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到了

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真懷念

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夏住在這裡嗎

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不知道 他可能已經搬走了

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要按門鈴嗎

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這個嘛…

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怎麼辦呢

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我好緊張

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媽媽 怎麼了

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小海 糟了

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什麼

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可樂餅要貼特價貼紙了

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要賣完了

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要被搶光了 快走吧

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以後再一起來吧

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到妳記得路為止

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下次會見到夏嗎

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就算媽媽不在了

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為了讓妳在想見夏時 能見到他

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我們一起練習怎麼來

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我知道了

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可樂餅…

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《海的開始》

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妳等一下喔 我現在就做可樂餅

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可樂餅在家做得出來嗎

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做得出來啊

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妳媽媽也會做給妳吃吧

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我們只有在超市貼特價貼紙時才會買

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用小烤箱加熱 就會變得很酥脆

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說得也是

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問喜歡的食物時 沒有限定是媽媽親手做的

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我第一次吃家裡做的可樂餅

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好期待

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我會加油的

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有什麼我能幫忙的嗎

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我想想 不然…

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(子宮頸癌 卵巢癌治療)
(新手爸媽的育兒寶典)

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跟超市的一樣 好好吃

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謝謝妳

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抱歉 公司打來

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接吧

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喂

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如何

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跟夏一起住感覺怎麼樣

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很開心

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那真是太好了

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對不起 我把夏搶走了

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唉唷

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妳已經懂這種事情了嗎

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妳明明也很喜歡夏

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是啊

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我明明就很喜歡他

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還忍耐不去見他

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媽媽也是這樣的嗎

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什麼

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媽媽跟夏 為什麼會分開

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媽媽也沒有跟津野叔叔交往

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他們明明感情很好

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這樣啊

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是因為有我嗎

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我覺得不是

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是因為每個大人

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都不擅長戀愛而已

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妳也是嗎

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我可能是最不擅長的那個

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我就不去了

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我只是個外人

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我覺得水季差不多要生氣了

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你都不來看她

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才沒這種事

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津野先生 我很感謝你

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當時還在悲痛中 無暇顧慮到你

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真的感到很抱歉

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也是因為現在漸漸平復了

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我才察覺到的

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好吧

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如果你還是難以接受 也沒關係

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等你心情平復後 再來祭拜吧

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我把地點告訴你

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好的

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你能待到49日 納骨那天嗎

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可以 我會待到那一天

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好

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對了 津野先生說他不會來

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我想…

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他應該是在顧慮我

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不是的

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你誤會了

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他其實不怎麼在意你

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是因為他跟水季很親近

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媽媽怎麼了

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媽媽要納骨了

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就是把媽媽的骨灰 放到墳墓裡

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她現在還不在墳墓裡嗎

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她現在還在這裡啊

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一直在這裡不就好了

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每個過世的人

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都要放墳墓裡才行

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是喔…

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水季有跟妳說什麼嗎

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沒有

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她不會說話

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她變成骨頭了

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說得也是

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變成骨頭的話

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就不會痛了嗎

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對

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不會痛了

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不用吃藥了嗎

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對

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不用了

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這樣啊

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太好了

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這個啊

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是爸為了我特地準備的

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很可愛吧

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這樣比只有照片好嗎

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就是…

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心情會比較好受嗎

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這個嘛…

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去夏令營時我有帶去

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考試時也有

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咦

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不安的時候 就會帶在身旁

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就像護身符一樣吧

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這能修補嗎

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可以 謝謝你

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謝謝叔叔

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(熊與山貓)

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今後要承蒙各位關照了

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敝姓南雲

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請多指教

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好

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請多指教…

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那麼今天也麻煩各位了

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請多指教…

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-到樓下見了 -好

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請問…

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敝姓津野 請多指教

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請多指教

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置物櫃…

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-抱歉 -不好意思

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掉了

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不好意思

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是我小孩的

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妳有小孩嗎

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對

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我有個3個月大的女兒

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但我沒有丈夫

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津野

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我來吧

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你去休息

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好

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-去接小孩嗎 -對

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-來得及嗎 -用衝的就來得及

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-辛苦了 -妳也辛苦了

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抱歉

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我忘記拿便當盒了

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來

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我是小海

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我1歲

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很高興認識你

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很高興認識妳

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妳真的是媽媽耶

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是真的

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這是我女兒

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妳很辛苦吧

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一個人養這麼小的孩子

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不要勉強自己喔

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辦不到

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大家都很愛說這種話

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"好辛苦喔 要加油"

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"但不要勉強自己"之類的

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不勉強自己的話 我跟孩子都會死掉的

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抱歉

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是我太白目了

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是我遷怒到你身上了

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對不起

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那個…

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其實…

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我既沒有小孩 也沒有女友

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這樣啊

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就算回到家 也只是看看書

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休假時 也幾乎都是在看書

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我不是出於興趣才養小孩的

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抱歉 那個…

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我沒有把養小孩當成興趣的意思

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我是真的快撐不下去了

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這孩子是我經歷過許多波折 擅自生下的

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所以我不想去依賴父母

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但我無法再獨自撐下去了

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依賴外人會比較容易嗎

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畢竟外人不知道事情的緣由

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也不會去探究

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那麼…

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這樣好了

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我家公寓和托兒所的地點

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我再用LINE傳給你

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什麼

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好的

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小海

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這是津野先生

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叫"先生"好像有點奇怪

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是津野叔叔

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跟他說請多關照

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很好 跟叔叔擊掌

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來擊掌

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擊掌…

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妳放學啦

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-辛苦了 -謝謝妳

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-掰掰 -說掰掰

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-快跑 -好

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-我回來了 -小海回來啦

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謝謝你 幫了我大忙

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水止住了嗎

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對 止住了

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請師傅來修 立刻就修好了

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真是嚇死我了

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-就是啊 幸好修好了 -好了

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辛苦了

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謝謝你

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對了 你要進來喝杯茶嗎

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-好 那就打擾了 -請進

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裡面很小就是了

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打擾了

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-津野 我想問你 -什麼事

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我沒有什麼特別的意思

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妳說

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你有正在交往的對象嗎

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不 沒有

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這樣啊

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原來如此

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那妳呢

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我怎麼可能會有

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若你交了女友 就不用幫我了

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什麼意思

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你交到女友的話 請立刻告訴我

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這樣我就不會再麻煩你了

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這樣啊

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好

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-等你再來喔 -好

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掰掰

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不好意思

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你們開始交往了嗎

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沒有

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我想也是

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我還在利用他的好意

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真是太差勁了

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別這麼想

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他是自願這樣做的

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是嗎

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沒錯

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他也不求任何回報不是嗎

254
00:15:32,967 --> 00:15:34,700
也是

255
00:15:34,700 --> 00:15:36,933
小海看起來也很開心

256
00:15:43,267 --> 00:15:45,267
哎呀 真抱歉

257
00:15:45,267 --> 00:15:46,733
她竟然睡著了

258
00:15:46,733 --> 00:15:48,467
還弄得一團亂

259
00:15:48,467 --> 00:15:51,000
別這麼說 她一直都很乖

260
00:16:17,567 --> 00:16:19,533
(人工流產同意書)

261
00:16:24,733 --> 00:16:26,233
這個是…

262
00:16:29,433 --> 00:16:31,733
是他叫妳拿掉的嗎

263
00:16:33,167 --> 00:16:35,033
他跑掉了嗎

264
00:16:35,033 --> 00:16:36,933
先等一下

265
00:16:36,933 --> 00:16:39,667
你也太會瞎猜了吧

266
00:16:40,067 --> 00:16:43,767
是我一開始有這個想法而已

267
00:16:45,733 --> 00:16:49,000
所以那傢伙都知情嗎

268
00:16:51,433 --> 00:16:55,900
你不認識他 不要隨便叫他"那傢伙"

269
00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:58,167
他以為妳拿掉了嗎

270
00:16:58,167 --> 00:17:01,267
是我沒跟他說我生了

271
00:17:01,267 --> 00:17:04,133
-小海 起來了 -妳還是告訴他吧

272
00:17:04,967 --> 00:17:08,667
雖然我也不清楚 但撫養費那些…

273
00:17:09,867 --> 00:17:12,400
妳明明過得這麼辛苦

274
00:17:12,933 --> 00:17:15,267
他卻毫不知情 自己過得很愜意

275
00:17:15,267 --> 00:17:18,200
你也一樣毫不知情吧

276
00:17:20,533 --> 00:17:23,333
關於小海的爸爸

277
00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:27,200
你又不認識他 請不要亂說話

278
00:17:29,700 --> 00:17:31,367
對不起

279
00:17:33,700 --> 00:17:35,333
小海 起來了

280
00:17:44,367 --> 00:17:46,500
妳為什麼去醫院

281
00:17:48,100 --> 00:17:49,833
身體還好嗎

282
00:17:54,367 --> 00:17:56,367
也對

283
00:17:59,333 --> 00:18:01,867
說得也是

284
00:18:05,367 --> 00:18:08,433
還是應該說一下比較好

285
00:18:08,433 --> 00:18:09,667
什麼

286
00:18:16,100 --> 00:18:17,567
小海人呢

287
00:18:17,567 --> 00:18:19,267
津野在幫忙照顧

288
00:18:19,267 --> 00:18:21,567
為什麼 帶來家裡不就好了

289
00:18:21,567 --> 00:18:23,967
我是有事要說 才過來的

290
00:18:24,700 --> 00:18:26,233
什麼事

291
00:18:26,233 --> 00:18:27,500
哎呀

292
00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:28,833
難道說…

293
00:18:28,833 --> 00:18:31,167
妳找到新對象了嗎

294
00:18:31,567 --> 00:18:33,300
是津野先生嗎

295
00:18:41,433 --> 00:18:44,967
我好像快不行了

296
00:18:46,233 --> 00:18:48,433
這是什麼意思

297
00:18:57,033 --> 00:19:00,567
老師最近注意到 小海都不睡午覺

298
00:19:01,333 --> 00:19:04,933
但她還是和平常一樣 會跟朋友玩

299
00:19:06,067 --> 00:19:09,367
我原本認為自己無法選擇的

300
00:19:09,367 --> 00:19:14,267
大概就只有出生與否這件事而已

301
00:19:14,267 --> 00:19:15,600
是啊

302
00:19:17,533 --> 00:19:20,533
我把托兒所的通知單放這裡

303
00:19:20,533 --> 00:19:23,067
我只要一和我媽吵架

304
00:19:23,067 --> 00:19:26,233
她就會立刻去提 當年多有辛苦才生下我

305
00:19:26,233 --> 00:19:28,400
企圖轉移話題

306
00:19:28,833 --> 00:19:32,333
我又沒求她把我生下來

307
00:19:32,333 --> 00:19:36,067
我一直覺得我媽好煩

308
00:19:37,367 --> 00:19:41,633
就像是否要生下小海

309
00:19:41,633 --> 00:19:44,367
也只有我自己能做決定

310
00:19:46,633 --> 00:19:50,133
雖然想讓小海來決定

311
00:19:50,133 --> 00:19:52,567
但這是辦不到的

312
00:19:53,800 --> 00:19:57,100
1樓有間還滿大的商店

313
00:19:57,967 --> 00:20:00,600
-要我買點東西過來嗎 -不過…

314
00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:02,833
無法自行決定的事情

315
00:20:03,533 --> 00:20:05,667
還有另一件

316
00:20:08,233 --> 00:20:11,033
妳要布丁 還是果凍嗎

317
00:20:11,033 --> 00:20:13,700
自己的死期…

318
00:20:13,700 --> 00:20:16,167
就是無法選擇的

319
00:20:17,800 --> 00:20:20,333
不管是出生 還是死亡

320
00:20:20,333 --> 00:20:21,800
都無法選擇

321
00:20:25,533 --> 00:20:29,167
我現在稍微可以體會了

322
00:20:31,133 --> 00:20:34,200
想自殺的人是什麼心情

323
00:20:35,567 --> 00:20:39,000
雖然我不想死 但我能理解

324
00:20:39,767 --> 00:20:43,367
自己去選擇死亡的這條路

325
00:20:51,767 --> 00:20:54,600
那就再重新考慮一次吧

326
00:20:55,967 --> 00:20:58,033
接受治療吧

327
00:21:01,167 --> 00:21:03,700
或許有機會能痊癒

328
00:21:04,833 --> 00:21:06,833
我想見小海

329
00:21:08,867 --> 00:21:13,933
我無法痊癒的機率高太多了

330
00:21:15,367 --> 00:21:20,300
比起一直待在醫院 只能再多活一點點

331
00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:27,533
我更想要盡可能地 多陪在小海身邊

332
00:21:42,033 --> 00:21:43,667
對不起

333
00:21:54,633 --> 00:21:56,500
妳要什麼

334
00:21:58,367 --> 00:21:59,800
布丁嗎

335
00:22:00,767 --> 00:22:02,267
還是果凍

336
00:22:06,333 --> 00:22:08,200
我要優格

337
00:22:08,767 --> 00:22:10,400
橘子口味的

338
00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:13,533
我知道了

339
00:22:15,933 --> 00:22:18,267
若沒有橘子口味的呢

340
00:22:19,133 --> 00:22:21,867
沒有的話就不用了

341
00:22:37,600 --> 00:22:40,267
沒有橘子口味的優格

342
00:22:41,100 --> 00:22:44,233
所以你買了橘子和優格嗎

343
00:22:44,833 --> 00:22:46,500
因為正好有賣

344
00:22:49,033 --> 00:22:51,967
我沒想到還有這個選項

345
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:09,933
對我來說

346
00:23:09,933 --> 00:23:12,100
最重要的就是小海

347
00:23:15,567 --> 00:23:16,900
知道

348
00:23:19,067 --> 00:23:22,167
我會為小海做很多事情

349
00:23:23,033 --> 00:23:24,600
話雖如此

350
00:23:25,133 --> 00:23:29,300
憑我這個身體 一定有很多事情辦不到

351
00:23:29,767 --> 00:23:32,567
到時候請你務必要幫忙

352
00:23:34,667 --> 00:23:36,567
好

353
00:23:36,567 --> 00:23:39,333
雖然你至今已經幫了我們很多

354
00:23:41,300 --> 00:23:44,133
往後還請你繼續幫忙

355
00:23:45,867 --> 00:23:47,400
好

356
00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:50,700
對不起

357
00:23:56,667 --> 00:23:58,033
不會

358
00:24:07,133 --> 00:24:08,800
你要吃嗎

359
00:24:11,433 --> 00:24:12,967
要

360
00:24:22,467 --> 00:24:24,000
怎麼了

361
00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:25,667
要叫救護車嗎

362
00:24:25,667 --> 00:24:27,100
她說不需要

363
00:24:27,100 --> 00:24:29,067
這是無可避免的症狀

364
00:24:30,067 --> 00:24:31,233
是這個嗎

365
00:24:38,533 --> 00:24:40,167
媽媽

366
00:24:41,367 --> 00:24:43,000
小海…

367
00:25:02,600 --> 00:25:04,133
抱歉 小海

368
00:25:04,900 --> 00:25:07,900
妳媽媽的工作 好像還要再花一些時間

369
00:25:09,033 --> 00:25:11,167
我們一邊看繪本一邊等吧

370
00:25:16,433 --> 00:25:18,367
她又痛了嗎

371
00:25:23,033 --> 00:25:25,033
吃藥了嗎

372
00:25:29,200 --> 00:25:31,033
會好嗎

373
00:25:38,767 --> 00:25:41,400
(新生家長說明會資料)

374
00:25:45,267 --> 00:25:48,233
要交代的大概就是這些了吧

375
00:25:49,433 --> 00:25:52,633
我不在的話 她可能會比較驕縱

376
00:25:52,633 --> 00:25:54,467
可別寵壞她了

377
00:25:57,067 --> 00:25:59,033
小海的事之外 還有要交待的嗎

378
00:25:59,033 --> 00:26:01,333
沒有了

379
00:26:01,333 --> 00:26:03,633
其他事我沒打算拜託妳

380
00:26:04,867 --> 00:26:06,233
是嗎

381
00:26:07,533 --> 00:26:10,900
總之只要小海的事 無後顧之憂

382
00:26:10,900 --> 00:26:13,067
這就是最好的了

383
00:26:14,600 --> 00:26:15,767
嗯

384
00:26:25,267 --> 00:26:26,633
怎麼了

385
00:26:27,533 --> 00:26:29,967
有什麼事就說

386
00:26:30,833 --> 00:26:33,700
事到如今 也不用跟我們客氣了吧

387
00:26:38,667 --> 00:26:40,933
只要一想到…

388
00:26:43,267 --> 00:26:46,300
不用再擔心小海的事了

389
00:26:50,133 --> 00:26:52,467
我突然就開始感到害怕

390
00:26:59,133 --> 00:27:01,000
我好怕

391
00:27:02,867 --> 00:27:05,500
突然好怕自己死掉

392
00:27:15,833 --> 00:27:18,733
我以為是能毫無牽掛

393
00:27:19,367 --> 00:27:22,133
無後顧之憂地離開這個世界

394
00:27:23,467 --> 00:27:25,367
卻突然…

395
00:28:45,867 --> 00:28:47,233
喂

396
00:29:49,700 --> 00:29:51,333
打擾了

397
00:29:54,567 --> 00:29:56,500
我來幫忙

398
00:29:56,500 --> 00:29:58,933
小海的東西 我大概都知道

399
00:30:00,633 --> 00:30:02,300
請別亂碰

400
00:30:04,667 --> 00:30:06,600
我們自家人會處理

401
00:30:07,533 --> 00:30:09,467
多謝關心

402
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:45,800
月岡

403
00:30:47,267 --> 00:30:48,500
抱歉 我動了東西

404
00:30:48,500 --> 00:30:50,033
沒關係的

405
00:30:51,900 --> 00:30:53,700
我們9點半出發

406
00:30:53,700 --> 00:30:55,167
好的

407
00:30:55,167 --> 00:30:56,533
那個…

408
00:30:56,533 --> 00:31:00,033
在那之前 我有個請求

409
00:31:09,167 --> 00:31:11,133
跟妳借一下媽媽

410
00:31:23,767 --> 00:31:25,533
妳在這裡等一下

411
00:31:39,833 --> 00:31:42,167
第一次見大和的時候

412
00:31:42,167 --> 00:31:45,367
我沒帶著夏 是自己去的

413
00:31:45,367 --> 00:31:47,533
那時大和才7歲

414
00:31:47,533 --> 00:31:48,833
是

415
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:53,200
他完全不理我

416
00:31:53,200 --> 00:31:55,300
對我非常抗拒

417
00:31:58,267 --> 00:32:00,267
剛開始是那個樣子的

418
00:32:01,700 --> 00:32:06,300
並非最初就是現在這種情況

419
00:32:17,533 --> 00:32:20,300
妳很嫉妒水季吧

420
00:32:25,167 --> 00:32:27,100
與其說是嫉妒…

421
00:32:27,100 --> 00:32:29,267
我就嫉妒過

422
00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:34,033
我覺得對方死掉真的太狡猾了

423
00:32:38,700 --> 00:32:41,267
雖然這種話說出來不恰當

424
00:32:43,267 --> 00:32:46,933
但現在的妳 應該能懂我的感受

425
00:32:55,967 --> 00:32:58,100
我很羨慕

426
00:32:59,633 --> 00:33:00,767
嗯

427
00:33:00,767 --> 00:33:04,733
她一個人肯定很辛苦

428
00:33:04,733 --> 00:33:06,167
尤其還生病

429
00:33:07,367 --> 00:33:08,767
嗯

430
00:33:11,167 --> 00:33:12,733
可是…

431
00:33:16,333 --> 00:33:19,067
每當我多了解一點

432
00:33:19,067 --> 00:33:21,900
就會覺得很羨慕

433
00:33:23,533 --> 00:33:27,067
很羨慕他們擁有那麼多美好的回憶

434
00:33:29,667 --> 00:33:32,567
然後開始討厭這樣的自己

435
00:33:35,533 --> 00:33:36,900
嗯

436
00:33:39,567 --> 00:33:41,033
我懂

437
00:33:44,133 --> 00:33:45,967
我能懂妳

438
00:33:47,300 --> 00:33:50,100
但我當初夠堅強

439
00:33:50,900 --> 00:33:52,933
因為我有夏

440
00:33:54,300 --> 00:33:58,000
我擔心妳的 正是這方面的問題

441
00:33:59,433 --> 00:34:02,533
我們倆的情況完全不同

442
00:34:02,533 --> 00:34:04,800
妳沒有心靈的寄託

443
00:34:07,500 --> 00:34:10,667
我覺得妳將來…

444
00:34:11,933 --> 00:34:14,067
只會越來越辛苦

445
00:34:39,633 --> 00:34:41,567
累了嗎

446
00:34:41,567 --> 00:34:43,133
沒有

447
00:34:52,833 --> 00:34:54,333
這給妳

448
00:34:56,300 --> 00:34:58,333
是項鍊嗎

449
00:34:58,333 --> 00:34:59,800
是水季

450
00:35:03,867 --> 00:35:05,500
是媽媽嗎

451
00:35:09,367 --> 00:35:13,333
在放進墳墓前 我裝了點骨灰進去

452
00:35:18,233 --> 00:35:20,567
在這裡面嗎

453
00:35:20,567 --> 00:35:21,800
對

454
00:35:22,767 --> 00:35:24,800
媽媽變好小喔

455
00:35:26,367 --> 00:35:27,967
不要搞丟囉

456
00:35:27,967 --> 00:35:29,933
-好 -很好

457
00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:51,733
喂

458
00:35:51,733 --> 00:35:55,000
妳還在我們家嗎

459
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:57,233
沒有 我剛到家

460
00:35:58,633 --> 00:36:00,833
我們這裡也剛結束

461
00:36:03,433 --> 00:36:09,367
小海說想找妳一起去掃墓

462
00:36:10,367 --> 00:36:12,467
只要妳願意

463
00:36:15,233 --> 00:36:16,767
我怎麼可能不去呢

464
00:36:17,367 --> 00:36:18,733
一起去吧

465
00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:28,233
彌生

466
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:30,067
怎麼了

467
00:36:30,067 --> 00:36:31,800
媽媽就在那裡

468
00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:51,133
去吧

469
00:36:53,400 --> 00:36:55,267
津野叔叔

470
00:37:09,600 --> 00:37:13,567
津野先生在告別式之後

471
00:37:13,567 --> 00:37:16,900
從來沒去看過水季

472
00:37:16,900 --> 00:37:19,200
他是不是有所顧慮

473
00:37:20,233 --> 00:37:24,733
南雲女士說他只是要花很多時間 才能接受事實

474
00:37:25,600 --> 00:37:27,867
因為他跟水季很親近

475
00:37:28,967 --> 00:37:30,533
這樣啊

476
00:37:31,867 --> 00:37:33,567
說得也是

477
00:37:38,233 --> 00:37:40,500
我好羨慕

478
00:37:42,000 --> 00:37:44,333
因為我什麼都不知道

479
00:37:46,333 --> 00:37:48,867
而他是因為知道很多

480
00:37:48,867 --> 00:37:51,300
才會覺得特別痛

481
00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:54,600
我好羨慕他

482
00:37:55,700 --> 00:37:59,367
他讓我覺得自己的悲傷

483
00:37:59,367 --> 00:38:01,700
是那麼地微不足道

484
00:38:05,700 --> 00:38:07,667
你不用羨慕

485
00:38:08,467 --> 00:38:11,467
因為你有小海啊

486
00:38:13,200 --> 00:38:14,533
嗯

487
00:38:20,700 --> 00:38:23,033
夏 彌生

488
00:38:25,833 --> 00:38:27,167
我們過去吧

489
00:38:27,167 --> 00:38:28,567
好

490
00:38:38,567 --> 00:38:40,300
公車在那邊搭

491
00:38:41,533 --> 00:38:42,967
送妳到車站吧

492
00:38:43,567 --> 00:38:45,133
不用了

493
00:38:45,133 --> 00:38:47,633
我也要往車站

494
00:38:49,267 --> 00:38:50,467
嗯

495
00:38:50,467 --> 00:38:52,300
你陪小海吧

496
00:38:54,233 --> 00:38:55,700
好吧

497
00:38:55,700 --> 00:38:56,667
小海再見

498
00:38:56,667 --> 00:38:58,200
-掰掰 -掰掰

499
00:38:58,200 --> 00:38:59,400
掰掰

500
00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:11,367
好 我們走吧

501
00:39:11,367 --> 00:39:12,400
好

502
00:39:15,467 --> 00:39:17,667
你們交往多久了

503
00:39:18,367 --> 00:39:20,500
差不多3年了

504
00:39:23,467 --> 00:39:24,867
春天的時候吧

505
00:39:25,500 --> 00:39:27,767
她曾去找過月岡先生

506
00:39:29,967 --> 00:39:32,133
你說水季小姐嗎

507
00:39:32,133 --> 00:39:34,000
她帶著小海去的

508
00:39:35,567 --> 00:39:38,067
-但是… -她沒見到面就回來了

509
00:40:00,533 --> 00:40:02,833
她們都走到公寓前了

510
00:40:02,833 --> 00:40:05,200
卻看到裡面走出一個女的

511
00:40:06,467 --> 00:40:08,633
所以她才沒見月岡先生

512
00:40:08,633 --> 00:40:11,233
也沒讓他見小海

513
00:40:13,100 --> 00:40:15,700
那是南雲當下自己做的決定

514
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:20,733
跟妳沒有半點關係

515
00:40:28,100 --> 00:40:30,600
南雲她就是這種個性

516
00:40:33,067 --> 00:40:37,533
她很討厭別人擅自揣測她的想法

517
00:40:37,533 --> 00:40:39,300
希望妳明白

518
00:40:41,133 --> 00:40:43,200
謝謝你

519
00:40:47,300 --> 00:40:49,767
請你把關於她的事 全告訴我吧

520
00:40:50,900 --> 00:40:53,300
妳為什麼要這麼努力

521
00:40:53,967 --> 00:40:55,867
或者說是拚命

522
00:40:58,833 --> 00:41:02,433
因為我想扮演好母親的角色

523
00:41:04,733 --> 00:41:06,633
還真是偉大

524
00:41:09,067 --> 00:41:12,200
妳們女人對孩子的犧牲奉獻

525
00:41:12,200 --> 00:41:14,567
實在令人佩服

526
00:41:15,667 --> 00:41:17,733
這跟性別有關嗎

527
00:41:18,567 --> 00:41:21,000
為什麼每次只要提到有關孩子的話題

528
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:23,767
母親就要背負 比父親還要遠大的期待

529
00:41:25,967 --> 00:41:27,400
對不起

530
00:41:27,967 --> 00:41:30,700
我只是在講刻板印象而已

531
00:41:30,700 --> 00:41:32,067
"父性"這個詞不常見

532
00:41:32,067 --> 00:41:34,667
而"母性"大家倒是很愛掛在嘴邊

533
00:41:36,667 --> 00:41:39,000
好像母親都會給予無償的愛

534
00:41:39,800 --> 00:41:42,333
又不是每個母親都這樣

535
00:41:44,200 --> 00:41:46,900
津野 你有什麼推薦的作品嗎

536
00:41:46,900 --> 00:41:51,533
我覺得妳選的作品就很不錯 講的又是母性

537
00:41:51,533 --> 00:41:52,567
"母性"嗎

538
00:41:52,567 --> 00:41:55,100
是啊 這是母親節的主題展吧

539
00:41:55,100 --> 00:41:57,067
所以"母性"到底是什麼

540
00:41:57,067 --> 00:41:58,433
什麼意思

541
00:41:58,433 --> 00:42:00,567
是指"無償的愛"嗎

542
00:42:00,567 --> 00:42:03,100
對啊 要形容的話

543
00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:10,467
怎麼了 如果惹到妳那我道歉

544
00:42:10,467 --> 00:42:14,900
這世上明明就有很多不愛孩子的母親

545
00:42:14,900 --> 00:42:17,500
大家卻認為母親的天性

546
00:42:18,533 --> 00:42:22,800
一定就是無償的愛…

547
00:42:28,333 --> 00:42:29,767
抱歉

548
00:42:29,767 --> 00:42:31,567
嚇到你了嗎

549
00:42:33,367 --> 00:42:35,767
我只是覺得妳講得很有道理

550
00:42:37,733 --> 00:42:43,700
想用一個完美的詞彙去概括時 "母性"就很好用

551
00:42:47,633 --> 00:42:49,167
抱歉

552
00:42:50,367 --> 00:42:52,133
嚇到你了嗎

553
00:42:54,167 --> 00:42:56,400
看他選了相反的類型

554
00:42:57,300 --> 00:42:59,800
讓人覺得很惱火

555
00:43:01,033 --> 00:43:03,200
想不到其實還滿像的

556
00:43:05,567 --> 00:43:07,967
這點又滿令人火大的

557
00:43:09,733 --> 00:43:11,900
我是覺得不像

558
00:43:13,033 --> 00:43:15,333
妳又不認識她

559
00:43:15,833 --> 00:43:18,600
既然不認識 妳怎麼知道像不像

560
00:43:19,900 --> 00:43:21,500
也是

561
00:43:33,067 --> 00:43:37,100
昨天月岡先生打給我

562
00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:41,833
叫我來幫水季掃墓

563
00:43:43,300 --> 00:43:46,200
還說什麼水季一定也很想見見我

564
00:43:50,567 --> 00:43:54,167
他老在那水季長水季短的 煩死人了吧

565
00:43:55,633 --> 00:43:57,233
是啊

566
00:44:00,467 --> 00:44:03,000
小海知道我的聯絡方式

567
00:44:03,833 --> 00:44:06,767
萬一有什麼狀況

568
00:44:06,767 --> 00:44:08,600
就打給我

569
00:44:10,600 --> 00:44:12,300
這怎麼好意思

570
00:44:12,833 --> 00:44:14,867
妳不要跟南雲一樣

571
00:44:15,967 --> 00:44:18,467
什麼事都自己一個人做決定

572
00:44:25,900 --> 00:44:27,300
我走了

573
00:44:27,300 --> 00:44:29,400
我腳踏車停在那邊

574
00:44:33,200 --> 00:44:34,367
好的

575
00:44:42,333 --> 00:44:43,633
夏

576
00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:47,533
我說過要敲門了吧

577
00:44:47,533 --> 00:44:49,200
你唸書給我聽

578
00:44:50,067 --> 00:44:52,533
但我沒有津野叔叔唸得好

579
00:44:52,533 --> 00:44:54,400
好 沒關係

580
00:44:58,300 --> 00:44:59,567
來吧

581
00:45:00,400 --> 00:45:01,767
妳過來

582
00:45:07,100 --> 00:45:08,267
要開始囉

583
00:45:13,467 --> 00:45:15,333
"《熊與山貓》"

584
00:45:18,667 --> 00:45:21,967
"某天早上 熊在哭泣"

585
00:45:22,367 --> 00:45:22,967
(下集預告)

586
00:45:22,967 --> 00:45:25,733
關於我生父的事情

587
00:45:25,733 --> 00:45:28,233
月岡他真的很溫柔

588
00:45:28,233 --> 00:45:30,833
溫柔到無法說出真心話

589
00:45:30,833 --> 00:45:34,433
你這麼有責任感 還真不像我的孩子

590
00:45:34,433 --> 00:45:36,267
我只是很羨慕而已

591
00:45:36,267 --> 00:45:37,867
他們可以開始過親子生活

592
00:45:37,867 --> 00:45:39,633
這種個性 會活得很累

593
00:45:39,633 --> 00:45:41,833
我想要一起住

594
00:45:41,833 --> 00:45:44,800
太衝擊了 完全沒有感動的重逢

595
00:45:44,800 --> 00:45:46,433
大家都很悲痛

596
00:45:46,433 --> 00:45:47,833
感覺比我難過

597
00:45:47,833 --> 00:45:49,300
又很溫柔

598
00:45:49,300 --> 00:45:50,433
我說不出口

599
00:45:50,433 --> 00:45:52,133
我明明也很難過

600
00:45:52,133 --> 00:45:55,133
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