1 00:00:02,580 --> 00:00:03,830 -[鸣笛]-应对机制。 - [ Horns honking ] - Coping mechanisms. 2 00:00:03,830 --> 00:00:05,670 我们都有。 We all have them. 3 00:00:05,670 --> 00:00:07,340 随便问一个纽约人就知道了。 Just ask any New Yorker. 4 00:00:07,340 --> 00:00:10,420 我们需要它们来度过这一天…… We need them to get through the day... 5 00:00:10,420 --> 00:00:13,220 ♪ ♪ 6 00:00:13,220 --> 00:00:15,140 …让我们昂起头来…… ...to keep our heads up... 7 00:00:15,140 --> 00:00:17,510 来处理我们的创伤…… to deal with our traumas... 8 00:00:17,510 --> 00:00:19,760 身体…… both physical... 9 00:00:19,770 --> 00:00:21,600 和情感。 and emotional. 10 00:00:21,600 --> 00:00:24,350 ♪ ♪ 11 00:00:24,350 --> 00:00:27,560 有时候，我们的创伤会让我们寻求独处。 Sometimes our trauma causes us to seek solitude. 12 00:00:27,570 --> 00:00:30,440 ♪ ♪ 13 00:00:30,440 --> 00:00:33,610 然而，其他时候，它会让我们审视自己…… While, other times, it causes us to examine ourselves... 14 00:00:33,610 --> 00:00:36,490 ——[抽泣] - [ Sobbing ] 15 00:00:36,490 --> 00:00:39,240 -…打开我们与他人的联系， - ...opening us up to connecting with others, 16 00:00:39,240 --> 00:00:42,950 即使——尤其是如果——我们也害怕它。 even if-- especially if-- we also fear it. 17 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:44,660 -真的太混乱了。 - It's honestly so chaotic. 18 00:00:44,670 --> 00:00:47,580 他们重启了第三部续集，但称之为前传？ They're rebooting the third sequel but calling it a prequel? 19 00:00:47,590 --> 00:00:49,000 <我>——嗯。 - Mm-hmm. 20 00:00:49,000 --> 00:00:50,800 这太疯狂了。哇。 That is so wild. Wow. 21 00:00:50,800 --> 00:00:53,050 <我>,所以…那是我的早晨。 - So... that was my morning. 22 00:00:53,050 --> 00:00:54,470 30分钟的末日滚动 30 minutes of doom-scrolling 23 00:00:54,470 --> 00:00:57,680 配上浓咖啡…和一辆奔驰。 with a side of espresso... and a Benzo. 24 00:00:57,680 --> 00:01:00,510 -[笑]-等等。女孩。你不在这儿吗？ - [ Chuckles ] - Wait. Girl. Are you not here? 25 00:01:00,510 --> 00:01:02,930 ——嗯? - Hmm? 26 00:01:02,930 --> 00:01:07,230 有时候，困扰我们的鬼魂会被别人看到。 - Sometimes the ghosts that haunt us can be seen by others. 27 00:01:08,560 --> 00:01:12,320 而其他时候，我们的鬼魂只有我们自己看得见。 And other times, our ghosts are visible only to ourselves. 28 00:01:12,320 --> 00:01:14,690 [枪声和爆炸声] [ Gunfire and explosions ] 29 00:01:14,700 --> 00:01:17,110 [高亢的铃声] [ High-pitched ringing ] 30 00:01:17,110 --> 00:01:20,330 [爆炸] [ Explosions ] 31 00:01:20,330 --> 00:01:22,080 -希尔先生？——[喘息] - Mr. Hill? - [ Gasps ] 32 00:01:22,080 --> 00:01:23,870 [高音铃声停止] [ High-pitched ringing stops ] 33 00:01:23,870 --> 00:01:25,500 -准备好了吗？ - You ready? 34 00:01:25,500 --> 00:01:30,290 ♪ ♪ 35 00:01:30,290 --> 00:01:34,170 -我是皮尔斯博士。欢迎来到布朗克斯综合医院。 - I'm Dr. Pierce. Welcome to Bronx General. 36 00:01:35,800 --> 00:01:38,680 -垂直眼球运动仍然完整，一致 - Vertical eye movements are still intact, consistent 37 00:01:38,680 --> 00:01:41,050 他的伤保住了中脑顶盖。 with an injury that spared the mid-brain tectum. 38 00:01:41,060 --> 00:01:42,640 早上好，先生。 Good morning, sir. 39 00:01:42,640 --> 00:01:45,180 -[喘着粗气]-闹钟响了还在睡觉？ - [ Breathing heavily ] - Slept through your alarm? 40 00:01:45,180 --> 00:01:47,020 -我忙着做研究。 - I got caught up doing research. 41 00:01:47,020 --> 00:01:49,100 我忘了时间。我很抱歉。 I lost track of time. I'm so sorry. 42 00:01:49,100 --> 00:01:52,020 -根据我们的检查和他最后一次脑电图， - Based on our exam and his last EEG, 43 00:01:52,020 --> 00:01:53,780 看来我们的无名氏很痛苦 it appears that our John Doe is suffering 44 00:01:53,780 --> 00:01:55,900 从闭锁综合症。 from Locked-In Syndrome. 45 00:01:55,900 --> 00:01:57,570 这种情况很少见 It's a rare condition that happens 46 00:01:57,570 --> 00:02:00,160 当部分脑干永久性受损时。 when part of the brain stem is permanently damaged. 47 00:02:00,160 --> 00:02:02,910 -通常是因为中风，我们知道无名氏也有中风。 - Often due to a stroke, which we know John Doe had. 48 00:02:02,910 --> 00:02:05,040 ——正确的。他离开病人 - Correct. LIS leaves patients 49 00:02:05,040 --> 00:02:06,790 四肢完全瘫痪。 completely paralyzed in all their limbs. 50 00:02:06,790 --> 00:02:08,120 他不会说话也不会交流 He can't talk or communicate 51 00:02:08,120 --> 00:02:09,580 除了通过垂直的眼球运动。 except through vertical eye movements. 52 00:02:09,580 --> 00:02:11,580 -这表明JD的认知能力 - Which suggests that JD's cognitive abilities 53 00:02:11,590 --> 00:02:13,040 仍然完好无损。 are still intact. 54 00:02:13,050 --> 00:02:14,840 -就像马丁·皮斯托瑞斯案一样。 - It's just like the Martin Pistorius case. 55 00:02:14,840 --> 00:02:17,050 他明白家人对他说的每句话。 He understood everything that his family was saying to him. 56 00:02:17,050 --> 00:02:19,180 他只是不知道怎么回应。 He just didn't have a way to respond. 57 00:02:19,180 --> 00:02:20,680 -如果我们是对的，无名氏已经 - If we're right, John Doe has been 58 00:02:20,680 --> 00:02:23,720 在一个非常孤独的地方待很长时间。 in a very lonely place for a very long time. 59 00:02:23,720 --> 00:02:26,310 根据我们的检查和他最后的脑电图， - Wolf: [Muffled] Based on our exam and his last EEG, 60 00:02:26,310 --> 00:02:28,390 看来我们的无名氏很痛苦 it appears that our John Doe is suffering 61 00:02:28,390 --> 00:02:30,190 从闭锁综合症… from Locked-In Syndrome... 62 00:02:34,480 --> 00:02:35,980 -你呢，马库斯博士？ - What about you, Dr. Markus? 63 00:02:35,990 --> 00:02:38,570 你有什么想补充的吗？ Any observations you'd care to add? 64 00:02:38,570 --> 00:02:41,700 ——嗯…不。什么都没有。 - Um... no. Nothing. 65 00:02:41,700 --> 00:02:44,410 但如果我有什么直觉我会告诉你的。 But I'll let you know if I have any gut feelings. 66 00:02:44,410 --> 00:02:46,370 -拜托了。 - Please do. 67 00:02:46,370 --> 00:02:48,120 [敲门]-狼？ [ Knock on door ] - Wolf? 68 00:02:48,120 --> 00:02:50,830 介意我把你偷走吗？我需要一个助手。 Mind if I steal you? I could use an assist. 69 00:02:53,380 --> 00:02:55,840 -现在约翰·多伊的眼睛就是他的声音。 - John Doe's eyes are his voice now. 70 00:02:55,840 --> 00:02:57,170 有人在他们后面。 There's somebody behind them. 71 00:02:57,170 --> 00:02:59,800 我们的任务是找出是谁。 Our job is to find out who. 72 00:03:01,050 --> 00:03:02,590 那么，你的病人是谁？ So, who's your patient? 73 00:03:02,600 --> 00:03:05,970 -他叫史蒂夫·希尔。他是个老兵。海军陆战队。 - His name is Steve Hill. He's a veteran. Marine Corps. 74 00:03:05,970 --> 00:03:10,060 患有严重的焦虑，抑郁，侵入性的想法。 Suffers from severe anxiety, depression, intrusive thoughts. 75 00:03:10,060 --> 00:03:11,640 -在你们部门并不少见。 - Not uncommon in your department. 76 00:03:11,650 --> 00:03:13,230 -除了在治疗快结束的时候 - Except near the end of our session, 77 00:03:13,230 --> 00:03:15,690 他告诉我他一直在看鬼 he told me he's been seeing ghosts-- 78 00:03:15,690 --> 00:03:16,860 和他一起服役的人。 of people he served with. 79 00:03:16,860 --> 00:03:18,280 -“闹鬼的海军陆战队员。” - A "Haunted Marine." 80 00:03:18,280 --> 00:03:20,280 -感觉是这样，是的。他的妻子正在路上。 - It feels that way, yes. His wife is on her way. 81 00:03:20,280 --> 00:03:22,450 也许她能告诉我们一些背景和历史， Maybe she can give us some background and history, 82 00:03:22,450 --> 00:03:25,870 帮我们弄清楚这些“鬼”是从哪里来的。 help us figure out where these "ghosts" are coming from. 83 00:03:27,040 --> 00:03:30,540 -给你，宝贝。我抓住你了。 - Here, babe. I got you. 84 00:03:32,080 --> 00:03:33,830 我告诉她不用来。 I told her she didn't need to come. 85 00:03:33,830 --> 00:03:36,790 我最不想看到的就是我妻子在6号跑道上分娩。 Last thing I need is for my wife to go into labor on the Six. 86 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:38,710 -地铁上发生过更糟糕的事。 - Well, worse things have happened on the subway. 87 00:03:38,710 --> 00:03:41,630 -[笑]-我想待在这里 - [ Chuckles ] - I wanted to be here. 88 00:03:41,630 --> 00:03:44,800 史蒂夫从战场回来后就一直在挣扎。 Steve's been struggling since he got home from his deployment. 89 00:03:44,800 --> 00:03:47,140 -很多时候，我很好，但有些时候 - A lot of days, I'm fine, but then there are days 90 00:03:47,140 --> 00:03:50,520 当我去系鞋带的时候，我就…… when I go to lace my shoes and I just... 91 00:03:50,520 --> 00:03:52,770 我崩溃了。它不漂亮。 I break down. It's not pretty. 92 00:03:52,770 --> 00:03:54,230 安娜要处理的事够多了。 Anna's got enough to deal with. 93 00:03:54,230 --> 00:03:56,480 我想帮助她，而不是成为她的负担。 I want to be a help to her, not a burden. 94 00:03:56,480 --> 00:03:58,610 -你来这里寻求答案 - Well, the fact that you're here seeking answers 95 00:03:58,610 --> 00:04:00,400 告诉我你不是负担。 tells me that you are not a burden. 96 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:02,200 里面有什么？ Uh, what's in there? 97 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:03,950 -我的医疗记录 - My medical records. 98 00:04:03,950 --> 00:04:05,370 我把一切都记录下来了。 I've got everything documented. 99 00:04:05,370 --> 00:04:07,330 -我看你去过退伍军人管理局 - Yeah, well, I see you've been to the VA. 100 00:04:07,330 --> 00:04:08,830 有什么帮助吗？ Were there any help at all? 101 00:04:08,830 --> 00:04:10,160 -他们给了他一些药 - Um, they gave him some meds 102 00:04:10,160 --> 00:04:11,910 对于焦虑和抑郁， for anxiety and depression, 103 00:04:11,910 --> 00:04:15,500 但他不喜欢他们给他的感觉，所以他停了下来。 but he didn't like how they made him feel, so he stopped. 104 00:04:15,500 --> 00:04:17,800 -我不想再回去了。 - I don't want to go back there. 105 00:04:18,960 --> 00:04:21,260 ——嗯… - Um... 106 00:04:21,260 --> 00:04:24,470 当你崩溃的时候，有什么身体上的症状吗？ When you break down, are there any physical symptoms? 107 00:04:24,470 --> 00:04:27,550 头痛、心悸、视力模糊？ Headache, heart palpitations, blurry vision? 108 00:04:27,550 --> 00:04:30,060 ——有时。最近有点多。 - Sometimes. A bit more lately. 109 00:04:30,060 --> 00:04:33,390 -跟我说说你最近看到的幻象。 - Tell me about these visions you've been experiencing lately. 110 00:04:33,390 --> 00:04:34,770 ——等待。“愿景”什么? - Wait. What "visions"? 111 00:04:34,770 --> 00:04:37,360 -没什么好担心的，宝贝。嗯… - Nothing to worry about, babe. Uh... 112 00:04:37,360 --> 00:04:39,940 我刚跟艾登说了再见。 You know I just said bye to Aiden. 113 00:04:39,940 --> 00:04:42,030 我们一起服役。 W-We served together. 114 00:04:42,030 --> 00:04:44,320 他的葬礼是上周举行的。 His funeral was last week. 115 00:04:44,320 --> 00:04:47,990 这是……痛苦的。这是所有。 It's been... painful. That's all. 116 00:04:47,990 --> 00:04:50,870 -你怀孕多久了，希尔夫人？ - How far along are you, Mrs. Hill? 117 00:04:50,870 --> 00:04:52,700 - 34周。 - Um, 34 weeks. 118 00:04:52,710 --> 00:04:55,370 我准备好了。-我们都是。[笑] I am so ready. - We both are. [ Chuckles ] 119 00:04:55,370 --> 00:04:56,960 -你的第一次？-是的。 - Your first? - Yeah. 120 00:04:56,960 --> 00:04:58,750 -史蒂夫告诉我他第一次约会就想要孩子。 - Steve told me he wanted kids on our first date. 121 00:04:58,750 --> 00:05:01,250 -不管你信不信，她也没缠着我 - And she didn't ghost me, believe it or not. 122 00:05:01,260 --> 00:05:04,380 （笑）我一直想当爸爸。 [ Laughs ] I've always wanted to be a dad. 123 00:05:04,380 --> 00:05:06,050 这些东西在我脑海里， And this stuff on my mind, 124 00:05:06,050 --> 00:05:10,470 我想在儿子出生前控制住局面。 I want to get it under control before our son is born. 125 00:05:10,470 --> 00:05:12,640 -我们是来帮忙的，第一步 - Well, we're here to help, and the first step 126 00:05:12,640 --> 00:05:16,440 是做出正确的诊断。 is determining a correct diagnosis. 127 00:05:16,440 --> 00:05:19,020 -他显然是为了保护他的妻子而有所隐瞒 - He's clearly withholding something to protect his wife, 128 00:05:19,020 --> 00:05:22,730 但根据他的症状我首先想到的是创伤后应激障碍 but based off his symptoms, my first thought was PTSD. 129 00:05:22,740 --> 00:05:25,400 这就解释了他的过度警觉，失眠， That would explain his hypervigilance, his insomnia, 130 00:05:25,400 --> 00:05:27,200 他侵入性的思想， his intrusive thoughts, 131 00:05:27,200 --> 00:05:29,490 失去朋友艾登的悲痛 his grief over losing his friend Aiden. 132 00:05:29,490 --> 00:05:32,580 患有创伤后应激障碍的人重温创伤是很常见的 It's very common for people with PTSD to relive trauma 133 00:05:32,580 --> 00:05:34,370 能让你觉得自己活在过去吗 Can make you feel like you're living in the past 134 00:05:34,370 --> 00:05:36,250 和现在都在同一时间。 and the present all at the same time. 135 00:05:36,250 --> 00:05:37,870 有点像我认识的人。 Kind of like someone I know. 136 00:05:37,880 --> 00:05:40,500 -好吧，退伍军人管理局已经治疗过他的创伤后应激障碍了 - Okay, the VA already treated him for PTSD-- 137 00:05:40,500 --> 00:05:43,300 创伤性认知行为疗法，EMDR，暴露疗法， trauma-based CBT, EMDR, exposure therapy, 138 00:05:43,300 --> 00:05:45,720 多种ssri类药物，甚至哌唑嗪。 multiple SSRIs, even prazosin. 139 00:05:45,720 --> 00:05:48,680 如果创伤后应激障碍只是故事的一部分呢？ What if PTSD is only part of the story? 140 00:05:48,680 --> 00:05:51,350 这不能解释他所有的症状，也就是他的幻觉。 It doesn't account for all of his symptoms, namely his delusions. 141 00:05:51,350 --> 00:05:53,100 记住——他一直在看鬼。 Remember-- he's been seeing ghosts. 142 00:05:53,100 --> 00:05:55,770 -创伤后应激障碍可能存在于潜在的神经问题中， - PTSD could be present in an underlying neurological issue, 143 00:05:55,770 --> 00:05:58,140 比如肿瘤，或者脑积水。 like a tumor or-- or hydrocephalus. 144 00:05:58,150 --> 00:06:00,860 -他最近没有做核磁共振，但至少做了CT扫描 - He hasn't had a recent MRI, but at least his CT scans 145 00:06:00,860 --> 00:06:02,440 没有表现出任何令人担忧的东西。 didn't show anything too concerning. 146 00:06:02,440 --> 00:06:04,280 这可能是精神病的发作 It can be an episode from psychosis 147 00:06:04,280 --> 00:06:06,030 因为精神分裂症或双相情感障碍。 due to schizophrenia or bipolar disorder. 148 00:06:06,030 --> 00:06:08,910 -他的年龄对于初次发作的精神分裂症患者来说有点不寻常。 - His age is a little unusual for a schizophrenic first break. 149 00:06:08,910 --> 00:06:10,910 无躁狂病史。 No history of mania. 150 00:06:10,910 --> 00:06:13,240 额颞叶痴呆呢？ Uh, what about frontotemporal dementia? 151 00:06:13,240 --> 00:06:16,290 -可能还早到他还没有表现出任何迹象 - It could be early enough that he's not showing any of the telltale signs. 152 00:06:16,290 --> 00:06:18,040 -嗯，所有的可能性。我们需要更多的数据。 - Well, all possibilities. We need more data. 153 00:06:18,040 --> 00:06:19,670 埃里卡和雅各布，去找 Ericka and Jacob, track down 154 00:06:19,670 --> 00:06:21,960 他的军事经历，和史蒂夫一起服役的人。 his military history, anyone who served with Steve. 155 00:06:21,960 --> 00:06:25,000 查一下艾登这个家伙，看他是否因类似症状接受过治疗。 Look into this Aiden fellow, see if he was treated for similar symptoms. 156 00:06:25,010 --> 00:06:27,340 为了了解史蒂夫目前的状况， In order to understand Steve's present condition, 157 00:06:27,340 --> 00:06:28,840 我们需要知道他的过去。走了。 we need to know his past. Go. 158 00:06:28,840 --> 00:06:32,640 -我去和乔什谈谈，看看他有什么主意。 - And I'll talk to Josh, see if he has any ideas. 159 00:06:34,060 --> 00:06:35,600 -你和乔什谈过了？ - You talk to Josh? 160 00:06:35,600 --> 00:06:37,310 [门开了又关] [ Door opens and closes ] 161 00:06:37,310 --> 00:06:40,650 ——是的。我做的事。他是我的朋友。 - Yes. I do. He's my friend. 162 00:06:40,650 --> 00:06:42,190 -你说的“朋友”是指同事 - Oh, but by "friend," you mean colleague, 163 00:06:42,190 --> 00:06:44,110 就像你们都感冒了， like you share a cold, exacting, 164 00:06:44,110 --> 00:06:46,320 和他有工作上的联系吗？ professional connection with him? 165 00:06:46,320 --> 00:06:47,820 -[笑]不像你 - [ Laughs ] Unlike you, 166 00:06:47,820 --> 00:06:50,820 其实我很喜欢和别人在一起。 I actually enjoy the company of other people. 167 00:06:50,820 --> 00:06:54,910 和…我碰巧知道他曾在军队服役。 And... I happen to know that he was in the military. 168 00:06:56,120 --> 00:06:57,160 ——嗯… - Well... 169 00:06:57,160 --> 00:07:07,260 ♪ ♪ 170 00:07:07,260 --> 00:07:10,510 -你为什么从来不叫我宝琳娜？ - Why you never call my Paulina? 171 00:07:10,510 --> 00:07:13,850 每次我来做透析，我都告诉你 Every time I come for dialysis, I tell you-- 172 00:07:13,850 --> 00:07:17,770 我的孙女单身，聪明。 my granddaughter is single, smart. 173 00:07:18,390 --> 00:07:21,810 看起来像俄罗斯的梅根·福克斯。 Looks like a Russian Megan Fox. 174 00:07:21,810 --> 00:07:23,900 良好的基因。 Good genes. 175 00:07:23,900 --> 00:07:25,360 就像她的巴布什卡。 Like her Babushka. 176 00:07:25,360 --> 00:07:27,360 -我相信波琳很可爱。 - I'm-- I'm sure Pauline is lovely. 177 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:29,070 只是我真的没时间约会。 It's just I-I really don't have time to date. 178 00:07:29,070 --> 00:07:31,360 -[嘲笑]你们这一代 - [ Scoffs ] Your generation 179 00:07:31,360 --> 00:07:34,700 不知道怎么找乐子了！ doesn't know how to have fun anymore! 180 00:07:34,700 --> 00:07:36,530 -多少次了，佩特罗夫夫人？ - How many times, Mrs. Petrov? 181 00:07:36,540 --> 00:07:38,950 你不能在医院里抽烟！ You cannot smoke in a hospital! 182 00:07:38,950 --> 00:07:40,710 <我>是。华纳… -Dr. Warner... 183 00:07:40,710 --> 00:07:43,880 [模糊的对话] [ Indistinct conversations ] 184 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:46,960 ——所以……你和沃尔夫之前是怎么回事？ - So... what was up with you and Wolf earlier? 185 00:07:46,960 --> 00:07:49,010 -我不知道你在说什么。 - I-I don't know what you're referring to. 186 00:07:49,010 --> 00:07:51,050 -别用煤气烧我，本他特意去了 - Don't gaslight me, Ben. He went out of his way 187 00:07:51,050 --> 00:07:52,380 来了解你对无名氏的看法 to get your take on John Doe. 188 00:07:52,380 --> 00:07:54,390 为什么你突然成了他的最爱？ Why are you suddenly his favorite? 189 00:07:54,390 --> 00:07:56,180 我的天啊！你和沃尔夫上床了！ Oh, my God! You're sleeping with Wolf! 190 00:07:56,180 --> 00:07:58,140 - - - - - -什么? !不。不。不。我—— - What?! No. No. No. I-- 191 00:07:58,140 --> 00:08:00,060 他，他征求我的意见 He-- He asked for my opinion 192 00:08:00,060 --> 00:08:03,060 因为他最近诊断了我 because he recently diagnosed me 193 00:08:03,060 --> 00:08:05,560 镜像触觉联觉。 with Mirror-Touch Synesthesia. 194 00:08:05,560 --> 00:08:07,730 ——哇。哇，哇，哇，哇！ - Wow. Wow, wow, wow, wow! 195 00:08:07,730 --> 00:08:10,530 你有镜子感应？哈! You have Mirror-Touch? Hah! 196 00:08:10,530 --> 00:08:12,110 所以每次你抓狂的时候 So all those times when you were freaking out 197 00:08:12,110 --> 00:08:13,570 在病人面前…… in front of patients... 198 00:08:13,570 --> 00:08:15,410 你只是在感受他们的感受。 you were just feeling what they were feeling. 199 00:08:15,410 --> 00:08:17,240 这太有意义了！ This makes so much sense! 200 00:08:17,240 --> 00:08:20,750 你知道MTS只影响1.6%的人口吗？ Did you know that MTS only impacts 1.6% of the population? 201 00:08:20,750 --> 00:08:22,910 范，你基本上有超能力了！ Van, you basically have a superpower! 202 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:25,580 -是啊，感觉更像是一个超级诅咒，好吗？ - Yeah, well, it feels more like a super curse, okay? 203 00:08:25,580 --> 00:08:27,590 如果我诚实的话 And if I'm being honest, 204 00:08:27,590 --> 00:08:30,250 我还在理解这一切意味着什么。 I'm still processing what it all means. 205 00:08:30,260 --> 00:08:32,170 ——嗯。 - Hmm. 206 00:08:32,170 --> 00:08:34,340 你有没有注意到你不会拼写“Dana” Have you ever noticed that you can't spell "Dana" 207 00:08:34,340 --> 00:08:37,050 没有字母N-D-A？ without the letters N-D-A? 208 00:08:38,850 --> 00:08:40,770 我会把这件事带到坟墓里去的。 I will take this to my grave. 209 00:08:40,770 --> 00:08:43,390 ♪ ♪ 210 00:08:43,390 --> 00:08:44,770 -谢谢？ - Thank you? 211 00:08:44,770 --> 00:09:08,040 ♪ ♪ 212 00:09:08,040 --> 00:09:12,380 [爆炸] [ Explosion ] 213 00:09:12,380 --> 00:09:15,930 ♪ ♪ 214 00:09:15,930 --> 00:09:17,340 [汽笛声] [ Siren wails ] 215 00:09:17,340 --> 00:09:22,770 ♪ ♪ 216 00:09:29,770 --> 00:09:33,280 -沃尔夫博士？你在这里做什么？ - Dr. Wolf? What are you doing here? 217 00:09:33,280 --> 00:09:37,150 ——史蒂夫。你好吗？我是来看看你的。 - Steve. How are you? I came to check in on you. 218 00:09:37,160 --> 00:09:39,780 医生不只是出现在人们工作的地方。 - Doctors don't just show up at people's places of work. 219 00:09:39,780 --> 00:09:43,660 -是的。我知道我的方法有点另类， - I do. Um, I realize my methods are a little unorthodox, 220 00:09:43,660 --> 00:09:46,500 但是太多的医生治疗的是症状，而不是人。 but too many doctors treat symptoms, not people. 221 00:09:46,500 --> 00:09:48,120 所以… So... 222 00:09:48,130 --> 00:09:49,540 你把这个留给我了。 Um, you left this with me. 223 00:09:49,540 --> 00:09:51,920 我想把它还给你。 I wanted to bring it back to you. 224 00:09:51,920 --> 00:09:54,090 我希望你不介意。我往里面看了看。 I hope you don't mind. I took a look inside. 225 00:09:54,090 --> 00:09:56,630 我的发现令人印象深刻。 And what I found was very impressive. 226 00:09:56,630 --> 00:09:58,090 ——真的吗?——当然。 - Really? - Absolutely. 227 00:09:58,090 --> 00:10:00,340 我希望我所有的病人都能像你一样做好准备。 I wish all my patients were as prepared as you. 228 00:10:00,350 --> 00:10:01,970 ——[笑] - [ Chuckles ] 229 00:10:03,220 --> 00:10:05,890 -有人跟踪你吗？ - Did anyone follow you here? 230 00:10:05,890 --> 00:10:09,350 -不，不。我不这么想。为什么? - Uh, no, no. I don't think so. Why? 231 00:10:10,150 --> 00:10:12,940 你觉得有人在跟踪你吗？ Do you think someone's following you? 232 00:10:12,940 --> 00:10:16,860 -他们已经来找艾登了现在他们又来找我了。 - They already came for Aiden. Now they're coming for me next. 233 00:10:16,860 --> 00:10:18,610 ——嗯… - Um... 234 00:10:20,950 --> 00:10:23,950 史蒂夫，你之前有什么没告诉我们的吗？ Steve, is there anything you didn't tell us earlier? 235 00:10:23,950 --> 00:10:27,290 你不想在你妻子面前说的话？ Something you didn't want to say in front of your wife? 236 00:10:28,790 --> 00:10:30,420 -对不起，沃尔夫博士。 - I'm sorry, Dr. Wolf. 237 00:10:30,420 --> 00:10:31,960 你该走了。我们要打烊了。 You should go. We're about to close. 238 00:10:31,960 --> 00:10:34,000 -任何你和我分享的东西都是我们之间的秘密。 - Anything that you share with me stays between us. 239 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:38,220 医患之间。你是安全的。你可以相信我。 Doctor-patient confidentiality. You're safe. You can trust me. 240 00:10:38,220 --> 00:10:46,600 ♪ ♪ 241 00:10:46,600 --> 00:10:48,640 -看到了吗？ - See this? 242 00:10:48,640 --> 00:10:51,520 纳米芯片。由DARTA开发。 Nano chips. Developed by DARTA. 243 00:10:51,520 --> 00:10:53,270 看这里。 And look here. 244 00:10:55,980 --> 00:10:58,110 他们说这是为了追踪我们的健康状况 They say it's to track our health, 245 00:10:58,110 --> 00:11:01,070 但这一切都是谎言。 but it's all a lie. 246 00:11:01,070 --> 00:11:05,280 军方在我脑袋里放了一个微芯片来控制我。 The military put a microchip in my head to control me. 247 00:11:05,290 --> 00:11:08,750 它出故障了，让我看到了一些东西。 It's malfunctioning, making me see things. 248 00:11:08,750 --> 00:11:11,710 退伍军人事务部不会承担责任。没人会。 The VA won't take responsibility. No one will. 249 00:11:11,710 --> 00:11:13,750 所以我才来找你。 That's why I came to you. 250 00:11:13,750 --> 00:11:17,670 我需要你的帮助。我需要你把它取出来。 I need you to help me. I need you to take it out. 251 00:11:24,260 --> 00:11:26,100 [点击] [ Clicking ] 252 00:11:26,100 --> 00:11:28,930 -这很正常。没有芯片。——很明显。 - It's normal. There's no chip. - Obviously. 253 00:11:28,930 --> 00:11:30,940 -没有颅内病变的迹象 - There are no signs of intracranial lesion 254 00:11:30,940 --> 00:11:33,600 或者能解释他幻觉的过程。 or a process that could explain his hallucinations. 255 00:11:33,610 --> 00:11:35,940 -那我们还要跟着他多久？ - So how much longer do we go along with him? 256 00:11:35,940 --> 00:11:37,650 他有权知道真相，对吧？ He deserves to know the truth, right? 257 00:11:37,650 --> 00:11:40,150 -不，不一定。 - No, not necessarily. 258 00:11:40,150 --> 00:11:41,990 把史蒂夫当成一个男人 Think of Steve as a man 259 00:11:41,990 --> 00:11:45,570 他在海上漂流了几个星期，饥肠辘辘。 who's been adrift at sea for weeks, starving. 260 00:11:45,580 --> 00:11:47,620 有人可能会认为他需要的是一顿盛宴…… One might think what he needs is a feast... 261 00:11:47,620 --> 00:11:49,750 -但那会让他的身体受到冲击 - But that'd put his system in shock. 262 00:11:49,750 --> 00:11:52,290 这太快太快了。-没错。 It's too much too fast. - Yeah, exactly. 263 00:11:52,290 --> 00:11:54,290 如果我们不小心，我们的病人可能会死 If we're not careful, our patient could go 264 00:11:54,290 --> 00:11:56,960 从偏执妄想到完全精神病。 from paranoid delusions to full psychosis. 265 00:11:56,960 --> 00:11:58,920 -那我们就让他回到现实？ - So we ease him back to reality? 266 00:11:58,920 --> 00:12:02,430 -是的。让他进去吧。而你的工作就是让他保持冷静。 - Yeah. Let's admit him. And your job is to keep him calm. 267 00:12:02,430 --> 00:12:05,180 确保我们不会失去他的信任。 Be sure we don't lose his trust. 268 00:12:06,510 --> 00:12:10,060 相信我，我见识过偏执对人的影响。 Believe me, I've seen what paranoia can do to people. 269 00:12:11,730 --> 00:12:15,020 -你知道森林里有6万种不同的树种吗？ - Did you know forests contain 60,000 different tree species, 270 00:12:15,020 --> 00:12:19,530 80%的两栖动物，75%的鸟类， 80% of amphibian species, 75% of bird species, 271 00:12:19,530 --> 00:12:21,990 那世界上68%的哺乳动物呢？ and 68% of the world's mammals? 272 00:12:21,990 --> 00:12:24,820 -我们可以用你爷爷的来福枪猎杀一些。 - We can hunt some of them with your grandpa's rifle here. 273 00:12:24,820 --> 00:12:26,820 我像你这么大的时候，他教过我 You know, when I was your age, he taught me 274 00:12:26,830 --> 00:12:28,620 怎么用这个东西。 how to use this thing. 275 00:12:28,620 --> 00:12:30,410 今天我要教你。 Today I'm gonna teach you. 276 00:12:30,410 --> 00:12:32,660 -有一种稀有的方解石 - There's this rare calcite 277 00:12:32,660 --> 00:12:35,210 它生长在凹河床边。——[笑] that grows by concave riverbeds. - [ Chuckles ] 278 00:12:35,210 --> 00:12:37,500 -我们可以去找那个吗？ - Think we can hunt for that instead? 279 00:12:37,500 --> 00:12:38,920 -当然。 - Of course. 280 00:12:38,920 --> 00:12:40,670 我们会为你的收藏寻找水晶。 We'll scout crystals for your collection. 281 00:12:40,670 --> 00:12:42,090 别担心。 Don't worry. 282 00:12:42,090 --> 00:12:43,840 -[模糊的对话]-[小树枝折断] - [ Indistinct conversation ] - [ Twig snaps ] 283 00:12:43,840 --> 00:12:45,180 -[男人模仿鸟叫]-[女人笑] - [ Man imitates bird cawing ] - [ Woman laughs ] 284 00:12:45,180 --> 00:12:46,720 -趴下。下来。-怎么了？ - Get down. Get down. - What's wrong? 285 00:12:46,720 --> 00:12:49,680 这是什么？-那些徒步旅行者。 What is it? - Those-- Those hikers. 286 00:12:49,680 --> 00:12:51,220 [女人含糊地说] [ Woman speaking indistinctly ] 287 00:12:51,220 --> 00:12:54,020 他们在跟踪我们。 They're following us. 288 00:12:54,020 --> 00:12:56,520 好吧。保持下来。保持安静。 Okay. Stay down. Keep quiet. 289 00:12:56,520 --> 00:12:59,690 [徒步旅行者含糊地说话] [ Hikers speaking indistinctly ] 290 00:13:00,530 --> 00:13:01,530 [敲门] [ Knock on door ] 291 00:13:01,530 --> 00:13:03,280 [门打开] [ Door opens ] 292 00:13:03,280 --> 00:13:06,200 -嗨。雅各布和我联系了退伍军人事务部，询问史蒂夫所在的部队， - Hi. Jacob and I reached out to the VA about Steve's unit, 293 00:13:06,200 --> 00:13:09,370 他们的一个人想和你谈谈。 and one of their people wants to talk to you. 294 00:13:09,370 --> 00:13:10,910 她叫乔丹娜·摩尔博士。 Her name's Dr. Jordana Moore. 295 00:13:10,910 --> 00:13:12,870 -我不知道怎么用。 - I-I don't know how to use this. 296 00:13:12,870 --> 00:13:15,750 - n不。她，她真的在这里。 - N-No. She's-- She's actually here. 297 00:13:15,750 --> 00:13:16,920 ——哦。嗯… - Oh. Uh... 298 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:18,500 [听筒挂断] [ Receiver hangs up ] 299 00:13:18,500 --> 00:13:20,090 -我个人认识史蒂夫。 - I knew Steve personally. 300 00:13:20,090 --> 00:13:22,210 他在我当军医的时候接受过基本训练。 He went through basic training when I was a camp medic. 301 00:13:22,210 --> 00:13:24,800 没有联系，但我一直很喜欢他。 Didn't stay in touch, but I always liked him. 302 00:13:24,800 --> 00:13:26,800 -他那时是什么样的人？ - What was he like back then? 303 00:13:26,800 --> 00:13:28,930 -我们就说按等级领导吧， - Let's just say some lead by rank, 304 00:13:28,930 --> 00:13:30,510 其他人则以身作则。 others lead by example. 305 00:13:30,510 --> 00:13:32,390 史蒂夫堪称典范。 Steve was exemplary. 306 00:13:32,390 --> 00:13:34,480 ——“是”。那么是什么改变了呢？ - "Was." So what changed? 307 00:13:34,480 --> 00:13:35,940 -我希望我知道。 - I wish I knew. 308 00:13:35,940 --> 00:13:37,650 当他在部署结束后来找我们时， When he came to us after his deployment, 309 00:13:37,650 --> 00:13:39,360 我们尽了我们所能来帮忙。 we did everything we could to help. 310 00:13:39,360 --> 00:13:41,190 有一天，他拒绝了进一步的治疗 And one day, he just refused further treatment 311 00:13:41,190 --> 00:13:44,740 因为他的妄想，说他不再相信我们了。 for his delusions, said he didn't trust us anymore. 312 00:13:44,740 --> 00:13:46,320 从那以后他就不再来了。 He stopped coming after that. 313 00:13:46,320 --> 00:13:48,320 结果他把我们当成敌人了。 Turns out he sees us as the enemy. 314 00:13:48,320 --> 00:13:50,990 -我能理解史蒂夫是个黑人 - Well, I can understand Steve as a Black man 315 00:13:50,990 --> 00:13:53,120 关心他的照顾。 being concerned about his care. 316 00:13:53,120 --> 00:13:55,750 现在谁给他治病？——没有人。 Who's treating him now? - Nobody. 317 00:13:55,750 --> 00:13:57,540 他失去了他的福利 He lost his benefits after he was 318 00:13:57,540 --> 00:14:00,340 other-than-honorably出院。 other-than-honorably discharged. 319 00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:05,090 他威胁要在网上公布军事机密。 He was threatening to disclose military secrets online. 320 00:14:05,090 --> 00:14:07,260 国防部不能容忍这种情况。 The DoD cannot tolerate that. 321 00:14:07,260 --> 00:14:10,300 -毫不夸张地说史蒂夫在某种程度上受到了精神创伤。 - Well, it's no stretch to say that Steve was traumatized in some way. 322 00:14:10,300 --> 00:14:13,310 谁能说他在前线看到了什么？ Who's to say what he saw on the front lines? 323 00:14:13,310 --> 00:14:15,430 -史蒂夫从来没上过前线 - Steve was never on the front lines. 324 00:14:15,430 --> 00:14:18,230 他从来没有离战场近过十英里。 He never got within 10 miles of a battle, period. 325 00:14:18,230 --> 00:14:20,850 ——他参加了什么样的军事行动？ - What kind of military action did he participate in? 326 00:14:20,860 --> 00:14:22,770 -我不能透露这个信息。 - I can't disclose that information. 327 00:14:22,770 --> 00:14:24,480 军事协议。 Military protocol. 328 00:14:24,480 --> 00:14:26,030 史蒂夫吃了不少苦头才明白 As Steve found out the hard way, 329 00:14:26,030 --> 00:14:29,320 我们非常重视我们的保密。 we take our confidentiality very seriously. 330 00:14:29,320 --> 00:14:31,740 我希望史蒂夫一切顺利。真的。 I wish the best for Steve. I really do. 331 00:14:31,740 --> 00:14:33,620 但是我无能为力。 But my hands are tied. 332 00:14:33,620 --> 00:14:37,040 ♪ ♪ 333 00:14:37,040 --> 00:14:39,960 ——好的。让我们保持简单。 - Okay. Let's keep this simple. 334 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:43,090 如果回答“是”，就向上看，如果回答“不是”，就向下看。 Look up for "yes" and look down for "no." 335 00:14:44,090 --> 00:14:46,300 如果你明白了，你能感觉到吗？你能感觉到吗 Can you feel if you understands? And can you feel 336 00:14:46,300 --> 00:14:48,010 我让你感受他的感受有多奇怪？ how weird I feel asking you to feel his feelings? 337 00:14:48,010 --> 00:14:51,640 ——没有。我后悔告诉了你任何事。 - No. And I regret telling you anything. 338 00:14:51,640 --> 00:14:54,510 -告诉我们。你能听到我说话吗？ - Tell us. Can you hear me? 339 00:14:56,980 --> 00:14:58,600 -[猛呼一口气] - [ Exhales sharply ] 340 00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:01,480 你能告诉我们，你疼吗？ Can you tell us-- are you in pain? 341 00:15:03,860 --> 00:15:06,190 -你知道你在哪儿吗？ - Do you know where you are? 342 00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:09,320 哦。——好的。我们再问问他吧 Oh. - Okay. Let's ask him again 343 00:15:09,320 --> 00:15:11,320 确保他答对了。 to make sure he's answering correctly. 344 00:15:11,320 --> 00:15:14,910 -再说一遍。你能听到我说话吗？ - Um, tell me again. Can you hear me? 345 00:15:19,960 --> 00:15:22,420 -你疼吗，先生？ - Are you in pain, sir? 346 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:26,590 - JD，你能抬头看吗？ - JD, can you look up? 347 00:15:27,880 --> 00:15:29,300 -我觉得他很焦虑。 - I think he's feeling anxious. 348 00:15:29,300 --> 00:15:31,630 -你感觉的是我，一直都是。 - What you're feeling is me-- all the time. 349 00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:33,890 欢迎来到我的杏仁核。 Welcome to my amygdala. 350 00:15:35,260 --> 00:15:36,850 -[警笛哀号]-我得到一些情报 - [ Siren wails ] - I got some intel. 351 00:15:36,850 --> 00:15:38,430 我的海军朋友给不了我什么。 My Navy buddy couldn't give me much. 352 00:15:38,430 --> 00:15:40,020 不出所料，军队很保守， As expected, the military is pretty buttoned-up, 353 00:15:40,020 --> 00:15:41,390 但我还是发现了一点 but I was able to find out a little, 354 00:15:41,390 --> 00:15:43,520 结果证明摩尔博士是对的。 and it turns out that Dr. Moore was right. 355 00:15:43,520 --> 00:15:47,110 -史蒂夫和他的部队没参加过战斗吗？ - Steve and his unit never saw any combat? 356 00:15:47,110 --> 00:15:48,650 -这是一个相对较新的策略 - It's a relatively new strategy-- 357 00:15:48,650 --> 00:15:50,610 尽量减少地面上的士兵人数 minimize the number of soldiers on the ground 358 00:15:50,610 --> 00:15:53,030 而像史蒂夫这样的部队则用炮火轰击敌人。 while units like Steve's pound the enemy with artillery fire. 359 00:15:53,030 --> 00:15:55,200 -所以他离前线有英里。 - So he was miles away from the front lines. 360 00:15:55,200 --> 00:15:56,870 -所以他和他的小队 - Which is why he and his unit 361 00:15:56,870 --> 00:15:58,490 从未在战斗中受伤。 never suffered any combat-related injuries. 362 00:15:58,500 --> 00:16:02,080 部署期间没有一人伤亡。 Not one single casualty during their deployment. 363 00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:05,170 然而，自从回国后…… And, yet, since returning home... 364 00:16:05,170 --> 00:16:07,290 ——什么? - What? 365 00:16:07,300 --> 00:16:09,210 -不只是艾登·米勒 - It wasn't just Aiden Miller. 366 00:16:09,210 --> 00:16:11,970 超过一半的机组已经死亡。 More than half the unit is dead. 367 00:16:13,510 --> 00:16:15,680 有些是因为意外服药过量， Some from unintended drug overdose, 368 00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:17,640 但也有人自杀。 but others by suicide. 369 00:16:17,640 --> 00:16:18,930 -嗨，宝贝。-你好吗？ - Hi, babe. - How you doing? 370 00:16:18,930 --> 00:16:21,230 -怎么样？- Dr. Warner… - How'd it go? - Dr. Warner... 371 00:16:21,230 --> 00:16:22,890 -他出事了。 - Something happened to him. 372 00:16:22,890 --> 00:16:25,480 -他们都出事了。 - Something happened to all of them. 373 00:16:31,530 --> 00:16:32,950 -核磁共振检查正常。-有严重的妄想。 - We have a normal MRI. - With severe delusions. 374 00:16:32,950 --> 00:16:35,570 -但他们的部队被什么东西摧毁了。 - But their unit was decimated by something. 375 00:16:35,570 --> 00:16:37,530 我是说，下降的速度，就像 I mean, the rate of descent-- it's like it's 376 00:16:37,530 --> 00:16:39,830 路易体痴呆，早发性阿尔茨海默病。 Lewy Body Dementia, early-onset Alzheimer's. 377 00:16:39,830 --> 00:16:42,710 这几乎让我想起了我见过的一些前足球运动员。 It almost reminds me of some former football players I've seen. 378 00:16:42,710 --> 00:16:46,500 如果我不了解情况，我会说史蒂夫得了慢性创伤性脑病。 If I didn't know better, I'd say Steve was suffering from CTE. 379 00:16:47,670 --> 00:16:48,880 -你说什么？ - What'd you say? 380 00:16:48,880 --> 00:16:50,250 -慢性创伤性脑病。 - Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy. 381 00:16:50,260 --> 00:16:52,380 -不，我知道CTE是什么，沃尔夫。 - Yeah, no, I know what CTE is, Wolf. 382 00:16:52,380 --> 00:16:54,130 只是这是个合理的理论。这就解释了很多。 It's just that that's a sound theory. That would explain a lot. 383 00:16:54,130 --> 00:16:56,010 -情绪波动，认知障碍，偏执 - Mood swings, cognitive impairment, paranoia. 384 00:16:56,010 --> 00:16:57,340 但他不是运动员。 But he wasn't an athlete. 385 00:16:57,350 --> 00:16:59,100 他从未发生过严重事故。 He was never in a serious accident. 386 00:16:59,100 --> 00:17:02,060 如果他没参加过战斗，怎么会有CTE ？ If he was never in combat, how is CTE possible? 387 00:17:02,770 --> 00:17:05,390 -我想给你看点东西。 - I want to show you something. 388 00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:07,190 [枪声] [ Gunshot ] 389 00:17:11,320 --> 00:17:13,190 我猜你以前从没碰过这种东西吧？ I'm gonna assume you've never handled one of these before? 390 00:17:13,190 --> 00:17:15,570 -不。——好的。101年安全。 - Uh, no. - Okay. Safety 101. 391 00:17:15,570 --> 00:17:17,320 永远把枪当成上膛的枪。 Always treat the gun as if it's loaded. 392 00:17:17,320 --> 00:17:19,200 永远把枪对准安全的方向。 Always keep the gun pointed in a safe direction. 393 00:17:19,200 --> 00:17:20,990 永远不要用手指扣扳机 And always keep your finger off the trigger 394 00:17:20,990 --> 00:17:22,620 直到你准备好射击，好吗？ till you're ready to shoot, okay? 395 00:17:22,620 --> 00:17:25,500 -我在你身上看到了军人的影子。 - I'm really seeing the military in you now. 396 00:17:26,750 --> 00:17:28,710 那是什么感觉？ What was that like? 397 00:17:28,710 --> 00:17:30,130 -这对我有好处。 - It was good for me. 398 00:17:30,130 --> 00:17:31,750 在我需要的时候帮我塑形。 Whipped me into shape when I needed it. 399 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:33,510 把我赶出家门，远离我父母。 Forced me out of the house, away from my parents. 400 00:17:33,510 --> 00:17:36,090 我和很多人都走得很近。 And, um, I got really close with a lot of the guys. 401 00:17:36,090 --> 00:17:37,970 尤其是一个。 One in particular. 402 00:17:37,970 --> 00:17:40,510 -“不要问，不要说”怎么样？ - What about "Don't Ask, Don't Tell"? 403 00:17:42,680 --> 00:17:43,890 -不理想。 - Not ideal. 404 00:17:43,890 --> 00:17:47,560 但是，我们找到了解决问题的办法。 But, um, we found a way to make it work. 405 00:17:49,400 --> 00:17:51,070 ——好的。 - Okay. 406 00:17:52,230 --> 00:17:54,990 -没错。把你的拇指… - That's right. Just gonna put your thumb... 407 00:17:54,990 --> 00:17:57,910 好了。好吧。现在把瞄准镜对准目标。 There you go. Okay. Now put the front sight on the target. 408 00:17:57,910 --> 00:18:00,410 用后视镜托住它。 Bracket it by the rear sight. 409 00:18:03,120 --> 00:18:05,410 好吧。扣动扳机。 Okay. Squeeze the trigger. 410 00:18:09,830 --> 00:18:11,080 -影响。的冲击。 - The impact. The shock. 411 00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:13,170 就像一股冲击波穿过我的手臂。 It's like a blast wave through my arms. 412 00:18:13,170 --> 00:18:16,340 -现在想象一下，用一把比它大一千倍的枪， - Now imagine that from a gun a thousand times bigger, 413 00:18:16,340 --> 00:18:19,260 每天100次，连续几个月。 100 times a day, every day for months. 414 00:18:19,260 --> 00:18:20,890 -所以史蒂夫的脑损伤不是人为造成的 - So Steve's brain injury wasn't caused 415 00:18:20,890 --> 00:18:25,020 通过敌人的爆炸暴露，而是通过发射自己的武器。 by enemy blast exposure, but by firing his own weapon. 416 00:18:25,020 --> 00:18:27,270 -这只是个理论…我们只能证实这一点 - It's a theory... that we can only confirm 417 00:18:27,270 --> 00:18:29,100 通过分析史蒂夫死后的大脑 by analyzing Steve's brain postmortem. 418 00:18:29,100 --> 00:18:31,060 谢天谢地，我们的病人还活着。 Thankfully, our patient is still alive. 419 00:18:31,060 --> 00:18:34,150 -但也有人没那么幸运。 - But there were others who weren't so lucky. 420 00:18:34,150 --> 00:18:36,070 我们打电话给卡罗尔吧。 Let's call Carol. 421 00:18:36,070 --> 00:18:37,740 -米勒太太，谢谢你邀请我们。 - Thank you, Mrs. Miller, for having us. 422 00:18:37,740 --> 00:18:41,570 我们非常感谢你们两位抽出时间来。 We're grateful to the two of you for taking the time. 423 00:18:41,570 --> 00:18:43,200 -那一定是艾登 - That must be Aiden. 424 00:18:43,200 --> 00:18:45,410 据我所知，他是我的好朋友 From what I understand, he was very good friends 425 00:18:45,410 --> 00:18:47,040 我们的病人史蒂夫·希尔 with our patient, Steve Hill? 426 00:18:47,040 --> 00:18:48,830 -他提到过史蒂夫几次。 - Well, he mentioned Steve a few times. 427 00:18:48,830 --> 00:18:50,370 对艾登来说，交朋友很容易。 Making friends came easy to Aiden. 428 00:18:50,380 --> 00:18:52,710 在海外，和他一起服役的人就像兄弟一样。 Overseas, the men he served with were like brothers. 429 00:18:52,710 --> 00:18:56,380 直到他回家，我们才注意到变化。 It wasn't until he came home we noticed a change. 430 00:18:57,550 --> 00:19:00,510 -他变得偏执了。他确信自己被监视了。 - He grew paranoid. He was convinced he was being watched. 431 00:19:00,510 --> 00:19:04,390 退伍军人事务部让他接受治疗，但他变得好斗起来。 VA got him into therapy, but he became combative. 432 00:19:04,390 --> 00:19:06,220 他光荣地退伍了 He was other-than-honorably discharged 433 00:19:06,220 --> 00:19:07,890 在袭击了他的心理医生之后。 after assaulting his therapist. 434 00:19:07,890 --> 00:19:12,730 我们以为学校能帮上忙，但在迎新日… We thought school would help, but on orientation day... 435 00:19:12,730 --> 00:19:14,400 艾登没下楼。 Aiden never came downstairs. 436 00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:15,690 ——嗯。 - Hm. 437 00:19:17,110 --> 00:19:20,530 -你对艾登的爱是显而易见的 - The love you had-- still have for Aiden is palpable. 438 00:19:20,530 --> 00:19:22,570 我知道愈合需要更长的时间， I know healing will take a lot more time, 439 00:19:22,570 --> 00:19:25,830 但我们想帮你找到答案。 but we want to help you get answers. 440 00:19:25,830 --> 00:19:28,370 -听说过CTE吗？ - Have you heard of CTE? 441 00:19:28,370 --> 00:19:30,040 -这和我儿子有什么关系？ - What's that have to do with my son? 442 00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:31,710 -嗯，我相信有一个因素 - Well, I believe that there was an element 443 00:19:31,710 --> 00:19:35,540 亚丁作为一名士兵的日常职责暴露了他的大脑 to Aden's daily duties as a soldier that exposed his brain 444 00:19:35,550 --> 00:19:39,170 到发展CTE所必需的反复的微创伤。 to the repeated micro-traumas necessary to develop CTE. 445 00:19:39,170 --> 00:19:41,170 如果你允许的话，我们想 And with your permission, we would like 446 00:19:41,180 --> 00:19:43,590 挖掘艾登的尸体来研究他的大脑 to exhume Aiden's body to study his brain 447 00:19:43,600 --> 00:19:46,510 为了弄清楚到底发生了什么。 and to find out for sure what really happened. 448 00:19:46,510 --> 00:19:48,640 -我们刚埋葬了儿子，你却想把他挖出来。 - We just buried our son, and you want to dig him up. 449 00:19:48,640 --> 00:19:52,350 -史蒂夫和艾登一样——偏执，妄想 - Steve is suffering the way Aiden was-- paranoia, delusions. 450 00:19:52,350 --> 00:19:54,610 我们想帮他，但我们需要更多的信息。 We want to help him, but we need more information. 451 00:19:54,610 --> 00:19:56,860 慢性创伤性脑病只有在死后才能确诊 CTE can only be properly diagnosed after death, 452 00:19:56,860 --> 00:19:58,900 而艾登的大脑是我们唯一能接触到的 and Aiden's is the only brain we have access to. 453 00:19:58,900 --> 00:20:00,280 他是部队里唯一的成员 He's the only member of his unit 454 00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:02,610 他没有得到军葬。 that was not given a military burial. 455 00:20:02,610 --> 00:20:04,410 所以，从某种意义上说， So, in a sense, 456 00:20:04,410 --> 00:20:07,370 他被开除军籍是一份礼物。 his dishonorable discharge was a gift. 457 00:20:07,370 --> 00:20:10,580 -礼物？艾登是第三代海军陆战队员。 - A gift? Aiden was a third-generation Marine. 458 00:20:10,580 --> 00:20:13,370 如果他的祖父答案是否定的。 If his grandfather-- The answer is no. 459 00:20:13,370 --> 00:20:15,880 -你我我同事无意冒犯 - You-- My-- My colleague meant no offense. 460 00:20:15,880 --> 00:20:18,630 我知道你会不惜一切代价让他回来。 I know you would give anything to have him back. 461 00:20:18,630 --> 00:20:20,630 我们只是想给另一个家庭 All we're trying to do is give another family 462 00:20:20,630 --> 00:20:23,300 一次争取不同命运的机会。 a fighting chance at a different fate. 463 00:20:23,300 --> 00:20:27,470 我向你保证。这是我们最后的办法。 I promise you. This was-- is-- our last resort. 464 00:20:27,470 --> 00:20:29,310 -艾登的脑子里有答案 - Aiden's brain holds the answers 465 00:20:29,310 --> 00:20:31,890 为了我们的病人，也为了你。 for our patient and for you. 466 00:20:31,890 --> 00:20:34,980 我想艾登肯定想要个了结。 I imagine closure is something Aiden would want. 467 00:20:34,980 --> 00:20:40,610 ♪ ♪ 468 00:20:40,610 --> 00:20:42,400 -离开你的社区， - Traveling outside of your neighborhood, 469 00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:44,150 乘坐公共交通工具，还是自己开车？ taking public transportation, driving yourself? 470 00:20:44,160 --> 00:20:45,660 -这些我都能做。没有问题。 - I can do all that. No problem. 471 00:20:45,660 --> 00:20:47,490 ——好的。嗯…我需要你的答案 - Okay. Um... I need your answers 472 00:20:47,490 --> 00:20:49,660 以数字的形式——0到3—— in the form of a number-- zero to three-- 473 00:20:49,660 --> 00:20:52,000 三个意思是这些事情没有帮助你是不可能完成的。 three meaning these things are impossible for you to do without help. 474 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:54,580 -零吧。我不需要别人帮忙。 - Zero, I guess. I-I don't need help getting around. 475 00:20:54,580 --> 00:20:56,420 -好吧，那财务管理呢？ - Okay, well, what about managing finances? 476 00:20:56,420 --> 00:20:58,460 支付账单，跟踪开支，诸如此类的事情？ Paying bills, tracking expenses, that sort of thing? 477 00:20:58,460 --> 00:21:02,010 ——零。总有一天吧。 - Zero. Some days, maybe one. 478 00:21:02,010 --> 00:21:03,550 这是怎么回事，医生？ What's all this about, Doc? 479 00:21:03,550 --> 00:21:05,470 -这项调查的目的是为了更好地了解 - The purpose of this survey is to better understand 480 00:21:05,470 --> 00:21:07,970 你在家里过得怎么样，什么顺利，什么不顺利。 how you're doing at home, what's going well, what's not. 481 00:21:07,970 --> 00:21:10,470 然后将你的答案与脑损伤患者的答案进行比较 And then by comparing your answers with patients who have had brain injuries 482 00:21:10,470 --> 00:21:12,520 比如慢性创伤性脑病… like chronic traumatic encephalopathy... 483 00:21:12,520 --> 00:21:14,100 ——嗯…-…你可能知道CTE—— - Um... - ...which you might know as CTE-- 484 00:21:14,100 --> 00:21:15,600 -等等。等一等。CTE吗? - Hold on. Hold on. CTE? 485 00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:17,350 你是说橄榄球运动员得到什么？ You mean what football players get? 486 00:21:17,360 --> 00:21:19,770 我让你从我脑子里取出一个微芯片。 I asked you to take a microchip out of my brain. 487 00:21:19,770 --> 00:21:21,650 我们说好的！ That was the deal! 488 00:21:21,650 --> 00:21:25,700 -我们调查了你的朋友，艾登·米勒下士。 - We looked into your friend, Lance Corporal Aiden Miller. 489 00:21:25,700 --> 00:21:26,950 [男人尖叫] [ Man screams ] 490 00:21:26,950 --> 00:21:29,620 [高音振铃] [ High-pitched ringing ] 491 00:21:29,620 --> 00:21:31,700 史蒂夫…… Steve... 492 00:21:31,700 --> 00:21:33,910 他死前一直在抱怨 Before he died, he was complaining 493 00:21:33,910 --> 00:21:35,500 和你的症状相似 of symptoms similar to yours. 494 00:21:35,500 --> 00:21:37,540 在他家人的配合下 And with his family's cooperation, 495 00:21:37,540 --> 00:21:39,750 我们可以检查他的大脑。 we're able to examine his brain. 496 00:21:39,750 --> 00:21:42,880 如果他有CTE… If he had CTE... 497 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:45,720 你也有可能。 there's a chance you might, too. 498 00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:48,470 我知道这听起来很吓人 I-I realize that sounds incredibly scary, 499 00:21:48,470 --> 00:21:51,560 但我保证，我们知道得越多，就越能帮到你。 but I promise, the more we know, the more we can help you. 500 00:21:51,560 --> 00:21:57,020 ♪ ♪ 501 00:21:57,020 --> 00:22:00,360 -这叫火三角。热量，燃料和氧气。 - It's called the fire triangle. Heat, fuel, and oxygen. 502 00:22:00,360 --> 00:22:02,150 为了得到最好的火力，你必须保持平衡 And to get the best fire, you have to balance 503 00:22:02,150 --> 00:22:04,480 三个要素都有。 all three elements. 504 00:22:04,490 --> 00:22:06,900 我再去弄点燃料来。 I'm gonna get us some more fuel. 505 00:22:09,160 --> 00:22:13,830 [模糊的对话] [ Indistinct conversations ] 506 00:22:13,830 --> 00:22:15,910 ——爸爸!你在干什么？！ - Dad! What are you doing?! 507 00:22:15,910 --> 00:22:17,870 -保护我们不受他们伤害徒步旅行者。 - Protecting us from them. The hikers. 508 00:22:17,870 --> 00:22:19,830 他们能看到烟。 They can see the smoke. 509 00:22:20,750 --> 00:22:24,590 哦,这样。这就是我停止服药的原因。 Oh, this. This is why I stopped taking my meds. 510 00:22:24,590 --> 00:22:28,470 这样我就会更警觉。这样我才能保护你。 So I could feel more alert. So I could protect you. 511 00:22:30,470 --> 00:22:33,510 你还没告诉你妈妈这些事吗？ You haven't told your mom about any of this? 512 00:22:33,510 --> 00:22:34,930 关于我的药物？ About my medication? 513 00:22:34,930 --> 00:22:37,180 ——没有。我保证。 - No. I promise. 514 00:22:37,190 --> 00:22:38,810 ——好的。 - Okay. 515 00:22:39,520 --> 00:22:41,940 我知道我可以一直依靠你。 I know I can always count on you. 516 00:22:42,980 --> 00:22:44,480 [快速蜂鸣声] [ Rapid beeping ] 517 00:22:44,480 --> 00:22:48,110 <我>——的关注。绿色代码。的关注。绿色代码。 - Attention. Code Green. Attention. Code Green. 518 00:22:48,110 --> 00:22:50,570 -绿色警报？-你不会觉得… - Code Green? - You don't think it's... 519 00:22:50,570 --> 00:22:52,280 -沃尔夫博士！沃尔夫博士，我是史蒂夫！ - Dr. Wolf! Dr. Wolf, It's Steve! 520 00:22:52,280 --> 00:22:54,620 他把自己锁在房间里了。-他拒绝出来 He's locked himself in the room. - And he's refusing to come out. 521 00:22:54,620 --> 00:22:56,450 -沃尔夫医生，他手里拿着手术刀！ - Dr. Wolf, he has a scalpel in his hand! 522 00:22:56,450 --> 00:22:58,210 -我进不去。-他堵住了门。 - I can't get in. - He's barricaded the door. 523 00:22:58,210 --> 00:22:59,960 -史蒂夫，我是沃尔夫博士。 - Steve, it's Dr. Wolf. 524 00:22:59,960 --> 00:23:02,290 我想帮你，但我在外面帮不了你。我能进来吗？ Uh, I want to help, but I can't from out here. Can I come in? 525 00:23:02,290 --> 00:23:04,460 -你说过你会帮我的，沃尔夫博士！ - You said you would help me, Dr. Wolf! 526 00:23:04,460 --> 00:23:05,800 他们也盯上你了！ They've gotten to you, too! 527 00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:07,420 -不，不。没人能控制我，史蒂夫。 - No, no. Nobody's gotten to me, Steve. 528 00:23:07,420 --> 00:23:09,420 如果你让我进去，你得到的只有我一个人。 If you let me in, you're getting just me. 529 00:23:09,430 --> 00:23:11,050 我保证。你可以相信我。 I promise. You can trust me. 530 00:23:11,050 --> 00:23:13,180 -我不能相信你们任何人。 - I can't trust any of you. 531 00:23:13,180 --> 00:23:15,260 这是我唯一的选择。 This is my only option. 532 00:23:15,260 --> 00:23:16,810 我得自己把芯片取出来。 I have to take the chip out myself. 533 00:23:16,810 --> 00:23:19,680 -史蒂夫，不，不，不，不。请让我帮你。 - Steve, no, no, no, no, no, no. Please let me help you. 534 00:23:19,690 --> 00:23:22,730 -你想帮忙吗？先告诉我该往哪切！ - You wanna help? Start by telling me where to cut! 535 00:23:27,940 --> 00:23:29,150 -请开门。 - Open the door, please. 536 00:23:29,150 --> 00:23:30,360 我跟你脑袋里的芯片一点关系都没有。 I have nothing to do with the chip in your head. 537 00:23:30,360 --> 00:23:31,820 -那你为什么不把它拿出来？ - Then why won't you take it out? 538 00:23:31,820 --> 00:23:33,660 -因为这不是我的专业领域 - Because it's not my area of expertise. 539 00:23:33,660 --> 00:23:34,870 ——[呻吟] - [ Groans ] 540 00:23:34,870 --> 00:23:36,660 -但我确实很了解你的大脑， - But I do know a lot about your brain, 541 00:23:36,660 --> 00:23:38,410 现在你的杏仁核正在加班工作 and right now your amygdala is working overtime-- 542 00:23:38,410 --> 00:23:40,410 如果你想把看作是芯片，那么。 if you want to think of that as the chip. 543 00:23:40,410 --> 00:23:42,670 它控制着恐惧和愤怒反应。 It controls the fear and the anger response. 544 00:23:42,670 --> 00:23:45,290 但我想帮你进入你的前额皮质， But I want to help you tap into your prefrontal cortex, 545 00:23:45,290 --> 00:23:47,920 你大脑的逻辑部分。 t-the logic side of your brain. 546 00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:50,720 一种方法是用简单的数学方法。 One way we can do that is by using simple math. 547 00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:53,050 你妻子怀孕多久了？ How far along is your wife? 548 00:23:55,100 --> 00:23:57,560 你妻子怀孕多久了？ How far along is your wife? 549 00:23:59,310 --> 00:24:01,520 - 34周。 - Uh, 34 weeks. 550 00:24:01,520 --> 00:24:04,310 34除以4。那是什么？ - 34 divided by 4. What is that? 551 00:24:04,310 --> 00:24:05,810 -八岁半。 - Eight and a half. 552 00:24:05,820 --> 00:24:07,360 -也就是说大概六周后 - So that means in six weeks, give or take, 553 00:24:07,360 --> 00:24:09,320 你要当爸爸了！ you're gonna be a dad! 554 00:24:09,320 --> 00:24:10,990 史蒂夫，太棒了！ Steve, that's spectacular! 555 00:24:10,990 --> 00:24:13,450 你要什么来着？ W-What are you having again? 556 00:24:14,950 --> 00:24:16,370 -一个男孩。-一个男孩。 - A boy. - A boy. 557 00:24:16,370 --> 00:24:18,370 史蒂夫，听我说。六周后， Steve, listen to me. In six weeks, 558 00:24:18,370 --> 00:24:19,870 我想让你待在病房里 I want you to be in that hospital room 559 00:24:19,870 --> 00:24:23,420 每次宫缩都握着妻子的手。 holding your wife's hand through every contraction. 560 00:24:23,420 --> 00:24:27,210 我要你把整个心都打开 I want your whole heart to break open 561 00:24:27,210 --> 00:24:29,300 当你第一次看到你的儿子。 when you lay eyes on your little boy for the first time. 562 00:24:29,300 --> 00:24:32,050 当你看到他小巧完美的脸， And when you see his tiny, perfect face, 563 00:24:32,050 --> 00:24:34,630 我要你保证你会照顾好他 I want you to promise that you're gonna take care of him 564 00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:37,760 在你的余生中。 for the rest of your life. 565 00:24:37,760 --> 00:24:41,770 这就是我对你的期望，史蒂夫，对你的家人。 That's what I want for you, Steve, for your family. 566 00:24:41,770 --> 00:24:43,560 但这一切都不可能发生 But none of that is gonna happen 567 00:24:43,560 --> 00:24:45,060 如果你不把手术刀放下 if you don't put that scalpel down 568 00:24:45,060 --> 00:24:47,230 现在就打开这扇门。 and open this door right now. 569 00:24:47,230 --> 00:24:59,580 ♪ ♪ 570 00:24:59,580 --> 00:25:01,330 [史蒂夫咕哝着] [ Steve grunting ] 571 00:25:01,330 --> 00:25:03,620 [点击锁定] [ Lock clicking ] 572 00:25:06,130 --> 00:25:08,500 -退出。下台。 - Stand down. Stand down. 573 00:25:08,500 --> 00:25:10,670 -我们会照顾你的。 - We're going to take care of you. 574 00:25:10,670 --> 00:25:12,710 -复制。确认。下台。 - Copy that. Confirm. Stand down. 575 00:25:12,720 --> 00:25:16,430 [广播里的女人含糊地说话] [ Woman on P.A. speaking indistinctly ] 576 00:25:16,430 --> 00:25:19,010 [汽笛声] [ Siren wails ] 577 00:25:19,010 --> 00:25:20,600 ——[叹气] - [ Sighs ] 578 00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:24,310 -贝克医生呼叫儿科。——贝克医生对小儿科说。 - Dr. Beck to Pediatrics. - Dr. Beck to Pediatrics. 579 00:25:24,310 --> 00:25:25,770 [敲门] [ Knock on door ] 580 00:25:25,770 --> 00:25:29,440 -嗨。对艾伦先生的肌电图兴奋吗？ - Hey. Excited for the EMG on Mr. Allen? 581 00:25:29,440 --> 00:25:32,110 沃尔夫说我们可以领先。 Wolf said we could take the lead. 582 00:25:32,110 --> 00:25:34,440 -你知道吗，我觉得有点偏头痛。 - You know, I'm actually feeling a migraine coming on. 583 00:25:34,450 --> 00:25:36,450 介意我退出吗？ Mind if I tap out? 584 00:25:36,450 --> 00:25:38,700 ——确定。 - Sure. 585 00:25:38,700 --> 00:25:41,870 你知道我很高兴自己一个人用这些针。 You know I'm happy to have those needles to myself. 586 00:25:42,620 --> 00:25:44,540 ——[叹气] - [ Sighs ] 587 00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:48,080 -你知道，如果你想谈谈什么… - You know, if you ever want to talk about anything... 588 00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:52,210 ——看。我很好，埃里卡。 - Look. I'm fine, Ericka. 589 00:25:52,210 --> 00:25:54,380 只是头疼而已。 It's just a headache. 590 00:25:54,380 --> 00:25:56,800 ♪ ♪ 591 00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:58,840 -我刚看了病理幻灯片。 - I just reviewed the slides with pathology. 592 00:25:58,840 --> 00:26:00,510 都在这里。结果是确定的。 It's all here. The results are definitive. 593 00:26:00,510 --> 00:26:02,350 CTE。看。 It's CTE. Look. 594 00:26:02,350 --> 00:26:03,890 这个污点表明 This stain indicates 595 00:26:03,890 --> 00:26:06,730 tau蛋白的异常积聚。 an abnormal accumulation of tau protein. 596 00:26:06,730 --> 00:26:09,270 -红色太多了。-这不是我们想要的消息。 - That's a lot of red. - This is not the news we wanted. 597 00:26:09,270 --> 00:26:11,400 -但它能帮助我们帮助史蒂夫。 - But it can help us help Steve. 598 00:26:11,400 --> 00:26:13,480 -[敲门]-抱歉打扰一下。 - [ Knock on door ] - Sorry to interrupt. 599 00:26:13,480 --> 00:26:15,690 希尔夫人在找史蒂夫。 Uh, Mrs. Hill is looking for Steve. 600 00:26:15,700 --> 00:26:17,150 -哦，当然了。 - Oh, uh, of course. 601 00:26:17,150 --> 00:26:19,030 他在237房间接受观察。 He's just in Room 237 under observation. 602 00:26:19,030 --> 00:26:23,080 -不，他不是。我检查过了。我到处都找过了。 - No, he's not. I checked. I've looked everywhere. 603 00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:25,160 ——好的。嗯… - Okay. Um... 604 00:26:25,160 --> 00:26:27,410 别担心。我会找到他的。 Don't worry. I'll find him. 605 00:26:27,420 --> 00:26:30,710 ♪ ♪ 606 00:26:30,710 --> 00:26:34,000 -如果我再让一个病人跟着我的手指走… - If I have to ask one more patient to follow my finger... 607 00:26:34,010 --> 00:26:36,170 什么吗?-看起来不太好。 Anything? - Not looking so good. 608 00:26:36,170 --> 00:26:38,340 你为什么不自己看看呢？ Why don't you see for yourself? 609 00:26:38,340 --> 00:26:39,880 ——嗯… - Well... 610 00:26:39,890 --> 00:26:42,510 昨天他的眼球运动更灵敏。 His eye movements were more responsive yesterday. 611 00:26:42,510 --> 00:26:45,020 如果他有过一次中风导致了这一切，他可能还会有第二次。 If he had one stroke that caused this, he could have another. 612 00:26:45,020 --> 00:26:47,600 或者他可能在酝酿一种新的感染。 Or he could be brewing a new infection. 613 00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:48,850 昨晚发生什么事了？ Anything happen last night? 614 00:26:48,850 --> 00:26:50,480 -他的生命体征完全正常。 - His vitals are stone-cold normal. 615 00:26:50,480 --> 00:26:52,020 白细胞计数不高，不发烧。 White count isn't up No fever. 616 00:26:52,020 --> 00:26:54,940 然而，不知怎么的，他的反应变差了。 And, yet, he's less responsive somehow. 617 00:26:54,940 --> 00:26:56,690 问题是为什么。 Question is why. 618 00:26:56,690 --> 00:26:58,530 -要不要再做一次扫描？ - Should we get another scan? 619 00:26:58,530 --> 00:27:00,360 经验性地使用抗生素？ Cover empirically with antibiotics? 620 00:27:00,360 --> 00:27:01,740 -不，我觉得他没病。 - No, I don't think he's sick. 621 00:27:01,740 --> 00:27:04,330 但也许他要放弃了？ But maybe he's giving up? 622 00:27:04,330 --> 00:27:05,790 他有一点生命的火花 He had a little spark of life 623 00:27:05,790 --> 00:27:07,620 他和埃里卡和雅各布的实地考察 with his field trip with Ericka and Jacob, 624 00:27:07,620 --> 00:27:09,040 现在药效渐渐消失了？ and now it's wearing off? 625 00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:11,710 [彼得罗夫夫人用俄语喊叫] [ Mrs. Petrov shouting in Russian ] 626 00:27:11,710 --> 00:27:13,540 -你看到了吗？ - Did you see that? 627 00:27:13,540 --> 00:27:16,550 [彼得罗夫夫人用俄语喊叫] [ Mrs. Petrov shouting in Russian ] 628 00:27:16,550 --> 00:27:17,920 -彼得罗夫夫人。 - Mrs. Petrov. 629 00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:20,180 也许他想念他的祖母。 Maybe he misses his g-grandmother. 630 00:27:20,180 --> 00:27:23,220 -是啊，也许她在说他的语言。 - Yeah, or maybe she's speaking his language. 631 00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:27,060 -[喃喃自语]-彼得罗夫夫人？ - [ Muttering ] - Mrs. Petrov? 632 00:27:27,060 --> 00:27:30,390 我们需要你的帮助，给病人翻译。 We need your help-- translating for a patient. 633 00:27:30,390 --> 00:27:32,310 ——嗯。 - Hmm. 634 00:27:32,310 --> 00:27:37,280 ♪ ♪ 635 00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:38,530 ——好的。 - Okay. 636 00:27:38,530 --> 00:27:40,990 [喇叭声] [ Horns honking ] 637 00:27:44,990 --> 00:27:47,410 如果你饿了，我给你带了培根，鸡蛋和奶酪。 - Brought you a bacon, egg, and cheese if you're hungry. 638 00:27:47,410 --> 00:27:49,000 ——[笑] - [ Chuckles ] 639 00:27:49,910 --> 00:27:52,670 你昨晚在哪儿睡的？ - Where did you sleep last night? 640 00:27:52,670 --> 00:27:55,290 阅览室里有一张沙发。 - The Reading Room has a couch. 641 00:27:57,630 --> 00:27:59,170 对不起，我昨晚擅离职守了。 Sorry I went AWOL last night. 642 00:27:59,170 --> 00:28:01,590 我只是不想再待在医院了 I just couldn't be in the hospital anymore, 643 00:28:01,590 --> 00:28:05,050 回家的感觉不太好。 and it didn't feel right going home. 644 00:28:06,680 --> 00:28:08,640 我想陪着安娜和孩子， I want to be there for Anna and the baby, 645 00:28:08,640 --> 00:28:11,140 但我不是一个好丈夫和好父亲。 but I'm no good like this as a husband and a dad. 646 00:28:11,140 --> 00:28:13,850 -你知道我爸也有鬼魂吗？ - You know my dad had ghosts, too? 647 00:28:15,310 --> 00:28:18,440 和你的症状相似 Symptoms similar to yours. 648 00:28:18,440 --> 00:28:21,190 然而，我希望他今天在我的生命中。 And, yet, I wish he was in my life today. 649 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,320 这不是你的错。 This is not your fault. 650 00:28:25,120 --> 00:28:27,280 艾登的尸检报告出来了 The postmortem came back on Aiden, 651 00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:28,790 他患上了慢性创伤性脑病，正如所怀疑的那样， and he had CTE, as suspected, 652 00:28:28,790 --> 00:28:30,500 也就是说有很大的机会 which means that there's a good chance 653 00:28:30,500 --> 00:28:33,080 你也深受其苦。 you're suffering from it, as well. 654 00:28:34,330 --> 00:28:35,920 我很抱歉。 I'm sorry. 655 00:28:35,920 --> 00:28:43,550 ♪ ♪ 656 00:28:43,550 --> 00:28:46,970 -我想我说服了自己我脑袋里有个微芯片 - I think I convinced myself there was a microchip in my head 657 00:28:46,970 --> 00:28:50,310 因为我无法接受另一种选择 because I couldn't handle the alternative-- 658 00:28:50,310 --> 00:28:53,060 我的脑子坏了。 that my brain is just broken. 659 00:28:55,310 --> 00:28:57,810 但现在我有了答案，我不知道哪个更可怕。 But now that I have an answer, I don't know which is scarier. 660 00:28:57,820 --> 00:28:59,610 感觉就像你判了我无期徒刑。 It feels like you handed me a life sentence. 661 00:28:59,610 --> 00:29:01,190 -但你不必独自面对。 - But you don't have to face it alone. 662 00:29:01,190 --> 00:29:04,320 我会帮你控制和忍受你的症状。 I will help you manage and live with your symptoms. 663 00:29:04,320 --> 00:29:06,490 这就是我来这里的原因。-沃尔夫博士。 That's what I'm here for. - Dr. Wolf. 664 00:29:06,490 --> 00:29:07,910 我的孩子马上就要出生了。 I've got a kid on the way. 665 00:29:07,910 --> 00:29:09,700 我的工资几乎不能维持我们的生活。 I can barely support us on my salary. 666 00:29:09,700 --> 00:29:11,660 退伍军人管理局取消了我的福利。 The VA cut off my benefits. 667 00:29:11,660 --> 00:29:13,200 卑劣地排放。还记得吗? Dishonorably discharged. Remember? 668 00:29:13,210 --> 00:29:16,170 -你没有什么不光彩的。 - There is nothing dishonorable about you. 669 00:29:16,170 --> 00:29:18,840 我想为你，为你的家人解决这个问题。 I want to fix that for you, for your family. 670 00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:21,260 如果你允许的话。 If you'll let me. 671 00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:26,890 -你可以的。 - You got this. 672 00:29:26,890 --> 00:29:29,720 -谢谢你能来 - Um, thank you for coming. 673 00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:33,310 我的病人，史蒂夫·希尔，是个老兵。 Um, my patient, Steve Hill, is a veteran. 674 00:29:33,310 --> 00:29:35,940 他是个丈夫。他马上就要当爸爸了。 He's a husband. He's a soon-to-be father. 675 00:29:35,940 --> 00:29:37,770 他在第二营服役。 Uh, he served in the 2nd Battalion. 676 00:29:37,770 --> 00:29:40,110 -是的，我们已经知道了，沃尔夫博士。 - Yeah, we've been briefed, Dr. Wolf. 677 00:29:40,110 --> 00:29:42,030 ——哦。好吧。然后你就会意识到 - Oh. Okay. Then you're aware 678 00:29:42,030 --> 00:29:45,200 史蒂夫的部队发射了远程榴弹炮 that Steve's unit fired long-range howitzers 679 00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:47,530 在远离战争威胁的地方， from a distance far from the threat of battle, 680 00:29:47,530 --> 00:29:49,950 然而，尽管如此，史蒂夫是少数这样的人之一 and, yet, despite this fact, Steve is one of the few 681 00:29:49,950 --> 00:29:51,530 他部队的幸存者。 surviving members of his unit. 682 00:29:51,540 --> 00:29:54,160 这怎么可能呢？答案就在榴弹炮上。 How is that possible? The answer lies in the howitzer. 683 00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:56,830 每次大炮开火，冲击波都会回响 Every time that cannon fired, shockwaves reverberated 684 00:29:56,830 --> 00:29:58,540 通过史蒂夫大脑中的神经元 through the neurons of Steve's brain, 685 00:29:58,540 --> 00:30:03,170 一次又一次地造成无法弥补的伤害。 causing irreparable damage over and over and over again. 686 00:30:03,170 --> 00:30:05,550 -[清喉咙] - [ Clears throat ] 687 00:30:05,550 --> 00:30:07,220 ——嗯… - Uh... 688 00:30:08,890 --> 00:30:11,970 把你的大脑想象成橡皮筋。 Think of your brain as a rubber band. 689 00:30:11,970 --> 00:30:16,100 每次你拉伸它，就会形成微撕裂。 Every time you stretch it, micro-tears form. 690 00:30:16,100 --> 00:30:20,060 现在，大脑有弹性，所以它可以承受一两次打击， Now, the brain has elasticity, so it can take a blow or two, 691 00:30:20,060 --> 00:30:21,810 甚至可能是三四个。 maybe three or four even. 692 00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:25,150 但喝多了会怎么样？ But what happens after one too many? 693 00:30:25,150 --> 00:30:28,280 把这些拉开，你们自己去看看。 Stretch these a-and find out for yourselves. 694 00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:35,040 ♪ ♪ 695 00:30:35,040 --> 00:30:37,000 -[啪]-就像那个乐队一样 - [ Snap ] - Just like that band, 696 00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:38,670 随着时间的推移，大脑会崩溃。 the brain will break over time. 697 00:30:38,670 --> 00:30:40,250 我们有证据。 And we have proof. 698 00:30:40,250 --> 00:30:42,290 一名战友，艾登·米勒的尸检报告 A fellow unit member, Aiden Miller's postmortem 699 00:30:42,290 --> 00:30:45,510 神经病理结果显示严重损伤 neuropathological results showed catastrophic damage 700 00:30:45,510 --> 00:30:46,840 在微观层面上。 on the microscopic level. 701 00:30:46,840 --> 00:30:49,050 这是典型的慢性创伤性脑病。 It was a textbook case of CTE. 702 00:30:49,050 --> 00:30:52,930 [啪] [ Snap ] 703 00:30:52,930 --> 00:30:55,060 史蒂夫的阴谋和妄想 Steve's conspiracies and delusions 704 00:30:55,060 --> 00:30:58,480 并不是企图背叛他的国家。 are not an attempt to betray his country. 705 00:31:00,020 --> 00:31:02,270 他们在呼救…… They're a cry for help... 706 00:31:02,270 --> 00:31:05,280 由神经退行性疾病引起的。 caused by a neurodegenerative disease. 707 00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:09,950 我从来没在军队服过役， Now, I have never served in the military, 708 00:31:09,950 --> 00:31:14,740 但是尼摩·雷塞多的思想，我一向很欣赏。 but I have always admired the concept of Nemo Resideo: 709 00:31:14,740 --> 00:31:16,580 “不让任何人掉队。” "Leave No One Behind." 710 00:31:16,580 --> 00:31:19,960 我们必须照顾史蒂夫和每一个像他一样的士兵。 We have to care for Steve and every soldier like him. 711 00:31:19,960 --> 00:31:22,170 恢复他们失去的利益，恢复他们的尊严。 Restore their lost benefits, restore their dignity. 712 00:31:22,170 --> 00:31:27,800 理解和补偿可能是你的第一步。 Understanding and compensating can be your first steps. 713 00:31:27,800 --> 00:31:32,800 ♪ ♪ 714 00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:34,890 [鸣笛] [ Horn honking ] 715 00:31:40,390 --> 00:31:41,480 -是“是” - It's a "yes." 716 00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:42,980 ——好的。我们还有一个。 - Alright. We got one more. 717 00:31:42,980 --> 00:31:45,610 我们继续吧。嗯… Uh, let's keep going. Uh... 718 00:31:45,610 --> 00:32:04,830 ♪ ♪ 719 00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:06,590 也许我们少了一封信？ Maybe we're missing a letter? 720 00:32:06,590 --> 00:32:08,210 ——Mnh。 - Mnh. 721 00:32:09,090 --> 00:32:11,130 我认为这个信息是完整的。 I think the message is complete. 722 00:32:11,130 --> 00:32:13,340 你介意吗，佩特罗夫夫人？ Uh, do you mind, Mrs. Petrov? 723 00:32:13,340 --> 00:32:15,640 ——确定。 - Sure. 724 00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:17,600 [猛呼一口气] [ Exhales sharply ] 725 00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:21,350 -想象一下他想把这些话说出来有多久了。 - Imagine how long he's wanted to get these words out. 726 00:32:30,440 --> 00:32:32,110 -可怜的孩子。 - Poor boy. 727 00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:36,660 [彼得罗夫夫人说俄语] [ Mrs. Petrov speaks Russian ] 728 00:32:36,660 --> 00:32:45,920 ♪ ♪ 729 00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:52,800 ♪ ♪ 730 00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:54,510 -你要睡觉了吗，爸爸？ - You going to bed, Dad? 731 00:32:54,510 --> 00:32:58,140 我们好几个小时没见到那些徒步旅行者了。 We haven't seen those hikers in hours. 732 00:32:59,970 --> 00:33:01,470 -他们不想让你看到他们 - They don't want you to see them, 733 00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:02,890 但他们能看到你。 but they can see you. 734 00:33:02,890 --> 00:33:05,900 他们监视你有段时间了。 They've been watching you for a while now. 735 00:33:08,190 --> 00:33:10,730 他们想要你是因为你很特别。 They want you 'cause you're special. 736 00:33:10,730 --> 00:33:12,990 因为你很聪明。 Because you're brilliant. 737 00:33:12,990 --> 00:33:15,950 你被选中了，奥利弗。 You've been chosen, Oliver. 738 00:33:15,950 --> 00:33:18,120 你会成为世界上最伟大的医生。 You're gonna be the world's greatest doctor. 739 00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:22,160 总有一天你会帮助很多人的。 You're gonna help so many people someday. 740 00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:24,750 你是救世主。 You're the messiah. 741 00:33:24,750 --> 00:33:28,210 不过别担心。我会保护你的。 But don't worry. I'll protect you. 742 00:33:32,380 --> 00:33:33,420 ——爸爸。 - Dad. 743 00:33:33,420 --> 00:33:37,430 ♪ ♪ 744 00:33:37,430 --> 00:33:39,470 别离开我。 Don't leave me. 745 00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:43,350 -我永远不会。 - I never will. 746 00:33:43,350 --> 00:33:46,940 ♪ ♪ 747 00:33:46,940 --> 00:33:49,110 待在这儿别动。 Stay right here. 748 00:33:49,900 --> 00:33:52,480 ——爸爸。爸爸! - Dad. Dad! 749 00:33:58,200 --> 00:34:00,410 -上面写了什么？ - What does it say? 750 00:34:01,700 --> 00:34:03,830 -“别离开我。” - "Don't leave me." 751 00:34:03,830 --> 00:34:07,710 ♪ ♪ 752 00:34:07,710 --> 00:34:09,290 嗯… Um... 753 00:34:09,290 --> 00:34:12,130 那你们俩为什么不 Well, why don't you two, um, 754 00:34:12,130 --> 00:34:13,710 你知道，页面翻译服务 you know, page interpreter services 755 00:34:13,710 --> 00:34:16,130 找个合适的翻译过来跟他谈谈 and get a proper translator in here to talk to him 756 00:34:16,130 --> 00:34:19,300 直到我们找到更好的方式和病人沟通？ until we can find out a better way to communicate with our patient? 757 00:34:19,300 --> 00:34:20,600 嗯… Uh... 758 00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:21,970 [打响手指] [ Fingers snap ] 759 00:34:21,970 --> 00:34:24,310 ♪ ♪ 760 00:34:24,310 --> 00:34:26,230 [蜂鸣器] [ Buzzer ] 761 00:34:26,230 --> 00:34:28,980 [有节奏的敲门] [ Rhythmic knocking on door ] 762 00:34:28,980 --> 00:34:30,980 [麦克斯韦的《这个女人的工作》剧本] [ Maxwell's "This Woman's Work" plays ] 763 00:34:30,980 --> 00:34:32,690 ——嗯…好吧。 - Uh... okay. 764 00:34:32,690 --> 00:34:34,190 ♪ ♪ 765 00:34:34,190 --> 00:34:35,900 -嘿… - Hey... 766 00:34:35,900 --> 00:34:37,650 -你在这里干什么？ - What are you doing here? 767 00:34:37,650 --> 00:34:39,200 -我刚出去。 - I was just out. 768 00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:42,080 我想过来跟你打个招呼。 Thought I'd stop by and say what up. 769 00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:44,910 我能进来吗？ Can I come in? 770 00:34:44,910 --> 00:34:46,710 -是的。 - Yeah. 771 00:34:47,750 --> 00:34:49,540 -谢谢。 - Thank you. 772 00:34:50,920 --> 00:34:52,130 ——鞋子! - Shoes! 773 00:34:52,130 --> 00:34:54,960 ——好的。好吧。 - Okay. Okay. 774 00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:56,880 一个。 One. 775 00:34:56,880 --> 00:34:59,050 [笑]。 [Laughing] Two. 776 00:34:59,050 --> 00:35:02,010 三。[笑] Three. [ Laughs ] 777 00:35:02,010 --> 00:35:04,970 ♪ ♪ 778 00:35:04,970 --> 00:35:08,180 啊。好了。 Ahh. Nice. 779 00:35:08,190 --> 00:35:10,520 -你在外面下雨天到底在干什么？ - What the hell were you doing out in the rain? 780 00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:12,520 -我需要发泄一下。 - I needed to blow off some steam. 781 00:35:12,520 --> 00:35:15,900 我想，也许我该好好享受我的生活 I figured, hey, maybe I should enjoy my life 782 00:35:15,900 --> 00:35:18,990 在我变成史蒂夫之前 before I turn into Steve. 783 00:35:18,990 --> 00:35:21,660 - - - - - -雅各。-我确实会昏过去 - Jacob. - Well, I do black out, 784 00:35:21,660 --> 00:35:23,530 很多。 like, a lot. 785 00:35:23,530 --> 00:35:26,370 -是啊，因为你太沉迷于派对了。 - Yeah, because you party too hard. 786 00:35:26,370 --> 00:35:27,910 不是因为你有CTE。 Not because you have CTE. 787 00:35:27,910 --> 00:35:29,370 ——正确的。 - Right. 788 00:35:29,370 --> 00:35:31,210 好吧，反正也没关系。 Well, it doesn't matter anyways. 789 00:35:31,210 --> 00:35:33,540 因为，我是说，你什么都不知道 Because, I mean, you won't know anything 790 00:35:33,540 --> 00:35:36,550 直到你把我的脑袋切开。[笑] until you slice my brain up. [ Chuckles ] 791 00:35:36,550 --> 00:35:39,340 ——好的。好吧。继续。去弄干。 - Okay. Okay. Go on. Go get dry. 792 00:35:39,340 --> 00:35:42,680 浴室的柜子里有一条毛巾。 There's a towel in the cabinet in the bathroom. 793 00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:45,810 我好像有件超大号的衬衫。 Think I have an oversized shirt somewhere. 794 00:35:45,810 --> 00:35:47,970 ♪ ♪ 795 00:35:47,980 --> 00:35:49,930 ——[咯咯笑] - [ Chuckling ] 796 00:35:49,940 --> 00:35:51,730 [银器叮当作响] [ Silverware clinking ] 797 00:35:51,730 --> 00:35:54,940 哦,男孩。嗯。 Oh, boy. Hm. 798 00:35:54,940 --> 00:35:58,730 ——所以……到底发生了什么事让你不再玩了？ - So... what exactly happened that made you stop playing? 799 00:35:58,740 --> 00:36:01,280 -谢谢。嗯… - Thank you. Um... 800 00:36:01,280 --> 00:36:03,530 我大三的时候，有过两次脑震荡 Well, my junior year, I had two concussions 801 00:36:03,530 --> 00:36:07,120 在同一个赛季，医生告诉我 in the same season, and the doctors told me 802 00:36:07,120 --> 00:36:10,910 如果我再喝一杯，我可能就醒不过来了。 if I had one more, I might not wake up. 803 00:36:10,910 --> 00:36:13,000 所以我必须做出决定。 So I had to decide. 804 00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:14,960 我到底该不该冒这个险？ Should I take the risk or not? 805 00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:17,210 我选择不这么做。——嗯。 I chose not to. - Hm. 806 00:36:17,210 --> 00:36:19,880 -我很后悔。每一天。 - And I regret it. Every day. 807 00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:21,420 ——什么? - What? 808 00:36:21,430 --> 00:36:24,470 [嘲笑]为什么？你活着。你是好的。 [ Scoffs ] Why? You're alive. You're okay. 809 00:36:24,470 --> 00:36:27,600 ——没有。你真该看看我，埃里卡。 - No. You should have seen me, Ericka. 810 00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:30,020 我很棒。 I was great. 811 00:36:30,020 --> 00:36:32,730 -我就像… - I was, like... 812 00:36:32,730 --> 00:36:34,900 真的，真的很棒。 really, really great. 813 00:36:34,900 --> 00:36:37,770 现在我只是个… And now I'm just a... 814 00:36:37,770 --> 00:36:39,820 坏医生。 bad doctor. 815 00:36:41,530 --> 00:36:44,160 -这话是从哪来的？——啊。来吧。 - Where is this coming from? - Ah. Come on. 816 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:46,490 每个人都这么想。——Mnh-mnh。 Everyone thinks it. - Mnh-mnh. 817 00:36:46,490 --> 00:36:47,910 -狼这么认为。 - Wolf thinks it. 818 00:36:47,910 --> 00:36:48,990 ——[笑] - [ Chuckles ] 819 00:36:48,990 --> 00:36:51,950 -连你自己都这么想。 - Even you think it. 820 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:54,750 -我不认为你是个坏医生。 - I don't think you're a bad doctor. 821 00:36:54,750 --> 00:36:56,340 Mnh-mnh。 Mnh-mnh. 822 00:36:57,710 --> 00:36:59,630 [喘息] [ Gasps ] 823 00:36:59,630 --> 00:37:01,130 [猛呼一口气] [ Exhales sharply ] 824 00:37:01,130 --> 00:37:02,470 我该去睡觉了。 I should go to bed. 825 00:37:02,470 --> 00:37:05,300 ——好的。-这是毯子。 - Okay. - Here's a blanket. 826 00:37:05,300 --> 00:37:07,050 -谢谢。——枕头。 - Thank you. - Pillow. 827 00:37:07,050 --> 00:37:08,970 -嘿，肯尼。——嗯? - Hey, Kinney. - Hm? 828 00:37:08,970 --> 00:37:13,270 -如果有人要把我的大脑切开… - If anyone ever does have to slice my brain open... 829 00:37:13,270 --> 00:37:15,310 [笑] [ Chuckles ] 830 00:37:15,310 --> 00:37:17,310 …我希望是你。 ...I want it to be you. 831 00:37:17,310 --> 00:37:20,610 ——（笑）嗯…… - [ Laughs ] Um... 832 00:37:20,610 --> 00:37:22,440 -我想还是一样。 - Same, I guess. 833 00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:27,410 -哦，亲爱的，让它走吧 - ♪ Oh, darlin', make it go ♪ 834 00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:33,080 ——[打呼噜] - [ Snoring ] 835 00:37:33,080 --> 00:37:38,580 ♪ ♪ 836 00:37:38,590 --> 00:37:40,250 -早上好！ - Good morning! 837 00:37:41,300 --> 00:37:43,840 早上好!来吧。叫醒......。叫醒......。 Good morning! Come on. Wake up. Wake up. 838 00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:46,380 ——嗯…——咖啡吗? - Uh... - Coffee? 839 00:37:46,390 --> 00:37:48,680 -[呻吟]当然。 - [ Groans ] Sure. 840 00:37:52,220 --> 00:37:54,520 [呻吟] [ Groaning ] 841 00:37:58,610 --> 00:38:00,440 昨晚，我们是不是 Last night, did-- did we-- 842 00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:02,980 ——没有。Mnh。绝对不是。 - No. Mnh. Absolutely not. 843 00:38:02,990 --> 00:38:05,030 ——好。[笑] - Good. [ Chuckles ] 844 00:38:05,030 --> 00:38:07,200 这很好。 That's good. 845 00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:10,700 对昨晚发生的事负责。 Well, um, to whatever happened last night. 846 00:38:10,700 --> 00:38:13,870 -什么都没发生。-谢谢。 - Nothing happened. - Thank you. 847 00:38:13,870 --> 00:38:16,710 这条毯子舒服极了。 This blanket is cozy as hell. 848 00:38:16,710 --> 00:38:18,830 -这是超细纤维。 - It's microfiber. 849 00:38:20,380 --> 00:38:21,880 - - - - - -什么? !-他有镜触觉？ - What?! - He's got Mirror-Touch?! 850 00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:23,670 -他就是这么跟我说的-你知道这事多久了？ - That's what he told me. - How long have you known this? 851 00:38:23,670 --> 00:38:26,380 -所以他才嘘-我真不敢相信。 - That's why he's-- Shh. - I can't believe it. 852 00:38:27,180 --> 00:38:29,550 ——什么?哦，是彼得罗夫夫人吗 - What? Oh, did Mrs. Petrov 853 00:38:29,550 --> 00:38:31,220 把她孙女带进医院？ bring her granddaughter into the hospital? 854 00:38:31,220 --> 00:38:33,220 ——不。不。但我确实是湮灭了 - Nah. Nah. But I did just annihilate 855 00:38:33,220 --> 00:38:35,220 一个巨大的早餐墨西哥卷饼。 a huge breakfast burrito. 856 00:38:35,230 --> 00:38:37,100 “有什么要注意的吗，马库斯博士？” [as Dr. Wolf] "Anything to note, Dr. Markus?" 857 00:38:37,100 --> 00:38:40,730 -别理他。我一直很欣赏你的敏感。 - Ignore him. I've always appreciated your sensitivity. 858 00:38:40,730 --> 00:38:43,900 我觉得我们需要更多这样的人。 I think we need more of it around here. 859 00:38:43,900 --> 00:38:45,320 -你告诉他们了。 - You told them. 860 00:38:45,320 --> 00:38:48,320 -[呻吟]对不起，范。 - [ Groans ] I'm so sorry, Van. 861 00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:50,570 我知道我说过，我不应该这么做， I know I said-- I shouldn't have done it, 862 00:38:50,570 --> 00:38:52,410 但是很有趣。 but it was so interesting. 863 00:38:52,410 --> 00:38:55,580 我做了些调查，然后 And-- And I was doing some research and-- 864 00:38:55,580 --> 00:38:59,330 （叹气）我的天啊。你能原谅我吗？ [ Sighs ] My God. Can you ever forgive me? 865 00:38:59,330 --> 00:39:02,210 -你以为我为什么告诉你，丹娜？ - Why do you think I told you, Dana? 866 00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:06,920 救了我三次“出来” Saved me from "coming out" three times. 867 00:39:06,920 --> 00:39:09,300 ♪ ♪ 868 00:39:09,300 --> 00:39:10,470 [门打开] [ Door opens ] 869 00:39:10,470 --> 00:39:12,260 -我低估你了。 - I underestimated you. 870 00:39:12,260 --> 00:39:15,060 -干得好。 - Well played. 871 00:39:15,060 --> 00:39:17,100 好了。 Well played. 872 00:39:17,100 --> 00:39:21,060 -一旦退伍军人管理局了解了史蒂夫创伤的原因， - Once the VA understood the cause of Steve's trauma, 873 00:39:21,060 --> 00:39:23,190 他的福利恢复了， his benefits were reinstated, 874 00:39:23,190 --> 00:39:25,400 他的家人得到了补偿， his family was compensated, 875 00:39:25,400 --> 00:39:28,150 他的名誉恢复了。 his honor restored. 876 00:39:28,150 --> 00:39:29,990 -准备好了吗？ - You ready? 877 00:39:31,530 --> 00:39:34,120 [不祥的音乐播放] [ Ominous music plays ] 878 00:39:34,120 --> 00:39:38,450 - 7乘以12。84. - 7 times 12. 84. 879 00:39:38,460 --> 00:39:41,040 -你很好。 - You're good. 880 00:39:41,040 --> 00:39:44,630 -除以6。 - Divided by 6. 881 00:39:44,630 --> 00:39:46,420 十四。 Fourteen. 882 00:39:46,420 --> 00:39:49,220 [播放欢快的音乐] [ Upbeat music plays ] 883 00:39:49,220 --> 00:39:51,470 受欢迎的,每一个人。 Welcome, everyone. 884 00:39:51,470 --> 00:39:54,300 我想感谢大家今天的到来。 I want to thank you all for coming today. 885 00:39:54,300 --> 00:39:56,310 我叫史蒂夫。 My name is Steve. 886 00:39:57,770 --> 00:40:00,020 我在这里分享我的故事。 And I'm here to share my story. 887 00:40:00,020 --> 00:40:03,060 -史蒂夫的病态无法改变 - There was no changing Steve's pathology, 888 00:40:03,060 --> 00:40:05,610 甚至没有正式的诊断。 not even an official diagnosis. 889 00:40:05,610 --> 00:40:09,940 但从某种意义上说，你不能这么说我们所有人吗？ But in a sense, couldn't you say that about us all? 890 00:40:09,950 --> 00:40:12,070 CTE无法治愈， There is no cure for CTE, 891 00:40:12,070 --> 00:40:14,620 但我们可以通过治疗来减缓症状 but we could slow the symptoms with treatments 892 00:40:14,620 --> 00:40:17,330 类似的神经退行性疾病。 for similar neurodegenerative diseases. 893 00:40:17,330 --> 00:40:19,910 锻炼。饮食。睡眠。 Exercise. Diet. Sleep. 894 00:40:19,910 --> 00:40:21,500 给史蒂夫时间。 Giving Steve time. 895 00:40:21,500 --> 00:40:25,210 对我们了解更多的未来的希望。 Hope for a future in which we know more. 896 00:40:25,210 --> 00:40:28,340 史蒂夫现在看到了一个充满希望的未来。 Steve could see a hopeful future now. 897 00:40:28,340 --> 00:40:29,880 他可以把它拿在手里。 He could hold it in his hands. 898 00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:31,510 -[宝宝哭闹]-是爸爸 - [ Baby fussing ] - It's Daddy. 899 00:40:31,510 --> 00:40:35,050 -我们的神经系统不能孤立地自愈。 - Our nervous systems can't heal in isolation. 900 00:40:35,050 --> 00:40:36,850 ——噢!-我们需要小心… - Aww! - We need care... 901 00:40:36,850 --> 00:40:39,010 爱,连接。 love, connection. 902 00:40:39,020 --> 00:40:41,180 ♪ ♪ 903 00:40:41,180 --> 00:40:42,850 -没错。 - That's right. 904 00:40:42,850 --> 00:40:45,730 [监视器嘟嘟声] [ Monitor beeping ] 905 00:40:51,440 --> 00:40:55,660 ——狼。你呼我？有急事吗? - Wolf. You paged me? Something urgent? 906 00:40:55,660 --> 00:40:57,950 你有什么发现？园艺问题? What do you got? Gardening issues? 907 00:40:57,950 --> 00:41:02,870 -算是吧。我在考虑植入一个微芯片。 - Of a sort. I'm thinking of planting a microchip. 908 00:41:02,870 --> 00:41:05,120 -你也不行。-不是史蒂夫。不,不。 - Not you, too. - Not Steve. No, no. 909 00:41:05,130 --> 00:41:07,540 对史蒂夫来说，微芯片是一种应对机制。 For Steve, a microchip was a coping mechanism. 910 00:41:07,540 --> 00:41:11,510 但如果，对无名氏来说… But what if, for John Doe... 911 00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:13,880 这是一个真实的机制？ it was an actual mechanism? 912 00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:18,100 一个帮助他交流的脑机接口。 A brain computer interface to help him communicate. 913 00:41:18,100 --> 00:41:19,930 -呃——[叹气] - Uh-- [ Sighs ] 914 00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:26,480 沃尔夫，你知道这技术还处于实验阶段吧。它…… Wolf, y-you realize how experimental this tech is. It... 915 00:41:26,480 --> 00:41:29,770 -这个人失声了。 - This man has lost his voice. 916 00:41:29,770 --> 00:41:32,070 你可以把钱还给他， And you could give it back to him, 917 00:41:32,070 --> 00:41:34,360 唤醒他。 awaken him. 918 00:41:35,820 --> 00:41:38,830 [嘲笑]你到底听不听我的？ [ Scoffs ] Are you with me or not? 919 00:41:40,830 --> 00:41:43,660 因为我拒绝离开他。 Because I refuse to leave him. 920 00:41:50,090 --> 00:42:18,740 ♪ ♪ 921 00:42:18,740 --> 00:42:20,830 格雷格，动一下你的头！ Greg, move your head!