:56,806 --> 00:25:58,849 我剛看了病理切片 I just reviewed the slides with pathology. 545 00:25:58,849 --> 00:26:00,518 都在這裡，結果是確定的 It's all here. The results are definitive. 546 00:26:00,518 --> 00:26:02,353 是慢性創傷性腦病變，你看 It's CTE. Look. 547 00:26:02,353 --> 00:26:03,896 這個污點顯示 This stain indicates 548 00:26:03,896 --> 00:26:06,732 tau 蛋白質的異常累積 an abnormal accumulation of tau protein. 549 00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:09,277 - 那是很多紅色 - 這不是我們想要的訊息 - That's a lot of red. - This is not the news we wanted. 550 00:26:09,277 --> 00:26:11,404 但這可以幫助我們幫助 Steve But it can help us help Steve. 551 00:26:11,404 --> 00:26:13,489 抱歉打擾 Sorry to interrupt. 552 00:26:13,489 --> 00:26:15,700 呃，Hill 夫人正在找 Steve Uh, Mrs. Hill is looking for Steve. 553 00:26:15,700 --> 00:26:17,159 哦，呃，當然 Oh, uh, of course. 554 00:26:17,159 --> 00:26:19,036 他就在 237 號房觀察中 He's just in Room 237 under observation. 555 00:26:19,036 --> 00:26:23,082 不，他不是，我查過了，我到處都找過了 No, he's not. I checked. I've looked everywhere. 556 00:26:23,082 --> 00:26:25,167 好的，呃 Okay. Um... 557 00:26:25,167 --> 00:26:27,420 不用擔心，我會找到他的 Don't worry. I'll find him. 558 00:26:30,715 --> 00:26:34,010 如果要我再請一位病人跟著我的手指 If I have to ask one more patient to follow my finger... 559 00:26:34,010 --> 00:26:36,178 - 有任何情況嗎？ - 看起來不太好 - Anything? - Not looking so good. 560 00:26:36,178 --> 00:26:38,347 為什麼不親自看看呢？ Why don't you see for yourself? 561 00:26:38,347 --> 00:26:39,890 嗯 Well... 562 00:26:39,890 --> 00:26:42,518 他的眼球反應運動比昨天更快 His eye movements were more responsive yesterday. 563 00:26:42,518 --> 00:26:45,021 如果是中風導致這個，可能會再發生 If he had one stroke that caused this, he could have another. 564 00:26:45,021 --> 00:26:47,606 或者可能在醞釀新的感染 Or he could be brewing a new infection. 565 00:26:47,606 --> 00:26:48,858 昨晚有發生什麼事嗎？ Anything happen last night? 566 00:26:48,858 --> 00:26:50,484 他的生命體征完全正常 His vitals are stone-cold normal. 567 00:26:50,484 --> 00:26:52,028 白血球數量沒有增加，沒有發燒 White count isn't up No fever. 568 00:26:52,028 --> 00:26:54,947 然而，不知為何，他的反應卻不太靈敏 And, yet, he's less responsive somehow. 569 00:26:54,947 --> 00:26:56,699 問題是為什麼 Question is why. 570 00:26:56,699 --> 00:26:58,534 我們應該再做一次掃描嗎？ Should we get another scan? 571 00:26:58,534 --> 00:27:00,369 經驗性地使用抗生素？ Cover empirically with antibiotics? 572 00:27:00,369 --> 00:27:01,746 不，我不認為他有病 No, I don't think he's sick. 573 00:27:01,746 --> 00:27:04,332 但也許他要放棄了？ But maybe he's giving up? 574 00:27:04,332 --> 00:27:05,791 他與 Ericka 和 Jacob 的實地考察 He had a little spark of life 575 00:27:05,791 --> 00:27:07,626 讓他燃起了生命的小火花 with his field trip with Ericka and Jacob, 576 00:27:07,626 --> 00:27:09,045 現在它消失了？ and now it's wearing off? 577 00:27:11,714 --> 00:27:13,549 你看到了嗎？ Did you see that? 578 00:27:16,552 --> 00:27:17,928 Petrov 夫人 Mrs. Petrov. 579 00:27:17,928 --> 00:27:20,181 也許他想念他的祖母 Maybe he misses his g-grandmother. 580 00:27:20,181 --> 00:27:23,225 是的，又或者她說的是他的語言 Yeah, or maybe she's speaking his language. 581 00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:27,063 Petrov 夫人？ Mrs. Petrov? 582 00:27:27,063 --> 00:27:30,399 我們需要你的幫助——為病人翻譯 We need your help-- translating for a patient. 583 00:27:30,399 --> 00:27:32,318 唔 Hmm. 584 00:27:37,281 --> 00:27:38,532 好的 Okay. 585 00:27:44,997 --> 00:27:47,416 給你帶來了培根，雞蛋還有起司，如果你餓了 Brought you a bacon, egg, and cheese if you're hungry. 586 00:27:49,919 --> 00:27:52,671 昨晚你睡哪裡了？ Where did you sleep last night? 587 00:27:52,671 --> 00:27:55,299 閱覽室裡有沙發 The Reading Room has a couch. 588 00:27:57,635 --> 00:27:59,178 抱歉我昨晚擅離職守了 Sorry I went AWOL last night. 589 00:27:59,178 --> 00:28:01,597 我沒辦法再待在醫院裡 I just couldn't be in the hospital anymore, 590 00:28:01,597 --> 00:28:05,059 回家感覺也不對勁 and it didn't feel rightgoing home. 591 00:28:06,685 --> 00:28:08,646 我想陪在 Anna 和孩子身邊 I want to be there for Anna and the baby, 592 00:28:08,646 --> 00:28:11,148 但像我現在這樣，根本不是個好丈夫和好爸爸 but I'm no good like this as a husband and a dad. 593 00:28:11,148 --> 00:28:13,859 你知道我爸爸也有幻覺？ You know my dad had ghosts, too? 594 00:28:15,319 --> 00:28:18,447 症狀與你相似 Symptoms similar to yours. 595 00:28:18,447 --> 00:28:21,200 而且，然而，我希望他仍然在我的生命中 And, yet, I wish he was in my life today. 596 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,327 這不是你的錯 This is not your fault. 597 00:28:25,121 --> 00:28:27,289 屍檢結果顯示 Aiden The postmortem came back on Aiden, 598 00:28:27,289 --> 00:28:28,791 正如懷疑的那樣，他患有慢性創傷性腦病變 and he had CTE, as suspected, 599 00:28:28,791 --> 00:28:30,501 這表示你很有可能 which means that there's a good chance 600 00:28:30,501 --> 00:28:33,087 也深受其害 you're suffering from it, as well. 601 00:28:34,338 --> 00:28:35,923 對不起 I'm sorry. 602 00:28:43,556 --> 00:28:46,976 我想我說服了自己的腦子裡有一個微晶片 I think I convinced myself there was a microchip in my head 603 00:28:46,976 --> 00:28:50,312 因為我無法面對真相—— because I couldn't handle the alternative-- 604 00:28:50,312 --> 00:28:53,065 我的腦子壞了 that my brain is just broken. 605 00:28:55,317 --> 00:28:57,820 但現有了答案，我不知道哪個更可怕 But now that I have an answer, I don't know which is scarier. 606 00:28:57,820 --> 00:28:59,613 感覺就像是你遞給我無期徒刑 It feels like you handed me a life sentence. 607 00:28:59,613 --> 00:29:01,198 但你不必獨自面對它 But you don't have to face it alone. 608 00:29:01,198 --> 00:29:04,326 我會幫助你控制症狀，並與症狀共存 I will help you manage and live with your symptoms. 609 00:29:04,326 --> 00:29:06,495 - 這就是我來這裡的目的 - Wolf 醫生 - That's what I'm here for. - Dr. Wolf. 610 00:29:06,495 --> 00:29:07,913 我有個孩子要來臨 I've got a kid on the way. 611 00:29:07,913 --> 00:29:09,707 我的薪水幾乎養不活我們 I can barely support us on my salary. 612 00:29:09,707 --> 00:29:11,667 退伍軍人事務部切斷了我的福利 The VA cut off my benefits. 613 00:29:11,667 --> 00:29:13,210 非光榮退休，還記得嗎？ Dishonorably discharged. Remember? 614 00:29:13,210 --> 00:29:16,172 你沒有任何不光榮的地方 There is nothing dishonorable about you. 615 00:29:16,172 --> 00:29:18,841 我想為你和你的家人解決這個問題 I want to fix that for you, for your family. 616 00:29:18,841 --> 00:29:21,260 如果你願意的話 If you'll let me. 617 00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:26,891 你可以的 You got this. 618 00:29:26,891 --> 00:29:29,727 嗯，謝謝你們的到來 Um, thank you for coming. 619 00:29:29,727 --> 00:29:33,314 嗯，我的病人，Steve Hill，是一位退伍軍人 Um, my patient, Steve Hill, is a veteran. 620 00:29:33,314 --> 00:29:35,941 他是一個丈夫，是一位即將成為父親的人 He's a husband. He's a soon-to-be father. 621 00:29:35,941 --> 00:29:37,776 呃，他曾在第二營服役 Uh, he served in the 2nd Battalion. 622 00:29:37,776 --> 00:29:40,112 是的，我們已經聽過簡報了，Wolf 醫生 Yeah, we've been briefed, Dr. Wolf. 623 00:29:40,112 --> 00:29:42,031 哦，好的，那你應該知道 Oh. Okay. Then you're aware 624 00:29:42,031 --> 00:29:45,201 Steve 的部隊是在遠離戰爭威脅的地方 that Steve's unit fired long-range howitzers 625 00:29:45,201 --> 00:29:47,536 發射長距離的榴彈 from a distance far from the threat of battle, 626 00:29:47,536 --> 00:29:49,955 然而，儘管如此，Steve 是他所在部隊 and, yet, despite this fact, Steve is one of the few 627 00:29:49,955 --> 00:29:51,540 為數不多的倖存者之一 surviving members of his unit. 628 00:29:51,540 --> 00:29:54,168 這怎麼可能？答案就在於榴彈砲 How is that possible? The answer lies in the howitzer. 629 00:29:54,168 --> 00:29:56,837 每當大砲發射時，震波迴盪 Every time that cannon fired, shockwaves reverberated 630 00:29:56,837 --> 00:29:58,547 在 Steve 大腦的神經元中 through the neurons of Steve's brain, 631 00:29:58,547 --> 00:30:03,177 一而再、再而三地造成無法彌補的損害 causing irreparable damage over and over and over again. 632 00:30:05,554 --> 00:30:07,223 呃 Uh... 633 00:30:08,891 --> 00:30:11,977 把你的大腦想像成橡皮筋 Think of your brain as a rubber band. 634 00:30:11,977 --> 00:30:16,106 每次拉伸都會形成微小的撕裂 Every time you stretch it, micro-tears form. 635 00:30:16,106 --> 00:30:20,069 現在，大腦有彈性，所以它可以承受一兩次打擊 Now, the brain has elasticity, so it can take a blow or two, 636 00:30:20,069 --> 00:30:21,820 甚至可能是三、四次 maybe three or four even. 637 00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:25,157 但是，發生太多會怎麼樣？ But what happens after one too many? 638 00:30:25,157 --> 00:30:28,285 拉伸這些，你們就會明白了 Stretch these a-and find out for yourselves. 639 00:30:35,042 --> 00:30:37,002 就像那些橡皮筋 Just like that band, 640 00:30:37,002 --> 00:30:38,671 隨著時間的推移，大腦會破壞 the brain will break over time. 641 00:30:38,671 --> 00:30:40,256 我們有證據 And we have proof. 642 00:30:40,256 --> 00:30:42,299 一位同單位成員，Aiden Miller 的屍檢 A fellow unit member, Aiden Miller's postmortem 643 00:30:42,299 --> 00:30:45,511 神經病理學結果顯示，在顯微鏡下 neuropathological results showed catastrophic damage 644 00:30:45,511 --> 00:30:46,845 會出現災難性的損傷 on the microscopic level. 645 00:30:46,845 --> 00:30:49,056 這是慢性創傷性腦病變的教科書案例 It was a textbook case of CTE. 646 00:30:52,935 --> 00:30:55,062 Steve 的陰謀和妄想 Steve's conspiracies and delusions 647 00:30:55,062 --> 00:30:58,482 並非企圖背叛國家 are not an attempt to betray his country. 648 00:31:00,025 --> 00:31:02,278 它們是求救的聲音 They're a cry for help... 649 00:31:02,278 --> 00:31:05,281 是由神經退化性疾病引起的 caused by a neurodegenerative disease. 650 00:31:05,281 --> 00:31:09,952 現在，我從未在軍隊服役 Now, I have never served in the military, 651 00:31:09,952 --> 00:31:14,748 但我一直很推崇 Nemo Resideo 的概念： but I have always admired the concept of Nemo Resideo: 652 00:31:14,748 --> 00:31:16,584 “不遺漏任何人” "Leave No One Behind." 653 00:31:16,584 --> 00:31:19,962 我們必須照顧 Steve，每個士兵都喜歡他 We have to care for Steve and every soldier like him. 654 00:31:19,962 --> 00:31:22,172 恢復他們失去的福利，恢復他們的尊嚴 Restore their lost benefits, restore their dignity. 655 00:31:22,172 --> 00:31:27,803 理解和補償，可以是你的第一步 Understanding and compensating can be your first steps. 656 00:31:40,399 --> 00:31:41,483 這是一個「是」 It's a "yes." 657 00:31:41,483 --> 00:31:42,985 好吧，我們還有一個 Alright. We got one more. 658 00:31:42,985 --> 00:31:45,613 呃，我們繼續吧，呃 Uh, let's keep going. Uh... 659 00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:06,592 也許我們漏掉了一個字？ Maybe we're missing a letter? 660 00:32:06,592 --> 00:32:08,218 嗯 Mnh. 661 00:32:09,094 --> 00:32:11,138 我認為訊息已完成 I think the message is complete. 662 00:32:11,138 --> 00:32:13,349 呃，你介意嗎，Petrov 夫人？ Uh, do you mind, Mrs. Petrov? 663 00:32:13,349 --> 00:32:15,643 不介意 Sure. 664 00:32:17,603 --> 00:32:21,357 想像一下，他想要說出這些話有多久了 Imagine how long he's wanted to get these words out. 665 00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:28,000 你這麼長時間都孤身一人？ 665 00:32:30,449 --> 00:32:32,117 可憐的男孩 Poor boy. 666 00:32:52,805 --> 00:32:54,515 爸爸，你要睡覺了嗎？ You going to bed, Dad? 667 00:32:54,515 --> 00:32:58,143 我們已經幾個小時沒看到那些徒步旅行者了 We haven't seen those hikers in hours. 668 00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:01,480 他們不希望你看到他們 They don't want you to see them, 669 00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:02,898 但他們可以看到你 but they can see you. 670 00:33:02,898 --> 00:33:05,901 他們已經監視你很久了 They've been watching you for a while now. 671 00:33:08,195 --> 00:33:10,739 他們想要你，因為你很特別 They want you 'cause you're special. 672 00:33:10,739 --> 00:33:12,991 因為你很聰明 Because you're brilliant. 673 00:33:12,991 --> 00:33:15,953 你被選中了，Oliver You've been chosen, Oliver. 674 00:33:15,953 --> 00:33:18,122 你會是世界上最偉大的醫生 You're gonna be the world's greatest doctor. 675 00:33:18,122 --> 00:33:22,167 你總有一天會幫助很多人 You're gonna help so many people someday. 676 00:33:22,167 --> 00:33:24,753 你就是彌賽亞 You're the messiah. 677 00:33:24,753 --> 00:33:28,215 但不用擔心，我會保護你 But don't worry. I'll protect you. 678 00:33:32,386 --> 00:33:33,429 爸爸 Dad. 679 00:33:37,433 --> 00:33:39,476 別離開我 Don't leave me. 680 00:33:41,729 --> 00:33:43,355 我永遠不會 I never will. 681 00:33:46,942 --> 00:33:49,111 就待在這裡 Stay right here. 682 00:33:49,903 --> 00:33:52,489 爸爸，爸爸！ Dad. Dad! 683 00:33:58,203 --> 00:34:00,414 上面寫什麼？ What does it say? 684 00:34:01,707 --> 00:34:03,834 “別離開我” "Don't leave me." 685 00:34:07,713 --> 00:34:09,298 呃 Um... 686 00:34:09,298 --> 00:34:12,134 好吧，為什麼你們兩個不，嗯 Well, why don't you two, um, 687 00:34:12,134 --> 00:34:13,719 你知道，頁面口譯服務 you know, page interpreter services 688 00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:16,138 在我們找到更好的與病人溝通的方法之前 and get a proper translator in here to talk to him 689 00:34:16,138 --> 00:34:19,308 請找一個適當的翻譯來和他溝通？ until we can find out a better way to communicate with our patient? 690 00:34:19,308 --> 00:34:20,601 呃 Uh... 691 00:34:30,986 --> 00:34:32,696 呃...好吧 Uh... okay. 692 00:34:34,198 --> 00:34:35,908 嘿 Hey... 693 00:34:35,908 --> 00:34:37,659 你在這裡做什麼？ What are you doing here? 694 00:34:37,659 --> 00:34:39,203 我剛出去 I was just out. 695 00:34:39,203 --> 00:34:42,080 我覺得我應該順道過來打招呼 Thought I'd stop by and say what up. 696 00:34:42,956 --> 00:34:44,917 我能進來嗎？ Can I come in? 697 00:34:44,917 --> 00:34:46,710 可以 Yeah. 698 00:34:47,753 --> 00:34:49,546 謝謝 Thank you. 699 00:34:50,923 --> 00:34:52,132 鞋！ Shoes! 700 00:34:52,132 --> 00:34:54,968 好的，好的 Okay. Okay. 701 00:34:54,968 --> 00:34:56,887 一 One. 702 00:34:56,887 --> 00:34:59,056 二 Two. 703 00:34:59,056 --> 00:35:02,017 三 Three. 704 00:35:04,978 --> 00:35:08,190 啊，好的 Ahh. Nice. 705 00:35:08,190 --> 00:35:10,526 你在外面淋雨幹嘛？ What the hell were you doing out in the rain? 706 00:35:10,526 --> 00:35:12,528 我需要發洩一下 I needed to blow off some steam. 707 00:35:12,528 --> 00:35:15,906 我想，嘿，也許我應該享受生活 I figured, hey, maybe I should enjoy my life 708 00:35:15,906 --> 00:35:18,992 在我變成 Steve 之前 before I turn into Steve. 709 00:35:18,992 --> 00:35:21,662 - Jacob - 嗯，我是經常酒醉 - Jacob. - Well, I do black out, 710 00:35:21,662 --> 00:35:23,539 像是，太常 like, a lot. 711 00:35:23,539 --> 00:35:26,375 是啊，因為你派對玩得太盡興了 Yeah, because you party too hard. 712 00:35:26,375 --> 00:35:27,918 不是因為你有慢性創傷性腦病變 Not because you have CTE. 713 00:35:27,918 --> 00:35:29,378 確實 Right. 714 00:35:29,378 --> 00:35:31,213 嗯，無論如何，這並不重要 Well, it doesn't matter anyways. 715 00:35:31,213 --> 00:35:33,549 因為，我的意思是，除非把我的腦袋切片 Because, I mean, you won't know anything 716 00:35:33,549 --> 00:35:36,552 否則你什麼都不知道 until you slice my brain up. 717 00:35:36,552 --> 00:35:39,346 好，好，繼續，去擦乾吧 Okay. Okay. Go on. Go get dry. 718 00:35:39,346 --> 00:35:42,683 在浴室櫃子裡有一條毛巾 There's a towel in the cabinet in the bathroom. 719 00:35:42,683 --> 00:35:45,811 我想在哪裡有一件超大號襯衫 Think I have an oversized shirt somewhere. 720 00:35:51,733 --> 00:35:54,945 哦，男孩，嗯 Oh, boy. Hm. 721 00:35:54,945 --> 00:35:58,740 那麼...到底發生了什麼事，讓你不再繼續了？ So... what exactly happened that made you stop playing? 722 00:35:58,740 --> 00:36:01,285 謝謝，嗯 Thank you. Um... 723 00:36:01,285 --> 00:36:03,537 嗯，我大三那年，我在同一個球季 Well, my junior year, I had two concussions 724 00:36:03,537 --> 00:36:07,124 有兩次腦震盪，醫生告訴我 in the same season, and the doctors told me 725 00:36:07,124 --> 00:36:10,919 如果再發生一次，我可能不會醒來 if I had one more, I might not wake up. 726 00:36:10,919 --> 00:36:13,005 所以我必須做出決定 So I had to decide. 727 00:36:13,005 --> 00:36:14,965 我該冒險還是不冒險？ Should I take the risk or not? 728 00:36:14,965 --> 00:36:17,217 - 我選擇不冒險 - 嗯 - I chose not to. - Hm. 729 00:36:17,217 --> 00:36:19,887 我很後悔，每天都後悔 And I regret it. Every day. 730 00:36:19,887 --> 00:36:21,430 什麼？ What? 731 00:36:21,430 --> 00:36:24,474 為什麼？你還活著，你沒事 Why? You're alive. You're okay. 732 00:36:24,474 --> 00:36:27,603 不，你應該看看我，Ericka No. You should have seen me, Ericka. 733 00:36:28,687 --> 00:36:30,022 我很厲害 I was great. 734 00:36:30,022 --> 00:36:32,733 我當時就像... I was, like... 735 00:36:32,733 --> 00:36:34,902 真的，真的很厲害 really, really great. 736 00:36:34,902 --> 00:36:37,779 而現在我只是一個... And now I'm just a... 737 00:36:37,779 --> 00:36:39,823 壞醫生 bad doctor. 738 00:36:41,533 --> 00:36:44,161 - 這結論哪來的？ - 啊，拜託 - Where is this coming from? - Ah. Come on. 739 00:36:44,161 --> 00:36:46,496 - 每個人都這麼認為 - 嗯哼 - Everyone thinks it. - Mnh-mnh. 740 00:36:46,496 --> 00:36:47,915 Wolf 這樣想 Wolf thinks it. 741 00:36:48,999 --> 00:36:51,960 連你也這麼認為 Even you think it. 742 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:54,755 我不認為你是個壞醫生 I don't think you're a bad doctor. 743 00:36:54,755 --> 00:36:56,340 嗯-嗯 Mnh-mnh. 744 00:37:01,136 --> 00:37:02,471 我該去睡覺了 I should go to bed. 745 00:37:02,471 --> 00:37:05,307 - 好的 - 毯子在這裡 - Okay. - Here's a blanket. 746 00:37:05,307 --> 00:37:07,059 - 謝謝 - 枕頭 - Thank you. - Pillow. 747 00:37:07,059 --> 00:37:08,977 - 嘿，Kinney - 嗯？ - Hey, Kinney. - Hm? 748 00:37:08,977 --> 00:37:13,273 如果真的有人要把我的腦袋切開 If anyone ever does have to slice my brain open... 749 00:37:15,317 --> 00:37:17,319 我希望是你 ...I want it to be you. 750 00:37:17,319 --> 00:37:20,614 呃 Um... 751 00:37:20,614 --> 00:37:22,449 我想也是一樣 Same, I guess. 752 00:37:22,449 --> 00:37:27,412 ♪ 哦，親愛的，開始吧 ♪ ♪ Oh, darlin', make it go ♪ 753 00:37:38,590 --> 00:37:40,258 早安！ Good morning! 754 00:37:41,301 --> 00:37:43,845 早安！快點，醒醒，醒來吧 Good morning! Come on. Wake up. Wake up. 755 00:37:43,845 --> 00:37:46,390 - 呃... - 咖啡？ - Uh... - Coffee? 756 00:37:46,390 --> 00:37:48,684 當然 Sure. 757 00:37:58,610 --> 00:38:00,445 昨晚，我們有沒有── Last night, did-- did we-- 758 00:38:00,445 --> 00:38:02,990 沒有，嗯，絕對沒有 No. Mnh. Absolutely not. 759 00:38:02,990 --> 00:38:05,033 太好了 Good. 760 00:38:05,033 --> 00:38:07,202 挺好的 That's good. 761 00:38:07,202 --> 00:38:10,706 嗯，不管昨晚發生了什麼事 Well, um, to whatever happened last night. 762 00:38:10,706 --> 00:38:13,875 - 什麼事也沒發生 - 謝謝 - Nothing happened. - Thank you. 763 00:38:13,875 --> 00:38:16,712 這條毯子真是舒服極了 This blanket is cozy as hell. 764 00:38:16,712 --> 00:38:18,839 它是超細纖維 It's microfiber. 765 00:38:20,382 --> 00:38:21,883 - 什麼？ - 他有鏡像觸摸？ - What?! - He's got Mirror-Touch?! 766 00:38:21,883 --> 00:38:23,677 - 是他告訴我的 - 你知道這件事多久了？ - That's what he told me. - How long have you known this? 767 00:38:23,677 --> 00:38:26,388 - 這就是為什麼他是-- 噓 - 我簡直不敢相信 - That's why he's-- Shh. - I can't believe it. 768 00:38:27,180 --> 00:38:29,558 什麼？哦，Petrov 夫人 What? Oh, did Mrs. Petrov 769 00:38:29,558 --> 00:38:31,226 帶她的孫女進醫院？ bring her granddaughter into the hospital? 770 00:38:31,226 --> 00:38:33,228 不，不，但我確實消滅了 Nah. Nah. But I did just annihilate 771 00:38:33,228 --> 00:38:35,230 一份巨大的早餐捲餅 a huge breakfast burrito. 772 00:38:35,230 --> 00:38:37,107 “有什麼需要注意的嗎，Markus 醫生？” "Anything to note, Dr. Markus?" 773 00:38:37,107 --> 00:38:40,736 別理他，我一直很欣賞你的敏感 Ignore him. I've always appreciated your sensitivity. 774 00:38:40,736 --> 00:38:43,905 我覺得我們這邊需要更多 I think we need more of it around here. 775 00:38:43,905 --> 00:38:45,323 你告訴他們了 You told them. 776 00:38:45,323 --> 00:38:48,326 我很抱歉，Van I'm so sorry, Van. 777 00:38:48,326 --> 00:38:50,579 我知道我說過——我不應該這麼做 I know I said-- I shouldn't have done it, 778 00:38:50,579 --> 00:38:52,414 但這太有趣了 but it was so interesting. 779 00:38:52,414 --> 00:38:55,584 而且——我正在做一些研究和—— And-- And I was doing some research and-- 780 00:38:55,584 --> 00:38:59,337 我的天啊，你能原諒我嗎？ My God. Can you ever forgive me? 781 00:38:59,337 --> 00:39:02,215 你以為我為什麼要告訴你，Dana？ Why do you think I told you, Dana? 782 00:39:04,009 --> 00:39:06,928 讓我免於“出櫃”三次 Saved me from "coming out" three times. 783 00:39:10,474 --> 00:39:12,267 我低估了你 I underestimated you. 784 00:39:12,267 --> 00:39:15,062 幹得不錯 Well played. 785 00:39:15,062 --> 00:39:17,105 幹得不錯 Well played. 786 00:39:17,105 --> 00:39:21,068 一旦退伍軍人事務部明白 Steve 受傷的原因 Once the VA understood the cause of Steve's trauma, 787 00:39:21,068 --> 00:39:23,195 他的福利被恢復 his benefits were reinstated, 788 00:39:23,195 --> 00:39:25,405 他的家人得到了補償 his family was compensated, 789 00:39:25,405 --> 00:39:28,158 他的榮譽恢復了 his honor restored. 790 00:39:28,158 --> 00:39:29,993 你準備好了嗎？ You ready? 791 00:39:34,122 --> 00:39:38,460 7 次 12. 84. 7 times 12. 84. 792 00:39:38,460 --> 00:39:41,046 你很厲害 You're good. 793 00:39:41,046 --> 00:39:44,633 除以 6 Divided by 6. 794 00:39:44,633 --> 00:39:46,426 14 Fourteen. 795 00:39:49,221 --> 00:39:51,473 歡迎大家 Welcome, everyone. 796 00:39:51,473 --> 00:39:54,309 我想感謝大家今天來 I want to thank you all for coming today. 797 00:39:54,309 --> 00:39:56,311 我的名字是 Steve My name is Steve. 798 00:39:57,771 --> 00:40:00,023 我來這裡是為了分享我的故事 And I'm here to share my story. 799 00:40:00,023 --> 00:40:03,068 無法改變 Steve 的病理狀況 There was no changing Steve's pathology, 800 00:40:03,068 --> 00:40:05,612 甚至連正式診斷也沒有 not even an official diagnosis. 801 00:40:05,612 --> 00:40:09,950 但從某種意義上說，我們不都是這樣嗎？ But in a sense, couldn't you say that about us all? 802 00:40:09,950 --> 00:40:12,077 無法治療慢性創傷性腦病變 There is no cure for CTE, 803 00:40:12,077 --> 00:40:14,621 但我們可以利用類似神經退化性疾病 but we could slow the symptoms with treatments 804 00:40:14,621 --> 00:40:17,332 的治療方法來減緩症狀 for similar neurodegenerative diseases. 805 00:40:17,332 --> 00:40:19,918 鍛煉、飲食、睡眠 Exercise. Diet. Sleep. 806 00:40:19,918 --> 00:40:21,503 給 Steve 時間 Giving Steve time. 807 00:40:21,503 --> 00:40:25,215 希望未來我們能知道更多 Hope for a future in which we know more. 808 00:40:25,215 --> 00:40:28,343 讓 Steve 可以看到一個充滿希望的未來 Steve could see a hopeful future now. 809 00:40:28,343 --> 00:40:29,886 他可以把它握在手裡 He could hold it in his hands. 810 00:40:29,886 --> 00:40:31,513 是爸爸 It's Daddy. 811 00:40:31,513 --> 00:40:35,058 我們的神經系統無法單獨癒合 Our nervous systems can't heal in isolation. 812 00:40:35,058 --> 00:40:36,852 - 哇！ - 我們需要照顧... - Aww! - We need care... 813 00:40:36,852 --> 00:40:39,020 愛與連結 love, connection. 814 00:40:41,189 --> 00:40:42,858 沒錯 That's right. 815 00:40:51,449 --> 00:40:55,662 Wolf，你呼叫我？有什麼急事？ Wolf. You paged me? Something urgent? 816 00:40:55,662 --> 00:40:57,956 你有什麼問題？園藝問題？ What do you got? Gardening issues? 817 00:40:57,956 --> 00:41:02,878 某種程度上，我在考慮植入微型晶片 Of a sort. I'm thinking of planting a microchip. 818 00:41:02,878 --> 00:41:05,130 - 不要連你也一樣 - 不是 Steve，不，不 - Not you, too. - Not Steve. No, no. 819 00:41:05,130 --> 00:41:07,549 對 Steve 來說，微晶片是一種因應機制 For Steve, a microchip was a coping mechanism. 820 00:41:07,549 --> 00:41:11,511 但如果對無名氏來說 But what if, for John Doe... 821 00:41:11,511 --> 00:41:13,889 這是一個可行的機制嗎？ it was an actual mechanism? 822 00:41:13,889 --> 00:41:18,101 腦部電腦介面可幫助他溝通 A brain computer interface to help him communicate. 823 00:41:18,101 --> 00:41:19,936 呃—— Uh-- 824 00:41:21,646 --> 00:41:26,484 Wolf，你-你知道這項技術有多麼的實驗性，它... Wolf, y-you realize how experimental this tech is. It... 825 00:41:26,484 --> 00:41:29,779 這個人已經失聲了 This man has lost his voice. 826 00:41:29,779 --> 00:41:32,073 你可以把它還給他 And you could give it back to him, 827 00:41:32,073 --> 00:41:34,367 喚醒他 awaken him. 828 00:41:35,827 --> 00:41:38,830 你到底跟不跟我一起？ Are you with me or not? 829 00:41:40,832 --> 00:41:43,668 因為我絕對不會離開他 Because I refuse to leave him.