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我…懷孕了

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我讓她…懷孕了

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對方是…

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阿寶

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小福

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當時的情景

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我現在還記得很清楚

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媽媽的手 瞬間變得很冷

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是什麼時候

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我們是今天…

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才知道

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明明現在沒空想這些

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我卻在想原來是遺傳啊

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-幾週了
-咦

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現在幾週了

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五週又五天

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你好 我要叫一台計程車

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地址是音羽市富崎三丁目

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6之32

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當時的情景

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我現在還記得很清楚

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媽媽在那一瞬間

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露出快哭出來的表情

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這樣啊

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明明現在沒空想這些

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我卻在想原來是遺傳啊

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謝謝妳願意告訴我 小福

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對不起

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媽媽 對不起

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拿去

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我們真的有做避孕…

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我知道

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有去醫院嗎

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今天

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醫生說是五週又五天

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太好了

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妳好勇敢

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能夠自己去

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對不起

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媽媽完全沒有發現

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明天 我們再去一趟吧

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咦

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手術的事

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我也想聽醫生怎麼說

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我…

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別怕

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妳什麼都不必擔心

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原來如此 是害喜啊

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聞味道會難受嗎

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我幫妳收掉

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-媽媽
-沒關係的

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要喝東西嗎

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妳喝得下熱牛奶嗎

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是 麻煩你了

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媽 我在叫妳

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等一下 妳要去小福家嗎

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-你不用來
-為什麼

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這是大人的事

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這是我的事

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是我跟小福的事

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媽媽

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小福說她告訴媽媽之後會通知我

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我們今天討論過之後要怎麼辦

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我們想要自己做決定

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要決定什麼

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就是…

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等我一下

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等等…

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媽

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你待在家裡 麻煩你了

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別怕

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阿寶說的別怕

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別怕

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跟媽媽說的別怕

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是不一樣的

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該怎麼形容呢

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就像身在暴風雪裡

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不知道要往哪裡走

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但勉強找到一條路

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然後決定要一起走的那種"別怕"

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跟開車來接我

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用溫暖的毯子包住我

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只要閉上眼睛就會到家

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像那種感覺的"別怕"

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到這個時候

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自己好像找到了一條退路

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只要聽爸媽的話

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自己就不用思考

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只要躲在羽翼下

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就不必負責任

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因為我們…

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給妳

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現在

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都還只是孩子

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（那孩子的孩子）

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妳好

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我是月島 抱歉這時間來打擾

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請稍等一下

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妳回房裡去

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讓妳久等了

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月島太太 好久不見

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非常抱歉

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月島太太

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真的

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不知道該怎麼賠罪才好

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請妳把頭抬起來

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先進來坐吧

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鄰居都會看到的

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對不起

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請進

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謝謝

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我家那個笨蛋兒子

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竟然讓妳寶貝的女兒…

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真的非常抱歉

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這是他們一起做的事

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但這種事受傷的總是女方

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手術的費用

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請讓我支付全額

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不行 這筆錢要平分

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那怎麼行

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如果不夠的話請再告訴我

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不

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畢竟雙方都是當事人

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不行

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即便是這樣也還是…

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也還是完全無法平分妳的壓力

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請問

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阿寶呢

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他在家裡等我

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小福

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妳先回房間

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小福

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真的很對不起

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真的 很對不起

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不知道阿寶有沒有上車

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我心裡這樣想

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但是 這也沒辦法

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因為…

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-不可以問小孩子喔
-咦

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只有大人能決定要不要養

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因為我們

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都還只是孩子

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我回來了

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你在幹嘛 進來啊 阿寶

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阿寶

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喔 我剛好在門口遇到他

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奇蹟的時機

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抱歉這麼慢才到

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對不起

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阿寶 對不起

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-咦
-咦

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咦

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-我的手機呢
-咦

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嗶 付完錢

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謝謝

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再見

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好吧

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這筆錢我先保管

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川上太太 我真的…

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好了

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真的不用再道歉了

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如果妳一直道歉

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我就會忍不住怪罪阿寶

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我想 不應該是這樣的

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明天我會去了解手術詳情

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我們還沒決定

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阿寶

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對不起 讓妳們擔心了

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但是

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我們…

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想要好好考慮再做決定

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不好意思 那我們今天先告辭了

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-走了
-可是…

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-別說了
-等等

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-媽媽
-沒有選擇

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對不起 抱歉

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沒有選擇

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你們沒有什麼選擇

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有的

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我們有選擇

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就只有生和不生吧

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你們為什麼想要生下來

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聽好了

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你們還只是孩子

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還在讀高中

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才十六歲 連結婚都不行

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你們要怎麼養孩子

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就算不能養

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也…也有特殊收養制度

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是你寫的嗎

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還有一般收養制度

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育幼院的話
也能之後去接回來…

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怎麼能在生之前就想著要放手呢

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但是 可以在生之前先說好

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為什麼要生

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咦

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你們為什麼要生

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像這樣還沒生就決定交給別人

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如果是已經不能
人工流產的話還能理解

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但現在才五週

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都還沒成型呢

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你們不必有罪惡感

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罪惡感？

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懷孕跟生產都是要賭命的

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你們知道有人會因此生病或死掉嗎

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你們想過嗎

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接下來

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孩子會在妳肚子裡待好幾個月

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到時妳捨得放手嗎

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生產的時候 孩子出生之後

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自己會有怎樣的感受

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我沒有想過

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謝謝妳告訴我

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抱歉 妳忘了剛才的話吧

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妳不用去想 不可以想

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有時候不細想比較好

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即使是這樣

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我還是想考慮

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小學的時候

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神社有一隻小貓在哭

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我抱牠回家後 媽媽叫我放回去

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媽媽說要等我能為生命負責才能養

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但是我聽不懂

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什麼是對生命負責

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那是什麼意思

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我只知道

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如果我現在丟下牠

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牠可能會死掉

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可是 我又不知道該怎麼辦

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只能一直哭

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就在那時 阿寶出現了

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是他陪我想辦法

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陪我去找收養人

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我不是要把懷孕跟養貓混為一談

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只不過

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當時是阿寶教會我

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做事要思考

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要找出解決辦法

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我覺得這是

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非常重要的事

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拜託妳

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請給我一點時間

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我也想拜託妳

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再給他們一些時間

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我們也一起思考跟尋找吧

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尋找什麼

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請不要傷害她

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咦

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妳剛才也說了

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這種事總是女方會受傷

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就像妳說的

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她是我很寶貝 很寶貝的女兒

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請不要以傷害她的前提討論這件事

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這筆錢

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我暫時還給妳

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假如妳覺得自己有責任

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那就不要用錢 我們一起想辦法吧

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讓小福

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我的女兒

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盡可能不會受到傷害的方法

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也許只是一種理想

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但讓我們好好思考 找出解決辦法吧

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阿寶

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她們原本完全沒有交集

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矢澤跟小福

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直到高一的暑假為止

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剛入學的時候 矢澤有點隨波逐流

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但很快就只剩她一個人

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小福則是跟誰都很好的感覺

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不過 第二學期的第一天

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我還記得很清楚

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早啊 早啊…

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我吃超多的

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我哪知道呀

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總覺得

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超高興的

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什麼

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我喜歡矢澤哪一點嗎

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全部

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真的是全都喜歡

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長相 聲音 個性

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全都喜歡

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嗯 不過

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假如

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她有受傷或生病

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或是年紀變大之類的

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因為那樣

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害她的長相 聲音 個性

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全都改變了

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我還是喜歡她

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我的天啊

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我好喜歡她

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所以我真的很感謝她

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小福

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（妳還好嗎）

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矢澤？

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-小福
-妳怎麼了

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這節要換教室吧

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那個讓矢澤能夠做自己的人

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應該就是小福吧

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我不會跟她分手 我很愛小福

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小福懷孕了嗎

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爸爸打電話來
叫我告訴他對方的號碼

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請妳去做流產手術

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阿寶

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