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到了

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真懷念

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夏住在這裡嗎

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不知道 他可能已經搬走了

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要按門鈴嗎

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這個嘛…

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怎麼辦呢

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我好緊張

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媽媽 怎麼了

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小海 糟了

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什麼

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可樂餅要貼特價貼紙了

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要賣完了

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要被搶光了 快走吧

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以後再一起來吧

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到妳記得路為止

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下次會見到夏嗎

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就算媽媽不在了

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為了讓妳在想見夏時 能見到他

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我們一起練習怎麼來

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我知道了

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可樂餅…

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《海的開始》

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妳等一下喔 我現在就做可樂餅

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可樂餅在家做得出來嗎

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做得出來啊

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妳媽媽也會做給妳吃吧

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我們只有在超市貼特價貼紙時才會買

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用小烤箱加熱 就會變得很酥脆

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說得也是

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問喜歡的食物時 沒有限定是媽媽親手做的

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我第一次吃家裡做的可樂餅

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好期待

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我會加油的

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有什麼我能幫忙的嗎

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我想想 不然…

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(子宮頸癌 卵巢癌治療)
(新手爸媽的育兒寶典)

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跟超市的一樣 好好吃

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謝謝妳

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抱歉 公司打來

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接吧

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喂

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如何

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跟夏一起住感覺怎麼樣

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很開心

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那真是太好了

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對不起 我把夏搶走了

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唉唷

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妳已經懂這種事情了嗎

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妳明明也很喜歡夏

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是啊

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我明明就很喜歡他

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還忍耐不去見他

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媽媽也是這樣的嗎

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什麼

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媽媽跟夏 為什麼會分開

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媽媽也沒有跟津野叔叔交往

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他們明明感情很好

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這樣啊

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是因為有我嗎

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我覺得不是

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是因為每個大人

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都不擅長戀愛而已

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妳也是嗎

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我可能是最不擅長的那個

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我就不去了

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我只是個外人

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我覺得水季差不多要生氣了

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你都不來看她

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才沒這種事

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津野先生 我很感謝你

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當時還在悲痛中 無暇顧慮到你

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真的感到很抱歉

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也是因為現在漸漸平復了

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我才察覺到的

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好吧

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如果你還是難以接受 也沒關係

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等你心情平復後 再來祭拜吧

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我把地點告訴你

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好的

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你能待到49日 納骨那天嗎

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可以 我會待到那一天

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好

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對了 津野先生說他不會來

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我想…

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他應該是在顧慮我

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不是的

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你誤會了

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他其實不怎麼在意你

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是因為他跟水季很親近

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媽媽怎麼了

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媽媽要納骨了

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就是把媽媽的骨灰 放到墳墓裡

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她現在還不在墳墓裡嗎

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她現在還在這裡啊

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一直在這裡不就好了

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每個過世的人

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都要放墳墓裡才行

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是喔…

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水季有跟妳說什麼嗎

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沒有

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她不會說話

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她變成骨頭了

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說得也是

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變成骨頭的話

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就不會痛了嗎

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對

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不會痛了

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不用吃藥了嗎

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對

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不用了

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這樣啊

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太好了

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這個啊

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是爸為了我特地準備的

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很可愛吧

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這樣比只有照片好嗎

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就是…

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心情會比較好受嗎

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這個嘛…

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去夏令營時我有帶去

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考試時也有

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咦

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不安的時候 就會帶在身旁

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就像護身符一樣吧

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這能修補嗎

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可以 謝謝你

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謝謝叔叔

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(熊與山貓)

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今後要承蒙各位關照了

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敝姓南雲

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請多指教

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好

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請多指教…

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那麼今天也麻煩各位了

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請多指教…

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-到樓下見了 -好

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請問…

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敝姓津野 請多指教

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請多指教

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置物櫃…

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-抱歉 -不好意思

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掉了

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不好意思

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是我小孩的

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妳有小孩嗎

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對

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我有個3個月大的女兒

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但我沒有丈夫

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津野

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我來吧

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你去休息

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好

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-去接小孩嗎 -對

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-來得及嗎 -用衝的就來得及

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-辛苦了 -妳也辛苦了

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抱歉

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我忘記拿便當盒了

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來

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我是小海

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我1歲

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很高興認識你

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很高興認識妳

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妳真的是媽媽耶

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是真的

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這是我女兒

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妳很辛苦吧

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一個人養這麼小的孩子

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不要勉強自己喔

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辦不到

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大家都很愛說這種話

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"好辛苦喔 要加油"

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"但不要勉強自己"之類的

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不勉強自己的話 我跟孩子都會死掉的

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抱歉

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是我太白目了

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是我遷怒到你身上了

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對不起

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那個…

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其實…

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我既沒有小孩 也沒有女友

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這樣啊

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就算回到家 也只是看看書

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休假時 也幾乎都是在看書

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我不是出於興趣才養小孩的

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抱歉 那個…

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我沒有把養小孩當成興趣的意思

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我是真的快撐不下去了

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這孩子是我經歷過許多波折 擅自生下的

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所以我不想去依賴父母

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但我無法再獨自撐下去了

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依賴外人會比較容易嗎

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畢竟外人不知道事情的緣由

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也不會去探究

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那麼…

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這樣好了

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我家公寓和托兒所的地點

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我再用LINE傳給你

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什麼

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好的

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小海

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這是津野先生

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叫"先生"好像有點奇怪

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是津野叔叔

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跟他說請多關照

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很好 跟叔叔擊掌

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來擊掌

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擊掌…

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妳放學啦

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-辛苦了 -謝謝妳

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-掰掰 -說掰掰

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-快跑 -好

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-我回來了 -小海回來啦

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謝謝你 幫了我大忙

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水止住了嗎

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對 止住了

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請師傅來修 立刻就修好了

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真是嚇死我了

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-就是啊 幸好修好了 -好了

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辛苦了

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謝謝你

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對了 你要進來喝杯茶嗎

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-好 那就打擾了 -請進

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裡面很小就是了

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打擾了

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-津野 我想問你 -什麼事

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我沒有什麼特別的意思

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妳說

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你有正在交往的對象嗎

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不 沒有

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這樣啊

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原來如此

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那妳呢

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我怎麼可能會有

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若你交了女友 就不用幫我了

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什麼意思

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你交到女友的話 請立刻告訴我

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這樣我就不會再麻煩你了

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這樣啊

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好

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-等你再來喔 -好

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掰掰

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不好意思

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你們開始交往了嗎

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沒有

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我想也是

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我還在利用他的好意

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真是太差勁了

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別這麼想

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他是自願這樣做的

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是嗎

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沒錯

253
00:15:33,883 --> 00:15:36,617
他也不求任何回報不是嗎

254
00:15:40,217 --> 00:15:41,950
也是

255
00:15:41,950 --> 00:15:44,183
小海看起來也很開心

256
00:15:50,517 --> 00:15:52,517
哎呀 真抱歉

257
00:15:52,517 --> 00:15:53,983
她竟然睡著了

258
00:15:53,983 --> 00:15:55,717
還弄得一團亂

259
00:15:55,717 --> 00:15:58,250
別這麼說 她一直都很乖

260
00:16:24,817 --> 00:16:26,783
(人工流產同意書)

261
00:16:31,983 --> 00:16:33,483
這個是…

262
00:16:36,683 --> 00:16:38,983
是他叫妳拿掉的嗎

263
00:16:40,417 --> 00:16:42,283
他跑掉了嗎

264
00:16:42,283 --> 00:16:44,183
先等一下

265
00:16:44,183 --> 00:16:46,917
你也太會瞎猜了吧

266
00:16:47,317 --> 00:16:51,017
是我一開始有這個想法而已

267
00:16:52,983 --> 00:16:56,250
所以那傢伙都知情嗎

268
00:16:58,683 --> 00:17:03,150
你不認識他 不要隨便叫他"那傢伙"

269
00:17:04,250 --> 00:17:05,417
他以為妳拿掉了嗎

270
00:17:05,417 --> 00:17:08,517
是我沒跟他說我生了

271
00:17:08,517 --> 00:17:11,383
-小海 起來了 -妳還是告訴他吧

272
00:17:12,217 --> 00:17:15,917
雖然我也不清楚 但撫養費那些…

273
00:17:17,117 --> 00:17:19,650
妳明明過得這麼辛苦

274
00:17:20,183 --> 00:17:22,517
他卻毫不知情 自己過得很愜意

275
00:17:22,517 --> 00:17:25,450
你也一樣毫不知情吧

276
00:17:27,783 --> 00:17:30,583
關於小海的爸爸

277
00:17:31,250 --> 00:17:34,450
你又不認識他 請不要亂說話

278
00:17:36,950 --> 00:17:38,617
對不起

279
00:17:40,950 --> 00:17:42,583
小海 起來了

280
00:17:51,617 --> 00:17:53,750
妳為什麼去醫院

281
00:17:55,350 --> 00:17:57,083
身體還好嗎

282
00:18:01,617 --> 00:18:03,617
也對

283
00:18:06,583 --> 00:18:09,117
說得也是

284
00:18:12,617 --> 00:18:15,683
還是應該說一下比較好

285
00:18:15,683 --> 00:18:16,917
什麼

286
00:18:23,350 --> 00:18:24,817
小海人呢

287
00:18:24,817 --> 00:18:26,517
津野在幫忙照顧

288
00:18:26,517 --> 00:18:28,817
為什麼 帶來家裡不就好了

289
00:18:28,817 --> 00:18:31,217
我是有事要說 才過來的

290
00:18:31,950 --> 00:18:33,483
什麼事

291
00:18:33,483 --> 00:18:34,750
哎呀

292
00:18:34,750 --> 00:18:36,083
難道說…

293
00:18:36,083 --> 00:18:38,417
妳找到新對象了嗎

294
00:18:38,817 --> 00:18:40,550
是津野先生嗎

295
00:18:48,683 --> 00:18:52,217
我好像快不行了

296
00:18:53,483 --> 00:18:55,683
這是什麼意思

297
00:19:07,033 --> 00:19:10,567
老師最近注意到 小海都不睡午覺

298
00:19:11,333 --> 00:19:14,933
但她還是和平常一樣 會跟朋友玩

299
00:19:16,067 --> 00:19:19,367
我原本認為自己無法選擇的

300
00:19:19,367 --> 00:19:24,267
大概就只有出生與否這件事而已

301
00:19:24,267 --> 00:19:25,600
是啊

302
00:19:27,533 --> 00:19:30,533
我把托兒所的通知單放這裡

303
00:19:30,533 --> 00:19:33,067
我只要一和我媽吵架

304
00:19:33,067 --> 00:19:36,233
她就會立刻去提 當年多有辛苦才生下我

305
00:19:36,233 --> 00:19:38,400
企圖轉移話題

306
00:19:38,833 --> 00:19:42,333
我又沒求她把我生下來

307
00:19:42,333 --> 00:19:46,067
我一直覺得我媽好煩

308
00:19:47,367 --> 00:19:51,633
就像是否要生下小海

309
00:19:51,633 --> 00:19:54,367
也只有我自己能做決定

310
00:19:56,633 --> 00:20:00,133
雖然想讓小海來決定

311
00:20:00,133 --> 00:20:02,567
但這是辦不到的

312
00:20:03,800 --> 00:20:07,100
1樓有間還滿大的商店

313
00:20:07,967 --> 00:20:10,600
-要我買點東西過來嗎 -不過…

314
00:20:10,600 --> 00:20:12,833
無法自行決定的事情

315
00:20:13,533 --> 00:20:15,667
還有另一件

316
00:20:18,233 --> 00:20:21,033
妳要布丁 還是果凍嗎

317
00:20:21,033 --> 00:20:23,700
自己的死期…

318
00:20:23,700 --> 00:20:26,167
就是無法選擇的

319
00:20:27,800 --> 00:20:30,333
不管是出生 還是死亡

320
00:20:30,333 --> 00:20:31,800
都無法選擇

321
00:20:35,533 --> 00:20:39,167
我現在稍微可以體會了

322
00:20:41,133 --> 00:20:44,200
想自殺的人是什麼心情

323
00:20:45,567 --> 00:20:49,000
雖然我不想死 但我能理解

324
00:20:49,767 --> 00:20:53,367
自己去選擇死亡的這條路

325
00:21:01,767 --> 00:21:04,600
那就再重新考慮一次吧

326
00:21:05,967 --> 00:21:08,033
接受治療吧

327
00:21:11,167 --> 00:21:13,700
或許有機會能痊癒

328
00:21:14,833 --> 00:21:16,833
我想見小海

329
00:21:18,867 --> 00:21:23,933
我無法痊癒的機率高太多了

330
00:21:25,367 --> 00:21:30,300
比起一直待在醫院 只能再多活一點點

331
00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:37,533
我更想要盡可能地 多陪在小海身邊

332
00:21:52,033 --> 00:21:53,667
對不起

333
00:22:04,633 --> 00:22:06,500
妳要什麼

334
00:22:08,367 --> 00:22:09,800
布丁嗎

335
00:22:10,767 --> 00:22:12,267
還是果凍

336
00:22:16,333 --> 00:22:18,200
我要優格

337
00:22:18,767 --> 00:22:20,400
橘子口味的

338
00:22:21,800 --> 00:22:23,533
我知道了

339
00:22:25,933 --> 00:22:28,267
若沒有橘子口味的呢

340
00:22:29,133 --> 00:22:31,867
沒有的話就不用了

341
00:22:47,600 --> 00:22:50,267
沒有橘子口味的優格

342
00:22:51,100 --> 00:22:54,233
所以你買了橘子和優格嗎

343
00:22:54,833 --> 00:22:56,500
因為正好有賣

344
00:22:59,033 --> 00:23:01,967
我沒想到還有這個選項

345
00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:19,933
對我來說

346
00:23:19,933 --> 00:23:22,100
最重要的就是小海

347
00:23:25,567 --> 00:23:26,900
知道

348
00:23:29,067 --> 00:23:32,167
我會為小海做很多事情

349
00:23:33,033 --> 00:23:34,600
話雖如此

350
00:23:35,133 --> 00:23:39,300
憑我這個身體 一定有很多事情辦不到

351
00:23:39,767 --> 00:23:42,567
到時候請你務必要幫忙

352
00:23:44,667 --> 00:23:46,567
好

353
00:23:46,567 --> 00:23:49,333
雖然你至今已經幫了我們很多

354
00:23:51,300 --> 00:23:54,133
往後還請你繼續幫忙

355
00:23:55,867 --> 00:23:57,400
好

356
00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:00,700
對不起

357
00:24:06,667 --> 00:24:08,033
不會

358
00:24:17,133 --> 00:24:18,800
你要吃嗎

359
00:24:21,433 --> 00:24:22,967
要

360
00:24:32,467 --> 00:24:34,000
怎麼了

361
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:35,667
要叫救護車嗎

362
00:24:35,667 --> 00:24:37,100
她說不需要

363
00:24:37,100 --> 00:24:39,067
這是無可避免的症狀

364
00:24:40,067 --> 00:24:41,233
是這個嗎

365
00:24:48,533 --> 00:24:50,167
媽媽

366
00:24:51,367 --> 00:24:53,000
小海…

367
00:25:12,600 --> 00:25:14,133
抱歉 小海

368
00:25:14,900 --> 00:25:17,900
妳媽媽的工作 好像還要再花一些時間

369
00:25:19,033 --> 00:25:21,167
我們一邊看繪本一邊等吧

370
00:25:26,433 --> 00:25:28,367
她又痛了嗎

371
00:25:33,033 --> 00:25:35,033
吃藥了嗎

372
00:25:39,200 --> 00:25:41,033
會好嗎

373
00:25:48,767 --> 00:25:51,400
(新生家長說明會資料)

374
00:25:55,267 --> 00:25:58,233
要交代的大概就是這些了吧

375
00:25:59,433 --> 00:26:02,633
我不在的話 她可能會比較驕縱

376
00:26:02,633 --> 00:26:04,467
可別寵壞她了

377
00:26:07,067 --> 00:26:09,033
小海的事之外 還有要交待的嗎

378
00:26:09,033 --> 00:26:11,333
沒有了

379
00:26:11,333 --> 00:26:13,633
其他事我沒打算拜託妳

380
00:26:14,867 --> 00:26:16,233
是嗎

381
00:26:17,533 --> 00:26:20,900
總之只要小海的事 無後顧之憂

382
00:26:20,900 --> 00:26:23,067
這就是最好的了

383
00:26:24,600 --> 00:26:25,767
嗯

384
00:26:35,267 --> 00:26:36,633
怎麼了

385
00:26:37,533 --> 00:26:39,967
有什麼事就說

386
00:26:40,833 --> 00:26:43,700
事到如今 也不用跟我們客氣了吧

387
00:26:48,667 --> 00:26:50,933
只要一想到…

388
00:26:53,267 --> 00:26:56,300
不用再擔心小海的事了

389
00:27:00,133 --> 00:27:02,467
我突然就開始感到害怕

390
00:27:09,133 --> 00:27:11,000
我好怕

391
00:27:12,867 --> 00:27:15,500
突然好怕自己死掉

392
00:27:25,833 --> 00:27:28,733
我以為是能毫無牽掛

393
00:27:29,367 --> 00:27:32,133
無後顧之憂地離開這個世界

394
00:27:33,467 --> 00:27:35,367
卻突然…

395
00:28:55,867 --> 00:28:57,233
喂

396
00:29:59,700 --> 00:30:01,333
打擾了

397
00:30:04,567 --> 00:30:06,500
我來幫忙

398
00:30:06,500 --> 00:30:08,933
小海的東西 我大概都知道

399
00:30:10,633 --> 00:30:12,300
請別亂碰

400
00:30:14,667 --> 00:30:16,600
我們自家人會處理

401
00:30:17,533 --> 00:30:19,467
多謝關心

402
00:30:56,950 --> 00:30:58,550
月岡

403
00:31:00,017 --> 00:31:01,250
抱歉 我動了東西

404
00:31:01,250 --> 00:31:02,783
沒關係的

405
00:31:04,650 --> 00:31:06,450
我們9點半出發

406
00:31:06,450 --> 00:31:07,917
好的

407
00:31:07,917 --> 00:31:09,283
那個…

408
00:31:09,283 --> 00:31:12,783
在那之前 我有個請求

409
00:31:21,917 --> 00:31:23,883
跟妳借一下媽媽

410
00:31:36,517 --> 00:31:38,283
妳在這裡等一下

411
00:31:52,583 --> 00:31:54,917
第一次見大和的時候

412
00:31:54,917 --> 00:31:58,117
我沒帶著夏 是自己去的

413
00:31:58,117 --> 00:32:00,283
那時大和才7歲

414
00:32:00,283 --> 00:32:01,583
是

415
00:32:02,750 --> 00:32:05,950
他完全不理我

416
00:32:05,950 --> 00:32:08,050
對我非常抗拒

417
00:32:11,017 --> 00:32:13,017
剛開始是那個樣子的

418
00:32:14,450 --> 00:32:19,050
並非最初就是現在這種情況

419
00:32:30,283 --> 00:32:33,050
妳很嫉妒水季吧

420
00:32:37,917 --> 00:32:39,850
與其說是嫉妒…

421
00:32:39,850 --> 00:32:42,017
我就嫉妒過

422
00:32:43,750 --> 00:32:46,783
我覺得對方死掉真的太狡猾了

423
00:32:51,450 --> 00:32:54,017
雖然這種話說出來不恰當

424
00:32:56,017 --> 00:32:59,683
但現在的妳 應該能懂我的感受

425
00:33:08,717 --> 00:33:10,850
我很羨慕

426
00:33:12,383 --> 00:33:13,517
嗯

427
00:33:13,517 --> 00:33:17,483
她一個人肯定很辛苦

428
00:33:17,483 --> 00:33:18,917
尤其還生病

429
00:33:20,117 --> 00:33:21,517
嗯

430
00:33:23,917 --> 00:33:25,483
可是…

431
00:33:29,083 --> 00:33:31,817
每當我多了解一點

432
00:33:31,817 --> 00:33:34,650
就會覺得很羨慕

433
00:33:36,283 --> 00:33:39,817
很羨慕他們擁有那麼多美好的回憶

434
00:33:42,417 --> 00:33:45,317
然後開始討厭這樣的自己

435
00:33:48,283 --> 00:33:49,650
嗯

436
00:33:52,317 --> 00:33:53,783
我懂

437
00:33:56,883 --> 00:33:58,717
我能懂妳

438
00:34:00,050 --> 00:34:02,850
但我當初夠堅強

439
00:34:03,650 --> 00:34:05,683
因為我有夏

440
00:34:07,050 --> 00:34:10,750
我擔心妳的 正是這方面的問題

441
00:34:12,183 --> 00:34:15,283
我們倆的情況完全不同

442
00:34:15,283 --> 00:34:17,550
妳沒有心靈的寄託

443
00:34:20,250 --> 00:34:23,417
我覺得妳將來…

444
00:34:24,683 --> 00:34:26,817
只會越來越辛苦

445
00:34:52,383 --> 00:34:54,317
累了嗎

446
00:34:54,317 --> 00:34:55,883
沒有

447
00:35:05,583 --> 00:35:07,083
這給妳

448
00:35:09,050 --> 00:35:11,083
是項鍊嗎

449
00:35:11,083 --> 00:35:12,550
是水季

450
00:35:16,617 --> 00:35:18,250
是媽媽嗎

451
00:35:22,117 --> 00:35:26,083
在放進墳墓前 我裝了點骨灰進去

452
00:35:30,983 --> 00:35:33,317
在這裡面嗎

453
00:35:33,317 --> 00:35:34,550
對

454
00:35:35,517 --> 00:35:37,550
媽媽變好小喔

455
00:35:39,117 --> 00:35:40,717
不要搞丟囉

456
00:35:40,717 --> 00:35:42,683
-好 -很好

457
00:36:03,350 --> 00:36:04,483
喂

458
00:36:04,483 --> 00:36:07,750
妳還在我們家嗎

459
00:36:07,750 --> 00:36:09,983
沒有 我剛到家

460
00:36:11,383 --> 00:36:13,583
我們這裡也剛結束

461
00:36:16,183 --> 00:36:22,117
小海說想找妳一起去掃墓

462
00:36:23,117 --> 00:36:25,217
只要妳願意

463
00:36:27,983 --> 00:36:29,517
我怎麼可能不去呢

464
00:36:30,117 --> 00:36:31,483
一起去吧

465
00:36:42,300 --> 00:36:43,733
彌生

466
00:36:44,300 --> 00:36:45,567
怎麼了

467
00:36:45,567 --> 00:36:47,300
媽媽就在那裡

468
00:37:05,300 --> 00:37:06,633
去吧

469
00:37:08,900 --> 00:37:10,767
津野叔叔

470
00:37:25,100 --> 00:37:29,067
津野先生在告別式之後

471
00:37:29,067 --> 00:37:32,400
從來沒去看過水季

472
00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:34,700
他是不是有所顧慮

473
00:37:35,733 --> 00:37:40,233
南雲女士說他只是要花很多時間 才能接受事實

474
00:37:41,100 --> 00:37:43,367
因為他跟水季很親近

475
00:37:44,467 --> 00:37:46,033
這樣啊

476
00:37:47,367 --> 00:37:49,067
說得也是

477
00:37:53,733 --> 00:37:56,000
我好羨慕

478
00:37:57,500 --> 00:37:59,833
因為我什麼都不知道

479
00:38:01,833 --> 00:38:04,367
而他是因為知道很多

480
00:38:04,367 --> 00:38:06,800
才會覺得特別痛

481
00:38:07,700 --> 00:38:10,100
我好羨慕他

482
00:38:11,200 --> 00:38:14,867
他讓我覺得自己的悲傷

483
00:38:14,867 --> 00:38:17,200
是那麼地微不足道

484
00:38:21,200 --> 00:38:23,167
你不用羨慕

485
00:38:23,967 --> 00:38:26,967
因為你有小海啊

486
00:38:28,700 --> 00:38:30,033
嗯

487
00:38:36,200 --> 00:38:38,533
夏 彌生

488
00:38:41,333 --> 00:38:42,667
我們過去吧

489
00:38:42,667 --> 00:38:44,067
好

490
00:38:54,067 --> 00:38:55,800
公車在那邊搭

491
00:38:57,033 --> 00:38:58,467
送妳到車站吧

492
00:38:59,067 --> 00:39:00,633
不用了

493
00:39:00,633 --> 00:39:03,133
我也要往車站

494
00:39:04,767 --> 00:39:05,967
嗯

495
00:39:05,967 --> 00:39:07,800
你陪小海吧

496
00:39:09,733 --> 00:39:11,200
好吧

497
00:39:11,200 --> 00:39:12,167
小海再見

498
00:39:12,167 --> 00:39:13,700
-掰掰 -掰掰

499
00:39:13,700 --> 00:39:14,900
掰掰

500
00:39:25,500 --> 00:39:26,867
好 我們走吧

501
00:39:26,867 --> 00:39:27,900
好

502
00:39:30,967 --> 00:39:33,167
你們交往多久了

503
00:39:33,867 --> 00:39:36,000
差不多3年了

504
00:39:38,967 --> 00:39:40,367
春天的時候吧

505
00:39:41,000 --> 00:39:43,267
她曾去找過月岡先生

506
00:39:45,467 --> 00:39:47,633
你說水季小姐嗎

507
00:39:47,633 --> 00:39:49,500
她帶著小海去的

508
00:39:51,067 --> 00:39:53,567
-但是… -她沒見到面就回來了

509
00:40:16,033 --> 00:40:18,333
她們都走到公寓前了

510
00:40:18,333 --> 00:40:20,700
卻看到裡面走出一個女的

511
00:40:21,967 --> 00:40:24,133
所以她才沒見月岡先生

512
00:40:24,133 --> 00:40:26,733
也沒讓他見小海

513
00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:31,200
那是南雲當下自己做的決定

514
00:40:33,500 --> 00:40:36,233
跟妳沒有半點關係

515
00:40:43,600 --> 00:40:46,100
南雲她就是這種個性

516
00:40:48,567 --> 00:40:53,033
她很討厭別人擅自揣測她的想法

517
00:40:53,033 --> 00:40:54,800
希望妳明白

518
00:40:56,633 --> 00:40:58,700
謝謝你

519
00:41:02,800 --> 00:41:05,267
請你把關於她的事 全告訴我吧

520
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:08,800
妳為什麼要這麼努力

521
00:41:09,467 --> 00:41:11,367
或者說是拚命

522
00:41:14,333 --> 00:41:17,933
因為我想扮演好母親的角色

523
00:41:20,233 --> 00:41:22,133
還真是偉大

524
00:41:24,567 --> 00:41:27,700
妳們女人對孩子的犧牲奉獻

525
00:41:27,700 --> 00:41:30,067
實在令人佩服

526
00:41:31,167 --> 00:41:33,233
這跟性別有關嗎

527
00:41:34,067 --> 00:41:36,500
為什麼每次只要提到有關孩子的話題

528
00:41:36,500 --> 00:41:39,267
母親就要背負 比父親還要遠大的期待

529
00:41:41,467 --> 00:41:42,900
對不起

530
00:41:43,467 --> 00:41:46,200
我只是在講刻板印象而已

531
00:41:46,200 --> 00:41:47,567
"父性"這個詞不常見

532
00:41:47,567 --> 00:41:50,167
而"母性"大家倒是很愛掛在嘴邊

533
00:41:52,167 --> 00:41:54,500
好像母親都會給予無償的愛

534
00:41:55,300 --> 00:41:57,833
又不是每個母親都這樣

535
00:41:59,700 --> 00:42:02,400
津野 你有什麼推薦的作品嗎

536
00:42:02,400 --> 00:42:07,033
我覺得妳選的作品就很不錯 講的又是母性

537
00:42:07,033 --> 00:42:08,067
"母性"嗎

538
00:42:08,067 --> 00:42:10,600
是啊 這是母親節的主題展吧

539
00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:12,567
所以"母性"到底是什麼

540
00:42:12,567 --> 00:42:13,933
什麼意思

541
00:42:13,933 --> 00:42:16,067
是指"無償的愛"嗎

542
00:42:16,067 --> 00:42:18,600
對啊 要形容的話

543
00:42:22,700 --> 00:42:25,967
怎麼了 如果惹到妳那我道歉

544
00:42:25,967 --> 00:42:30,400
這世上明明就有很多不愛孩子的母親

545
00:42:30,400 --> 00:42:33,000
大家卻認為母親的天性

546
00:42:34,033 --> 00:42:38,300
一定就是無償的愛…

547
00:42:43,833 --> 00:42:45,267
抱歉

548
00:42:45,267 --> 00:42:47,067
嚇到你了嗎

549
00:42:48,867 --> 00:42:51,267
我只是覺得妳講得很有道理

550
00:42:53,233 --> 00:42:59,200
想用一個完美的詞彙去概括時 "母性"就很好用

551
00:43:03,133 --> 00:43:04,667
抱歉

552
00:43:05,867 --> 00:43:07,633
嚇到你了嗎

553
00:43:09,667 --> 00:43:11,900
看他選了相反的類型

554
00:43:12,800 --> 00:43:15,300
讓人覺得很惱火

555
00:43:16,533 --> 00:43:18,700
想不到其實還滿像的

556
00:43:21,067 --> 00:43:23,467
這點又滿令人火大的

557
00:43:25,233 --> 00:43:27,400
我是覺得不像

558
00:43:28,533 --> 00:43:30,833
妳又不認識她

559
00:43:31,333 --> 00:43:34,100
既然不認識 妳怎麼知道像不像

560
00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:37,000
也是

561
00:43:48,567 --> 00:43:52,600
昨天月岡先生打給我

562
00:43:54,500 --> 00:43:57,333
叫我來幫水季掃墓

563
00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:01,700
還說什麼水季一定也很想見見我

564
00:44:06,067 --> 00:44:09,667
他老在那水季長水季短的 煩死人了吧

565
00:44:11,133 --> 00:44:12,733
是啊

566
00:44:15,967 --> 00:44:18,500
小海知道我的聯絡方式

567
00:44:19,333 --> 00:44:22,267
萬一有什麼狀況

568
00:44:22,267 --> 00:44:24,100
就打給我

569
00:44:26,100 --> 00:44:27,800
這怎麼好意思

570
00:44:28,333 --> 00:44:30,367
妳不要跟南雲一樣

571
00:44:31,467 --> 00:44:33,967
什麼事都自己一個人做決定

572
00:44:41,400 --> 00:44:42,800
我走了

573
00:44:42,800 --> 00:44:44,900
我腳踏車停在那邊

574
00:44:48,700 --> 00:44:49,867
好的

575
00:44:57,833 --> 00:44:59,133
夏

576
00:45:01,100 --> 00:45:03,033
我說過要敲門了吧

577
00:45:03,033 --> 00:45:04,700
你唸書給我聽

578
00:45:05,567 --> 00:45:08,033
但我沒有津野叔叔唸得好

579
00:45:08,033 --> 00:45:09,900
好 沒關係

580
00:45:13,800 --> 00:45:15,067
來吧

581
00:45:15,900 --> 00:45:17,267
妳過來

582
00:45:22,600 --> 00:45:23,767
要開始囉

583
00:45:28,967 --> 00:45:30,833
"《熊與山貓》"

584
00:45:34,167 --> 00:45:37,467
"某天早上 熊在哭泣"

585
00:45:37,867 --> 00:45:38,467
(下集預告)

586
00:45:38,467 --> 00:45:41,233
關於我生父的事情

587
00:45:41,233 --> 00:45:43,733
月岡他真的很溫柔

588
00:45:43,733 --> 00:45:46,333
溫柔到無法說出真心話

589
00:45:46,333 --> 00:45:49,933
你這麼有責任感 還真不像我的孩子

590
00:45:49,933 --> 00:45:51,767
我只是很羨慕而已

591
00:45:51,767 --> 00:45:53,367
他們可以開始過親子生活

592
00:45:53,367 --> 00:45:55,133
這種個性 會活得很累

593
00:45:55,133 --> 00:45:57,333
我想要一起住

594
00:45:57,333 --> 00:46:00,300
太衝擊了 完全沒有感動的重逢

595
00:46:00,300 --> 00:46:01,933
大家都很悲痛

596
00:46:01,933 --> 00:46:03,333
感覺比我難過

597
00:46:03,333 --> 00:46:04,800
又很溫柔

598
00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:05,933
我說不出口

599
00:46:05,933 --> 00:46:07,633
我明明也很難過

600
00:46:07,633 --> 00:46:10,633
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